Chapter 161: Another Love
"No, you're right." The solemn expression on Shangguan Jingxuan's face began to be a little relieved, "How did you come up with this?" ”
Yuan Chengcheng's remarks really impressed him. For a long time, he, Brother Wang, and even Hongchan's understanding of love has stayed on the result of love. They always wonder why one person loves another, but that person can't give the same weight in return. As a result, the more you calculate, the more painful it becomes, and you end up cocooning yourself.
Yuan Chengcheng gave him a feeling that is diametrically opposed to love, that is, the process of love. When the process of loving someone is itself a kind of happiness of finding inner peace and finding spiritual belonging, no matter what the outcome is, how can so much pain be derived?
In vain, their brother is known for his erudition, and his view of things is far less open than that of a simple girl!
"Actually, I didn't think about these things before, until that trip to Xiangguo," Yuan Chengcheng still felt a lot of emotion in his heart when he remembered what happened in Xiangguo, "Do you remember Chen Shiyu?" Although he has a cowardly personality, he is also graceful and suave, and he is the crown prince of Xiangguo, if he chooses a wife, even if he is not the best in the world, he should be a first-class beauty, but who would have thought that he would choose a palace maid with a large bruise and purple birthmark on his face to be his queen? ”
"I thought that all men in the world were lustful, not to mention men, who in this world did not prefer beautiful things? But he only loves his wife! I couldn't figure out the reason until the day when Huangfu Yehan led the troops out of the Xiang Kingdom, I saw Chen Shiyu enter the backyard in a trance, I followed him out of curiosity, and then I saw him lying on the well platform and crying. ”
"You must be as hard to believe as I am, aren't you? A monarch, a young man of twenty years old, the father of two children, would lie on the platform of the well and cry! In Yuan Chengcheng's impression, men are all bleeding without tears, and she hasn't even seen Yesheng cry much, "I was also stunned at the time, and I didn't know whether I should step forward to comfort him or laugh at him." ”
But at that time, his queen Wan'er appeared, she didn't say anything, just hugged him gently, and Chen Shiyu just lay on her lap and wept in pain. Wan'er didn't say a word, but the gentleness and tolerance on her face made people feel warmer than any words, and it was at that moment that I suddenly understood why Chen Shiyu fell in love with her. ”
"Who can let go of such an understanding and gentle woman! If I were a man, I wouldn't be able to let her go! Yuan Chengcheng sighed, "No matter how beautiful a person is, he will get old and ugly one day, and the only thing that can really remain the same forever is the heart that loves and cherishes each other!" ”
"Later, when I was leaving, Chen Shiyu talked to me about his past with Wan'er. He said that he was actually very jealous of people like my father and Huangfu Yehan, who were witty, resolute, and fearless, and possessed all the qualities that a man should have in his life, but he couldn't. He can't overcome the cowardice in his heart, and he can't really accomplish it without hesitation. Sometimes even he looks down on himself. ”
He said that Wan'er is not beautiful, but only when he stands in front of her does he feel like a real man, a man who can shelter others from the wind and rain and hold up the sky! After he finished speaking, he asked me with some hesitation, he is a big man who needs to find self-esteem in a woman, will I look down on him? ”
"To be honest, I should look down on a man as brave as him, but he has the courage to tell me the worst side of himself, which is not something ordinary people can do. I shook my head and said to him, no! He breathed a sigh of relief, said thank you, and asked me if we would ever be friends, and I said yes, and with his honesty, I would always be. ”
Shangguan Jingxuan didn't speak, he had actually vaguely guessed Chen Shiyu's true intentions. As Yuan Chengcheng said, there are no men in the world who are not lustful, not to mention that Yuan Chengcheng himself is an extremely cute girl. Chen Shiyu may also secretly pretend to be her in her heart, but that kind of love is too distant and slim, because there is no hope, he simply strangled it at the beginning and stopped torturing himself. This may be a bit self-defeating, but on the flip side, isn't it a wise choice that is good for everyone?
It's just that Yuan Chengcheng's thoughts on love are all put into Huangfu Yehan, and Chen Shiyu's feelings are so vague, Yuan Chengcheng may not understand his mind in this life.
"On the way back from Xiangguo, I have been thinking about Chen Shiyu and Wan'er. I didn't understand Chen Shiyu's choice at first, and then I was faintly jealous of their feelings. In life, the happiest thing in life is to have someone closest to your heart to stay by your side all the time. Although they live in a remote and small country, how can that kind of harmony and happiness be dreamed of by those slaughterers who only want to expand their power? ”
Yuan Chengcheng thought of the distant future of himself and Huangfu Yehan, and couldn't help but feel a little sentimental in his heart. She continued the topic just now: "From them, I think of my sister and brother-in-law, although my sister and brother-in-law have been cold for nearly ten years because of misunderstandings, their relationship has not cooled because of those ten years. My father said that they were in love with each other's loneliness, but I think their loneliness is precisely because they haven't found each other yet. In those ten years, if my sister really forgot her feelings for her brother-in-law, she would not care about him so much everywhere, nor would she give birth to Yesheng and Shangyuan with him, let alone commit suicide after her brother-in-law's death. ”
"In the end, they are just too proud......" her sister's competitive temperament made her unable to forgive King Ning's hesitation, and King Ning's pride also made him unable to bear his sister's wavering in feelings. They were all waiting for each other to give them a positive explanation, but in the end, neither of them really lowered their heads. Yuan Chengcheng doesn't think that their love is a tragedy, but the final outcome is a pity......
Yuan Chengcheng's words reminded Shangguan Jingxuan of the two families, no, maybe the grievances of the three families. The root of the eldest brother's pain is actually that Yuan Tingguo does not love him, and the root of his heartache is also that Yuan Tingcheng loves Huangfu Yehan. He originally wanted to ask her if she would leave him if Huangfu took her away in the cold night. But now he suddenly felt that his thoughts were so selfish.
He loves Yuan Chengcheng, but what Yuan Chengcheng loves is Huangfu Yehan, if Huangfu Yehan really turns back, does he really want to follow the example of his eldest brother and repeat the entanglement of the year? It's all up to him!
Shangguan Jingxuan's words finally didn't come out again.