Chapter 57: Love and Desire

Originally, he said that he would have an appointment with Shan Jun at night. Because all of a sudden, something shocking happened. Naturally, I won't go back to the appointment.

But. She knows. Something. Sooner or later, I have to make it clear to Shan Jun.

This thing. The more you run away. It's just going to make things bigger and bigger.

Even if you can endure it in the early morning. Chu Chen knew that Yu Xiaoxiao must not be able to help it. She's so temperamental. I will definitely go to Yan Cai regardless of it. Therefore, before letting Yu Xiaoxiao find Yan Cai. She still decided to have a showdown with Shan Jun.

The last date was in vain. This time. Shan Jun came to the agreed place early. Unexpectedly, Chu Chen actually arrived earlier than him.

"I thought I was early enough. I can't think you're earlier than me. "Chu Chen's lately always doing something makes him feel guilty. It's a shameful thing.

The date promised that day ended in the end. Shan Jun also blamed himself. I wanted to make amends today. But it made him feel guilty at the beginning.

Chu Chen smiled. There is not the slightest hatred for Shan Jun. She doesn't hate Shan Jun. First, there is no qualification. The second is that Shan Jun is not wrong at all. People like Shan Jun can like her. Embrace her. It is already her greatest luck and blessing in the early morning. If she hates Shan Jun. Then she is the most ruthless white-eyed wolf in the world.

"Drink something. Fruit juice. Or coffee. Shan Jun asked eagerly.

"I've ordered coffee for you. Your favorite black coffee. "Finished. At the beginning of the morning, he had already waved to the waiter. The hint can be brought over.

Her thoughtfulness. made Shan Jun's heart flustered. Maybe it's because of something wrong. The heart is weak, and in front of the beginning of the morning, it will no longer be as frank and unrestrained as before. Even. Lian and Chu Chen's eyes looked at each other. There was also a wisp of shame in Shan Jun's eyes.

"Shan Jun...... I'm asking you out today. I have something to tell you......" The early morning was a little unspeakable. But the smile on his face that he tried his best to maintain was quite relaxed. If even she herself is nervous. There is no way to deal with this.

Heard. Shan Jun seemed to realize something. Even if it doesn't look very strict in the early morning. But Shan Jun had a hunch. What she had to say. It was certainly not what he wanted to hear.

"Don't say it. Don't say anything...... Let's just date today, okay. I know this time. Because of the work thing. I ignored you. But. I'll change. I'll try to find time to spend with you. It's not already said. We're getting engaged. We're going to be together. It's New Year's Day soon. We got engaged before the Chinese New Year. It must be in time. Shan Jun anxiously held Chu Chen's hand.

However. The more Shan Jun is so anxious. So nervous. It was only in the morning that it was more certain. She's going to have to cut through the mess quickly. We can't afford to delay it any longer.

"Let's break up. Shan Jun. We are inappropriate. Wrong. It's not that we're not suitable. But. I'm not for you. You and I are not people of the same world at all. Even if you are tolerant of me. Repeated indulgence. Repeated pampering. We're always out of tune together. I don't deserve you. Maybe...... Yancai. More suitable for you. ”

Eventually. Jiang Yancai was mentioned in the early morning.

She didn't say this in anger. Just tell the truth.

Shan Jun is the son of Mayor Shan. And Jiang Yancai's family background is so good. Together they are a real match made in heaven.

"Early morning ......" when he heard Jiang Yancai's name. Shan Jun was stunned and speechless.

She got it.

About the betrayal of him and Yan Cai. She knew it all......

"Although I knew at first that you were with Yan Cai. I was a little overwhelmed. But it's just that I'm overwhelmed. I'm not jealous. I'm really not jealous of you being with Yan Cai at all. Instead, I am glad for you. Sorry for you. Finally found the right person. ”

"Early morning. Things are not what you think...... Me and Yan Cai...... Be. We did something wrong. Did something sorry for you...... I'm damned. It's all me. I am the initiator of qiē. But things really aren't what you say they are. The only person I love is you. You don't love me. I guess I know my heart best. Who the hell do I love. Who is the person you like in your heart? You should know better than anyone else. ”

Shan Jun is very brave to admit his mistakes.

But no matter what he says. It is also impossible to change the decision of the beginning of the morning at this moment. The decisiveness and firmness on the face of the beginning of the morning. made Shan Jun's heart as dead as ashes.

"Me and Yan Cai...... Emotionless ...... If so...... It's just a physical attraction in a sense......" said something like that. He knows how unfair it is to Jiang Yancai. How cruel. But the truth is. Love with**. Men can always tell the difference very clearly.

Chu Chen shook his head when he heard this. "Don't do that...... This is too unfair to Yan Cai. It hurts Yancai too much. She likes you. And you know that. In fact, the person I haven't been able to let go of in my heart is Nie Lingzhuo...... I don't want to lie to you anymore. I don't want to lie to myself anymore...... Such a me. I don't deserve to be with you. I'm so selfish to take possession of you. I can't give you a future. But it always invisibly gives you hope. It's my fault. Shan Jun. Forgive me. Don't hate me. We're still the same as before. It's the best best friend. May I. ”

Even if he had already expressed his thoughts openly and honestly at the beginning of the morning. But Shan Jun couldn't accept it. "No...... No...... Say nothing like that...... Early morning. You give me a chance. Forgive me this time...... I was really confused. I am ashamed of you. I'm sorry for you. You can punish me however you want. I can accept it. But don't break up. Don't separate between us. ”

Shan Jun has a hard time accepting this fact. I even hated that I hadn't been restrained in a timely manner. will lead to today's situation.

He blamed himself. He was annoyed. He felt guilty...... These. I understand it at the beginning of the morning. But not what I wanted to see at the beginning of the morning. What she wants to see is that Shan Jun and Jiang Yancai can become a couple. They're obviously a good fit.

"Shan Jun. Listen to me. I'm serious about telling you. It's not your fault. Even if there is no Yan Cai among us. I'll break up with you too. I will. You and Yan Cai didn't betray me. It's me. I'm in this relationship with you. I wasn't responsible. I was so selfish and mean. I just want to use you to start my new life. Take this opportunity to forget about Nie Lingzhuo. Forget all the unbearable past. But the truth is. I failed. I will never be able to forget the relationship between Jì and Nie Lingzhuo. I can't forget ......."

That's it. At the beginning of the morning, deep wrinkles also appeared on the tips of his eyebrows. She was also distressed. It's boring. Why can't I afford it so much? Can't put it down. In fact. Even if she breaks up with Shan Jun now. It was impossible for her to return to Nie Lingzhuo.

Nie Lingzhuo had a Fang Zhijing by his side who took good care of him. Although Fang Zhijing is so thoughtful. He is not kind. But she did a qiē. It's all for Nie Lingzhuo. In order to be with Nie Lingzhuo. Fang Zhijing loves Nie Lingzhuo more than her......

"Shan Jun. I'm sorry. The one who really said sorry should be me. "I apologized at the beginning of the morning.

Shan Jun was speechless. “……”

"A project in cooperation with Hongxin. It is expected to be completed by the end of the year. I was in charge of this project. I'll be responsible to the end. Once completed. I'll leave from Zeis. I really appreciate that you have been so helpful to me. Trust me. Bear with me...... If you can. Friendship between friends. It can last longer than the relationship between lovers. We can be good friends for life. ”

This is no joke. These words. That's all the decision. It's all well thought out. She is also grateful to Shan Jun from the bottom of her heart. In her most helpless. When I was most hesitant. It was he who gave her hope. gave her courage......

"Does it have to be like this? There's not even a little room for manoeuvre. "He was not reconciled. Shan Jun was so unwilling in his heart. At the beginning of the morning when I got up to leave. Shan Jun refused to let go. His eyes were filled with a thick sorrow. The madness of grief welled up in the eyes and on the face.

"Hmm. Nope. I'm not going back. It's like between me and Nie Lingzhuo...... Me and him. There's no room for manoeuvre. "She left Shan Jun. It's not to be with Nie Lingzhuo. It's just that I don't want to deceive myself and delay her and Shan Jun's time with each other. She should have let it go. Shan Jun should be given freedom. also give Yan Cai a chance to love him. And not as selfish as this moment. Despicable and shameless occupy Shan Jun.

Possess him. But I don't like him. Nor can they promise any future. How despicable and shameful this is.

"Since you can't be with Nie Lingzhuo. Why not stay with me. Let me accompany you to slowly forget about him. I believe...... You can't forget him now. Someday it will be possible. Shan Jun held Chu Chen's hand. Refusing to let go.

At the beginning of the morning, a trace of bitterness appeared on his face. All kinds of bitterness. "I can't be with Nie Lingzhuo. But...... I've got Sanshan. I have my daughter. I have to get her forgiveness. Even if she doesn't treat me like a mother. I always try to get her back to my old relationship. Such a me. It's absolutely impossible to start over with any man. Shan Jun. Let me go. Please...... Your letting go. I would appreciate it. Yan Cai is a good girl. She really fits you well. Don't miss her. ”

After speaking. Chu Chen had already resolutely pushed Shan Jun's hand away.

Shan Jun can see from her words and deeds that she will not waver. He just watched the beginning of the morning leave. There seemed to be no qualification to redeem her. He was so wrong. Absurd. Choosing to leave at the beginning of the morning is also the right choice......

It's just that. He really couldn't just let it go.

This time on a date. Shan Jun didn't expect that it would be their last date as a couple.

If only he had known it would have been so. I won't come to the appointment. I won't listen to the words of the beginning of the morning. Didn't hear the words of the breakup. They will always be lovers......

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