Chapter 116 made me selfish once

The plan couldn't catch up with the changes, Xia Zhi was injured, and Ruan Bin couldn't let her be at home alone, and Ruan Bin's meticulous care made Xia Zhi unbearable to refuse.

In fact, she didn't want to say no in her heart.

For more than a year, Ruan Bin has been working most of the time, and it is better to be with his work partners than to be alone and cranky.

When he's alone, he occasionally cooks a steak, which is the only thing he can get his hands on so far.

"You lie down and don't move, the doctor said, you need to get some rest." Ruan Bin raised his wrist and pointed to his watch, "It's half past three, I'll go to the supermarket and I'll be back soon." ”

Xia Zhi didn't believe him, but he didn't believe him very much, "Are you sure you want to fry steak for me?" Are you sure? ”

"I'm sure."

"But the doctor told me to eat lightly."

"The steak I make is definitely not greasy, and besides, beef is very good for postoperative recuperation, so you have to eat more." Ruan Bin had already changed his shoes, and before going out, he didn't forget to advise, "Stay and watch a movie, I'll be back soon." ”

Xia Zhi watched him walk out of the door, watching him close the door, her smiling face slowly calmed down, and she was undoubtedly conflicted in her heart.

For so long, she has been alone outside to earn a living, and to say that she is not alone is to deceive herself. Especially after she was kidnapped and injured by gangsters, she longed even more for someone who could take care of her.

As she fell into a coma while she covered her bleeding wound, she thought that if she didn't die this time, if she woke up and he was still there, then she would have to be with him without hesitation.

Fortunately, she didn't die, and he happened to be by his side.

After going around and around, they still returned to square one.

Xia Zhi was half-lying on the sofa, with a thick cushion on his back, a thin blanket of ice silk on his legs, a remote control on his left hand, and a glass of warm water on his right hand, all of which he made.

And when he was in the hospital, he stayed by her side without sleep, doing everything himself. There are some things that are inconvenient for him, and he always has to tell the nurse aunt to be more careful.

When she was in pain and couldn't sleep and couldn't even use painkillers, it was he who told her jokes to distract her. He is a usually silent and reserved person, telling all kinds of jokes in every possible way, which is very funny in itself.

When she was awakened in the middle of the night by a nightmare crying for help, it was he who held her hand and told her that he had been here with her.

People often know what they need better when they are vulnerable, and at this moment, she really can't refuse him, can't refuse his thoughtfulness, and can't refuse his gentle protection.

Xu Zhimo said that there should be at least one time in his life, forgetting himself for someone, not seeking results, not seeking peers, not asking for what he once had, not even asking you to love me, just asking you to meet you in my most beautiful years

Summer Solstice's eyes blinked, and tears flowed down his face.

In terms of feelings, her enlightenment was relatively late, and she only had the first person she liked at the age of twenty-seven, and that person was Ruan Bin. From the beginning of the crush to the later relationship, she treated it with her greatest sincerity.

She is thirty years old this year, and for four years, she only has this man in her heart, the kind of experience that hollows out herself to love someone, and this is the only one.

She thought that no matter whether she could get together with him in the end, she should never love someone like this relationship again in her life.

Not long after, the sound of the door opening sounded at the door, and Xia Zhi realized that time passed so quickly, she quickly wiped her tears, and pretended to watch the movie very devotedly.

Ruan Bin came back from outside, carrying two large bags full of things, all kinds of things.

"It's raining outside, I don't have an umbrella with me, you see, my hair is wet."

Xia Zhi turned his head to look outside, but no, Hangzhou in summer is a rainy city, the sun is still shining at noon, and his face changes in the afternoon.

In addition to his hair, Ruan Bin's clothes were also wet, especially on his back and shoulders, and the wet shirt was stuck to his body, making it uncomfortable to look at.

"Hurry up and change your clothes, or you'll catch a cold easily."

Ruan Bin put the things next to the refrigerator, "Okay." He took off his shirt and walked towards her.

As soon as he took off his shirt, he revealed the results of years of insisting on fitness, solid muscles, and distinct pieces. He rubbed his wet shirt on his body, and the muscles were bumpy and toned.

He must have done it on purpose, Xia Zhi quickly lowered his head.

Ruan Bin saw that her ears were red, and stepped forward and sat on the edge of the sofa unhurriedly, "What's wrong?" Originally, he wanted to tease her, but when he got closer, he saw her moist eyes, and he asked worriedly, "Why are you crying?" ”

"Didn't?? No. ”

"Why not, don't lie to me, do you have a painful wound?" Ruan Bin thought about it and immediately said, "Go to the hospital to check, don't the wound is infected, I'll make a call." ”

Seeing that Ruan Bin was about to take his mobile phone, Xia Zhi hurriedly pressed his hand, "I'm really fine, it's just a momentary feeling." ”

Ruan Bin moved a little closer, slowly hugged her in his arms, and said, "Xiao Zhi, I know what you're thinking, I understand??" But I can't care about it that much, so let me be selfish this time. ”

"Xiaozhi, I won't let you cry anymore, I swear with my life. I can't wait half a year, I want to be by your side every day now, I don't want to be alone anymore. ”

"I've never been so serious about anything for anyone, from childhood to adulthood, the big things in my life are arranged by my father, and I don't care about the small things. It was you who made me understand that I also have to work hard for my future and hold on for our future. ”

"Xiao Zhi, I'm down-to-earth with you, I love you, I've never been so sure."

Xia Solstice leaned against his chest, and his ears could hear the sound of his heart beating "poof", which was not their most intimate act, but it was the first time they hugged without hindrance after a year and a half apart.

Ruan Bin didn't hear her response, and asked again, "Be with me, okay?" ”

Xia Zhi sniffed and whispered, "I didn't push you away, do you still want to ask me this kind of question?" ”

Ruan Bin smiled and touched her hair, "Okay, don't ask, I'll make you steak." ”

"I doubt your craft, or I'll come and you'll waste beef."

"I'll come, I'll come, trust me."

"I think it's better for you to change your clothes first."

Ruan Bin laughed, "Hahahaha, in fact, I can fry steak with my chest muscles exposed, this picture is not too good." ”

Xia Zhi was very disdainful of him, and said, "When you fry the steak, there will be a lot of oil splashed on your pectoral muscles, and then you can easily fry the steak when you get dressed." ”

Ruan Bin looked embarrassed, embarrassed and funny.

In the past, he was a person who never went to the kitchen, because there was no need for that at all, after being separated from the summer solstice, he ate out, no matter which food he had, he felt that it was not as good as the craftsmanship of the summer solstice.

So, he began to learn to do it himself.

What he misses the most is the beef made on the summer solstice, whether it is fried or stewed, it is particularly delicious. However, he can't remember the tedious steps, so let's have a simple fried steak.

From the failure at the beginning, to the current ability to skillfully and leisurely stand in front of the pot and turn over the steak, he has spent a lot of effort.

Xia Zhi looked at him and couldn't help but praise: "Yo, the posture is quite like that, I don't know how it tastes." ”

Ruan Bin turned his head and said, "It's not as good as what you do, but you can definitely eat it, don't worry." ”

"I'm going to get eight medium-rare."

"No problem."

In a few moments, the steak was served on the table.

After setting the plate, Ruan Bin carefully helped Xia Zhi to sit down, "Are you still satisfied?" ”

Summer Solstice looked at it, surprised and delighted, the steak on the plate was steaming, the lemon juice on top exuded a burst of fragrance, and the side dishes were hollow flour and broccoli, mixed well with tomato juice.

There was no red wine, but there were drinks, which were chilled lime juice.

This steak not only smells fragrant, but also has a very bright color.

"Well, it has aroused my appetite."

"Then ask Chef Xia for advice."

Xia Zhi cut a small piece and stuffed it into his mouth, the meat is delicious, the soup is full, and the lemon juice replaces the black pepper juice, which is creative and has an excellent taste.

"How?" Ruan Bin looked forward to her evaluation.

Xia Zhi was silent, and there was no expression on her face, until Ruan Bin was in a hurry, she smiled and said, "It's delicious." ”

Ruan Bin breathed a sigh of relief, he was even happier than he imagined to be able to get her affirmation.

"Eat more if it's delicious, and I'll make it anytime you want to eat it in the future."

The two sat facing each other, eating steak and chatting casually.

Xia Zhi: "You've changed a lot. ”

Ruan Bin: "For example? ”

Xia Zhi thought for a while and said: "I used to be more indifferent, but now I care more about people, I only know how to eat before, but now I can do it myself, and the biggest change is that I used to be more boring, but now I talk more, especially love words." ”

Ruan Bin smiled, "I used to be under too much pressure and lived a very depressing life, but now I understand that living happily is the goal to pursue in life." ”

Xia Zhi suddenly thought, "Your dad, how is your body now?" ”

The smile on Ruan Bin's face froze for a moment, sighed helplessly, and said: "That's it, I've been doing rehabilitation treatment, and now I can't leave the wheelchair, and the doctor said that I can recover to the best state, that is, to take care of myself and move freely. Hey, it's hard to play golf with him like I used to. ”

"When you go back, stay with him more, you can't play golf, you can always play chess."

Ruan Bin said: "Xiao Zhi, you don't hate him, do you?" ”

"Why should I hate him? I haven't even seen him, how can I hate him? ”

"Xiao Zhi, thank you for thinking so, thank you for forgiving me, and thank you for treating my dad so leniently."

Xia Zhi said slowly: "The people we who are children who can't complain the most are our parents, they are the people who love us the most in this world." Although I don't understand your family, I can understand your parents, and parents are the same all over the world. ”

Ruan Bin was deeply moved, and he suddenly realized that the calmness of the summer solstice was far beyond the reach of many people, including himself.