"Really? If I don't come today, what will you and Chengcheng do? Shao Mingyang asked. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Being ridiculed and ridiculed by those people, letting his son be told by others that he is a child without a father? And she continues to be scorned, saying that she is a single mother?

Lan Xingye said softly, "I'll take care of it, it's just a misunderstanding, it's just a small matter." ”

It's really a small thing, and it's really manageable.

But......

"What about the city? What do you make Chengcheng think? Now it's five, what about when he's fifteen? Can you tell him again that his dad is a star? Shao Mingyang asked again.

Lan Xingye couldn't say a word, it wasn't that she hadn't thought about this question, but she couldn't answer it!

"Chengcheng, very sensible and obedient......" Lan Xingye's voice was astringent.

"No matter how sensible and obedient he is, he is just a child! He will envy others, have a complete home, he not only wants a mother, but also a father! ”

She knows, she knows!

Lan Xingye shook her hand lightly, but there was nothing she could do at the moment, so she could only say, "I'll take care of him!" I'll give him everything I have! Even if I am only one person, I will give him double love! ”

"Can you? Did you give it? You are so selfish! Shao Mingyang asked.

Lan Xingye's voice trembled, "I selfishly left him!" Aren't I allowed to be selfish again? ”

A moment ago, they were chatting warmly, but all of a sudden the atmosphere was deadlocked!

Blue Starry Night's eyes were red, and the crimson condensed in the dim light.

In an instant, Lan Xingye thought of the past.

It was at that time that she took a taxi to Chunling Cemetery, she was alone, her home was gone, and all her relatives were in that cemetery. Lan Xingye thought at the time, she also wanted to go there, sleep in the small box in the square, this would be the best.

But that night, when she returned to the rented house of the old mansion, she prepared a fruit knife, and she also thought about getting a hundred.

However, just as she was about to cut the knife, she clearly felt that the child in her belly suddenly moved!

Such a deep ups and downs made her heart tremble, and the knife in her hand fell!

At that time, Lan Xingye was almost irrational and willful, selfish to the extreme, she wanted to keep him, even if he was not blessed, even if he would be pointed at by countless people in the future, but she just wanted to stay. That's what keeps her alive, that's the life she can't bear to strangle like this.

Sold the ancestral house, sent the check to his office, and left completely.

She told herself: Blue Starry Night, you have to give him everything, the best you can give, and make him the happiest child in the world!

But in fact, she didn't!

She tried so hard to give all this happiness, but she still couldn't do it!

Sure enough, that's selfish self-righteousness!

"Blue Starry Night, you are so stubborn!" Shao Mingyang suddenly gritted his teeth and said, "So even if you know that I'm in S City, you won't tell me!" So you'd rather be a single mom alone than contact me! Even if you return to S City five years later, you see all the people, and you don't want to come to see me! ”

Lan Xingye bit her lip and said, "Why do you still want to meet?" There is no need! ”

"Yes, it's not necessary, we're not even friends! Five years ago, you could have walked away without looking back, without even saying goodbye to me! In that letter, you mentioned so many people, and you didn't mention me! How much do you hate me? So you don't even want to say goodbye to me? His deep voice suddenly rang out!

Lan Xingye was silent, that letter, that farewell letter, if he didn't mention it, she would have forgotten it.

Why did he remember?

Remember so clearly?

Shao Mingyang's eyes were deep.

It's so dark in the apartment, only the TV still shows the picture of the city, colorful colors, and all the lights pass by.

"If I hadn't come to you later, then you think this would be the past?" That's why he appeared so calmly, and even met him so unevasively in the domestic financial meeting in the Economic and Trade Building. But Blue Starry Night, how can you think like this, think that it's really all over?

"You give everyone a chance, why don't you give me a chance? Not five years ago, and you don't plan to have five years from now! The cigarette in his hand was broken, and the light in his eyes was scattered.

If there is no city, who are you by?

If there is no city, how can I keep you by my side?

Lan Xingye couldn't help but tremble, she found that she was overwhelmed, she suddenly got up and turned around and ran towards the entrance!

Shao Mingyang was also swift, he immediately discarded the cigarette butt and caught up with her in a big stride!

Suddenly, she was hugged tightly by him from behind!

"Let go of me......" her voice trembled, and she didn't even understand why it was suddenly so confused.

But he hugged her tightly, his arms tightened, and he refused to let go at all!

"Ah Ye." He was shouting, with tenderness she couldn't resist.

"I was wrong." He said hoarsely, in a low voice.

"Forgive me." He said again, close to her ear, straight to the bottom of her heart.

Lan Xingye couldn't move, and the peripheral nerves were provoked by his words, causing the tears accumulated in her eyes to burst out at once!

Shao Mingyang, after five years, is it still necessary for you to say this now?

Do you know what the premise of forgiveness is?

The premise is that-

That person, the person I like.

Lan Xingye found that not only her voice was trembling, but her body and heart were trembling, choking up but stubbornly saying, "Let go of me!" ”

Let go, don't come back to invade my heart.

Let go, don't want to sink again.

So, let go......

"Don't think!" But he left a sentence, hugged her tightly and said, "I won't let you go!" Tell me, where are you going? ”

Anywhere, anywhere.

As long as it's not where you're there, anywhere can calm me.

So that my heart will not be turbulent again and thus uncontrollable.

Lan Xingye's tears snapped and fell again, and she held back her tears and said, "Let go, I'll go for a walk outside!" ”

"It's so late, you're a woman, what are you going out alone? I won't let you go! ”

"The shampoo is gone, I'm going to buy ......" she frantically looked for words, but she didn't even notice it, what an excuse!

An excuse within an excuse!

"I don't need shampoo!"

“…… I use! ”

"Then I won't give it to you either!" His stubborn domineering, so willful, unreasonable!

"Why don't you let me go? Can't I even buy a shampoo? Blue Starry Night began to stiffen up, and she began to pull desperately at his hands that were tightly wrapped around her waist.

It was as if to imprison her, so that she could no longer escape, his embrace, she was so afraid to stay attached.

"Just no! You are not allowed to go anywhere but by my side! He was domineering again, as if he was going to lock her up!

At the moment, it seems that the issue of shampoo is entangled, but they all know that it doesn't matter at all!

"Shao Mingyang!" She snorted!

"I'm here!" He whispered.

Lan Xingye exerted his strength and forcefully broke his firm and immobile hands, but he couldn't get out of it!

Suddenly, her arms were grabbed by him, and then she turned her whole person upside down at once, and Blue Starry Night met him head-on!

There was no light on in the apartment, I was still watching the video of the camera before, and the memory card was put at the end, and the picture was frozen, and the sound was still!

"I was wrong." He spoke again, saying the same words as he had just spoken.

Those eyes, beautiful, narrow, the eyelashes are distinct, and the light under those eyes is a faint unknown brilliance, but it is as bright as the brightest star in the night sky, falling into the eyes of the blue starry night, all blooming, making her unbearable!

"Shao Mingyang, what's wrong with you?" Lan Xingye whispered, but the gnashing of her teeth revealed that she was patient.

Everything seems to explode!

Shao Mingyang froze, he still grabbed her arms, only to see that in her eyes, the warm eyes were full of steam, which would make him lost and confused.

You answer! Say, what's wrong with you! You said! Lan Xingye asked stubbornly, shouting at this moment!

It seems to be necessary to clearly understand what is wrong with him! Why did he ask for forgiveness after five years!

He moved his lips, suddenly at a loss, "I shouldn't have let you buy shampoo." ”

"That's it?"

"I shouldn't have asked for it when you said no!"

“…… You! Lan Xingye was suddenly speechless, but he was still saying, "I haven't done it for a long time before, it hurts, I didn't restrain ......"

Lan Xingye was so angry with him that he couldn't do it, and there was an indescribable emotion in that anger, and even he couldn't understand it.

"You let me go!" Lan Xingye shook off his hand vigorously, and Shao Mingyang still held on tightly.

There are too many words to say, but they are all unspeakable.

For example, you shouldn't buy GF, you shouldn't use Chengcheng as a threat, and you shouldn't face her face to face again in this way.

It shouldn't be, it shouldn't be at the time, just identify her like this.

"I was wrong." He just admitted his mistake and said no more.

Lan Xingye was overwhelmed, and he was powerless to stop it for a moment, and drank out, "Shao Mingyang, what's wrong with you?" Everything you do, you always think is right, don't you? ”

He is such a person, he identifies one thing, and goes to the end with his route!

"Whether it's Guangfa, whether it's Duan Zhejin, whether it's Chengcheng, or five years ago, whether it's Tong Xinglan, or Yongkang Company, all of these things have come over step by step according to your established settings! You've never deviated, you've laid it out well, you're so good! What could you be wrong with? ”

Blue Starry's eyes were red, she had never argued like crazy, and now that all of her sanity had taken off the reins, she couldn't continue to endure it, or pretended that she had forgotten it all!

It was him, it was he who provoked it willfully, and it was he who said "I was wrong" and made her remember everything!

Lan Xingye suddenly hated, but so powerless, the female voice was even sharper, as if she wanted to tell everything thoroughly!

"You've always been assertive in what you do, and you've decided that's the case, isn't it? That's why you can be sure that I'm the one who lives in the twilight! I'm the one who hurt Lingling! ”

"Shao Mingyang, how can you be with me because of this? I'm like a fool, no, worse than a fool! Because a fool will not be sober, but I will be sober! He wouldn't have understood the feeling, the feeling of waking up to realize that it was all an illusion, that everything was her imagination.

Including likes, including feelings, that's all wishful thinking and self-righteousness!

How ridiculous is this!

So now that she thinks about it, Lan Xingye feels like laughing, and she chuckles.

But she couldn't laugh anymore, and just said lightly and urgently, "It's not wrong that she is your sister, but can you do this to me for her?" Even if it's not me, are you going to hurt any girl like this? ”

Lan Xingye still remembers that before, when she traveled to the United States before, she finally met Shao Qiling on Fifth Avenue in New York, just above the overpass. Such a cute and lively, so smart and dexterous girl, she deserves to be loved by thousands of people, she is God's favorite!

I have always understood that emotional matters cannot be blamed by others, and I can't blame others, because I want to be deep because I can't restrain myself and can't extricate myself, but is it because it's his sister, so he can hurt others like this?

Shao Mingyang looked at her with heavy eyes, it was her delicate face that was forbearant and calm, but there was infinite sadness between his eyebrows, which would make his heart feel like a pinprick!

No!

Blue Starry Night, just because of you!

Lan Xingye clenched her fists, her tears locked in her eyes, and she shouted, "So you don't need to ask me, you don't need to know at all, you don't want to know, you don't need to think about it, whether I'm guilty or not, you have already pronounced the sentence, I am already a death sentence!" ”

"Five years ago, I confessed, Shao Mingyang, I found you by myself, even if I provoked you myself, but everything has passed! So now, don't say these words again, because there is no need and no point! Lan Xingye drank desperately, but the last voice was choked!

Don't provoke me again, don't break through my defended castle again!

No!

Lan Xingye began to beat him, wanting to get out of his control, he grabbed her and dragged her whole person into his arms!

"Listen!" He hugged her tightly and suddenly shouted, Lan Xingye was stunned, and her clenched fist stopped in the air!

"There are no other girls." He whispered words that left her dazed, and then announced, "It's just you!" ”

I don't understand it, and I don't want to understand it!

Lan Xingye's thoughts were in a mess, and in such a blurred state, she could only roar hoarsely, "Let go of me!" I'll let you go of me! ”

He didn't move, he just hugged her tightly! (To be continued.) )