Outside the window, there are stars in the sky, flashing blue and white. Although it is not a single-family villa, the location of this apartment community belongs to the new district of Zhonghai City, there are no factories nearby, and the greening is also in place.www.biquge.info The night sky without haze is as beautiful as a painting.

Lei Ruanqin couldn't remember how long it had been since he looked up at the sky.

Mu Zao stared at the stars outside the skylight, and said to Lei Ruanqin: "When there is no scenery in life, just look up at the sky." This is a phrase my mother said to me when I was a child. ”

Lei Ruanqin's heart gradually calmed down. It seems that An Yichen's affairs are no longer important, and all the things around him are no longer important. I just feel that it's good to be alive.

"Do you remember when you were in school?" Lei Ruan Qin lay beside Mu Zaozao and said softly.

Mu Zao didn't respond to Lei Ruanqin, waiting for her to continue.

"When I was in junior high school, we had to go to self-study in the morning, and we had to get up before dawn to go to school every day, and then have breakfast after the morning reading." Lei Ruan Qin paused and continued slowly: "At that time, Qiming followed Yan Zhi like a fart all day long. Because Yanzhi insisted on riding his bicycle to school, Qiming also bought a mountain car and no longer let the driver at home send it. Naturally, I also wanted to follow along, there were many people, and my father was not worried that I would go to school alone, so I had to be with Qiming. At that time, I felt that I was restrained, and if I wanted to do something bad, I was afraid that Qiming's broken mouth would sue my father. But now that I think about it, I really want to go back to that time. ”

Mu remembered early on the days and nights of the whole year of the third day of the new year. I remember that in the winter of that year, after a snowy night, the city was already covered in snow at five o'clock in the morning. And she clumsily fell in the snow and ate. At that time, he was scolded by Su Yanzhi, who was traveling with him.

It was cold and painful, and I had to be scolded. Mu stood in the snow early and cried out of grievances.

In the summer, Lei Qiming and Lei Ruanqin would ride with Su Yanzhi and Mu Zaozao, but when it was too cold in winter, Lei Yao did not agree to let them continue to ride to school. The winter of that year also became a unique and beautiful memory between Su Yanzhi and Mu Zaozao.

"Hey." Lei Ruan Qin raised his hand and pushed Mu Zao's arm.

Mu Zao's wandering thoughts were pulled back, and he turned his head to look at Lei Ruanqin.

Lei Ruan Qin was helpless for a while: "I'm talking to you, why are you so absent-minded." Don't you miss the past? ”

Without waiting for Mu to speak early, Lei Ruan Qin sighed: "I miss it so much, I miss the days before I confessed to An Yichen." If you don't get it, you will never have to worry about losing it. ”

"Early, you know? I always felt that as long as I could be with him, my life would be complete. But after so many years, I slowly understood that being unhappy is unhappy, even if he is by my side every day, as long as I can't feel his love, no matter how long we are together, I won't be happy. ”

"He can't afford the kind of love I want, because he has never been loved so unreservedly."

Mu Zao listened to Lei Ruanqin say sentence by sentence, the dark room, the stars outside the window were shining, as if they had lost their hearts one by one over the years.

Mu Zao said: "You should have heard that if you want to get, you have to give something first." ”

"But I gave, all these years, I tried to give him a sense of security, give him unreserved love, give him support. But it didn't work. He doesn't seem to appreciate it at all. ”

Speaking of this, Lei Ruanqin's brows, which had just been relaxed, furrowed again. The unhappy mood hit my heart, and I didn't even have the mood to look at the stars. She simply sat up from the bed, looked at Mu Zaozao in front of her, and looked lost: "You say, is it that the two of us don't get along, numerology is compatible, and God can't see me with him?" ”

Mu Zao couldn't help but glance at her, when did this materialist start to believe in Shinto things?

"When you give, look at the essence. For example, the most old-fashioned example, if Yichen loves pineapples, but you transport him a cart of peaches, even if your peaches are taken from the Queen Mother's peach party, it is useless. If you want him to buy you your favorite fruit, you have to let him eat his favorite fruit. ”

Listening to Mu Zao's words, Lei Ruan Qin fell silent, as if he was thinking about something.

She lay down next to Mu Zao again.

Mu Zao quietly looked at the blue and beautiful night sky, and didn't say anything more.

The room was quiet for a while.

I don't know how long it took, Mu Zao, who had been tired for a day, slowly closed his eyes, and was almost about to fall asleep peacefully, but suddenly heard Lei Ruan Qin open his mouth in his ear: "I seem to understand." ”

Mu opened his eyes again early, and now the light in the room didn't know when it was turned on, Lei Ruan Qin had already gotten out of bed, standing at the window with a glass of water, looking at the traffic outside the window, the lights were brilliant.

She didn't look back, just said quietly: "Maybe I was wrong all along." ”

Mu didn't know what she understood, but she obviously felt that she wasn't asleep just now, but she didn't expect that she didn't even know when Lei Ruan Qin got up from the bed and turned on the light to pour water.

The door was gently pushed open, Mu took a nap early, and he was much more awake than before. She got up from the bed and saw the person standing in the doorway.

The little guy laughed cute and cute, and said to Mu Zaozao: "Mom, can you tell me a story to put me to sleep?" ”

"Where's your dad?" Mu asked early. Didn't the two of them have a good time downstairs just now, why didn't they let Su Yanzhi tell him?

"Dad was talking to an aunt downstairs." Always smiling, as if this sentence is no more ordinary.

Lei Ruan Qin turned his head, glanced at Mu Zaozao, and asked eagerly: "What aunt?" Do you know? ”

"It's the old aunt I saw at the clinic." Shrug your shoulders from moment to time.

Mu asked early: "An?" ”

Nodding from time to time.

Lei Ruan Qin had already walked out of the room, and he didn't even have time to put down the water glass in his hand. Mu Zao was also a little curious, it was so late, what was An doing here? Although Ann has not shown any hostility recently, Mu Zao still has a grudge against unrelated people who have hurt her. If it weren't for her, she wouldn't have lost Xiaoyi.

Thinking of Xiao Yi, Mu Zao seemed to understand something. Su Yanzhi said today that he was going to find someone to investigate this matter, and he and An wouldn't be talking about Xiaoyi, right?

"Nguyen Nguyen!"

Mu Zaozao hurriedly got up from the bed, saw this from time to time, followed Mu Zaozao downstairs, and did not beg Mu Zaozao to tell him a bedtime story again.

This little guy has already learned to speak in conversation.

"Ruan Ruan, wait for me." Mu walked down the stairs early, accidentally slipped under his feet, and the whole person fell to the bottom of the stairs. She hurriedly grabbed the handrail of the stairs and avoided an accident.

Lei Ruanqin did not stop. The messy things that happened recently made her feel uncomfortable. Because he knew that Shen Jiaolan was sick, and he felt that An Yichen was partial to Shen Jiaolan, Lei Ruanqin never really confronted Shen Jiaolan head-on. Now that An Da has nothing to do in the middle of the night, Lei Ruan Qin will not let her go out of the house smoothly.

Mu had already walked fast enough, almost one step and two steps. But before he walked to the living room, he already heard Lei Ruanqin's sarcastic voice: "In the middle of the night, homeless?" ”

Lei Ruan Qin is not as kind-hearted as Mu Zaozao, and she refuses to trust even Mu Wanqing, who has repented, again, not to mention that the woman in front of her has nothing to do with Mu Zaozao. There's no need to be polite to her at all.

An thought that the person who kicked downstairs just now was Mu Zaozao, but he didn't expect it to be Lei Ruanqin. With some doubts in his heart, he glanced at Su Yan.

Su Yanzhi didn't have time to explain anything, Lei Ruan Qin had already opened his mouth again: "Do you know what time it is?" ”

"I'm in a hurry." Ann tried to explain. She didn't want to clash with Lei Ruan Qin here. Besides, she knew Lei Ruanqin's feelings for Mu Zaozao, and she also understood Lei Ruanqin's current attitude in her heart. When it comes to dealing with emotions, Ann, a psychiatrist, can still handle it well.

"Urgent? How urgent? Do you know that your child still needs to sleep? Did you know that there is a thing in this world called a computer, or a mobile phone? Or is your life at stake, and if you don't say anything in the middle of the night, you're going to die? Lei Ruanqin didn't give An any face at all, and even ignored Su Yanzhi, who was sitting opposite An.

In her opinion, letting a woman into the house in the middle of the night was too much for Su Yanzhi to do. No wonder he had to go upstairs to complain from time to time, and it seemed that the little guy couldn't stand it.

Mu Zao finally went downstairs, walked to the living room, glanced at An and Su Yanzhi who were sitting at the coffee table, then looked at Lei Ruan Qin, walked quickly to her, took her arm and walked back, and whispered: "Ruan Ruan, okay, Yanzhi will deal with it." ”

"How?" Lei Ruanqin stood in place. She has much more strength than Mu Zao, as long as she doesn't want to leave, Mu Zaozao will definitely not be able to pull it.

Lei Ruanqin also wanted to see what kind of reply Su Yanzhi would give. Although this is a family matter between Mu Zao and Su Yanzhi, Mu Zao didn't say anything, and Lei Ruanqin, an outsider, shouldn't be nosy. But she didn't trust Su Yanzhi just like she didn't trust An Yichen. Or it can be said that anyone in this world who may cause harm to Mu Zao, whether male or female, she can't trust 100% completely.

If Su Yanzhi can't give a reasonable explanation, tonight, it's not over.

Mu stood in place early, a little embarrassed.

Ann knew that she had said a lot of mistakes, so she simply sat down again and said no more.

The problem was thrown to Su Yanzhi, and he didn't explain anything, but said, "Let's come and sit together." ”

Lei Ruan Qin was stunned, what does this mean?

Reconciliation?

No way!

Su Yanzhi looked at the disdainful and annoyed look on Lei Ruanqin's face, and said, "Regarding Xiao Yi's matter, I need your opinion. ”

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