In the middle of the night, Su Yanzhi lay on the bed next to him. Although www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun" Pavilion wants to lie down with Mu Zao, but she is in a special situation now, so she should press her ** and let Mu Zao have a good rest.

The lights in the ward had been off for a long time, the air was quiet, and there were few people moving around even the corridors.

Su Yanzhi pillowed his arm and turned his head to look at Mu Zao's bedside. The woman lay quietly, breathing steadily. Thinking that he would be going to the operating room tomorrow morning, Su Yanzhi got up from the bed lightly and walked to Mu Zao's bedside.

"Can you hug me?" The woman suddenly spoke, and Su Yanzhi was startled.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Su Yanzhi asked.

"Don't you either." When Mu Zao spoke, he had already turned sideways to the side to give Su Yanzhi a little more seat.

Su Yanzhi took off his shoes and went up, Mu raised his head early, pillowed Su Yanzhi's arm, and put his other hand on Su Yanzhi's chest, feeling the man's powerful heartbeat, and the whole person was much calmer.

"Early, did you regret it?" Su Yanzhi looked at the light of the corridor outside the glass of the ward door and asked softly.

"What about you?" Mu didn't answer the rhetorical question early.

"What do I regret?"

Mu Zao said: "If it weren't for me, you would still be a psychiatrist now, and your life would be peaceful." It doesn't look like a war all day long, as if there is never a day when disaster ends. ”

"If it weren't for me, you would be a healthy mother-to-be now, give birth to a healthy baby smoothly, be happy all day long, and not live in fear."

"I still wish I had you." Mu Zaozao's hand was lowered from Su Yanzhi's heart and held Su Yanzhi's hand.

Su Yanzhi's eyebrows and eyes flashed with a smile: "Me too." ”

Even if you don't want to be a psychiatrist in the future, even if life is always not peaceful, as long as Mu is by his side early, all this has a new meaning. Unlike the five years when he studied with Wade abroad, although he made a lot of enviable achievements in psychology, for Su Yanzhi, there was no feeling of happiness at all.

At this moment, with the people you love the most, everything else seems to be no longer important.

Mu Zaozao didn't speak, Su Yanzhi turned his head to look, and the faint light in the corridor reflected Mu Zaozao's face. She had closed her eyes, was breathing steadily, and looked like she had fallen asleep.

The next morning, when Mu woke up early, he saw Su Yanzhi still lying beside him.

She moved, and the man next to her slowly opened his eyes, with a smile on his face, looked at Mu Zaozao, and asked softly, "Awake?" ”

Mu nodded early.

Su Yanzhi got up from the bed and lifted his arm from under Mu Zaozao's neck. turned around and got out of bed, wanting to pour Mu a glass of water early.

His footsteps staggered, and the whole person fell uncontrollably towards the bed.

"Say!" Mu screamed in fright, got up from the hospital bed, and wanted to get down.

At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and the doctor and nurse walked in to give Mu an early routine check-up.

Mu Zao looked at the doctor anxiously and said, "Doctor, what's wrong with him?" ”

The doctor saw Su Yanzhi fall to the ground and hurriedly stepped forward to help him up.

Su Yanzhi's face was a little embarrassed, and he said, "I'm fine, I'm a little numb." ”

Mu Zao remembered that Su Yanzhi's arm had let her pillow all night, and his sleeping posture didn't seem to change. Last night, he was afraid that it would affect Mu's early rest, so he kept his original position, lay on his side on the edge of the bed, and slept all night.

The doctor gave Su Yanzhi's stiff muscles a relaxing massage and asked Su Yanzhi to lie down on the bed next to him to rest.

Su Yanzhi only said that he was fine, and still insisted on pouring a glass of water for Mu Zao. Although he had tried his best to keep his body steady, his numb muscles were not very cooperative, and he stumbled to the water dispenser, his hand holding the water cup shaking violently.

Mu Zao's nose was sour, and he didn't say anything more.

Su Yanzhi has always been proud, and in front of doctors and nurses, he definitely doesn't want people to think that he is an incompetent man.

The nurse went over and took the cup in Su Yanzhi's hand and helped Su Yanzhi to the side to rest.

Su Yanzhi and other doctors examined Mu early, and he was almost rested, and left the ward with the doctor.

"Doctor, how's it going?" Su Yanzhi's expression was full of worry.

The doctor sighed: "I asked the treatment team to prepare for the operation, and it started on time at nine o'clock." Go talk to her. ”

Su Yanzhi nodded expressionlessly. After the doctor and nurse left, Su Yanzhi's eyes instantly turned red.

Still can't avoid it? Although I already knew in my heart that this would be the result, when I really had to face it, I still couldn't be indifferent.

Not long after returning to the ward, Lei Ruan Qin came to the ward with breakfast.

Su Yanzhi said: "Let's put breakfast away first, and then eat it after the operation." ”

"What time is the surgery?" Lei Ruan Qin put the lunch box on the bedside table and asked.

"Nine o'clock." Su Yanzhi said.

Lei Ruan Qin nodded slowly and walked to Mu Zao's bedside. He soothed: "Don't be afraid for a while, it will be over soon after the anesthetic." We are all waiting for you outside. ”

Mu nodded early and didn't say anything.

In a certain window of a building outside the ward, a white-haired old man held black binoculars in his hand, and clearly saw the figures of Su Yanzhi and Lei Ruan Qin walking around in the ward.

The phone rang with the sound of a text message, and Wade put down the binoculars in his hand and took out his phone.

Nine-point surgery.

Get ready to act.

After the text message was sent, Wade emptied his inbox.

Knowing that Mu had surgery today, many people came to the hospital. In addition to the few who came yesterday, Lu Ming, An Yichen, An Nan and Su Haoxuan also came.

When Mu Zao was pushed into the operating room, Su Yanzhi stood in front of the hospital bed and accompanied her until he was stopped by the nurse outside the door of the operating room, Su Yanzhi had to let go of Mu Zaozao's hand and said to her: "We are all waiting for you here, don't be afraid." ”

Mu Zaozao smiled and nodded.

The moment the door of the operating room closed, Mu Zaozao's body trembled slightly, and the tears that he had endured for a long time were on the white pillow in the corner of his eyes.

How could she not be afraid.

What she is afraid of is not losing Xiaoyi, she is afraid that she will not be able to survive, she is afraid that this side of herself and Su Yanzhi will be the last one. She was afraid that she would never hear Lei Ruanqin's chatter in the future, and she was afraid that she would never see Lei Qiming who seemed to care about anything, but was actually more delicate than anyone else. She was afraid that she would not be able to see her lovely and sensible face, and she was afraid that she would never see her father and Qingqing again.

Seeing the shadowless lights in the operating room turn on, Mu Zao remembered what happened when he was a child. When my mother didn't die, the family of three was happy. Later, after going to school, he was obsessed with and pursued Su Yanzhi. She and Lei Ruan Qin really became friends, and they grew up slowly together.

She even thought of Lin Rui, who only had Mu Wanqing in her heart, the leopard with a scar on her face, and her heart-rending cry when An Nan had a car accident. Thinking about the three years in England, Dan took care of her......

Those past events are projected in my mind like a movie film. Until the anesthetic enters the body, consciousness gradually blurs.

The operation lasted less than half an hour, and the moment the umbilical cord was cut, Mu Zaozao seemed to hear a cry in a trance. She couldn't tell whether she was dreaming or waking up, and watched the nurse leave the operating room with the baby in her arms.

Did Xiao Yi survive?

I guess I survived. A barely visible smile tugged at the corner of Mu Zao's mouth, and he fell asleep groggily.

When Mu Zao opened his eyes again, what greeted him was no longer the whiteness of the hospital ward. There is no smell of disinfectant around the area, and if you smell it carefully, it seems that there is some fragrance of flowers.

Mu turned her head early to look and found that she was lying in her bedroom at the moment. She and Su Yanzhi were in the bedroom of the newlywed apartment.

"Dad, Mommy is awake." A small figure beside the bed shouted and ran out of the bedroom.

After a while, Su Yanzhi came in with him. followed up, as well as Sister Liu.

She helped Mu Zao check the pulse, rolled Mu Zaozao's eyelids and looked at it, and finally let Mu Zaozao stick out his tongue.

After some inspection, Sister Liu turned around and said to Su Yanzhi: "It's no big deal, it's okay to get anti-inflammatory injections for two more days." ”

"Can I get out of bed?" Su Yanzhi asked.

"She can go down if she wants." Sister Liu said.

"Where's the food? Are there any taboos? Su Yanzhi asked again.

Sister Liu looked at Su Yan helplessly: "Otherwise, you will invite your sister-in-law to come back." ”

"No, I'm going to take care of her myself. Moreover, Zhang's mother came back after buying vegetables for a while. Su Yanzhi said.

Sister Liu couldn't help him, and instructed: "You can't touch cold things, and you can't be too tired." For the rest, do what you can. You can eat whatever you want, and you don't have to feed it anyway. ”

Mu Zaozao was originally groggy, but when he heard Sister Liu's words, the whole person instantly sobered up.

"Where's the kid?" Mu asked early.

Sister Liu said that there is no need to feed R, is it that the child did not survive? But she clearly remembered that she vaguely heard a cry at that time.

Su Yanzhi did not speak.

From time to time, he picked up a photo frame from the head of the bed, handed it to Mu Zaozao, and said, "This is a photo of my sister." ”

Mu Zao looked at the little baby in the photo, and before he could open his eyes to see the world, he left forever.

With tears in her eyes, she heard Sister Liu say, "By the way, you can't cry, otherwise your eyes will fall into the root of the disease." ”

From time to time, he raised his little hand to help her mother wipe her tears, and comforted: "Mom, don't cry." Aunt Nguyen Nguyen said that my sister was just not ready to meet us and that she would come back if we really liked her. ”

Although he has a clever brain, at his current age, he can't understand what pregnancy and childbirth are all about. He believed that Aunt Nguyen Nguyen would not lie to him.

Seeing his son's well-behaved appearance, Mu Zaozao also raised his hand and touched his tears.

The lower abdomen has become flat, and the little life she has always cherished has not been retained after all.

Su Yanzhi must have been disappointed.

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