"You must have had a hard time in those days, you must have had a hard time." Shao Mingyang saw that her eyes were red, as if she would cry in the next second, and he suddenly felt dull in his heart.

Lan Xingye was afraid that tears would fall, so she kept her eyes open vigorously to prevent tears from falling. even raised the corners of his lips and said with a smile, "No, it's not difficult, and it's not sad." Because I still have my grandfather and my grandmother, I'm not alone. ”

Just then, when Lan Jingchen died of illness and was buried, she didn't cry, just like when her mother died, she held Ah Chen's hand, Ah Chen cried, but she didn't cry. And many years later, Ah Chen also died, and she was not allowed to cry by herself.

Because she still has her grandparents and grandmothers, they are too old to withstand such a blow, so she can't let herself fall, she can't cry, she can't let them worry. She can only accept the cruel result of fate strongly, and can only start to arrange a qiē matter.

Now, she finally seems to be relieved and can finally let go.

I can finally smile and say, "Senior, really, I'm not sad." ”

Shao Mingyang felt his heart tremble, he didn't know what it was, the girl in front of him was so thin and thin, just like when he first saw him on that cold night. But why, but such a strong posture.

Such stubbornness made him feel distressed.

"Your request for leave, I approved." In the end, Shao Mingyang could only agree to the promise.

"Thank you, senior."

"You'll be allowed to take a vacation tomorrow."

"No need, senior......" She was embarrassed to ask for leave again and again.

"The third year is the end of the taboo, accompany your grandparents to the temple." He whispered, his smile gentle, but there was a warm light in his eyes. Lan Xingye's heart was trembling, it was a warm trembling, she didn't know what to say, she could only thank her, "Thank you, senior, thank you very much!" ”

"Go ahead, be careful on the road."

"Yes!"

"Also, say hello to your brother on my behalf."

Lan Xingye was stunned and smiled, "Okay! ”

Seeing her smile and turn around, Shao Mingyang watched her leave. As her footsteps faded away, the office fell silent in an instant. He silently took a cigarette, lit it and took a puff. In the smoke, he also remembered some things from the past.

Originally, he didn't remember it, but because of today, he remembered it.

That year, he was about to go to the United States to study, and when he went to the teaching office to go through the formalities, he accidentally bumped into someone. She kept her head down, and bumped into him head-on. He was a little stunned, thinking about which reckless guy it was, who knew that when he looked down, it turned out to be her blue starry night.

At that time, he joked: Walking without looking at the road?

Who knew that he had just said this, but she started crying, and the tears in her eyes fell silently, and she couldn't stop it. It's just that he asked for a long time, but she refused to speak, just gritted her teeth, and her eyes were red when she cried.

In the end, she didn't sue him either, so he didn't know why she was crying.

Now that I think about it, it turns out that it was.

It was a tear for the most important person in life.

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The September evening sun was very scorching, and she was exposed to two old people with gray temples, who were her grandfather and grandmother. They sat side by side, snuggling up to each other.

"Master, just stop at the bus stop in front of you." Blue Star Night hurriedly shouted.

After getting out of the taxi, Lan Xingye turned around and saw her grandmother standing up with her grandfather in her arms. Both of them were sweating profusely, and their faces were flushed.

"Ah Ye, why did you take a taxi?" Grandma helped her grandfather approach, and asked openly.

"Grandma, I'll help you." Lan Xingye immediately walked to the other side, helped his grandfather, and replied softly, "Because the company is a little far away from here, I'm afraid you will wait." ”

"Your salary is just that, where can you get the money to take a taxi? What a waste, what does it matter if we wait? My grandfather was dissatisfied and reprimanded.

On the contrary, my grandmother was distressed and muttered beside her, "Ah Ye, it's not easy for you to make money." I'll wait with your grandfather, it's nothing. There are chairs to sit on here, and I am not tired at all. ”

"I know." Blue Star replied with a smile.

As the three of them spoke, they slowly went up the hill and went into the cemetery.

Walking up the hill from the bottom of the cemetery, I climbed for more than 20 minutes before I came to Lan Jingchen's tombstone.

Weeds had grown next to the tombstone, and the monument was covered with dust, and the photo was even more dusty.

So I can't see Lan Jingchen's appearance clearly.

Take out a handkerchief and gently wipe the picture. wiped off the dust, and the delicate and heroic face in the black and white photo was reflected. He was smiling, such a good-looking teenager, still so young and so vivid.

It was as if he was right in front of them, a living person.

In fact, the worship is the same every year. He cleaned the tombstone, put the daisies he bought in front of his monument, brought him his favorite fruit and pastry, and talked to him while burning paper money.

At this time, my grandfather was mostly silent, and Lan Xingye was burning paper money with my grandmother, and she didn't speak, only heard my grandmother muttering, "Xiaochen, we're all fine, grandma thinks that you must be blessed by heaven for your grandfather." Your sister has joined the company this year, and she has started to make money......"

Lan Xingye listened quietly, and took a piece of paper money and put it in the brazier.

In a trance, she suddenly thought of the past when she was young.

Lan Jingchen said more than once, he said to Lan Xingye: Sister, I don't want to study anymore, I want to go out to make money! I'm going to make a lot of money in the future, and I don't want my mother to work! I'm going to buy a lot of beautiful clothes for my sister! Grandpa don't drive anymore, and grandma doesn't help others take care of the children! I'm a man, I can hold up a family!

Lan Jingchen, who used to be admitted to high school with excellent grades, once wanted to drop out. But he was reprimanded by Lan Xingye, and if he didn't study well in the future, where would he get the ability to make money. Now that he is still young, he will hand over the matter of making money to his sister in the future, because his sister has grown up. My sister will make a lot of money, and whatever he wants, she will do it for him, all of them.

She remembered that when she got her first salary after going to work, she almost ran to Lan Jingchen's grave, and she told him: Xiaochen, look, my sister has finally made money! It's not odd jobs! It's a real salary!

Now, the young man who swore his promise back then is gone, and she is the only one left.