Chapter 97 Confession

Hospital, gynecology, Tang Sitian went in to check, the door of the clinic was pasted with the words "men stop", and Zhou Haolin was waiting outside like everyone else.

Opposite the gynecology department is the obstetrics department, where there are more family members waiting for the place, and pregnant women who come in and out are all holding big bellies.

Zhou Haolin sat there, took several deep breaths in a row, and kept rubbing his face with his hands to make himself sober.

He felt a little incredible, the night he made a mistake with Tang Sitian, he actually had a child, this matter came too suddenly, he needed time to digest it.

There are many people waiting in the obstetric department opposite, and the seat cannot be sitting, so many couples come to sit here.

Zhou Haolin had empty seats on the left and right, and when he saw people coming, he quickly moved his position.

"Thank you." The gentleman smiled and thanked him, and carefully supported his wife.

Zhou Haolin shook his head lightly, "You're welcome??" It's almost raw,"

"Yes, the due date has come but the child has not yet come out, and our family has been fighting every day these days." The gentleman spoke endlessly, and although it was hard, the joy that leaked between the words was very obvious.

"Do you also accompany your wife for prenatal checkups," the gentleman asked casually, also curious.

Zhou Haolin was stunned for a moment, and then said lightly, "The month is still young, and I just got pregnant." ”

"The first child,"

"Yes." Zhou Haolin has never seen such a gossip man.

"Hehe, I'm also the first child, and I'm going to be a father soon."

Zhou Haolin smiled a little embarrassed, just at this moment, Tang Sitian came out, he took the opportunity to quickly stand up, "Sitian, how about the inspection,"

Tang Sitian looked at him, remained silent, and left with the list prescribed by the doctor.

"Eh, speak, how is the child," Zhou Haolin followed closely.

Tang Sitian sighed, and just said, "Find a place to talk." ”……

In the café near the hospital, a very elegant and quiet place, Zhou Haolin ordered a cup of coffee, while Tang Sitian drank hot boiled water.

Tang Sitian handed him the list of examinations and said, "I got up this morning and found that there were blood streaks on my underwear, so I went to the hospital for examination." I did B ultrasound, there was no fetal heartbeat, and the doctor said that the progesterone was too low, and I had to make my own decision on whether to protect the fetus. ”

Zhou Haolin was confused when he heard it, "What do you mean?"

"It means that if it is left unchecked, there is a good chance that the fetus will abort on its own."

“??” Zhou Haolin was stunned and said nothing, he just learned the news that he was going to be a father, and immediately told him that this child is likely to disappear automatically, what kind of experience is that.

Tang Sitian saw that he was silent, and naturally misunderstood what he meant, she said: "So you don't need to worry too much, you can do nothing." Even if the child is lucky enough to survive, as the mother of the child, I can tell you very clearly that we do not need you to be responsible. ”

Zhou Haolin: "What are you talking about, I'm not afraid of taking responsibility, I'm just??"

Tang Sitian interrupted him, "You don't need to explain anything, you and I know the little between the two of us." If you hadn't found out, I wouldn't have planned to sue you. ”

Zhou Haolin was speechless, he had never felt that life had been so passive, he was not qualified to ask her to kill the child, his upbringing and cognition could not say such unconscionable words, but he was even less qualified to persuade her to protect the fetus, because the child's survival itself was a mistake.

"Si Tian, this matter is very sudden and contradictory to me, do you understand, can you understand me?"

Tang Sitian looked at him solemnly, she had known him for so many years, as a good sister and good buddy who had always been a good sister, how could she not understand him, it was just such a relationship between the two, such a position, she couldn't simply take this matter down as before.

Zhou Haolin asked, "What are you going to do?"

"Let it be, the doctor said that he would go for a check-up in another week to see if there was a fetal heartbeat, and now even if he chooses to protect the fetus, it doesn't make sense." Tang Sitian smiled helplessly and said, "Now it's not me who chooses whether he (she) wants him/her, but he (she) chooses whether he (she) wants me." ”

"You were going to give birth, right?"

Tang Sitian turned his head to look out the window, "Well, if I'm lucky enough to have him (her)." ”

"I'm sorry," Zhou Haolin said earnestly, "I owe you an apology." ”

Tang Sitian smiled instead, "You didn't feel sorry for me, you didn't need to apologize, you didn't force me to do anything, I was drunk, what do you want me to do??"

Zhou Haolin couldn't answer, there was silence between the two for a long time, he took a sip of coffee, the coffee had turned from hot to cold, and it was even more bitter.

After a long time, he said, "When will I check next week, I will come with you." ”

"No, I don't." Tang Sitian refused.

"This is what I have to do, if there is a fetal heartbeat, then keep the fetus, and we get married."

Tang Sitian's eyes widened, and he was surprised by his last sentence, "What, get married, Zhou Haolin, you should really go to see a psychiatric department, can you talk casually about marriage?"

"I didn't say it casually, I was serious, and this was what I had to do."

"Hehe, what is what you have to do, I told you that I didn't think to ask you to be responsible at all, the child is mine, and it has nothing to do with you. You are willing to marry for the sake of your children, but I am not. What's more?? What's more, this also involves the summer solstice, and you should apologize to her more than me. ”

When it comes to the summer solstice, Zhou Haolin can't hide the pain on his face, he has been trying hard to enter the heart of the summer solstice, but now, he is destined to live up to the summer solstice.

Regardless of whether this child can be saved or not, he has to confess to Xia Zhi about this matter between him and Tang Sitian, he really doesn't want to continue to live in guilt and self-blame.

Tang Sitian looked at him like that and said, "It's too early to say this, you better think about it, don't do things that make you embarrassed and regret." ”

Coming out of the café, the sky was covered with a layer of gray, dark and gloomy, like the mood of the two of them. Driving, one to the left and one to the right, they each went their own way......

In the car, Zhou Haolin called his mother, "Mom, I got the physical examination report from you and Dad, and the doctor said that it was all fine, and there was no problem." ”

"Oh, that's good, I just said that there is no need for a physical examination, your father and I are comfortable every day."

"A physical examination is still needed, don't worry."

"Haolin, when will you bring Xia Solstice back for dinner, she hasn't come after saying it several times, doesn't she like to come to our house?"

"Mom, you really misunderstood her, we are all busy at the end of the year, especially me, you know, there are a lot of things in the bank."

"Okay, you guys are busy, you all have to pay attention to your body."

"Well, okay, got it. Mom, I'm driving, don't talk about it. ”

"Well, you concentrate on driving."

Putting down the phone, Zhou Haolin frowned, he didn't dare to tell his mother about it, he didn't dare to open this mouth. If he confessed to Xia Zhi, then no matter whether Tang Sitian's fetus could be kept or not, it would be impossible for him and Xia Zhi to do so, and he knew this very well in his heart.

Parents like the summer solstice very much, they are all people who have come over, and they all say that the summer solstice is an An Tan girl who can live, and this time they tell them that the matter between him and the summer solstice is about to blow, and they will definitely be sad in their hearts.

These few days have been a kind of torment for Tang Sitian, and for Zhou Haolin, too.

After work that day, he went to Xia Zhi's unit downstairs to wait for her, and when he was eating, he thought about how to open this mouth to Xia Zhi, and before he knew it, the time for a meal had passed, and the two of them had finished a meal without saying a word.

"Xia Zhi, you are with me, do you think I'm particularly boring,"

"How so,"

"I don't speak, you don't speak, don't you have nothing to say to me,"

Xia Solstice was a little speechless, "This?? Isn't it good to have a meal in peace?"

Zhou Haolin was also speechless, nodded helplessly and said, "Okay." ”

The relationship really can't be forced, the time he has been with Xia Zhi is not long, only more than two months, but this time is enough to test the relationship between the two people. He's been trying to move forward, and she's been desperately backing up.

In the past, he didn't dare to face it, thinking that as long as he worked hard enough, she would be moved one day, but now, he really has no choice. After Ruan Bin left, the summer solstice was like an icicle, cold and never distracted.

After eating and settling the bill, Zhou Haolin said, "Why don't we take a walk,"

"Okay."

The two walked side by side, and the square of the nearby supermarket was a little deserted because of the cold and lost its previous popularity.

Zhou Haolin tried to hold her hand, touched it a few times, she simply put her hand in her pocket, Zhou Haolin sighed, it's time to wake up, people don't have you in their hearts at all.

"Summer solstice??" He plucked up the courage to speak, "I have one thing in my heart, I wanted not to tell you, but I don't want to hide it from you, let alone deceive you. ”

Xia Zhi always had a calm face, she had been waiting for him to say this, she had been waiting for several days.

"I'm with??" When the words came to his lips, Zhou Haolin stopped again, and hesitated, "I was drunk once and did something sorry for you." He felt that there was no need to confess Tang Sitian no matter what, and this matter was his fault.

Xia Solstice was not surprised at all, just said lightly: "Oh, I see." ”

This time it was Zhou Haolin's turn to be surprised, what did she mean by such a bland response, he continued: "Xia Solstice, do you know what I mean, you are not angry,"

Xia Zhi shook his head, "I already knew, and I've been waiting for you to tell me." ”

“?? What,"

Xia Zhi smiled, "Yes, I already knew, it's Si Tian, right,"

Zhou Haolin suddenly felt his heart sinking, as if a boulder was pressed down in an instant, pressing his heart and blocking his chest, making it extremely difficult for him to even **.

He confessed to her that he had done something sorry for her, but she didn't react at all, and even said that she already knew. Hehe, she already knew about it, and she kept looking at him like a fool.

"Tang Sitian sues you,"

Xia Zhi shook his head again, "I found it myself, and I found Si Tian's ring in your car." ”

Zhou Haolin suddenly realized that Xia Zhi had been cold and unconcerned, but she was not confused.

"Zhou Haolin, on the day I ate hot pot at my house, I already told Si Tian about it, I have always cared about your affection, I am afraid that you will feel sorry for me, in fact, you don't have to think so, really, I am fine."

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