Chen Yi, who was restrained by me with a hug, did not stop fighting, but she was just a woman after all, under my absolute strength, she was not able to break free, and then her strength became weaker and weaker, and her breathing became more and more rapid.

Maybe it's because it's too close at the moment, our different pains are so seamlessly integrated, I seem to see all the pain in Chen Yi's heart, she hates my cowardice, resents my "betrayal", and is angry with me, but she sympathizes with me so much, sympathizes with my life experience, and is reluctant to let us accumulate the affection we have accumulated since childhood, so she has collapsed at the moment

I often wonder what kind of life she would be living now if fate hadn't played such a big joke on us and made me appear in Chen Yi's life

I didn't dare to think too deeply, because it would be painful, if there was no me, she at least didn't have to live in a hotel like now, and she couldn't go back to home, but she was a woman who loved her so much and had a very heavy family outlook, I really dragged her to the point of physical and mental exhaustion, but she was still supporting her with a deep love.

I don't understand her, I really don't understand her, I thought that after we broke up, she would fulfill her promise to marry herself immediately, but now she is even more lonely, living alone, hating me alone, and lonely facing the thousands of eyes focused on her under the screen.

She is a well-known female anchor, gentle and beautiful, not to mention her family background, she really shouldn't be what she is now.

There was nothing else in my sight except Chen Yi in my arms, I just looked at her messy hair, messy clothes, and listened to her painful whimper

The sky was gray, the air was full of the smell of moisture, and the fragrance of her body, I didn't want to let go of her anymore, I just wanted to hold it like this, until I died of old age, until there was no poverty and wealth in this world

Jin Qiu tried to remove the arm I was hugging Chen Yi tightly, and she said to me in a nervous tone: "Jiang Qiao, you let go quickly, you strangled her like this, the blood on her wound flowed faster and let go."

I saw that the blood had dyed Chen Yi's white coat red, and she had already collapsed a little in my arms, her forehead was covered with dense fine sweat, my scalp was a little numb, I hurriedly let go of her, and then I was at a loss in panic

"Why are you still stunned, hurry up and send Chen Yi to the hospital, you two can really toss, if there is a misunderstanding, it's good to say it, why bother?"

I picked up Chen Yi, I didn't have any extra attention to pay attention to Jin Qiu's blame, I had to send Chen Yi to the nearest hospital as quickly as possible, at this moment she tore not only her own wounds, but also my confession

The alley is very small, when I picked up Chen Yi, there was no extra space, I had to stop where Xiao Ai was standing, Xiao Ai looked at me quietly, and then gently turned sideways and gave way to me and Chen Yi, just like a long time ago in this alley, Chen Yi also made way for me and her

I didn't have time to say sorry to her, so I turned sideways and hugged Chen Yi and ran desperately towards the alley, and the distance was just widened between me and Xiao Ai, getting farther and farther away

In the hospital, I held Chen Yi, and Jin Qiu, who had been accompanying her, asked her, "Do you want to inform your family?"

Chen Yi shook his head, just said "help her call Qin Miao", then pushed me away and went into the operating room alone, and my eyes never left her, I was a little distracted, I didn't know how to deal with her after dealing with the wound, and the 200,000 I gave her without advice.

After Jin Qiu called Qin Miao, he finally opened his mouth and asked me: "Why do you tell so many lies to Chen Yi That money was obviously borrowed from me, but you said that you borrowed it from Mr. Xiao's daughter." ”

"I just want her to hate it so much that we're together, she's so miserable"

"What about you, are you also in pain?"

I was silent for a while before I replied: "What I care about is not my own pain Jin Qiu, you are smarter than all of us, can't you really see that there is a road in front of me and Chen Yi that does not go through at all?"

"Then what were you together for, is it for this road that doesn't work?"

"No, so I said I was wrong, I miscalculated my abilities, and I misjudged the world too much. In fact, what should come will come, and our efforts are too small."

Jin Qiu sighed lightly, and then asked, "Then what are your plans now, I mean between you and Chen Yi, continue to be so laissez-faire?"

"Is there a better way?"

Jin Qiu shook his head: "No world is very realistic, there is too obvious difference between you and Chen Yi, and you and Chen Yi have no real ability to change these If you can, I really hope that you can elope somewhere, but isn't this a dream, the world is so big, where to elope, so that you don't have those worldly eyes?"

"So you must think I'm not doing anything wrong, do you?"

"I don't know"

If even Jin Qiu, a woman, can't judge the right and wrong of what I did, then what I'm doing now has nothing to do with right or wrong at all, and I should firmly implement my original idea, and swaying halfway will only make this relationship more unclear.

I gritted my teeth, and finally said to Jin Qiu: "Chen Yi, please take care of it, I'll go back first." ”

"Go back, but you have to think about it, what to do with the 200,000, and I want to advise you, don't always think about it from your own point of view, you think the apple is delicious, you just desperately stuff it to the person you care about, but she doesn't necessarily like to eat apples, maybe in her eyes, mangoes are better, and the apples you give are too bad to eat."

After sighing softly, I looked up at Jin Qiu and said, "I understand, this 200,000 yuan is the apple I gave to Chen Yi, but now all I can take out is this, I don't have the ability to get the mango she likes." ”

"Then don't give mangoes and apples, you have to understand that a woman like Chen Yi doesn't really ask for anything from you, what she does is just too much pressure from the outside world."

"Yes."

Jin Qiu didn't say anything more, I walked towards the elevator with some unspeakable feelings, and when the elevator door opened, I happened to meet Qin Miao who came to visit, she first learned about Chen Yi's injury with me, and then asked, "Qiao Ye went to your place last night?"

"Well, he got me a little drink."

"I called him last night and turned off his mobile phone, I was relieved to go to you, right, you go back and tell him, tonight my dad invited friends from the city government to dinner, let him be sure to attend."

"Got it."

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, I took my mobile phone out of my pocket and was ready to take a look at the time, but found that Qiao Ye had made more than 20 missed calls on my mobile phone, all of which were made within ten minutes

I can't believe it, because he's definitely not a person who would be interested in flowers and plants and then move flower pots