Chapter 115: There is a name, and then in his mind, it is ingrained (modified, 6300+)

At this moment, she wanted to know, Nian Yinan...... Is he doing well?

Inexplicably, in addition to having an emotion for Nian Yinan that has not been eliminated so far, Xia Fan feels that he also owes him a lot.

She can imagine what kind of sad expression Nian Yinan will have when she knows how she feels after falling off the cliff, but even though she knows that Nian Yinan will be sad because of her departure, she can't make public the fact that she didn't leave, but lives in this world.

She hopes that Nian Yinan is happy, and instead of bearing the ridiculous love between him and herself, she would rather die herself, so that she will not bring pain to Nian Yinan.

There was a slight wind on the river, blowing by, so that Xia Fan did not have a good body because of the injury, and gradually became weak.

Trembling and trembling his shoulders, Mu Shaoyan noticed that Xia Fan was a little cold.

He was just about to take off his coat and put it on Xia Fan, but Xia Fan opened his mouth one step ahead of him.

"It's a little cold, let's go!"

Xia Fan smiled weakly at Mu Shaoyan, and then took a step, she walked the way she came.

Looking at Xia Fan, who was thin, he still looked like he had been cold for two years, with sadness between his eyebrows, and he couldn't help but tighten his heartstrings.

After returning to the hotel, Xia Fan didn't stop long, simply cleaned up, took 100,000 yuan in cash from the bank, and went to a residential area in the western suburbs.

Two years ago, the Xia family declined, and there was no fixed place for the family, and later Nian Yinan invested to buy an apartment with an attic for them in the western suburbs, in order to do his filial piety for Xia Fan.

It's just that Xia Fan didn't know this, she just inquired and learned that the Xia family temporarily lived in the western suburbs.

knocked on the door, it was Liang Qian who opened the door, and seeing the girl in front of her who only had a slight impression in her memory, Liang Qian's eyes trembled.

"You ......"

"Second aunt, I'm Xia Fan!"

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Xia Fan entered the house, looking at the apartment with a few pieces of furniture that was a little deserted, Xia Fan pursed his lips.

I can see that my relatives are not living very well, at least compared to the time when I lived in the army compound before, it is too far behind!

"Xiaofan, come and drink water!"

There was no coffee or tea at home, because few people at home came, so Liang Qian didn't prepare these things.

"Thank you, second aunt, don't bother!"

only saw his second aunt and didn't see anyone else, Xia Fan couldn't help frowning.

As for Xia Yuhang, now working on the construction site, doing drudgery such a hard job as a porter, Xia Bai is not bad, because he has been abroad for many years, plus his own conditions are good, so he became a graphic model, and usually earns some extra money to fill the family.

Listening to his second aunt tell him about the ebb and flow of a family, Xia Fan's heart couldn't help but feel sad.

But after all, things are in the past, and thinking too much about it will only add to the sadness.

If there is some pain, let it be buried in the deepest part of your heart, don't touch it, don't miss it, just treat it as if all this is just an experience on the road to growth.

"Second aunt, you take these!"

Xia Fan took out the 100,000 yuan in cash and put the money on the low table.

"Xiaofan, what are you doing here?"

Liang Qian took the initiative to speak, although Xia Hongtao is not as good as a bastard, but Liang Qian is a person who understands proportion.

"Second aunt, don't be polite to me, I promised grandpa that I would take good care of you, so you accept it!"

Xia Fan didn't look down on them or anything, but now it was different, she just wanted her relatives to be more comfortable, not like now.

And with these 100,000 yuan, for the time being, Xia Yuhang can not be allowed to do those coolies, although he came out of the army, but just letting a good seedling do coolies is more or less tyrannical.

didn't push and shove with Xia Fan, Liang Qian understood the situation of herself and her two children very well, and Xia Fan did it for their good.

Just when Liang Qian received Xia Fan's money, Xia Bai came back home from outside.

"I'm back!"

As soon as she entered, she saw Xia Fan sitting on the sofa, talking to her mother.

Xia Bai recognized Xia Fan, but what she didn't expect was that the person who had not heard from her for two years would now appear in her apartment so grandly, which ......

"Are you Xia Fan?"

Xia Bai's questioning tone was extremely unfriendly, she didn't believe that the person in front of her was Xia Fan, and she didn't believe that this person, who was said to have died, would appear in front of her with such fanfare.

It can be seen that Xia Bai has an unpeaceful attitude towards himself, but Xia Fan does not have any superfluous emotional reactions, after all, what kind of virtue this cousin of hers is, she has deeply experienced it two years ago.

"Xiaobai, you're back! Come, this is your cousin Xiaofan, your cousin happened to come here in Liangcheng, so come and see us by the way! ”

While talking, Liang Qian was cooking and cooking.

There are few times when there is such a lively time at home, and Liang Qian is happy from the bottom of her heart.

"Second aunt, don't bother, I still have something to do, I'm leaving!"

"Why do you want to keep her here to eat?"

Xia Fan and Xia Bai's voices rose together, making Liang Qian, who was cooking, stiffen for a while.

is different from Liang Qian's general knowledge, Xia Bai doesn't like this Xia Fan in her heart, not only because she has long been cleaned out of the Xia family, but also because she likes Nian Yinan now, if Nian Yinan knows that Xia Fan is not dead and still lives in this world, Nian Yinan will definitely abandon herself and choose to walk with Xia Fan.

She didn't want this to happen, she had lost enough, she didn't want to lose even the love she had longed for.

seemed to have expected that his appearance would make Xia Bai unhappy, Xia Fan's eyes were faint, and together with his delicate little face, he also had a faint expression.

"Second aunt, don't be busy, I still have something to do here, I'm just passing by here today!"

With that, Xia Fan prepared to leave.

Seeing Xia Fan preparing to leave, Liang Qian was in a hurry, her daughter had always spoken openly, although Xia Fan did not show any expression on her face, but she, an outsider, was uncomfortable to hear, let alone Xia Fan.

Liang Qian repeatedly wanted to keep Xia Fan, but she couldn't keep her, so she simply stopped staying.

After asking for Xia Fan's mobile phone number, he let Xia Fan leave.

Out of the apartment, Xia Fan shook his head helplessly.

Thinking of Xia Bai's appearance just now, when she thought she was living in the army compound and looked like a young lady, she really felt that some people's temperament and temper were in their bones, and they could not be easily eliminated.

Thinking of Xia Bai's virtue, Xia Fan couldn't help but think of Fang Xinqi.

Thinking of Fang Xinqi, she thought ridiculously for a while whether he died because of his own gun.

She thought to herself, he was not dead after being shot twice, and his body organs and functions should also be affected to a certain extent.

Taking a deep breath and not stopping any longer, Xia Fan walked to the side of the green belt and stopped a taxi.

Just before she could get into the car, Xia Bai's voice behind her came sharply.

"Xia Fan, you stop me!"

Xia Bai is menacing, if this woman didn't die in the morning, she didn't show up in a hurry, so she didn't have any illusions about Nian Yinan because of her, and now she was disillusioned.

Xia Bai's sudden addition made Xia Fan and the driver say, "You go first!" After that, he stood up straight.

can feel that Xia Fan is different from two years ago, Xia Bai doesn't dare to challenge her like two years ago.

"What's the matter, tell me quickly, I'm in a hurry!"

Xia Fan opened her mouth coldly, for Xia Bai, she can't talk about liking or hating, for her, in addition to the blood bond between the two people, they are not even as good as strangers.

"Didn't you die two years ago? Why is it still happening? ”

Xia Bai opened his mouth in an extremely unfriendly tone, not as if he was asking, but in a stern and cold questioning tone.

"Who did you hear me say I died two years ago? I'm just falling off a cliff, and falling off a cliff is the same as death? Xia Bai, have you drunk too much man's jing liquid, and you are already delirious? ”

"You ......"

Xia Fan said the words that damaged Xia Bai without concealment, which made Xia Bai's pretty face immediately cast a haze.

"Xia Fan, are you embarrassed to say me, don't you know what kind of Jian you are?"

When Xia Fan was still dating Nian Yinan, he got together with that Fang Xinqi behind his back.

And later she found out that this Fang Xinqi was actually the culprit who brought down their Xia family.

This woman walked together like such a devil, and Xia Fan couldn't keep her in order to get revenge on the Xia family for leaving her and her mother out of the house, so she got such a series of things.

There were no emotional ups and downs because of Xia Bai's words, she had long been used to her foul words about herself, didn't she!

"Finished?"

The corners of Xia Fan's mouth hooked a shallow smile, which did not reach the bottom of his eyes.

"I'm leaving!"

followed Xia Fan and turned around, not even leaving a thought for Xia Bai.

"Xia Fan, you ...... You are not allowed to go to Nian Yinan! ”

Seeing Xia Fan walking farther and farther in front of his eyes, Xia Bai was so angry that he stomped his feet and shouted behind him.

mentioned Nian Yinan, Xia Fan's steps were stunned.

Nian Yinan, this name, is tantamount to a knife, deeply inserted into her heart.

Taking a deep breath, seeing Xia Bai's emotional reaction so excited, the corners of her mouth moved with a cold face.

"You like him? Scold...... But you should know very well that you don't deserve him! ”

Xia Bai got together with other men, not to mention that he was not worthy of Nian Yinan, just because there was a blood bond involved, it was impossible for the two of them to walk together no matter what.

Xia Fan's words of contempt for her made Xia Bai angry, even if she was not worthy of Nian Yinan, she should not be said like this by Xia Fan.

"Then you'll be worthy of him?"

“……”

"Don't think I don't know what kind of person you are, you are the same as your mother who cuckolded the Xia family, the same shameless Jian person!"

"Smack!"

mentioned his mother, who died tragically at gunpoint under Fang Xinqi's hands, and the emotions that made Xia Fan repeatedly try not to care immediately surged.

With a cruel slap in the face, five red finger prints immediately appeared on Xia Bai's face.

"Xia Bai, I haven't seen you for two years, your mouth is still the same!"

Insult her, she can still bear it, insult her mother, she doesn't accept it!

Xia Fan's words were as sharp as a needle, and fell mercilessly, making Xia Bai, who had already been wronged, feel that he was trampled under Xia Fan's feet.

"Xia Fan, you dare to hit me?"

"The second uncle is not here, your mother didn't educate you well, I, who is a cousin, will do it for me!"

Xia Fan said lightly, as if he had taught this cousin who couldn't speak like this, which was justified.

Ignoring the chatter that didn't stop behind Xia Bai, Xia Fan turned around-

In an instant, Nian Yinan's body, as tall as in the army two years ago, appeared in Xia Fan's eyes.

And Xia Fan's turn made Nian Yinan, who was holding a fruit basket in his hand, feel like a world away in an instant.

"Bang!"

The fruit basket in his hand fell to the ground, and Nian Yinan couldn't believe the widening of his eyes.

Xia Fan, is this person standing in front of him really Xia Fan?

Everything seemed to happen hundreds of millions of light years ago, and everything was unreal that he didn't dare to close his eyes, as if he was afraid that once he closed his eyes, this woman who was not real in front of him would disappear in an instant.

Finding that Yi Nan was looking at him with a surprised look, Xia Fan already had complicated thoughts, and his heart was mixed, so he couldn't tell what it was like.

Not wanting to let himself hurt Nian Yinan again, Xia Fan repeatedly curled up his little hand.

Holding back the feeling of being stabbed by a knife, she lifted her leg and ran in the other direction.

“…… Little sails! ”

Seeing Xia Fan suddenly running away in front of his eyes, Nian Yinan's heart was greatly shocked, his little sail, his little sail is back!

Although it is inevitable to accept that the relationship between the two people is cousin, but when he saw Xia Fan, he really felt that he had not seen him for a long time.

Unable to suppress the excitement in his heart, Nian Yinan stepped forward quickly, and took Xia Fan into his arms from behind her.

Hugging her body, feeling the real touch in the crook of his arm, he has been missing the person for two whole years, and it appeared in front of his eyes like this, very real, very real.

"Little Sail!"

Nian Yinan seemed to be calling for the truest voice in his heart, and kept whispering the name in his memory.

His little sail really appeared in front of his eyes, this is not a dream, it is very real, very real everything.

Grabbing the woman between his arms harder and harder, Nian Yinan's voice couldn't help choking.

He himself knows very well that he has not forgotten her, even if there is a blood bond, even if the passage of time widens the distance between the two people, he has not forgotten her.

"Little Sail!"

Listening to Nian Yinan calling his name over and over again in his ear, Xia Fan's heart was extremely confused.

She didn't want to continue to bring pain to Nian Yinan, but she ...... The web of fate is bound to bind the two of them together.

Listening to Nian Yinan calling his name, Xia Fan couldn't tell how he felt in his heart.

Each of his soft calls was like a knife embedded in his heart, and then he became a doctor for a long time, leaving an ugly scar.

Knowing that he couldn't avoid re-encountering Nian Yinan, Xia Fan tried hard to pull the corners of his mouth and hooked a faint smile.

"Hey, long time no see!"

After saying a few words, Xia Fan suddenly had an urge to cry.

The tone of the voice, but it touched all her emotions, a sentence that she hadn't seen for a long time, made her suddenly have an urge to cry.

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In the café, Xia Fan and Nian Yinan sat across the table like best friends they hadn't seen for a long time.

Neither of the two of them spoke, and silence was better than sound at this time, as if the two of them didn't need to say anything, they just needed eye contact, and they could talk about everything in the past two years.

"You're still the same as before!"

With coffee in hand, Xia Fan's words broke the atmosphere of no sound communication between the two people.

"But you've changed!"

Nian Yinan's words made the corners of Xia Fan's mouth stiffen with a faint smile.

"Huh...... Yes, I have indeed changed! ”

Xia Fan did not deny that in the past two years, she has indeed changed a lot, she has become no longer emotional, no longer emotional.

With so much harm, if she didn't change, she would still be the Xia Fan before, the Xia Fan who let others bully.

"But I don't like you like this, it's too strong, it's not in line with you!"

Nian Yinan truthfully said his thoughts, Xia Fan in his memory is a tenacious girl, although she will be emotional when she encounters things, she is not such a strong girl, and her words and actions have become public.

He saw all the words and behaviors she had just said to Xia Bai, but he wasn't sure that the girl in front of him was Xia Fan.

Nian Yinan's words silenced Xia Fan.

She has never liked herself, she is too weak, like a ball for others to slaughter, and now she is too strong, making her very tired every day.

But she was so tired, and she didn't want to take off her coat, she was willing to wrap herself in this hypocritical skin, and she didn't want to continue to be hurt by other people.

"If I wasn't strong, I wouldn't be standing in front of you today!"

After a long time, Xia Fan spoke from his lips.

Xia Fan's words made Nian Yinan silent, from her indifferent expression, he couldn't read anything else, what he could understand was more endless desolation than before......

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Shen Cheng, Fang Xinqi, who was shot twice, was like a devastating old man, surrounded by endless blood and water all over his body.

The person who performed the bullet removal surgery for Fang Xinqi was Ye Ji, a top medical student who graduated from Stanford University in the United States.

"Scissors and tweezers for me!"

Born in a medical family, Ye Ji has been exposed to major surgeries, but it is really rare for a man like this man to survive two shots in his body.

The moment the bullet was taken out, Ye Ji was stunned, what kind of mercy did this man get from God, and he actually ...... The heart is standing in the right ribcage.

It has always been that people's hearts grow on the left side of the center of the chest, but I don't want this man's heart to be on the right side, which is really incredible.

Without thinking about it much, Ye Ji began to stop the bleeding for Fang Xinqi and stitch up the wound again.

Looking at Fang Xinqi's body, covered with wounds all over his body, large and small, he couldn't help but gasp.

What the hell has this man been through, there are so many scars on his body.

The bullet was taken out, and Fang Xinqi's heartbeat was still a little weak and he was pushed to the intensive care unit.

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Fang Xinqi woke up again, it was already three days later, and in the past three days, he was in a coma, constantly having nightmares, in his dreams, all of which were the scenes when Xia Fan fell off the cliff, and the two sentences she said to herself.

Fang Xinqi, You Hua was hit and killed by a big truck, I will pay you back!

Fang Xinqi, you, I can't afford to love you!

These two sentences kept appearing in his mind like a spell.

Thinking of these two words, his heart was hit hard.

These two sentences have entangled him for two years, and for two years, he has to recall almost every day "Give it back to you, I can't afford to love it!" "Those six words.

These six words are really too heavy, too heavy, as if they are going to tear his whole person in half.

If he had known the truth of everything early on, if he had treated her well in the morning, wouldn't they have been armed with each other like now?

There were indescribable waves surging in his heart, Fang Xinqi stood by the wall, constantly clenching his palms, over and over again.

Xia Fan, Fan ...... The name was as ingrained in his head as it were......

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