Mu Zao was a little moved when he heard it. These words, An Nan never mentioned to her. She always felt that An Nan followed the leopard to protect herself from being bullied from now on, but it turned out that what he wanted to protect was not herself.

"But I'm slowly discovering that no matter how high I stand, there are still things I can't do." An Nan's expression was gloomy, and his tone was a little desperate.

Mu Zaozao couldn't help but comfort: "This world is like this, there are always all kinds of accidents and injuries. Who can really live a safe life? ”

"So you have to take care of yourself. Don't be influenced by those sluts. You have to keep what you really care about, and don't give it to people stupidly. You're so kind, really too kind. An Nan sighed.

Mu knew this shortcoming early on, she didn't want to hold grudges, and she didn't want to live in resentment. Over the years, because of this shortcoming, I have suffered a lot. Now that An Nan said it, Mu couldn't help but think about it. Is the reason why she lives such a life really because she is too kind?

"With me, within the scope of what my life can do, I will do my best to protect what you care about. Where I can't do it, you have to work hard. An Nan looked into Mu Zaozao's eyes. There was a glint in his eyes, which moved Mu Zao.

Is that why he hasn't been in a relationship? Over the years, what An Nan has done is all to protect Mu Zaozao?

"It's not too early, I'll go back to the hospital to accompany me." An Nan said and got up to leave.

Mu Zao looked at the tall and thin back, and his feelings were a little complicated.

So many things that have happened over the years are replayed in Mu Zaozao's mind like a slide. Qian Jing's matter, Lin Yuan's matter, the second uncle's matter and Su Jinya's matter, and the matter of Jin'an. It seems that every time Mu Zao is too easy to speak. Bear all the love alone, and give Su Yanzhi complete respect and freedom.

Even this time when he ran away from home, Lei Qiming said so much, Mu Zao forgave without saying a word.

But doesn't she really care?

Do you really not care at all?

At dinner time, Su Yanzhi came back from work at the clinic. Mu writes in the room early in the morning.

Su Yanzhi changed his clothes and went upstairs, standing at the door, looking at the dim light, the mother and son snuggled up in front of the desk, and the warm picture seemed to give him the best thing in the world. At that moment, Su Yanzhi's heart was satisfied.

After the meal, the couple wanted to go for a walk as usual. When she went out, she felt a drizzle in the sky, worried about Mu Zaozao's body, and Su Yanzhi went home with her again. Su Yanzhi went to take a bath, and Mu went to Shishi's room early.

In the room, I was always holding a tablet and watching anime. Roars and battle sounds are heard in Japanese.

Mu Zao asked, "Son, what are you looking at?" ”

"Tokyo." He didn't raise his head all the time, but answered.

"Isn't it scary?" Although Mu Zao hadn't seen it, he had seen some pictures of this anime, all of which were bloody. It's too unhealthy for children to look at these things.

Shaking his head from time to time, staring at the screen, he said, "It's not scary, it's just eating people." Moreover, Kaneki is so handsome. ”

Mu also came over early, and happened to see the picture of Jin Mu leaving with Dong Xiang in his arms. Mu Zao remembered what An Nan said in the afternoon, and asked, "Was it her brother who spoke just now?" ”

He nodded.

"Was she beaten like this by her brother?"

"See for yourself." Concentrate on watching anime all the time and don't want to be disturbed. And usually my mother is not interested in anime.,There's a lot of talk today.。

Mu saw the silver-haired Jin Muyan and the purple-haired Xuandu standing together, and heard Jin Muyan say, "Xuandu, let me sue you." What's your secret? ”

Mu Zao was also curious, what would he say.

"What the hell are you doing in the Bronze Tree...... It's for protection. Protect what matters to you. You are very strong, if you really intend to kill Dong Xiang, you should be able to do it lightly. Hyun didn't hesitate to take the risk and join the bronze to do what he wanted to do...... What the hell is it......"

Mu watched it for a long time, until the last scene, Jin Mu left Dong Xiang a back and said to her, "I want to ...... Added the Bronze Tree. ”

He's going to join the Bronze Tree, too, for protection. Protect Dong Xiang and the group of people he cares about.

How much did Mu Zao pay for what she cared about? Is she trying to get stronger? Did she fight? Or has he always been cowardly, comforting himself with 'going with the flow'.

At the end of the anime, Su Yanzhi wiped his hair with a towel and stepped into the room.

Looking for games to play from time to time, Mu asked him early: "Do you want to go to school?" ”

He shook his head firmly.

"Why?"

"People want to be with Daddy." Playing games all the time, subconsciously speaking.

Su Yanzhi looked unhappy when he heard this: "Then you have to let your father coax you to sleep, accompany you to dinner, and take you to the hospital." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and realized that I had said something I shouldn't have said. Turning his head and squinting with a flattering face, he smiled: "People are joking." ”

Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel again, they got up and left the bedroom with Su Yanzhi, letting them play games alone.

Although it was raining lightly outside, it was not possible to walk. However, under the umbrella on the balcony, you can still sit down.

Let Yun Ying help Mu pour a small glass of red wine early, and the couple chatted in the drizzle.

"I want to go to school all the time." Mu said to Su Yanzhi early.

"If he doesn't want to go to school, you can help him get a tutor." Su Yanzhi said.

Although he always seems to be an enemy with Su Yanzhi, he always doesn't deal with him. But Mu knew early that he always cared about Su Yanzhi, and Su Yanzhi also respected Shi Shi.

If An Nan hadn't said so much today, Mu Zao wouldn't have mattered if he went to school or not. She didn't hide it from Su Yanzhi, and said to him: "I've been in the hospital for the past few days, the first two days just passed in the morning, and now I've been there almost all day." I don't think that's good. ”

"Don't you think Dan is quite competent?" Su Yanzhi said sourly.

"He's always good, but that's no reason. I still want to be at home with me every day. How can a child not go to school for this reason? Besides, going to school isn't just about learning knowledge. It's good for him to get along with his classmates. ”

"I'll contact the school tomorrow." Su Yanzhi said.

Seeing Su Yanzhi's agreement, Mu Zao also put his mind at ease. After drinking a little red wine, Mu remembered something early, and said, "Qingqing is back." ”

"Well, Lu Shen said."

The atmosphere fell silent all of a sudden, and I didn't know what topic to look for next. Both of them seem to have their own agendas, and this feeling is not particularly comfortable.

Mu Zao was quietly sipping the wine in the goblet, thinking about An's affairs.

"Did you persuade Lu Shen today?" Su Yanzhi suddenly opened his mouth.

"What?" Mu Zao didn't react for a moment, and after asking, he realized that what Su Yanzhi said should be about the clinic, and nodded: "Tell him." What did he tell you? ”

He said that he agreed to let Ann join the clinic, but he still didn't want Master to come over for the time being. And he won't take a vacation, and the power still has to be in my hands and his hands. ”

Mu nodded early, it seemed that Lu Shen accepted her opinion in the afternoon and agreed to observe first.

"Take your time, if it's really good for the clinic, I believe Lu Shen will accept it."

Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zaozao and asked, "Last time I turned off my phone so that you couldn't get in touch, do you still mind?" ”

Mu Zao also looked back at him, but did not give an answer immediately.

Underneath the umbrella, the rain gradually becomes heavier and drips down on the umbrella surface, making a rhythmic 'dong dong' sound.

Su Yanzhi explained: "It was Lu Shen who said it, I thought this matter was over." ”

"Nothing can be completely passed." Mu Zao borrowed the strength of the wine, and his eyes were a little low.

"Do you believe me?" Su Yanzhi's words are a bit incompatible, and he should be quite chaotic now.

"Believe." As soon as Mu Zao said this, his heart beat slightly, and his lower abdomen was not very comfortable. An Nan's words echoed in her ears again, and she smiled: "If you don't believe it, it doesn't seem to have much to do with it." ”

"What do you mean?" Su Yanzhi frowned slightly. Tonight, Mu Zao's words seemed to be a little wrong. When she said that, didn't she believe Su Yanzhi?

Mu Zao raised his eyes to look at him and asked, "I don't want to mind, but she is Qian Jing's mother." To you, she is a senior sister. To me, she was just Qian Jing's mother. And it's not very friendly to me. There's no reason why I shouldn't mind. Or, you give me a reason not to mind? ”

"It's Master......" Su Yanzhi wanted to explain, and he didn't want Mu to be unhappy early.

Mu Zao interrupted him, still smiling: "So whether I believe you or not, it doesn't matter too much." You can't cut ties with her. ”

Su Yanzhi fell silent.

"Let's go back, it's raining heavily." Mu didn't finish the red wine early, and looked at Yun Ying who was standing at the entrance with an umbrella not far away. Smiled and waved at her. Yun Ying trotted over with an umbrella and sent Mu down the stairs from the rooftop early.

Su Yan sat alone in place, only feeling very troubled in his heart. He even had some suspicions, when he encountered this kind of thing in the past, Su Yanyi would not think much about it, and directly cut off all the possibilities that would make Mu Zao worry too much. But this person was replaced by An, and Su Yanzhi didn't know what to do. He and Ann really didn't have anything to do, just discussed some psychological stuff together. And because of Dr. Wade, the clinic now has Ann's voice. Qian Jing is already dead, so Mu Zao shouldn't have minded.

If it had been before, she wouldn't have minded.

But now, why is even the most basic trust a little vague?

After going downstairs, Mu went to the bathroom early. There was no blood on the pads, and Mu Zao was a little relieved. When I wiped it with paper, I saw the annoying tan again.

She didn't do well.

I'm going to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up, and Annan is right, she has to love herself.

This night, Mu went to bed early and was not stable. In her sleep, Qian Jing seemed to be alive, and she went back to the days when she was pregnant a few years ago, with endless pain and worry, and even Su Yanzhi thought she was not empathetic enough.

I woke up very early in the morning, and the sky was just white. Mu Zao's chest was stuffy. The lower abdomen was even more uncomfortable than yesterday, and there were bursts of throbbing pain. She got up from the bed and left the bedroom in her pajamas—