Chapter 525: The Pain in the Heart
The body is very cold, the cold surrounds her, and slowly penetrates into the cracks of the bones, Bai Jiao frowned, she is no stranger to this kind of cold, she will experience every snow day since she was a child, and it is even more sad than now, as long as she gritted her teeth and endured it, in a daze, Bai Jiao comforted herself like this. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com
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The water mist tribe is next to a large lake, that lake can provide drinking water for the tribe, and it is also the main place for the tribe to hunt, there are wild beasts to the lake to drink water they can start hunting, of course, the choice is not so ferocious herbivore, Bai Jiao heard Father and Mother said that a long time ago the tribe was very big, and the people were also very large, although they would starve to death on a snowy day, they would not starve to death, and then there were two factions in the tribe who made a fuss, and then some of them left the tribe, and soon after those people left, the tribe was attacked by fierce beasts, Many people died that time, most of the lake was dyed red, and since then the tribe has slowly declined, and when she was born, there were few people in the tribe, her father and brother were not in good health, and every time she risked her life to hunt and came back, the food she got was the least, not enough for the whole family to fill her stomach, she grew up with hunger, and when she was very young, she went out with her mother to pick wild fruits, and only at that time her stomach had something to be less uncomfortable.
Whenever she eats, she is the most uncomfortable and happiest, happy is that she can smell the fragrant smell of barbecue, sad is that she can only smell, tears appear in her eyes, and then bury her head in eating wild fruits, and with her is her mother.
"Jiao'er, the food is not enough, let your father and brother eat, they eat the food to have the strength to hunt, you bear with it, and when there is more food, I will give you a barbecue to eat・・・・・・" This is what Grandma said to her the most, and when she heard this, she stopped looking at those barbecues.
"Mother, this wild fruit is also delicious, it's sweet, you can taste it." Bai Jiao sent the wild fruit she had bitten into her hand to the skinny mother's mouth, and the mother hadn't eaten meat for a long time, she had been eating the fruit, and the fruits she ate were very bitter and unpalatable, she had tasted it secretly, it was very unpalatable. Grandma always gave her delicious fruits, and she knew it in her heart.
Mother took a small bite and pushed back the fruit, and then smiled and asked her to eat it quickly, she thought that when she grew up in the future, she would definitely find better fruit for her mother, and then Mother and she would not have to eat the unpalatable fruit.
I don't know why I thought of such a distant thing, Bai Jiao, who was in a state of confusion, showed a bitter smile on her lips, she wished she could go back to that time in the past, if she could really go back to this time, she would definitely not cry to her father, in that case, her father would not almost die, that thing was the pain hidden in her heart, as long as she thought about it, it hurt her heart.
She clearly remembered that it was a rainy season, it rained for five days in a row, she couldn't go out hunting and there was no extra food, and the wild fruits were all eaten, and she couldn't see clearly after being hungry for several days, and she couldn't stop crying because of the hunger torture from her stomach, and it was the first time she cried that she wanted to eat barbecue, no matter how much her mother persuaded her to stop her tears, and then her father touched her head and told her to sleep first, and when she woke up, she could have food to eat, and she fell asleep tired and dizzy from crying. But when she opened her eyes again, she saw not food but a father who was covered in blood and a miserable mother who was crying, and then her memory was confused, and later she learned that her father secretly went to the lake to hunt in order to find food for herself, and was hit by a wild boar and broke his leg.
Father touched her head weakly and said that it didn't hurt, she felt that her body hurt as if it had been split, and that pain was worse than any hunger, that is, from that time on, she made up her mind that even if she starved to death, she would not say that she was hungry.
Every time I see my father limping away, her heart will be extremely stinging, if it weren't for her crying, my father wouldn't have violated the rules of the clan and ran out to find food for her, and she wouldn't have hurt her legs, it's her fault, it's all her fault! Although Father, Father and Brother never blamed her, she knew that she was a sinner in her family, and this sin might not be repaid in this life and could not be washed away.
After my father was injured, I couldn't go out hunting, my brother couldn't afford the food of the whole family alone, in order to survive, she had eaten bark and leaves, except for sleeping, she spent all her time looking for food, and she also had to have my father can't go out hunting, she has to find more food.
In order to find more food, she began to try those unknown things, sometimes she was lucky enough to eat and she didn't feel anything in her stomach, and sometimes she was unlucky enough to die in pain, and each time she waited until the pain was gone, and then she happily went back with the food that could be eaten.
The tribe hunting is getting more and more difficult, and when she grows up to be better than her mother, she has to face a difficult choice, the usual food is not enough to eat, and there is no food saved before that snowy day, which means that the four of them have to rely on that pile of wild fruits to spend the whole snowy day, although Bai Jiao wants to think in a beautiful direction, but she also understands that it is impossible, even if she really lives through this snowy day, I am afraid that before the snow melts, the four of them will only have a pile of bones, She had been sleeping all night, her eyes fixed on the black stone wall, and she wanted to stare at the food from there.
At this time, a large group of people passed by the tribe, they needed slaves, they could exchange food for food, she only felt that her eyes lit up when she heard the news, and she took it back before she opened her mouth, so she had to leave the tribe, leave this home, leave her father and mother to go to that place where she didn't know, panic surged up little by little, and slowly drowned out that little surprise.
She didn't feel sad for long, looking back at the small and green wild fruit next to the tattered animal skin, and then looking at the limping father walking over with water, she took a step forward, this step, she let her family get food to spend this snowy day, this step, so that she has no freedom from now on.
The Water Mist Clan does not have a person named Bai Jiao, only a slave Bai Jiao who cannot help himself in life and death.
It's uncomfortable, sad, but she doesn't regret it, she exchanged so much food for her relatives to spend this snowy day, it's worth it, she doesn't regret it, she doesn't regret it.