Chapter 55: I'm afraid not
"You...... Why do you want to? At this time, Lan Xingye began to have a tendon again, and he had to break the casserole and ask to the end.
But in her heart, there are still small thoughts, such as whether there is another reason in the depths of his thoughts. For example, that may be the most primitive reason, and it is also the possibility that she can't expect it in her life, and she doesn't even dare to hope for it.
Does he like her?
Shao Mingyang smiled and was silent, and then said quietly, "Haven't you ever been in love?" Let me teach you how to fall in love. ”
"Teach me to fall in love?" Lan Xingye asked softly, the little extravagant hope that had just risen in his heart, the little bit of caution that he shouldn't have, was instantly crushed, and he didn't dare to have any more ups and downs.
"yes." He answered.
Lan Xingye frowned slightly, but subconsciously refused, "No......"
In the next second, Shao Mingyang was a little stunned.
"You're the first girl to say no to me." Shao Mingyang asked in a low voice, "What is the reason?" Why not? ”
Lan Xingye was sullen for a while and said, "Senior, I said it before, you must not sympathize with me because I have never been in love!" I can wait, the one who belongs to me, I can wait for him to appear and meet him, I am not in a hurry at all! ”
"What if that person doesn't show up for ten years, and you can't meet him?" Shao Mingyang couldn't help asking.
At this time, a train came from the track not far away. The light was very bright, illuminating the contemplative face of Blue Starry Night, and it whistled past at once. There was a rumbling in my ears, and after a moment, silence returned.
He was still waiting for her to answer.
Lan Xingye thought for a while and said stubbornly, "Then I'll wait for a lifetime!" ”
"For a lifetime? Are you going to never marry? Shao Mingyang smiled, only feeling that this kind of commitment to himself was too empty and empty.
"If you can't meet the right person, it's useless to get married." Blue Star Night said softly, "So, I'm not in a hurry. ”
"Your patience is so good? Can you wait a lifetime? ”
"Well, I'll be able to wait. When I was a child, I went to play hide and seek with my brother, and I hid in one place and waited for them to come to me. But from the afternoon to the evening, they didn't find me, so I kept waiting, who knows until dark, or my grandfather brought someone to find me. Blue Starry Night brought up his childhood.
"I didn't expect you to be so stupid when you were a child." Shao Mingyang asked with a smile, "You see that no one has come to look for you, so you won't go home by yourself?" ”
Lan Xingye insisted, "It's a game of hide and seek, of course I'll wait for them to come to me." ”
"You're really serious."
"It's not too serious, it's just that my grandfather often taught me that I have to do what I promise others. If you can't do it, don't make a promise. Lan Xingye said seriously, turning his head to look at him, "So, senior, don't sympathize with me, I can wait, it doesn't matter if I wait for a lifetime!" ”
It was the smiling face again, and the eyes that were purely shining with light, which made Shao Mingyang in a trance.
"Sister." He suddenly shouted.
Blue Star Night responded, "What? ”
"Listen, I really want to be your boyfriend, would you like to?" He smiled and asked again.
He bent his eyebrows slightly, just looked at her, Lan Xingye looked into his eyes, and was silent for a moment, then she shook her head, she smiled and said, "No." ”
Shao Mingyang also smiled, "Why can't it be done this time?" ”
"Because I know that the senior is not serious, you are just joking with me." Lan Xingye replied with a smile.
"Oh?" He was suspicious, a little confused, and asked, "Where did you see that I wasn't serious?" ”
Lan Xingye pursed her lips, with a sly glint in her eyes, and said word by word, "That, yes, one, secret, secret!" ”
In exchange for Shao Mingyang's stunnedness, he also laughed, but he didn't force it, just smiled and said, "Just thought I was joking." ”
Lan Xingye nodded in agreement, but there was still a little loss in his heart.
He whispered again, "Senior sister, it's right to be serious, but in everything, it's not good to be too serious." ”
"Huh?"
"Because of this, you will work too hard and you will lose a lot." He puffed through the smoke and whispered, the words were too deep for Lan Xingye to seem to understand, but he smiled back, "For example, me." ”
Lan Xingye was stunned, and also smiled, "Senior, you are so narcissistic." ”
The two chatted for a long time, and the cigarette on his fingertips burned to the end with the wind, Shao Mingyang took another puff, then extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the night sky, he stood up, "Okay, let's go, I'll send you back." ”
"Okay." Blue Starry Night immediately responded and got up cautiously.
Shao Mingyang was athletic, he jumped down first, then stretched out his hand, and said to Lan Xingye, "Come, you jump down, I'll catch you." ”
This wall is a little high, and Lan Xingye was a little scared, but looking at him under the wall, inexplicably, the courage was even greater. She smiled and nodded, no longer caring about anything else, and aimed at his outstretched hand, and she jumped down in confidence. The body also threw out, and Shao Mingyang stepped forward with one step, caught her steadily, and helped her to stand firmly on the ground.
The two of them walked away in the moonlight, and she followed him.
It's just that Blue Star's pace is a little slower, so as he walks, he will walk to the back of him. She looked at his back, and there was a smile on the corner of her mouth, but it was very faint.
Although she has never been in love, she still has that little self-knowledge.
When you really like someone, how can you say that you can teach her to fall in love.
So, senior, you're not serious.
I know that very well.
Behind the wall, the last train whizzed by, drawing an end to the night, and everything was over, as unreal as a dream.
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It's busy at work time, but the phone rings. Lan Xingye picked it up and took a look, but the caller ID was Li Jun.
"Ah Ye, it's me." After pressing the answer, unexpectedly, a soft female voice came from the other end.
Lan Xingye thought that they must be together, and she replied softly, "Xuanqing, hello." ”
"I wonder if it bothered you?"
"No, what's the matter?"
"Oh, that's right, Xiaojun and I happened to be near your company today, so I wanted to find you out for a get-together, I wonder if you are free at noon today?" Zhao Xuanqing asked softly over there, Lan Xingye was silent, and then said, "I'm sorry, Xuanqing, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it today." ”
"Even if the company is busy, you always have to have lunch, right?" Zhao Xuanqing said again.
A few days ago, Zhao Xuanqing contacted Blue Star Night and invited her to come out for a gathering. It's just that time, because the company worked overtime, so I politely declined.