Chapter 180: Each is tired
Nie Lingzhuo was caught in the middle of the contradiction between Mrs. Nie and Chu Chen, and fell into a deep dilemma. {We don't write novels, we're just web text porters-
He knew very well that he was sorry for Chu Chen, and he was sorry for their children, but what could he do, Nie Lingzhuo couldn't find a correct way to deal with it, so he brought Xu Zhengyu out to make an idea for him.
"Nie Shao, you have found the right person, I don't know anything about this, I am alone, I am used to it alone, how can I deal with internal conflicts in the family, I am not that material."
Xu Zhengyu is considered self-aware, but when he received the white eyes projected by Nie Ling Zhuochao, he patted his head a little embarrassed, "So I have already sued you, when you were going to be with Chu Chen, I objected, you asked Xiao Chu, am I particularly against you being together." Although at first, it was because I felt that the attitude towards you at the beginning of the morning seemed to be quite hard-hearted, and it was not worth it for you; But in the end, this is not the main reason, the most important thing is that you are tempted, this man, you must not be tempted to be disappointed, once you are tempted, it will be over, and it is easy to be led by the nose by women. ”
"No, look, how uncomfortable you are, one is a mother, the other is a wife, both sides are important people, especially your mother is still sick, if you drive Mrs. Nie out of the Nie family, this is a matter that God will not accept, and you will be punished by God, what do you think about being a daughter-in-law at the beginning of the morning?"
Xu Zhengyu muttered alone, and the more he talked about the matter between Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo, the more he felt that this was a very difficult question.
"Forget it, it's useless to look for you, but it makes the mood worse." Nie Lingzhuo originally came to seek a solution, but he didn't expect that Xu Zhengyu, who had always been shrewd, would also be trapped by this problem.
"What are you doing, when you call people out, you are in a hurry, and now you can leave when you say you." Seeing Nie Lingzhuo standing up, Xu Zhengyu protested.
"I'll pay."
"Really, I'm paying for it! It's still early, what's the hurry, your woman isn't at home anyway......"
Just when Xu Zhengyu was dissatisfied, the cashier frowned, "Sir, I'm sorry, your card can't be used and is frozen." ”
The words of the checkout clerk not only shocked Nie Lingzhuo, but Xu Zhengyu was even more starry......
"What, what did you say, Nie Shao's card was frozen? Please, if there is any mistake, look carefully, is there a problem with the online banking system in your store? Xu Zhengyu couldn't help but reprimand the cashier, and there was a lot of anger hidden in his voice.
The checkout clerk swiped the card again, trying to confirm what Xu Zhengyu said, but was stopped by Nie Lingzhuo in the next second, "No need." ”
After speaking, he took back his bank card.
The checkout clerk knew that the people who came here to consume were people who were either rich or noble, and she couldn't afford to offend, so she apologized again and again, "Sorry sir." ”
"What are you doing, how can your card be frozen, what are you kidding, who dares to freeze your Nie Lingzhuo's card!"
Xu Zhengyu was right, he knew very well that only Nie Lingzhuo had frozen other people's cards, and no one dared to freeze him.
But after finishing speaking, Xu Zhengyu seemed to realize something, "No, you ......"
"Count me in debt to you once, and I'll treat you next time." Nie Lingzhuo motioned for him to settle the bill.
For Xu Zhengyu, his checkout is a trivial matter, what is going on with this Nie Lingzhuo.
After settling the account and leaving the bar, Xu Zhengyu hurriedly caught up, "Aren't you, your wife froze your bank card?" ”
How incredible!
It's completely incredible, Nie Lingzhuo will have such a day!
Nie Lingzhuo was silent.
His silence made Xu Zhengyu laugh suddenly, "Oh my God, did I hear it wrong, the invincible Nie Lingzhuo is actually a wife slave, because he didn't satisfy his wife, so even the card was frozen, which means: You are a poor egg!" ”
Speaking of this, Xu Zhengyu couldn't stop laughing, completely gloating.
Nie Lingzhuo was not angry at all, and he was even thinking about how angry this guy was at Chu Chen.
finally has the consciousness of being the young grandmother of the Nie family, and finally understands that you can't be bullied casually.
Although Chu Chen targeted him this time, Nie Lingzhuo was really not angry at all, as long as Chu Chen's resentment in his heart could be less, as long as she could forgive him, no matter what she did, Nie Lingzhuo would not complain.
"This early morning, it's really a powerful character, I was very opposed to you liking her from the beginning, it's not good to be tempted casually, once a man really moves his heart, the whole thing will be over, just look at you Nie Lingzhuo to know that it is completely finished."
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Xu Zhengyu's nagging never made Nie Lingzhuo speak, and when he made such a move on the morning of the Happy New Year, Nie Lingzhuo always felt uncomfortable in his heart.
Especially when he returned to the Nie family, when they decided to leave the child behind and give birth to the child peacefully, he still remembered the anticipation and joy of the early morning clearly.
Nie Lingzhuo's eyes were fixed on the dresser in their bedroom, for the sake of the child, all the skin care products on the dresser in the early morning were put away, and even before the two of them planned to wait for him to finish this while, they went together to choose small clothes and small items for the little baby.
At that time, when Chu Chen was pregnant with Shanshan, there were many things they didn't do together, and they didn't let Shanshan feel their love for her when she was in the womb, but when the baby came, they had to give her full love and love when she was very young, but unexpectedly, they didn't even have this opportunity, and the child was miscarried.
Nie Lingzhuo sat in front of the dresser very uncomfortably, tears sprouted in his eyes unconsciously, deep down he couldn't forgive Mrs. Nie, but he couldn't help it, he couldn't choose......
Knowing from Ayi that Chu Chen had returned to the small apartment, knowing that she was safe and had found a place to stay, Nie Lingzhuo was also reluctant to rest assured, he had no face to see Chu Chen, and he couldn't give her a satisfactory answer, if he appeared in front of her, Chu Chen would probably be even more excited and sad.
And the beginning of the morning is indeed not very good, originally Xiaoxiao wanted to be by her side, but Gao Qixin called, it seemed that Gao Yang had a fever and cold, and Xiaoxiao had to go home to take care of the child.
When it comes to Gao Yang, she misses Shanshan and the lost baby even more in the early morning.
Chu Chen can't help but envy the life of a smile, maybe life is simple and simple, but at least her life is peaceful, happy, no worries, a happy family of three. And she is different from Nie Lingzhuo, she lives a rich life and seems to be happy, but in fact she is not happy at all!
Thinking about the lost baby, imagining her appearance, whether she will be as beautiful and beautiful as Shanshan when she grows up, it should be.
It's just that the only difference with Shanshan is that if the little baby grew up next to her and Nie Lingzhuo, she would definitely not be as tsundere as Shanshan, Shanshan has been spoiled since she was a child, and she has created a small flaw in her personality, and she is so willful that she is sometimes overwhelmed.
But still, their Sansa is the cutest and most endearing child......
At the beginning of the morning, I fell asleep groggily with such a fantasy, but at the moment when I just fell asleep, nightmares came again and again, and the little baby in the dream cried and screamed wildly, so hysterical as if she was reproaching, hating her as a derelict mother, and the child's desperate crying made the whole body ache in the early morning......
"Baby, don't go, wait...... Wait a minute, mom, baby, don't go......"
The nightmare was full of cold beads of sweat on her forehead, she dreamed that the child was getting farther and farther away from her, and the child was walking faster and faster, so resistant to her, unwilling to pay attention to her, all kinds of fear condensed in the bottom of Chuchen's heart, and the nightmare made her have to wake up.
When I woke up, Chu Chen fell into a dream for a long time, fear, fear, and sadness all came to my heart, but Chu Chen tried hard to recall the child in the dream, trying to think about what she looked like......
At this moment, the little baby who went to heaven, she must be like in her dream, so heartbroken and crying, she must not want to leave, she must want to stay in her womb, stay in this home.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying at the beginning of the morning, and the tears flowed irrepressibly, "Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... It's Mommy I'm sorry for you...... Mom knew it was wrong, Mom was very wrong, and it was ...... I really shouldn't have thought like that. ”
How could she have the idea of "patriarchy" in the first place, and how could she have the idea of not wanting this child in the first place......
Chu Chen's arms were clenched, and her whole body was extremely cold, as if she had fallen into an ice cave, and only endless cold surrounded her.
No matter how much she says sorry, no matter how much she apologizes, she can't make up for the damage caused to the little baby, and Chu Chen can't forgive her negligence, she shouldn't take it lightly, instead of blaming Mrs. Nie, it is better to hate her stupidity even more.
And she and Nie Lingzhuo, Chu Chen knew very well that because of Mrs. Nie, their contradictions had intensified to an unprecedented level, this time it seemed that they could no longer reconcile, even if they were reconciled, there would be pimples in their hearts, and their feelings had changed unconsciously, and this change made them tired.
So much so that by this time, she came out of Nie's house, and so far, for more than ten hours, Nie Lingzhuo has "ignored her".
If it was him before, it wouldn't be like this......
Perhaps, when you reach a certain age, you can no longer find your previous passion and feelings, and all your qiē has become light. Especially, thinking that Nie Lingzhuo used to be so dead-faced and not leaving here, and so deeply in love, that scene will only highlight the bleakness and amusement at this moment.
Chu Chen didn't know that Nie Lingzhuo's car was parked downstairs in the apartment, and he wanted to come up to see Chu Chen, but he didn't dare to see her, so he could only silently guard her here......
Nie Lingzhuo also had a hunch that his relationship with Chu Chen would be very bad, so bad that it might never be recovered......