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I sniffled, reached out and touched the key's face, and said to her with red eyes, "Mommy misses you." Read the full text of the latest chapter.

The key was puzzled: "Why does my mother miss me and my brother?" ”

I took her into my arms and said in a rare gentle tone, "Because mom loves her babies so much." ”

The two of them have reached the age where they can distinguish language, and my sudden sensual words made them both laugh madly, covering their mouths and bending over to think they were laughing quietly: "Mom said she loves us, and the bride talks like this." ”

Chen Mo also covered his mouth, revealing the immature appearance that a child should have: "Mother is the bride." ”

The key retorted to her: "Mom is not, Mom is an old lady." ”

"Mommy is not an old lady!!" Chen Mo's face changed in a second, much faster than turning a book: "Don't let you talk about mom like that!" ”

The key has always been a poor little worm who knows what is wrong, and he knows that he can't beat his brother, so he immediately no longer insists on his position: "Okay, okay, mom is the bride." ”

Hearing this, Chen Mo and I smiled with satisfaction at the same time.

I laughed and shed tears, and when I wiped my tears, the key turned and threw myself into my arms, giggling and shouting, "Mother bride, mother bride"

I once took the two of them to a wedding, weddings are rarely held in the shelter, they are not like the children in the past can often see such a scene, only that time, the bride wore a white wedding dress that was obviously very ordinary in the past, but the key and Chen Mo remembered it deeply, and they simply worshipped each other as immortals, and then the bride was synonymous with beauty and immortals in their eyes.

The immature dialogue between the two children made me feel happy and very sad to listen to them, happy that they could grow up by my side in good health, sad that I didn't have enough time to spend with them.

The two of them are in the stage of chattering, talking a lot, I have never listened to the conversation between them quietly, so after listening for a long time I found that although children do not understand the world, not contaminated with dust and smoke, but they have an innate sense of perception, you can never disguise and hide in front of a child, they are clean, a qiē dirt can no longer be hidden in front of them, in fact, children are the purest people to see through the world. [hua.update fast,The website page is refreshing,There are few ads,,I like this kind of website the most.,Be sure to praise]

We are all too complicated, bring those complex self-feelings to see the world, the world is shrouded in those complexities, in fact, this world is so innocent, the complexity from beginning to end is not it, it is us.

After eating, my parents took the children to sleep, and I returned to the room on my stomach, took out the new clothes of the two children that I had stored before for the New Year, and folded them again and again, until I was bored and did not stop.

Looking at the two precious little clothes on the bed, I couldn't hold back anymore, covered my face and cried silently.

I'm as fragile as ever.

No matter how drastically changed I felt, I was so vulnerable.

God has treated me well, blessed me with two treasures, blessed my parents with peace with my family, and blessed me with a good husband.

God treats me badly, he gave me a qiē, but did not give me a healthy body, and having a qiē but not being able to accompany me is not as good as having nothing in the first place.

When Lin Wei knocked on the door and came in, I was still covering my face and didn't come out of the collapse.

She stood quietly and didn't disturb my tears.

It wasn't until I was tired myself and looked up at her with teary eyes that she sighed deeply and came to my side.

"Silently, don't cry."

I shook my head, I just felt that no one understood the bitterness in my heart, and I couldn't speak at all for a while.

Lin Wei probably felt unbearable after looking at me for a while, turned her head to look at the ground for a long time, and finally said slowly: "Actually, you already know it, right." ”

I didn't answer, and Lin Wei didn't seem to wait for my answer.

"The day you knew you were sick, I happened to take Nuo Nuo to get an injection, and I saw you slumped in the doctor's office and heard the conversation between you." Lin Wei raised her face, her eyes were red: "I felt shocked, I couldn't believe it and felt very sorry for you, that feeling was really the first time I experienced it in my life, I wanted to help you but found that I couldn't do anything, I thought you would definitely collapse, but after you came back, like a nobody, really your appearance made me really start to wonder if I was dazzled, the person in that office may not be you at all, but you are different and others don't know, but I know that you are different from before, You've been skinny lately, but you've never been fat, and no one else notices this, and you're starting to skip meals Hemo, can you feel it yourself? You have begun to skip meals now, and your face is pale even when you go upstairs to the top floor, I know what kind of thing, others don't know, but I all know, what method did you use to make yourself survive until now? ”

I turned my head to look at Lin Wei, my eyes hurt so badly that I couldn't speak normally for a while.

Lin Wei cried, turned around and grabbed my arm: "He Mo!! How did you hold on?!! How did you hold on!! She cried and raised her voice, shaking my body constantly: "How can I make you better?!" How's that going to work?!"

I kept shedding tears, letting Lin Wei shake me, I only felt that I didn't have the slightest strength to say something.

If you don't face death, you will never know what powerlessness is, what powerlessness is called, what is helplessness, what is helplessness.

Chen Wei is unwilling to give up, if it weren't for these things, I wouldn't know what Chen Wei has been desperate for these days, he wants to resist those powerlessness, resist death, resist fate, and let me live.

If Chen Wei can do this as easily as he used to, I will definitely hang all my hopes on him.

But these days, I have a profound understanding of a truth.

Chen Wei has lived for so many years now, longer than any of us, this may be unique in this world for him and Suotian, but he is also a human being, he also has too many helpless things, and he also has things that he can't do.

He is very tired, he has taken on too much, I know clearly what it means to fight for those things that are at the center of the vortex this time, I don't have the courage to use my rotten life to block Chen Wei's life again, we still have children, if we are both gone, what will they do?

For a long time, Lin Wei may have been tired of crying, or maybe this mental struggle in the face of me had consumed her last hope, and she left my bedroom with Chen Wei in a daze.

I was stunned for a long time, then turned around and continued to fold the baby's clothes.

After repeating it again for a long time, I sighed heavily and got up from the bed.

Picked up a simple small backpack under the sofa, which contained some painkillers and a pistol, a dagger and two lighters and a water bottle.

Holding the backpack in his arms, he glanced at the clock, which was the time when there was no one in the living room at home.

After one last glance at the two small red padded jackets and small padded pants on the bed, I left the room.

As I went downstairs, I looked at their doors one by one, and I gritted my teeth to keep myself from crying.

When I went to the living room, I thought it should be empty, and there was a figure sitting in the living room.

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She sat on the couch and looked at me quietly, her eyes waving and undulating, she was suppressing.

I walked slowly across from her and didn't speak.

Xiaoyou was sitting, I was standing, she looked up at me, her eyes quickly reddened: "Gone?" ”

From the very beginning, I knew that it was impossible to hide everything from Xiaoyou, even if she was no longer involved in those things now, but I secretly looked at the information investigating her identity.

She used to be a commissioner for ZF, the Intelligence Bureau.

Nothing else may work, but no one is better at gathering intelligence than their organization.

When I saw those materials, I smiled bitterly for a long time, why are there Crouching Tigers, Hidden Dragons everywhere around me.

Looking at Xiaoyou, I really like her, it's the kind of like that I hate to see each other late, and even the inexplicable liking that is different from Da Bai and Xiao Yulin Wei, maybe she is too similar to the former Zijun, or maybe it's something else.

Pursing my mouth, I nodded to Xiaoyou, and said softly in my voice: "Well, let's go." ”

Xiaoyou gritted his teeth but still cried: "Are you still coming back?" ”

I shook my head: "I'm not coming back." ”

Xiaoyou looked at me twice, tears falling out, as if the people around me were always surrounded by sadness.

Life is often sadder than sadness flowing backwards.

She stepped forward and hugged me, choked into my ear and said, "Don't be afraid of a person. ”

I nodded: "Not afraid." ”

She let go of me and turned around, her voice already trembling inaudibly: "Goodbye Ho Mo." ”

I looked at her several times before taking a deep breath, turning my head and walking briskly out of the living room.

I was worried that I would walk a little slower, so I was reluctant to leave.

Chen Wei: I'm sorry