Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zaozao in the moonlight, and his pretty face was a little white. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Maybe it's because the mood is too bad tonight, and Mu Zao's whole person is listless.

Su Yanzhi asked, "What are you doing in the hospital?" ”

"I'm looking for something about Xiao Yi. After the baby was born, didn't we all have small footprints and birth cards, and we didn't seem to bring them back. Mu said early.

Su Yanzhi was a little worried when he saw Mu Zao like this.

He took Mu Zaozao's hand and said slowly, "Early, Xiao Yi has already left us." ”

Su Yanzhi always felt that Mu had recovered well early, and also thought that things had passed slowly.

Now it seems that he was too naïve.

From the time he was discharged from the hospital to the present, Mu Zao didn't react too excitedly, and he never even mentioned Xiaoyi's matter again. And now, Su Yanzhi realized that it was not that she didn't care, but that she cared too much.

The grief of losing her daughter was so intense that Mu Zao's consciousness couldn't bear it and was sealed by instinct.

The so-called nightmare she made the sealed grief crack open and gush out.

Hearing Su Yanzhi's words, Mu nodded early: "I know." ”

Seeing Su Yanyi's worried face, Mu Zao continued to speak: "I'm fine." I just want to pay a good tribute. ”

Su Yanzhi nodded, hugged Mu and walked back to the car early. From time to time, I fell asleep on the road again.

The family of three went back to the apartment. Su Yanzhi carried his son upstairs and gently put it back on his small bed.

Closed the door and came out of the room, and saw Mu standing at the door of the bedroom early and did not go in.

"I want to have some drink." Mu said early.

Su Yanzhi pondered for a moment and asked her, "What do you want to drink?" ”

Mu Zaozao smiled on his face: "Burning Margaret." ”

Su Yanzhi remembered that the first time he took Mu home early, he was at the bar downstairs and made a cup of fiery Margaret for her. It was also that glass of wine that made Mu agree to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with him the next day to get the certificate. Now that I think about it, Margaret is really Su Yanzhi's lucky thing.

"Let's go." He stepped forward and hugged Mu Zao in his arms.

Mu Zaozao's whole body suddenly hung in the air, her feet were off the ground, and only two broad arms carried the weight of her whole person. Subconsciously screamed, and then thought of his son who was asleep in the room, and hurriedly covered his mouth with his hand.

Su Yanzhi looked at her little appearance and felt that the cute and charming little wife was back. Although their children are five years old, although they are no longer the young appearance of eighteen-year-olds, but in the deepest part of their hearts, even if one day they have gray hair and wrinkled faces, they will not change the throbbing hearts of boys and girls who were once boys.

"Put me down, I can go myself." Although Mu Zao's voice was small, his tone was very resolute.

Su Yanzhi was silent, and walked to the bottom of the stairs with Mu in his arms.

"Hey, why do you have to hold me." Mu poked Su Yanzhi's chest early.

Su Yanzhi lowered his eyes, glanced at her, and said one by one: "I want to hold you." ”

Mu was silent early.

The two of them went downstairs, and Su Yanzhi put Mu on the soft stool in front of the bar early. He turned his back and raised his hand to open the kitchen door, taking out the bartending tools that he hadn't used for a long time.

It's been too long since I've touched these utensils, and they're all a little raw. Fortunately, he habitually stored wine at home, and the materials were sufficient, so as not to let Mu Zao's wish be disappointed.

Mu Zao sat quietly at the bar, holding his chin with one hand, looking at the man in the bar, and shaking the stainless steel wine glass in his hand seriously. He doesn't have as many fancy moves as those bartenders he sees on TV, and he looks like a hard-working old cadre. Mu couldn't help but smile when he looked at it early.

Su Yanzhi held the stainless steel cocktail in both hands, looked at Mu Zaozao, and asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Mu didn't answer the rhetorical question early: "Will you lose the cup?" ”

Su Yanzhi tilted his head slightly, a little unsure of Mu Zaozao's words.

"It's that kind of fancy bartending, throwing bottles and cans in the air, and some of them are singing."

"You like that?" Su Yanzhi looked at the woman sitting in front of him. Above the bar is a row of track lights, and the bright lights reflect Mu Zaozao's beautiful and moving face.

"Just ask." Mu didn't know how to answer. My husband is here to help her with bartending, and she hasn't said a word of gratitude, so she started to pick on her. She wasn't very happy with her performance.

As soon as he finished speaking, Mu Zao saw Su Yanzhi put down the stainless steel cups in his hand, left the bar, and walked towards the kitchen.

I thought in my heart, Su Yanzhi shouldn't really have a unique job to show her, right?

After a while, Su Yanzhi took out a small plate from the kitchen and put two slices of cut lemon in it.

Walking back to the bar, he neatly poured the drink he had just made into a high cocktail glass.

Mu Zao looked at Su Yanzhi holding a lemon slice to decorate, and asked a little puzzled: "I remember that it was red last time." How did it turn orange this time? ”

Su Yanzhi didn't tell Mu Zaozao, he changed the red grapefruit honey water that was red before to orange juice. Just gently pushed a freshly brewed cocktail in front of Mu Zaozao, bowed slightly, and said extremely gentlemanly: "Warm Margaret, please enjoy it to the beautiful lady." ”

Mu Zaozao couldn't help laughing, reached out and took a sip of the wine glass, put it to his lips.

The sour and spicy wine was mixed with the white crystal salt on the rim of the glass, and after entering the mouth, Mu Zaozao couldn't help frowning. When she swallowed the wine and tasted it carefully, she felt a hint of sweetness on the tip of her tongue, which made her can't help but take another sip. In the mouth, it is again the sourness of lemon and the spiciness of alcohol. The cycle goes on and on, leading people to shuttle between torture and aftertaste, and this experience makes Mu Zao feel special.

"Do you know why the first cocktail I made for you was a Burning Margaret?" Su Yanzhi asked.

Mu Zao shook his head, he didn't know in his heart, but he said, "Because it's simple? ”

Su Yanzhi knew that Mu Zao was joking, but he still shook his head very seriously, and then spoke again: "Don't you think the taste in Margaret is very rich?" ”

Mu Zao glanced down at the wine in the glass, as if he was unsure, and took another sip.

Su Yanzhi said: "In ordinary wine, there are spicy, sweet, and maybe sour. But there are not many that can taste the saltiness. But this cup is different. ”

Mu Zao's eyes were fixed on the orange-yellow wine in front of him. Hearing Su Yanzhi's voice sound again: "I just reunited with you, and I had mixed feelings in my heart. Of course, being happy is happy, but when I think of the past, I think of the future. I suddenly thought of this wine. ”

When I drink it, I feel that it is a torture of the taste buds, and after swallowing it, I am greedy for the sweetness that penetrates my heart.

Mu was silent early.

"Early." Su Yanzhi walked out of the bar and came to Mu Zaozao.

Mu Zao raised his face and looked at him, and saw that Su Yanzhi had a serious expression on his face.

"We know better than anyone how difficult it has been. I know that Xiaoyi's departure hit you hard, but a lot of things have happened, and we can't turn back the clock. Promise me not to think too much about it, and not to blame yourself, okay? ”

Su Yanzhi gently grabbed Mu Zaozao's hand.

Mu wanted to nod early, but she didn't want to deceive Su Yanzhi. To be honest, she also knew in her heart that there was no point in entanglement, and she also hoped that she could be generous and not mind. But last night's dream was like an omen. Let Mu Zao be sure in his heart that Xiao Yi's departure would not pass so easily. She couldn't promise anything to Su Yanzhi, because she didn't know what her emotions would become.

Su Yanzhi was about to say something, but the mobile phone on the coffee table in the living room rang.

He didn't want to pick it up, but he heard Mu say early: "Go and see, it's so late, there should be something." ”

Su Yanzhi glanced at the wine in front of Mu Zaozao and said, "Drink the wine." ”

Mu nodded early and saw Su Yanzhi walking towards the living room.

The ringtone of the mobile phone stopped abruptly, and then remembered Su Yanzhi's voice, and was a little anxious: "Where is it?" Okay, I'll go over now. ”

Mu Zao took the wine glass, got up from the bar, saw Su Yanzhi hang up the phone, and walked quickly to the door.

"What's wrong?" Mu Zao stood behind him and asked.

Su Yanzhi stopped, turned around and looked at Mu Zaozao, as if he was about to say something, and he was thinking about whether to say it or not.

Mu saw that his face was ugly early on, and guessed that it was definitely not a good thing. Tentatively asked, "Is there another accident on Dad's side?" ”

Su Yanzhi hesitated for a moment, and finally spoke: "It's Ruan Ruan, who committed suicide." ”

“……”

Mu Zao's face collapsed instantly, his whole body stiffened, and his hands instantly lost strength. The glass fell freely, and the glass fell to the ground with a crisp cracking sound. The orange liquid was sprinkled all over the floor.

"I was fine before, why did I suddenly commit suicide? Is the situation serious now? Mu didn't care about the wine glass smashed on the ground, and was about to cry in a hurry.

"Yichen also just found out, in the bathroom, cut his wrists."

"I'll go too." Mu stepped forward early.

"You have to be at home all the time." Su Yanzhi turned around, hugged Mu Zaozao's shoulder, and comforted: "Yichen has already called the emergency number, and cutting your wrists generally doesn't kill people, believe me." ”

"Let's go with us all the time, I must go." Mu was almost crying early in the morning. I couldn't help but want to scold Lei Ruan Qin, why are you so stupid, why do you want to do such a stupid thing. Isn't she the biggest one in her daily life? How did he act as if he was acting in a Korean drama, and he came to the step of committing suicide by cutting his wrists.

Thinking of the last time she talked about her relationship with An Nan, Mu couldn't help but blame herself for it. Lei Ruan Qin has been taking care of her and comforting her all these years, when did Mu Zao think about caring about Lei Ruan Qin's feelings?

Su Yanzhi was a little anxious, but still patiently comforted: "I can't go all the time, it's too late now, and he's still too young to see the bloody scene." You listen to me and wait at home. I'm going to check on the situation and I'll tell you what's going on over there. ”

"No, I have to go. Then you can take care of it at home, and I'll drive there myself. Mu Zao was not as calm as Su Yanzhi, and he had already bypassed Su Yanzhi while speaking, opened the door and walked out.

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