175 Don't be an eyesore here
Even if Han Che never said it, she knew that he minded that she had someone else. It's just that he was probably afraid that piercing the layer of window paper would make them uncontrollable, so he chose to remain silent.
If he knew that she had had someone else's child, would he continue to put up with it?
Chu Qing coughed and looked at him suspiciously: "Is your hair oily, it looks so oily......
Han Che's face turned green all of a sudden, and he turned his head to look around for a mirror.
"It's impossible, I overwashed my hair in the morning shower......"
Chu Qing almost laughed, her man felt good about himself and paid great attention to appearance. It's just too easy to deal with him.
Han Che was bluffed away by her, and she continued to choose goods in a leisurely manner.
When I got home, it was already late. There was still something in Han Che's company, so he sent her home and returned to the company.
After Chu Qing had dinner, he went down to slip instant noodles. She sat on a bench, and it was a little cold in the winter evening.
Zhou Yan came out of the bar in rags, holding on to the tree and vomiting for a while. This is the end of her beautiful life. She was banned, and she will never have a day of resurrection in her life. She vomited for a long time, almost throwing up all the bile. She just sat down on the ground like a puddle of mud, and she cried and laughed again as she looked at the faint and bright neon.
She suddenly remembered Su Wenqian, and she seemed to grasp the last straw. He had said that he would love her for the rest of his life, and he said that his biggest dream was to marry her. She's not nothing, she still has a man who loves her. She shuddered and took out her mobile phone to call Su Wenqian: "Ah Qian, are you still counting your promises?" ”
Su Wenqian's voice was cold: "Who are you?" ”
Who are you?!
Zhou Yan only felt as if she had been struck by lightning, and before she could react, the other party had hung up the phone. She was unwilling and redialed it several times, but Su Wenqian's mobile phone had been turned off.
It shouldn't be like this. She panicked suddenly, and she staggered to the side of the road to hail a taxi. Although she was not very conscious, she also noticed that the taxi driver kept looking back at her, and she knew that she must have been recognized. She couldn't be seen now, so she took out her sunglasses from her bag and put them on. At the same time, the last trace of hope rose in his heart, and he asked the driver in a dumb voice: "Do you look familiar to me?" ”
The driver didn't expect to be discovered by others when he peeked at others, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Hehe, it's a little familiar, it seems to be a bit like a certain celebrity......"
Like a certain star?
Oh, it turns out that she has been in the dust for half her life, and she only got four words: "a certain star". She was stunned for a long time, and suddenly she wanted to laugh, so she simply laughed. No one will pay attention to her anymore anyway. She was banned. After she framed Chu Qing and sent those two photos, she was fired by the brokerage company, and then reporters, investors, no matter how she tried her best, no one paid attention to her.
When she saw the horrible wrinkles on her face in the mirror, she realized that she was really old. Her dreams were shattered, and she could never stand up again in this life.
She had felt that if she was to let go of her dreams, she would rather die.
However, now, she found that this dream that had been ruined for half her life was so easily let go by her. What she can't let go of now is the man who used to wait by her side.
Even if that man has other women in his heart, he is really good to her. She had lost her dream and she couldn't afford to lose that man again.
"Driver, hurry up!"
He actually asked her, who are you.
He used to kneel in front of her so lowly and beg her to marry him, and such a man who loved her would probably never want her again. When she thought about it, she felt that she couldn't accept it, she had already failed, and she couldn't afford to lose anymore.
She came to where he lived, and his family now lived in a dilapidated building. His parents are now in the garbage pick-up business. It is embarrassing that the Su family, which had infinite scenery at the beginning, has fallen to the point where it is today.
She remembered that Su Wenqian begged Han Che bitterly, indicating that he had only held her hand when he was with Chu Qing, and had done nothing else. But he didn't believe it at all, so the Su family was completely defeated.
The small narrow road is full of garbage. She managed to get her hands on his downstairs. When she raised her eyes, she saw Su Wenqian walking out of the narrow and dark staircase, and her tears overflowed her eyes almost instantly.
"Ah Qian ......"
But then she woke up.
Su Wenqian walked out of the corridor, and there was a woman with a big belly behind him. The night was so dark that they were separated by two or three meters, and he didn't see her, nor did he hear her call. When he got out of the corridor, he gently turned his head to the woman behind him and said, "Watch your step, don't fall." He smiled and touched the woman's belly, and said gently: "Baby, don't you mess with your mother......"
Zhou Yan suddenly felt like she had been nailed to the spot, and there seemed to be something in her world that was devaluing and decaying for a moment.
"Hey, Ah Qian, that woman seems to be looking at us, she's so strange......"
He turned his head to look at her indifferently and said, "The female madman from nowhere, don't worry about her." Let's go, do you want to eat jajangmyeon or beef noodles today? ”
"...... craving jajangmyeon"
"Good ......"
The two men held hands and walked in front of her.
Zhou Yan's body fell a little bit, and after a long time, she laughed and laughed again. Watch the two men disappear at the end of the alley. She smiled and laughed and suddenly crouched down, and finally cried bitterly. Ignoring the crowd of onlookers and complaining, she cried and vomited until she felt like her tears were dry. She stood up indifferently, indifferently pushed away the crowd, and walked out of the alley.
She came to Jintai, came to Chu Qing's downstairs, and she was sitting on the flower bed. Cigarette after cigarette.
The stray dog, who didn't know where it came from, rubbed at her feet.
If it was in the past, she would kick it over. Today, however, she feels how much she resembles this dog. Abandoned by fate, the world is big, but you don't know where to go.
She remembered a line.
There are many kinds of people in the world. The first is the incapable, the lucky person, who is always carefree; the second type is people who are incapable, unmotivated, and willing to live at the bottom; The third type is self-motivated, capable, but unlucky.
She is the third kind of person, she has too much unwillingness, she has too much ambition. But she only woke up today that she was not worthy of her ambitions.
What others can easily get, she always has to put in a hundredfold and a thousand times the effort.
And she has put in a thousandfold effort, and life still gives her only disappointment. Her ambition, her ambition, became the source of all her pain.
At this moment, how she envied Chu Qing, she could always easily get what she couldn't get.
What would it be like, she thought, happiness is at your fingertips?
She waited for a long time, and finally waited for Chu Qing.
Chu Qing hugged a small raccoon and sat on the bench. She lowered her head and smiled so calmly.
After a while, she heard Chu Qing's phone ringing, and Chu Qing picked it up. Listening to the conversation between the two, she guessed that it must be Han Che, the general manager of Yunhai. The man she feared and admired. She remembered the humiliation he gave her, and remembered his disdain for her.
However, such a man is so gentle when he talks to Chu Qing. And Chu Qing talked to him, without flattery, without flattery, so naturally and calmly.
Zhou Yan's heart suddenly seemed to be pierced by thousands of needles.
There is nothing more painful in the world than discovering that someone who thought they were inferior to themselves is better than you.
To this day, she has to admit that Chu Qing is very beautiful. She used to think that she was better than her, and she always wondered why all men liked her. Now, she finally understood.
In fact, Chu Qing's personality charm is more attractive than her appearance, and she has a kind of calm and introverted precipitation. She is gentle, and this gentleness is not softness of character. Rather, after going through the hardships of life, he can still be kind to all the people around him. seems to have seen through everything, but can still maintain the original intention. Not negative, not publicized, not complaining, good as water.
What would she do if Chu Qing was put in her place?
Will she be jealous, will she take revenge?
No, if Chu Qing was her, she would definitely not have come to such a step as her. She will not retaliate in any way because of jealousy, she will put all her energy on the goal. Then use her ability to convince people, use her generosity and attract people around her to help her, and she will achieve her goals smoothly.
Zhou Yan understood, but it seemed to be late.
She has been beaten to the bottom by fate, and all the light has been taken away by life, can she still let go of her unwillingness, let go of resentment, and treat everything around her with a relaxed attitude like Chu Qing?
Chu Qing went home for the New Year. Han Che's company was also on holiday, and after he was free, he found that he was used to being alone in the past, but now every second is tormenting.
Without her by my side, I can't be interested in anything. Chu Qing is very busy, and he only answers his phone at night a day, so he has nothing to do these days, so he can only hold his mobile phone and wait for her call on the bed.
This kind of torment of body and mind made his heart more and more hot for her. If he didn't have a trace of sanity, he knew that it was not good to go to someone's house for the Chinese New Year, and he would have wanted to find her in person.
I received a call from Gu Changtian on this day, and since the last time he beat Gu Changtian, Gu Changtian has disappeared for a long time. He suddenly invited everyone to a party, and he naturally wanted to go. After all, so many years brothers.
Gu Changtian was particularly wrong today, several people talked about it, and Meng Haoran was just about to ask. Gu Changtian had already stepped onto the high stage and said to everyone: "I invite everyone here today to celebrate my divorce and my return to being single." I'm going to be the fifth diamond king in the future, you have beautiful girls to introduce me, haha......"
Meng Haoran shuddered: "He looks like he's going to die or not, and he's still forced to be happy, I can't stand it anymore." He hates Fu Qingyu so much, shouldn't he be happy when he gets divorced? ”
Shangguan said: "You are blind, a clear-eyed person will know at a glance that he likes Fu Qingyu, okay......"
Meng Haoran's eyes widened in shock: ", I really didn't see it." He looked like he wanted to tear Fu Qingyu all day long, who knew that he used to like sadomasochism......"
Bai Lin smiled a little evilly: "I found that what I said is really right, you men are simply more infatuated than the other, why did such a good man meet us." ”
Meng Haoran rubbed his head into her arms flatteringly, and said like a pug: "Because of your good luck daughter-in-law......"
The two of them were getting more and more tired, and they were about to press on Han Che. Han Che leaned back on the sofa, looked at the lyrics and subtitles on the big screen expressionlessly, and said: "If you want to be affectionate, go back to be affectionate, don't be an eyesore here." ”
Bai Lin raised his eyebrows and said: "Didn't you say that since the helper had a woman, he has changed from a hundred steels to a finger twister, and today it is still a hundred steels......"
Meng Haoran smiled a little obscenely: "You know, his women are gone, so he is dissatisfied now." ”
Bu Xing also came over at this time and asked curiously: "Who wants to be dissatisfied?" ”
A few people began to ridicule each other.
Han Che didn't bother to take care of them.
I took the wine and went out to breathe, took out my mobile phone and looked at it, but there was no call.
"I feel like there's something I need you to know."
Gu Changtian walked next to him, Han Che glanced at him, he was smiling in his eyes, but who could see that he was very melancholy. Although he can't forgive the woman he kissed him, he has witnessed him and Fu Qingyu go all the way, and the relationship that has been tossed for so many years finally ended without a problem, he is not unsympathetic.
He will not comfort people, but only succinctly: "Say." ”
Gu Changtian hooked his shoulders and smiled even more: "Someone told me yesterday that his sister had a fetus for me when she was a teenager, so he wanted me to have a hard time for the rest of my life." From my teenage years to the present, I looked back and found that he carried out his vows quite thoroughly. ”
Han Che frowned: "You're not drunk, are you?" ”
"I'm not drunk, you listen to me."
“…… Because he wanted revenge on me, he asked the woman I loved to blackmail me, and I learned as a teenager that I had to earn money to get the woman I wanted. He turned me against the woman I loved, and he tortured me over and over again. Until yesterday, he blatantly came to say goodbye to me, saying that he was going to elope with my woman. …… Hehe, hehe. ”
"Then I thought, then I have suffered for others. That kid wasn't mine, that day, the day of my birthday party. You saw it with your own eyes, I was with my ex-wife, and I was delirious at the time, in ** her. You asked me before, whether the girl who was ** by me that day was Fu Qingyu or Chu Qing, although I was delirious, I was still conscious. I can tell you with certainty that it's my ex-wife. I have definitely never touched a single hair of Chu Qing. ”
“…… His sister, at that time, ate strange things. She knew me from Gu's house, and she came to me. I looked very uncomfortable with her, and I didn't know what it was, and it was the first time I had encountered such a situation, and I didn't know what to do. So I took her to my room to rest first, and I said I'd go find a doctor for her later. ”
(To be continued.) )