Chen Yang was strongly stimulated by Fu Bing, yes, I am a useless thing, I can't protect anyone, how many people died because of me, I thought that people would be more hopeful in this way. I'm incapable, I'm ashamed, it's my responsibility, those fresh lives, if they don't come to the village, they won't necessarily die. Am I doing something wrong? He suddenly felt a pain all over his body, he was going to explode, his head was getting so big, so big.

"My young lady is all harmed by you, you are a coward, you are a cold-blooded animal like the enemy, you are the devil, you are a ,,,"

"Fu Bing, you've gone too far. Liang Meilan shouted to stop Fu Bing, she understood Fu Bing's mood, after Fu Lixian's accident, he seemed to have lost the goal he was fighting for, he was in pain, regret, and blamed himself, while he scolded Chen Yang, he was also scolding himself, Miss can't protect him, who else can you protect?

But Chen Yang's current state is very dangerous, and if he continues to stimulate it, he will go crazy. She knew that the responsibility was not on Chen Yang. If Zhuge Liang had stuck to Shu, would Shu have not perished? It is precisely because Zhuge Liang knows the destiny of heaven that if he does not do this, does not fight with the sky, and does not fight with the power, the Shu country will definitely perish, is he wrong? They were all pioneers of humanity. It is precisely because of such brave pioneers that mankind can move forward and develop, and mankind has more hope. It's not terrible to fail, it's terrible to have no dreams. Now mankind needs people like Chen Yang to rebel against the Torch Society and expel the pioneers of the devil.

And at this moment, Chen Yang is regretting everything he has, yes, I am a devil, I am a cold-blooded animal,,, Chen Yang's guilt has reached the limit, his blood is surging, his energy is stirring. I'm a coward, a coward of love, but what is love? I don't know, is it moved? grateful, is it habit? I love her, I can sacrifice myself for her, but not that kind of love? I can also sacrifice myself for people. What is that feeling of love? I don't understand, I don't understand. Am I a cold-blooded animal? a devil? the devil doesn't understand love.

Fu Bing, who has lost her mind, Miss is the treasure of the whole family, she is happy and happy, but in Chen Yang's eyes, she is a servant, a nanny, a tool used, the former cheerful and carefree Miss is gone, it is all Chen Yang's harm, he is not worth it for Miss, "I am not excessive, it is he who is excessive, the hundreds of thousands of people buried in the soil in the hall are all harmed by him, he is a demon ,,,"

"Fu Bing, calm down, ,,," Liang Meilan drank Fu Bing again, Chen Yang was very excited and guilty now, and he was closer to the brink of an outbreak, which was a very abnormal state. You can't stimulate him anymore, he'll collapse.

"How can I be calm? Our bodyguards live to protect Miss, I can't protect Miss. There are more than 100,000 people in the hall, and I can't protect it. It's dead, it's all dead, I can't protect anyone, I, I'm humiliated,,," Fu Bing said sadly.

Chen Yang heard that more than 100,000 wishers were all dead, which was the most fatal blow to him, and he still ,,, he really couldn't protect anyone after a thousand instructions from his eldest brother. His blood was hot and cold, his energy was about to blow up his body,,, Chen Yang finally broke out, his body floated, his whole body convulsed, his black hair rushed to the sky, he covered his head, "It's dead, it's all dead." I can't protect people, I can't protect anyone,,,"

Then white light burst out of his whole body, Liang Meilan rushed up and said to Fu Bing: "Take away Sister Fu and Yuan Quan, turn remorse into courage and kill the enemy on the battlefield." ”

Chen Yang is about to explode, she must stop Chen Yang's self-abandonment and give up her life easily. Who hasn't been miserable in life, who hasn't had setbacks, who hasn't been confused, who hasn't despaired, don't be crushed by selfishness, negative emotions, and don't let the negative energy created by the torch be crushed. We can lose, we can die, but our will will not give in, and our spirit will not give up.

Fu Bing poured a basin of cold water on his head, yes, he died on the battlefield and made the enemy afraid, this is the best proof that he is not useless. He rushed out with Fu Lixian and Yuan Quan in his arms.

Liang Meilan rushed to Chen Yang's side and felt Chen Yang's energy and consciousness, this is not like self-destruction, it is advanced, Chen Yang has advanced. Liang Meilan was excited, Chen Yang had been wandering at the peak of the realm of masters for too long, his energy was too strong, he was only a little bit of a breakthrough in consciousness, and today was a series of serious blows, his consciousness awakened, and he broke through.

That's right, he has awakened, everything he does is to follow people's hopes and be happy through suffering, but the process of losing suffering has to go through too much, sometimes regret and regret, sometimes sad and sad, and sometimes fail and despair, but as long as he is alive, as long as he walks bravely, he will eventually see enlightenment, see the light, live for decades, there is no time to hesitate, no time to be confused, just go on, keep walking, until he can no longer walk, fall down and die. Come again in the next life, until you lose your suffering and gain happiness, until you attain enlightenment.

There are a lot of things waiting for me to do, I'm very busy, I don't have time to die, Chen Yang's external white energy suddenly turned into black energy, constantly switching between black and white energy, and his appearance, one will be a demon, the other will be a saint, constantly changing.

This powerful and dazzling energy, even Liang Meilan, who has some cultivation, can't admit it, she feels that Chen Yang's powerful consciousness is back, and she is relieved to withdraw from the research room. Chen Yang's advancement made her a little depressed and disappointed, and she had more hope and expectation. Life always has to go through these stages, and it doesn't matter if you give up, but don't be decadent, give up on yourself, and get on the road again. Climb up one step at a time, no matter whether there is a sunny rainbow on the top of the mountain, you will always encounter it if you walk down bravely. When you encounter beautiful scenery, you can enjoy the rest, but don't be obsessed, there is a long road ahead, and more scenery is ahead.

Liang Meilan was very pleased, she was happy for Chen Yang. is also happy for herself, calm as her, and today she has also experienced the ups and downs of her mood, and what she has seen is really different from what she has experienced. Her life experience and consciousness have been greatly improved. It would be better if the partner who was buried in the ground could be rescued. Am I a little greedy?

The ground shook, and the rescue troops and people in the hall stopped working, they didn't know if the ground was going to collapse, but no one fled without permission. The people who can be accepted by Zhu Village are all kind people, they don't want to escape, they just want to save more people.

"Chen Yang has advanced, this tyrannical energy, he will be the strongest saint ever. Ruan Xiaoqi said with mixed feelings. Ben was fighting in the sky, and he had to come back to preside over the overall situation. Chen Yang's advancement was the thing that he should be most happy about, but he couldn't be happy, they had lost too much this time.