This night, my sleep quality was not good, after intermittent dreams a lot, when I woke up the next day, I still felt very tired, so I simply put my heart sideways, and slept again at the time I should have worked, and when I woke up again, it was already noon.

Even though I knew that it couldn't be so fast, I still called Lao Wu to ask about the progress of the visa process, and he told me that his friend was already in trust and accelerated the process, so he was expected to get the visa within ten days.

But this didn't reassure me, I expressed the idea of going faster, and the fifth half jokingly said to me, if it is faster, I can only go to my mother Yang Jin, it will not take a day, I will definitely be able to do it.

I didn't say anything, I think I have to learn to keep the bottom line, even if this matter is urgent, I can't ask Yang Jin for help, because it will touch her bottom line, which is also an extreme disrespect, and I also see myself very clearly, I can't be like Yang Qu, I have willful capital in front of her.

After getting up, I simply ate a buffet at the hotel, then went to the company, and then took care of all the accumulated affairs, and by the time I was relieved from work, it was already late in the evening before the night came.

I went to the pantry and made myself a cup of coffee that I hadn't drunk in a long time, and then stood next to the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the city that was about to be enveloped in night......

I don't know why, looking at the tower cranes scattered in all directions of the city, I actually have a very tragic feeling, but this tragedy comes from my own insignificance, I know that I am not worth mentioning compared to the rapidly changing city in front of me, but when my soul is trapped in this **, I will still take my feelings too seriously...... I'm not like most people here, I'm not very good at blending myself into the torrent of the city and then going through my life numbly.

At the time of a cup of coffee, the lights of thousands of homes were lit up in front of me, I looked back at the employees who were still busy outside the office, and once again felt a heavy sense of guilt in my heart, when I persistently chose love, I don't know how long I can be responsible for their future.

I don't know who to put in charge of the company to reassure me. Once I let it go, more than half of the company's business will inevitably rot, especially Yang Jin and Qiao Ye's, although one of them is my mother and the other is my brother, but once they move the knife in business, they will not be soft on me.

I fell into a great sorrow and conflict, on the one hand, I hoped that time would be too fast, so that I could find Xiao Ai as soon as possible, and I hoped that time would slow down, so that I would have absolute space to solve the problem of the company's future development.

I just fell into the whirlpool of choice again, I really don't want to be that selfish person, and I don't want to let down the good young people who put their future on me and the company......

With this guilt, I felt like I didn't have the face to walk out of this office to face them, but I had nothing to do, so I sat at my desk until eight o'clock with a travel magazine in my arms.

I thought to myself, the employees should be done now, but when I opened the office door, there were still a dozen or so employees working overtime, this kind of overtime is not to show me, they are really attentive, because this feeling of full dedication can't be pretended, I can see the kind of oil on their faces after high-intensity work.

I stood in front of the office and asked one of the female employees I called Xiao Wang, "It's eight o'clock, why don't you get off work yet?" ”

She replied: "The company has a lot of business recently, and we are also motivated, and we will complete the list in advance and let the company hand it over to the customer, which will increase customer satisfaction, so we discussed it and decided to work overtime to catch up with the ......schedule."

For a company, this kind of atmosphere of co-prosperity and co-disgrace is actually very rare, and I feel a little more guilty in my heart. I clapped my hands, attracted everyone's attention, smiled and said to them, "I won't say anything about polite official words, tonight, as everyone's friend and brother, I must treat everyone well...... You guys should stop all the work you are doing now, I'll call to find a bar on the bar street to charter a place, tonight, how can we have a good time, okay? ”

Everyone exchanged words for a while, and finally Xiao Wang, as a representative, said to me: "Since the boss has given us such good benefits, of course we are respectful and obedient...... But since it's a private venue, can you call a few friends to play together? ”

I replied boldly: "Of course you can, if you have an object, you can call an object, and if you don't have an object, you can call a friend, I will entertain as many people as you come, just one sentence today, everyone completely put down the burden of work, have fun, just do it!" ”

Everyone gave a standing ovation, and some people even coaxed and said: "Mr. Jiang, then you are really going to bleed a lot today, just rush to our wide circle of friends, I am afraid it is not enough for you to book a bar!" ”

"If one is not enough, there are two, and if two is not enough, there are three......"

My boldness was once again rewarded with cheers and praise from everyone, and the next moment, everyone turned off their computers and followed me to Bar Street...... When I saw all kinds of lights intertwined, my imprisoned soul seemed to be opened. At this moment, money seemed to me to have no meaning, and the relationship between people is the most important thing, I did not hesitate to fulfill my promise, and then in one go in the bar street chartered two bars, and the group of loyal to the company, full of collective sense of honor of the employees, began this night can get rid of all the burden.

However, as I drank more and more alcohol, and listened to more and more intimate words, my heart gradually became burdened again, and I was afraid that I would really be sorry for these employees in the end.

……

Time passed in this wanton catharsis, and by the time I had drunk the last beer in front of me and was ready to catch my breath, the phone on the table vibrated again.

I was habitually nervous, and then hurriedly picked it up and looked at it, only to find that it was Jin Qiu calling. After greeting the crowd, I walked out of the bar and found a quieter corner, where I lit myself a cigarette while answering her call.

I asked her, "Is there something wrong with this late hour?" ”

"I'm back in Nanjing, where are you, I want to meet you."

I was so surprised that I was stunned for a moment before I looked at the bar street that had just become lively, and said to her, "Here, bring the staff to relax." ”

Jin Qiu seemed to be able to see through everything, and she said to me, "You feel guilty about them in your heart, right? I feel that it is unlikely that you will focus on this company in the future, and you don't have the confidence to maintain your cooperation with Aunt Yang and Qiao Ye, so you chose this way to make up for it, but you understand better that this kind of compensation is insignificant compared to their career prospects. ”

I whispered back, "Yes, you're right...... That's the last thing I can let go of right now. After a pause, I asked her again, "You said you wanted to meet, where did you meet?" ”

"I'll go to the bar street to find you first, and meet your employees to say hello...... Then, you accompany me back to the renovated house to have a look, and nothing else is going on. ”

I didn't quite understand what Jin Qiu meant, but I respected her opinion, and I gave her the name of the bar on the phone, and we ended the call.

But I don't know anything about Jin Qiu, I don't think she will ever do anything unprepared, so her sudden return to Nanjing this time will not be as simple as what she said on the phone, but what she is for, I can't completely think clearly.

In other words, there is no need to think clearly, for me and her now, there is nothing to lose, at least we will not hurt each other, and I still have this confidence.