Chapter 314: Weak Love
Even if he has been disliked since he was a child, Duanmu Yang can find someone who doesn't mind his hideous aura and sees his heart. Now, the person in front of me is the partner I have found.
Seeing that Duanmu Yang's face was flushed, Ruo Ling didn't tease him anymore, turned to the old spirit body and asked, "Do you have a way to crack the curse technique on Lao Wu's body?" ”
Old Ling nodded, stretched out his hand and pointed to Beitang Xuandao: "I am only responsible for analyzing the aura of the spell, as for the curse cracking method, he will do it." After speaking, he glanced back at Ruo Ling, "If there is nothing to ask, I will go back first." After seeing Ruo Ling's hand-waving movement, it burrowed back into the yellow talisman in Beitang Xuan's hand.
Seeing this, Alice patted her chubby stomach and whispered, "It's really embarrassing to hide in such a cold talisman and have to go through Beitang Xuan to come out, but fortunately, we are free to move." ”
Chubby nodded his hairy head in agreement: If Ruoling also locked me in the talisman, I wouldn't follow her.
"Uh-huh, me too."
Ruo Ling saw Chang Xiangsi glaring at him coldly, and hooked his lips and smiled: "If you believe us, if you want him to crack the curse for Lao Wu, you must at least give some chips." ”
From beginning to end, Chang Xiangsi stared at everything in front of him without even blinking his eyes. Her brow furrowed and furrowed, judging by what had just happened, if it weren't for the fact that they were too good at acting, otherwise this thing would be true.
And there is no need for them to deceive themselves that they are such a useless little 'girl' child, and now they are no longer the businessmen with a lot of money, and there is really no merit.
Chang Xiangsi's face was a little 'gloomy', he looked back at Lao Wu, who was napping on the chair, and hurriedly ran over to cover him with clothes. The movements are so light that you can barely feel her presence.
Chang Xiangsi led Ruoling and the others through the alley to a clearing where there were benches made of wooden planks.
Ruoling and the others sat up with a big grin, and Dugu Yan also hurriedly encircled Ruoling in his arms. I was so far away from Ruoling in the car just now, I couldn't hold her, and I had long missed the soft feeling of holding Ruoling.
Nangong saw Ruoling sitting on Dugu Yan without any scruples, and reached out to hold Ruoling's little hand with some dissatisfaction. After receiving Ruoling's suspicious eyes, he finally couldn't hide his true 'nature', and said lightly to Ruoling: "I like it." ”
Hearing that Nangong finally returned to ignoring his own opinions, Ruo Ling breathed a sigh of relief. Nangong's gentle appearance really made him panic, and he always had an unreal feeling, now is his true 'nature'.
Although the feeling of the little hands being wrapped in Nangong's slightly calloused palm is really a little shy, but when I think of him as a brother, I don't feel any good mood. That's it, it's not an ancient person anyway, so you can grasp it.
Seeing that Ruoling didn't pay attention to Nangong's movements at all, Alice stepped forward a little depressedly to separate Nangong and Ruoling, and their hands were also separated. She glanced at Nangong angrily: "Don't 'mess' with my 'daughter', friend, friend." ”
Nangong was separated by Alice, and his handsome face sank a little. But after seeing that Ruo Ling obviously didn't blame Alice, he could only be annoyed. You wait for me, and I will let the little guy see your 'flower' heart and 'sex'.
Chang Xiangsi looked at the way several people got along, his eyes were a little dazed, and his memory returned to the past and said: "Don't talk about the specifics, he is a child of a long-term worker in my family, called ginseng." He has been friends with me since I was a child, and we are very close to each other. is obviously a master and servant, but the relationship is better than anyone else. Gradually, we actually developed emotions that we shouldn't have. ”
Chang Xiangsi laughed a few times with some self-deprecation: "But I'm too weak to admit my feelings." Plus I'm a single lineman, and I'm the son of a famous merchant in town. If I were with a man, I would not only anger my father, but I would also be worried that I would not be able to move forward in the business world.
I have too many scruples, and I am far less brave than him. Then he asked me where I was going to put him, but I told him that I couldn't love him. If you want to be together, you can only secretly 'touch' and 'touch' for the rest of your life, and of course he doesn't want to be stubborn. ”
Hearing this, Ban Yannuo, who was staying in the bracelet, clenched his fists tightly. This hateful man actually wants to let the person who loves him and loves him secretly 'touch' and 'touch' to be an underground lover. Don't say that the stubborn participant is unwilling, even if he loves Hui very much, he will not be willing to be a lover who can't see the light without self-esteem.
Yang Hui listened to the helplessness in Chang Xiangsi's words, and felt empathy, but also had a hint of ridicule. ridiculed himself and his weakness, and mocked Chang Xiangsi's cruelty. At that time, I also thought about being with Nuo, but in addition to having many scruples, I never had the idea of letting Nuo hide in the shadows.
As soon as Chang Xiangsi's voice fell, he saw everyone's disdainful gaze, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I know that you look down on me, and I look down on myself at that time now." ”
She shook her head with a smile, full of sadness: "He asked me to make a choice between Jiaye and him at that time, and I hesitated. It's too hard to choose, and once chosen, it's a barren ridicule and cold eyes, and I don't know if I can stand it.
On the night we agreed this year, my father came to me. It turned out that he already knew about us, and thought that many rich people also had a hobby in this area, and I was just having fun. Later, he saw that I was wavering, and it was then that he felt that something was wrong.
He threatened me that he had ginseng in his hand with the birth date and blood. If I dare to follow Shen, he will let the Nanyang master who often follows him give Shenyang an evil spell, and make Shen's life miserable. I was forced to ......"
Chang Xiangsi didn't finish the rest of the words, Ruo Ling took his words first: "So you didn't meet him that night, right?" She glanced at Chang Xiangsi mockingly, "Don't say it, it seems that he was 'forced' helplessly, and even giving up participation is only for his good."
Your father's threat only made you more determined to give up your decision, and in the end, you are afraid. You are afraid of being discriminated against, afraid that you will not be able to inherit the family business, and you can only be an ordinary person who is innocent and needs to work hard by yourself. ”
Hearing Ruoling's mocking words, Chang Xiangsi was not annoyed, but just laughed a few times mockingly. Those bleak taunts came from the mouth of a little 'girl', but there was no sense of disobedience, only because of her eyes full of grief.
Chang Xiangsi smiled self-deprecatingly, and his eyes were a little distant: "When I left, I also married the 'daughter' of another big business house." I've never dared to find out what I'm going to do, and even if I knew his whereabouts, I don't know what I'm going to do. Then I had my own children and stopped coming near my wife.
By the time I was in my sixties, I was seriously ill. My wife told me at my bedside that she hated me and that I didn't give her happiness even if I was married.
I was dying and my consciousness was a little blurry. When she said this, everything from the past poured out like a movie replay. I just remembered that I was unfair to her, obviously she did nothing wrong and had always been so good to me, but I had failed her because of my own weakness. ”
Seeing the mist in Chang Xiangsi's eyes, everyone couldn't bear it. No matter how wrong he is, as a bystander, he really has no right to say much.
Alice was a little confused and asked, "Then what's going on with you now?" Why did you ...... "Why did you become a little 'girl' child?" It can't be a resurrection of a corpse, right? Chill ......
Chang Xiangsi covered his head with his hands and lowered his head and said, "The only thought I had before I died was that I really wanted to see ginseng, even if it was once." No matter what it takes, I want to see him. When I faced death, I realized how stupid what I had done before.
What is there to mind about the wealth and the eyes of everyone that I once cared about, isn't it just to work hard again? What's so hard. At that time, I really felt that it was very difficult, but if God gave me another chance, I would never choose them again. No matter what if we are discriminated against, they will only treat us as a temporary joke, but what we lose is a lifetime of happiness. ”
Speaking of this, Chang Xiangsi sobbed in a low voice. Ruo Ling handed her a tissue and reached out to pat her on the shoulder.
Yang Hui clenched his fists tightly, and his heart trembled. If Ban Yinli hadn't told herself the news of Nuo's death today, would her ending be the same as Chang Xiangsi? I can't see Nuo in my life, and only before I die can I dare to release the thoughts of Nuo in my heart, so helpless and desperate.
Dugu Yan looked at Chang Xiangsi, who was bowing his head and sobbing in front of him, and was a little puzzled and a little scared, which increased the strength of his hug Ruoling, and said in a muffled voice: "Will I be like this?" ”
Is wealth and other people's eyes scary? Why did Chang Xiangsi give up the person he loved because of this? Will you be like that yourself? The thought of being separated from Ruoling, and the feeling of thinking about Ruoling until he died, really hurt and suffocated in pain.
Ruo Ling felt Dugu Yan's trembling body, and patted Dugu Yan's back with some shame and whispered: "Stupid, you are completely different from him." You don't care about the ethereal stuff, and you ......"
And you're not in love with me, plus you don't care about anything other than me and Alice. Thinking of the first time he undressed in front of him without any sense of male 'woman', I knew that he didn't care about other people's eyes at all, how could he leave him because of them? Hearing this, Dugu Yan blinked his clear eyes with some awakening. If the spirit is right, and he doesn't care about the money, and he never cares about the eyes of others, then he won't be separated from the spirit. Thinking of this, Dugu Yan's whole person suddenly brightened, and the arm that was encircling Ruoling slowly loosened, returning to his simple appearance with a smile. After a while, Chang Xiangsi slowly raised his head, his face had returned to normal, and waved his hand at them: "Sorry, it's too 'excited' for a while." ”