(Ran Library)

Qian Ying felt that her heartbeat was a little stagnant, and the feeling of emptiness was very uncomfortable

He said that Su Yanzhi would either be early in his life or there would be no one

There is no other possibility

What a cruel truth

Qian Ying leaned weakly on the back of the chair, her eyes were a little red, she stared at Su Yanzhi tightly, and shook her head in disbelief: "No, how can you be so cruel, you always have to be accompanied by someone, as long as you clean up the people in front, I can shoot first."

"Heh" Su Yanzhi couldn't help but sneer, the way he hooked the corners of his lips was obviously so handsome, but now Qian Ying looked distant and indifferent, which was really heart-wrenching

Su Yanzhi spoke again: "I think your comprehension should be a problem, I don't have a ranking in my heart, because there is only one person who doesn't need to make any rankings, if she doesn't have it, it will be empty, and no one will fill it, because no one can fill it, you know?"

"No, no, there won't be such a person in the world, you ......" Qian Ying stood up from her chair in a hurry, tears rolling down her eyes: "Why are you so cruel, why are you so cruel"

"It's not that I'm cruel, you shouldn't have it," Su Yanzhi put her medical records back in their place, didn't look at Qian Ying again, and just said coldly: "Okay, that's all for today, I'm going to consult the next patient."

"I don't believe it," Qian Ying didn't know where the courage came from, stepped forward with her hands on the desk, her tearful face and roared at Su Yanzhi: "Su Yanzhi, why are you so cruel, can you control other people's hearts, can you stop other people's likes, I can't stop you myself, why do you think you can stop it?"

Does he think she wants to do this, does she want to think about it day and night, is she willing to indulge in the news about him every day, and no one in the crowd can see it, just keep looking for him

It's funny, what kind of thing is so easy to say

With her arms still propped up on the table, Qian Ying lowered her head, tears fell on the table in big drops, splashing bunches of small splashes

"If I could, I wouldn't want to do this," Qian Ying's voice choked, "I really want to like other people, it's not that I haven't tried, but I can't do it, I can't do it no matter how hard I try, my heart has been occupied, and others can't get in at all."

"So do you know how I feel," Su Yanzhi looked at Qian Ying with deep eyes

Qian Ying raised her teary eyes and looked back at Su Yanzhi

There was silence in the air

"Stop indulging in the fall, it's useless," Su Yanzhi said

Qian Ying raised her hand and wiped the tears on her face, she was noncommittal, she just shook her head at Su Yanzhi, retreated step by step, and finally turned around in a hurry and walked outside quickly

"Remember to close the door," Su Yan said

Qian Ying paused, covered her mouth, and ran out of the room with a whimper

After getting off work in the afternoon, Su Yanzhi didn't work overtime, and drove to the apartment early

On the road outside the apartment, the left turn signal of the car flashed

Su Yanzhi waited for the car on the left to pass by, and the mobile phone in the passenger seat rang with a text message ringtone

He picked up his phone and sent a text message from a number without remarks, just a short sentence: "How long are you going to escape?"

Feeling that this text message was a little familiar, his eyes subconsciously glanced at the café, but he didn't expect that Lu Ming was still sitting there on the table behind the floor-to-ceiling window

Lu Ming is a criminal policeman, he is very busy with work on weekdays, and he has little time off duty, which is pitiful, and he may deal with emergencies at any time, he actually waited for Su Yan in the café for a day

In the café, Su Yanzhi pushed open the heavy glass door and walked towards Lu Ming's seat

Seeing the man coming, Lu Ming's always cold face didn't show any change in expression

"You're finally willing to come" Lu Ming pushed the drink list to Su Yanzhi, who was sitting opposite: "Drink something"

"No need, if you have something to say, hurry up and say that I have to go back to have dinner with my wife," Su Yanzhi's tone was not gentle at all

The two of them are like two icebergs across the sea, and neither of them wants to get too close

"Are you okay with the morning," Lu Ming took the coffee spoon and stirred the brown liquid in the cup

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with Mr. Lu," Su Yanzhi tilted his head and chuckled

"Mr. Lu" Lu Ming sighed helplessly with a paralyzed face: "I really can't go back"

"If you don't have anything serious, you can say that I'll go first" Su Yanzhi didn't want to stay with Lu Ming longer, even for a second, as long as he saw this man's face, Su Yanzhi unconsciously thought that Mu had said and laughed at him five years ago, but he was so cold to himself

"Don't you want to know what kind of feelings Mu Zaozao had for you five years ago," Lu Ming said

Su Yanzhi's body was obviously stiff

Wasn't it obvious that Mu Zao had feelings for him five years ago

So disgusted, so hateful, I don't want to look at it more

"Actually, I really envy you," Lu Ming didn't wait for Su Yanzhi to speak, he continued: "If Qian Ying had the same infatuation as Mu Zao, we wouldn't be as young as we are now, and we wouldn't be a child without a mother, but this can't be blamed on her, everything is fate."

"You say...... "Su Yanyi didn't understand the meaning of Su Yanzhi's words for a while

Lu Ming looked at Su Yanzhi opposite with an expressionless face: "Yes, there are so many good men in the world, but she only misses the son of the enemy who killed her mother, obviously suffering in her heart, she should hate it to the bone, but she can't extricate herself from her spineless love."

Su Yanzhi's face flashed a trace of panic, and then he was hidden, although this news was really surprising to him, but because these words came from the mouths of outsiders, the truth and falsehood were mixed, and he didn't really believe it all

"I heard Lu Shen say that you want to restore the memory of five years ago as soon as possible," Lu Ming spoke again

He is not a person who is good at talking, but the matter is related to Mu Zao's happiness, Lu Ming has no way to ignore some words, if he doesn't explain it again, he turns around and misses it for a lifetime

Su Yanzhi nodded expressionlessly

The two expressionless men were obviously emotionally fluctuating in their hearts at the moment, but their faces were stubbornly unwilling to let the other party see that they were uncomfortable

"I don't recommend you do this," Lu Ming shook his head, holding a coffee spoon in his hand and gently stirring the brown liquid in the cup, his eyes looking at the slowly swirling water waves inside the cup

"This is my business," Su Yanzhi didn't even want to ask, why he didn't like this feeling very much, Mu Zaozao is now his Su Yanzhi's wife, but these things about her came out of the mouth of another man, and even this man was a man who made Su Yanzhi hate it so much

"This is also an early thing," Lu Ming took his eyes off the coffee cup and looked at the man in front of him: "I don't mean anything else, I just hope that I can be really happy as soon as possible, but if she remembers those things five years ago and knows the truth about her mother's death, everything will go back to the beginning, the kind of contradiction that obviously loves someone emotionally, but intellectually will never allow herself to get close, I think you, the psychiatrist, should be able to understand."

Su Yanzhi fell silent

To be honest, he was very reluctant to believe what Lu Ming said, and it could be said that he couldn't believe it

Mu loved him early, and this recognition made Su Yanyi unable to react for a while

"Do you remember what she was doing alone at her mother's funeral after everyone who came to the funeral was gone?" asked Lu Ming

"Stand quietly in front of the tombstone," Su Yan said

How could he forget that Mu Zao at that time was like an angel with broken wings, which made people feel distressed but couldn't get close

"She later told me that she just couldn't figure out a question that day"

"What's the problem," Su Yanzhi's eyebrows frowned slightly

"Why is it your mother, but it can be anyone else, my mother, An Yichen's mother, and even Lei Qiming's father, why is it your mother," Lu Ming turned his head to look at the sky outside the glass window, and the white clouds in the west were dyed red by the afterglow of the sunset

Su Yanzhi felt his throat tighten slightly, didn't say anything, got up and left his seat

Lu Ming didn't look at Su Yanzhi, his eyes were still staring out the window, and he spoke again: "I was just an ordinary friend with Zao, but she didn't have a way to convince herself that she was so cold to you, she didn't want her to have any hope for you, and she didn't want you to have any hope for her, so she chose to pretend to be a couple with me and let you give up."

It's just that what Lu Ming and Mu Zao didn't expect was that no matter how cold Mu Zaozao was to Su Yanzhi and how ruthless he said, he couldn't really make Su Yanzhi stay away

Until that happened five years ago

Su Yanzhi paused in his footsteps and left the café without looking back

Lu Ming picked up the coffee on the table, drank the last bit of coffee, and got up to leave

Su Yanzhi's car drove to the underground garage of the apartment, and the fire was turned off, but he didn't get out of the car for a long time

The words that Lu Ming had just said in the café echoed in his ears

"There are so many good men in the world, but she only misses the son of the enemy who killed her mother, obviously suffering in her heart, she should hate him to the bone, but she can't extricate herself from her spineless love"

"Why is it your mother?"

Lu Ming had no reason to tell him such a lie, so all this was true, although Su Yanzhi didn't show anything unusual in front of Lu Ming, but now that he was the only one left, the contradiction and self-blame in his heart made Su Yanzhi break down a little

Raised his arm and hammered the steering wheel hard, and the horn of the car followed with two 'beeps'

Su Yanzhi lay on the steering wheel and remained motionless-

PS: Thank you [you guys because] 2 red envelopes Ruyi loves the big red envelopes the most~ I love you (づ ̄3 ̄) づ╭?~

PPS: I especially hope to see everyone's evaluation of Lu Ming in the message area

Seeing the story here, do you think he has any feelings for Mu Zaozao, and love him?

Hard work, everyone, be sure to tell me in the comment area, I want to see how much trouble I want to write, how much trouble I have to write (bow......

More than ten people commented on Lu Ming in the book review area, and he was out of the box today

PPPS: There is no charge for digressions, and I won't use this word to cheat money~

If you leave halfway through, save the current page to your favorites so you can watch it later!