Chapter 166: My Heart Is Not Big
Ji Chendong did not hesitate to maintain a sense of vigilance against Tang Shaoyuan, not that he had no confidence in himself, nor did he not believe in An Jing, but he didn't like the people in front of him, he could have designed Tang Shaoyuan to go to prison at the beginning, and now he can.
Although he didn't have anything to worry about now, as long as he saw that Tang Shaoyuan still had some admiring eyes in his eyes, he felt inexplicably unhappy when he saw it.
Feeling the coldness on Ji Chendong's body, he realized how ambiguous his posture with Tang Shaoyuan was just now, An Jing estimated that Ji Chendong had also misunderstood at this time, and wanted to turn around and explain to him, but he clamped it too tightly.
Before An Jing could speak, Tang Shaoyuan looked calm, shrugged his shoulders, and said with an indifferent expression: "Don't be so hostile to me, I know that I don't have the ability to fight with you, so you don't need to be so resistant to me." ”
Before Ji Chendong, he also looked back at the person behind him, and explained softly: "Chendong, I was almost hit by someone just now, and Shao Yuan just helped me. ”
knew that An Jing and Tang Shaoyuan would not have anything, but Ji Chendong just didn't want Tang Shaoyuan to appear in their field of vision, who knew what his idea was.
Thinking like this, Ji Chendong rarely heard him chirping here, glanced at him with deep eyes, then tightened his arms, didn't say anything, half-hugged An Jing's body, turned around and left, seeing this, An Jing looked back at Tang Shaoyuan and smiled slightly.
With his hands in his pockets, Tang Shaoyuan straightened up, staring vaguely at the direction they were leaving, walking on the road, An Jing could still feel the unpleasant resistance on Ji Chendong's body, and came out of his heart, and looked sideways at the tight chewing muscles.
An Jing reached out and grabbed Ji Chendong's slender fingers, and asked with concern, "Are you angry?" ”
Ji Chendong responded in a light tone: "No." ”
After speaking, An Jing quickly answered and asked, "I'm not angry, so why don't you ignore me?" Why do you have a strained face? ”
After a few seconds of silence, Ji Chendong stopped, stopped in place, looked back at An Jing, opened his thin lips lightly, and said loudly: "I don't want to see him appear in front of you." ”
Men, for the things they care about, no matter whether the other party has any threat or not, they don't want anyone to defile or steal, maybe this is a man's strong possessiveness,
After Tang Shaoyuan returned to Yucheng, Ji Chendong saw him twice, and both times he let him appear next to An Jing, both times for the sake of it, it made him feel uncomfortable.
An Jing said: "You know, I don't have anything to do with Shao Yuan at all now. ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong raised his eyebrows slightly, his expression was slightly displeased, and he said in a dissatisfied tone: "Did you have such a good relationship before?" Calling so affectionate? ”
An Jing: "......"
Looking at Ji Chendong's distorted little expression, An Jing was a little helpless, and asked a little funny: "Then what do you think I should call him?" ”
Ji Chendong didn't think about it, and said directly: "Just call him by his name." ”
An Jing stretched out his hand and pinched Ji Chendong's handsome face, the corners of his eyes were crooked, and he said with a smile: "Are you so unconfident in yourself?" ”
Hearing this, he raised his eyebrows lightly, and asked instead of answering: "Where am I not confident?" ”
An Jing smiled: "Isn't it just a title, do you need to be so careful?" Or do you think there's something else going on with him right now that makes you worry? ”
The words were loud, Ji Chendong didn't stop, and responded directly: "Do you think it's possible?" ”
Before An Jing could speak, Ji Chendong spoke straight and to himself, his words were full of arrogance: "Between me and him, as long as there is a little discernment, people will choose me, not him." ”
An Jing raised his eyes and glanced at him, and said speechlessly: "You are really thick-skinned." ”
Ji Chendong's face was arrogant, even a little disdainful, and his words were obviously full of contempt for him: "I said, you don't know what kind of virtue he was before, don't I have confidence in front of him?" You can't even do it as a man, even if you don't do your job, and you're still addicted to gambling, or do you forget what he did in the first place......"
Ji Chendong kept talking by himself, so he vented the scene he had just seen Tang Shaoyuan holding An Jing in his arms, but it was precisely because Ji Chendong was silent in his thoughts that he ignored An Jing's somewhat changed cheeks.
By the time he found out, An Jing's face had already changed from the initial smile to calm, and even the depths of his eyes were still vague with this deep meaning.
When Ji Chendong found that An Jing's face had changed slightly, he asked puzzledly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Hearing this, An Jing raised his eyes to meet his concerned eyes, his voice was low, and said, "Chendong, don't talk about him like that." ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong changed from a worried look to a surprised look on her face.
Although Tang Shaoyuan did something sorry for her at the beginning, he was really good to himself, and he really liked her, she could feel it, and she could understand why his temperament changed dramatically, if she was a man, if Tang Shaoyuan's experience fell on her, maybe she would also fall.
Even if the psychological endurance is strong, it is estimated that he can't stand the part of himself that is a man, and it is a humiliation for men.
The most important point is that An Jing felt that she had betrayed first, although she had not betrayed Tang Shaoyuan before that, but after coming into contact with Ji Chendong, she had cheated mentally several times, to put it bluntly, she was still a little sorry for him.
And when he went to prison, not to mention that the whole reason was her, there was also a large part of the reason on her, she was also a fuse, if she didn't ignite it, she wouldn't explode in the end. It wouldn't be so ugly.
At the beginning, Tang Shaoyuan questioned, hideous, and angry expression, she still remembers it, because it was all because of herself.
Think about it again, in her own three years, it was even a return gift to Tang Shaoyuan after helping her at that time.
An Jing saw Ji Chendong's slightly changed cheeks, and explained softly: "I can see now that he has the intention to change himself, no matter what, I also wanted to be sorry for him at the beginning." ”
If Ji Chendong is most afraid of An Jing crying to himself and ignoring him, then the last thing he wants to see is An Jing defending other men in front of him, this man is still someone who has had a relationship with her, which makes him feel very unhappy and unhappy.
Hearing this, Ji Chendong also immediately asked with annoyance: "What are you sorry for him?" I'm sorry he scolded you less? Or is it that you don't spend less time with him? Or can't you fail to respond to the feelings he gave you? ”
An Jing raised her eyes to meet his angry eyes, she was not afraid of his angry look, and he had some harsh words, An Jing was not angry, but just spoke straightforwardly, and explained: "Chendong, in fact, the first time I felt the feeling of being loved was on him, if he hadn't used the money to solve the little bit of things at home for me, maybe I don't know where I am now, maybe we won't meet now, and we won't be together like this." ”
After a pause, An Jing's eyes stared at Ji Chendong for a moment, his red lips opened lightly, and he whispered all this: "Although he was not good to me after that, and he relied on me to support him, if I hadn't met you at the beginning, maybe I would still be with him so far, living an ordinary life that can't be in an ordinary life, in fact, I didn't really hate him, because he once gave me a lot of favors, I am not a person who likes to be cruel to others, and I will remember the people who have helped me." ”
Saying that, An Jing said solemnly: "However, after I was with you, I knew what it was like to like someone, and what it was like to truly experience being liked by a person and being met again, I am very grateful to you for giving me many firsts, and I am also grateful to you for creating such a surprise for me, I am very grateful to God for letting me meet you, and in the same way, I am also very grateful that you can like me and love me." He and I are now only familiar strangers, and even if I have contact with him, it is only because of my previous affection. ”
"So, can you come with me, don't have such a big opinion about him, even if it's okay for me not to embarrass him, anyway, I don't have much contact with him now, just nodding and saying hello after meeting."
Listening to An Jing's tirade, Ji Chendong answered: "Do you think that you are just a familiar stranger with him now, so is he defined it like this?" ”
An Jing said: "No matter how he defines it, I just need to know what I think in my heart, I can't control other people's thoughts, if it's because of your thoughts, then I don't die of anger at the women around you every day." ”
Ji Chendong said: "I will keep my distance from them." ”
An Jing said: "Did I deliberately distance myself from them? ”
Ji Chendong: "......"
An Jing said: "My heart is only so big, after letting you live in, my whole heart has been left on you, I will not have other thoughts, other strength to consider anything else." ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong pouted, although he still pretended to be cold on his face, in fact, his heart was already happy, he was not angry with her, it was just because he was unhappy to see Tang Shaoyuan flying around in front of An Jing like a fly.
An Jing's abrupt words changed, and then continued: "Of course, I am not only small-hearted, but also small-minded, if you are really sorry for me, I will make your heart uncomfortable with you." ”
Listening to An Jing's honesty and her unabashed love for herself, the original unhappiness became happy.
After finishing speaking, his mood was bright, the corners of his lips were hooked, and he said loudly: "If you want to make it difficult to be with you, I can let you know how I am uncomfortable." ”
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