Chapter 159: A moment of love and hate
"You ask me why I want to watch them suffer," Shangguan Jingwen's emotions gradually calmed down, but the hatred in his eyes became more and more solemn, "As soon as the birthday banquet was over, I was stripped of the crown prince, and my father was placed under house arrest, and I never saw the country again, but I think every day, how is her life?" Is she doing well? Did Huangfu Jing give her any sin? ”
"In the face of Huangfu Jing's strength, I don't dare to expect King Hua to fight with him for his daughter. I love the country, naturally I don't want her to suffer, I just hope that Huangfu Jing can treat her well, I worry about her every day, but what is the result? Shangguan Jingwen laughed self-deprecatingly, "They are harmonious with each other, husbands sing and wives, and husband and wife are loving, and it has become a good story." And I, naturally, became a joke! ”
"I've been wondering, did the country ever love me? If she loved me, why could she be so affectionate to the enemy who robbed her? Or maybe those legends are actually just fake news released by Huang Fu to deceive me? Actually, she didn't have a good time at all? The more I thought about it, the more uneasy I became, and I would rather die than go to Ningguo to have a look. I went on a hunger strike in the palace for three days, and the queen mother finally couldn't bear to look at it anymore and secretly released me. ”
"I arrived in Ningguo, where there was someone arranged by the queen mother in advance to pick me up, I entered the palace of King Ning smoothly, and then ...... I saw their intimacy with my own eyes. When Shangguan Jingwen talked about this past, although there was endless loss in his eyes, he couldn't find much hatred in his eyes, "You haven't seen the scene at that time, you must not be able to imagine how much love they have, that lingering and sympathetic look, I have never seen it in my uncle, let alone in Tingguo, so I finally understood that Tingguo has never been particularly attached to me, not because she is unkind, but because she has never loved me." ”
"It's hard to go from hating someone to loving someone, but it's only a matter of moments when you go from loving someone to hating someone. I've never hated people so much. I hate her, I love her with my life, but how can she do everything just to tease me! ”
Shangguan Jingwen always couldn't suppress his hatred when he talked about Huangfu Jing, but when he talked about Yuan Tianguo, the hatred in his eyes was far less than the pain.
"Huangfu Yehan's mother Hu Linglong is a very jealous person, I don't know if it was arranged by God, no one found out about my trip to Ningguo, but I just let me meet her. I thought she would arrest me, but no, she not only helped me escape the patrolling guards, but also helped me find an opportunity to send me to the West Palace to meet Yuan Tianguo secretly. It's not accurate to say that there was a secret meeting, after all, it was seen by so many people! ”
"The result can be imagined, our uncle who has a strong relationship decided that he had no love for me, and said a lot of heartless words that hurt his heart, and it is said that their first child was also mismarried because of that incident! I know the proud personality of the country best, and when I heard that her child was gone, I knew that our uncle would never want to be forgiven by the country in his life! ”
"If you do evil, you will be rewarded in the end, and I will kill their children, and God will take away the queen mother. You always thought that the queen mother died of illness, but it wasn't. Recalling his mother, Shangguan Jingwen's eyes slowly filled with tears, "She is the best mother in the world, and I am indeed the most ignorant son in the world." I fled out of the country for my own personal affairs, and my father knew that he wanted to kill me, but my mother tried her best but couldn't ask for mercy. ”
"Do you know why I hate my father so much?" Shangguan Jingwen suddenly asked his younger brother, Jing Xuan didn't answer, he had vaguely guessed that the answer he had been thinking about for many years might not be the truth.
"Because he actually said to the queen mother, one life is worth one life, and if you want him to spare me, you have to take another life!" Shangguan Jingwen suddenly laughed, but his laughter sounded more desolate than crying, "The queen mother has followed him all her life without regrets, she wants him to spare their son, and he actually told her to take her life for one life!" ”
"The queen mother committed suicide by taking poison, I was tortured for ten years, you were squeezed out by your brothers, our family was originally harmonious, but in the end, who killed the family!" Shangguan Jingwen gritted his teeth and said, "It's the Yuan family and the Huangfu family!" It's all of them! ”
Shangguan Jingxuan was so frightened by his brother's hatred that he involuntarily took two steps back. He suddenly felt that someone was wrong, but who was wrong? He didn't know anymore.
"We are innocent of this catastrophe and have endured these ten years of suffering, why should we watch them get better!" The hatred in Shangguan Jingwen's eyes almost burned the entire Ning Kingdom and the entire Hua Kingdom, "Huangfu Jing can't figure out who the country loves until he dies, and the country also ends up holding hatred, Yuan Kejin is worried about the arrangement of his two daughters, so I just let him not worry, Huangfu wants to live and fly with Yuan Chengcheng at night, I want to beat the mandarin ducks, I don't feel good, no one can think about it!" ”
"This is the sin of my uncle and King Hua, and what is the matter with the cold night of Guan Chengcheng and Huangfu? Why do you have to involve them! As soon as he heard the name of Yuan Chengcheng, Shangguan Jingxuan finally found his voice.
"Fool!" Shangguan Jingwen patted his younger brother on the shoulder, "It's a bit blunt to involve them, but these are not just for me, but for you!" ”
"For me?" Shangguan Jingxuan looked at Brother Wang incomprehensibly, what does he have to do with this matter?
"You like Yuan Chengcheng, but Yuan Chengcheng only has Huangfu Night Cold in his heart, that is, the time is not ripe now, but when the time is ripe, they will leave everything and fly away, haven't you thought about it, what should you do then?"
"Me?" Yuan Chengcheng and Huangfu went away in the cold night? He never thought that in his consciousness, Yuan Chengcheng would always be by his side. If there was a day, would she really leave him for the sake of Huangfu's cold night?
"No, even if she leaves me for the sake of Huangfu's cold night, I will never hate her like Brother Wang, I just hope she is well!" Shangguan Jingxuan said firmly.
"Yes, now that she's by your side, you naturally think that as long as she can be well, everything doesn't matter to you. But if Huangfu Yehan arranges everything one day, he runs to Yuan Chengcheng and says that he is willing to give up everything and take her away, do you guess Yuan Chengcheng will give up him for you. If she goes with him, the two of them will be happy, leaving you alone, can you still stand here leisurely like you are now, and tell me that as long as she is good? ”
Shangguan Jingxuan was speechless, if it was before, he might have been able to say for sure, but after listening to Brother Wang's experience just now, imagining that he did everything to rush into King Ning's palace but saw their affectionate appearance, he was not sure......