Chapter 19: Anger is indisputable
When Li Miaoqiu heard this, her face became even more sad, and she said sadly: "I hate only my own stupidity, and at this time, I still have illusions about him." He repeatedly expressed his hardships, and said that the abortion was also a last resort, and when he passed high school next year, he would marry me. Things have come to this point, what can I do, I have to accept my fate, looking forward to him being on the list next year, so that I can also have something to rely on. ”
Bai Sujin said coldly: "You also believe this kind of thing, looking at you now, it is estimated that since the negative man returned to his hometown, he has never looked for you again, right?" ”
Zijuan asked: "Miss Li, it stands to reason that you are not only working in the teaching workshop, but also have some income, even if that thin lover abandons you, you should not be reduced to this step, besides, you live in the capital, why did you come to Suzhou again?" ”
Li Miaoqiu sighed again, and said helplessly: "It's also a creation to make people, I have a thought in my heart, looking forward to being with him one day." But when it came to this year's spring exam, I also went to the place where the list was posted and took a look, and his name was there, and he won the Jinshi. I thought that now that he had been in the middle of his life, he would come to me, and that I could be with him at last. But I didn't expect that I waited day and night, but I didn't see him for many days. Later, when I went out to inquire, I learned that he had been given a county order and had returned to his hometown. I was unwilling, so I came all the way from the capital to find him, just to ask him to give me an explanation. ”
When Bai Sujin heard this, he suddenly woke up and asked tentatively: "The person you are talking about should be Zhang Runcheng, the newly appointed Zhang County Commander of Suzhou Anxian County, I heard that Zhang County's hometown is Anxian County." ”
Li Miaoqiu nodded, sighed, and said: "It's Zhang Runcheng, I ran all the way to look for him, but when I arrived at his house, I learned that he had been married three years ago, I rushed in to look for him, and he actually said that he didn't know me at all, and said that I was a crazy woman, and sent someone to drive me out." The house leak happened to rain overnight, I was sad and sad, but on the road I encountered robbers, they took my baggage and all the money I carried, and tried to do something to me, fortunately there was a dart car passing by, the dart driver shouted a few times, bluffed them, I took the opportunity to escape. And then along the way, I met you good people. ”
After talking about these tragic experiences, Li Miaoqiu couldn't cry anymore, but Bai Sujin was furious, she hated people who were unscrupulous the most, but she didn't expect that the Anxian county magistrate, who was rumored by outsiders to not forget the wife of the chaff, turned out to have such an ugly side.
At that moment, Bai Sujin couldn't hold back any longer, and said loudly: "The morals are so corrupt, what qualifications do you have to be the county commander, since he has failed you, why don't you sue the governor and seek justice?" ”
Li Miaoqiu sighed and said: "This kind of thing, how can I sue it, not to mention that it is about a woman's reputation." Moreover, I am a weak woman, and I have a chance of winning if I sue a county order? Even if you win, but what is the point of things coming to this point, forget it. ”
The more Bai Sujin listened, the more angry he became, and he couldn't help but say: "What kind of thoughts are you, that bastard surnamed Zhang has obviously become a family, but he is showing favor to you in the capital." It's not enough to sleep with you, but also to beat your flesh and bones with your own hands, and give you an empty thought. After being admitted to the Jinshi and being awarded the title, he did not fulfill his promise at all. You have searched for him all the way, and he has driven you out. Such a ruthless and unrighteous man, how can you let him go easily, you have to give him something to know that you are not easy to bully. ”
Li Miaoqiu lowered her head and said ashamedly: "Actually, the main reason is that I still love him, I don't want to discredit him, and I don't want him to lose his future because of this." When I learned the news that he had a wife, I thought that he might not dare to see me because of this, and I went to his house to show my reason, even if I was willing to be a concubine, but I didn't think about it, and I was kicked out before I could say anything. ”
"What, he did this to you, and you still want to be a concubine for him?" Bai Su Jinteng stood up suddenly, and said angrily, "I knew that you were so cheap, I really shouldn't have pulled you back, don't say that the surname Zhang looks down on you, even I look down on you." As a woman, you should be hit head-on when you are so humiliated, but you swallow your anger and despise yourself, which is really a shame for our women. ”
Bai Sujin was obviously very angry, speaking rapidly, his face was pale, and his chest was rising and falling violently.
Li Miaoqiu could hear that although Bai Sujin was angry, he was upset for himself, but this kind of thing happened to him, even if Bai Sujin was so old-fashioned, how could he move such a big liver fire?
Seeing Li Miaoqiu's somewhat puzzled expression, Zijuan hurriedly approached and explained to Li Miaoqiu in a low voice: "Miss Li, our lady is not usually like this, but it is only because my wife has a similar experience with you that she is so excited." ”
When Li Miaoqiu heard this, she thought to herself: Could it be that Bai Sujin is also an abandoned woman?
Although Zijuan's voice was lowered when he said it just now, it still fell into Bai Sujin's ears. Seeing Li Miaoqiu looking at him with puzzled eyes, Bai Sujin thought of a little gaffe just now, stroked his chest and breathed a long sigh of relief, sat down again, and said as calmly as possible: "Miss Li, I was in a hurry just now, and there were some inappropriate words, please forgive me." ”
Li Miaoqiu hurriedly said: "You are also for my good, I know, I only blame myself for not being angry, but I can't forget that negative man." ”
Bai Sujin also sighed, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, you and I are the same person, I am better than you, five years ago, I married a poor and sour talent in a daze, working day and night, hard to earn money for him to study, I really hope that he can reach the first, and I will also follow the hardships." Unexpectedly, the first thing he did when he got home was to give me a letter of resignation after he got into the exam. ”
Li Miaoqiu sighed leisurely, shook her head, and said sadly: "Which woman is not like this, as a wife, she naturally hopes that her husband can become famous, but in the end, how many women are sad alone when they read 'penitent husband looking for a marquis'." Just as it was said in the playbook, once looking for the marquis, the pearls and jades were piled up all over the building, the wine and beauties stayed in a foreign country, and the slanting sun shone coldly on the former dressing room. ”
Bai Sujin continued: "When I saw the resignation, needless to say, I was sad, the man who accompanied me for five years, after taking the fame exam, the first thing was to divorce his wife, and everyone would be sad, I was more cold, and I was cold to the bones. But I know that the matter is irreparable, and since he has the idea of divorce his wife, I cry and beg him, which will only make people feel cheap. Therefore, I asked him for a hundred taels of silver very sensibly, and since people are doomed to lose, they can't lose themselves, and it's good to get money. ”
Li Miaoqiu nodded, and said: "It's a pity that I lost my body and my child, because I lost my entanglement because I was looking for him." I am so stupid, I am so stupid that I have not received any benefits from him to the point where I am starving and cold now. ”
After a pause, Li Miaoqiu sighed and continued, "Now I have no hope, since you are a matchmaker, it is better to see if there is a suitable person, there is nothing to pick on like me, even if the poor family is broken, or I am disabled, it doesn't matter, as long as I treat me well, I can have a job to make a living." ”