readx; "Boom!" Unsure of what the sound woke up, Yawen turned over, and was about to open her eyes to confirm when a sudden light stabbed her and turned her back to the light. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info "Sorry for the noise?" After the light disappeared, Qin Fen's voice came, and then Yawen could feel Qin Fen lying on the bed, because the mattress was sinking slightly in the direction where he had slept. Then, the bedroom fell silent. "What time is it?" Qin Fen's quietness made Yawen couldn't help but ask. "It's just after three o'clock." He replied, and there was silence all around him again. Did this person forget to say something to her? Yawen waited for a while, but he was still silent. "You're just off work?" Yawen asked him. "Hmm." And then there was no follow-up. "Job done?" "Not yet." Qin Fen's tired tone at the moment made Yawen's heart soften in an instant. "Tired?" Yawen turned to face him and asked softly. "Hmm." Yawen reached out and touched his arm first, then slid across her chest, up to his cheek, which had been getting thinner and thinner, and gently stroked it. "Did you have dinner?" "Yes, it was about ten o'clock, and I ate a lunch box." Ten o'clock? It's been four or five hours now, so you're going to be hungry, right? "Are you hungry now? Would you like me to make you some supper? Yawen turned on the bedside lamp, sat up and asked. Not hungry, just want to sleep now. "Qin Fen turned sideways, I don't know if it was to avoid the light, or to avoid her annoyance." Oh. Yawen stiffened slightly, so she had to turn off the bedside lamp again, and then lay back on the bed quietly, closed her mouth, and stopped talking, so as not to disturb his sleep. The bedroom fell into silence again, helplessness, and a sense of powerlessness came from all directions, oppressing Yawen's whole body, making her almost out of breath. Yawen wanted to turn over, shake off this unbearable feeling hard, and wanted to scream for them to get out! Don't pester yourself anymore! But he didn't dare to move, for fear that he would make noise to Qin Fen, who was tired and wanted to sleep beside him. With her eyes closed and her body stiffened, Yawen was sleepless all night until dawn. The house was so quiet, the clock on the wall of the living room pointed in the direction of twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Qin Fen returned late again, and forgot to tell her. Yawen was sitting in the living room, a little worried, and a little sad, because she had already told Qin Fen before that she must call her when she returned late, otherwise she would be worried, Qin Fen said yes, but it turned out to tell her again and again afterwards that he accidentally forgot about it. Every time Qin Fen said that he had forgotten, he always had a smile, which made Yawen feel that she seemed to be too worried, and she felt like she was making a big fuss, so this matter was always over in the end. But the same thing, over and over again, happened again and again, making Yawen feel so powerless and tired. Of course, Yawen herself knew that Qin Fen was busy with work, but it shouldn't take him much time to make a phone call home. And this matter, Yawen has told him more than once, and even several times, when he forgot, he took the initiative to call him and remind him to pay attention to the phone next time, but Qin Fen always forgot about it after saying yes. Did he really forget? Or did you not take her words to heart at all? Yawen couldn't help but wonder if there was a wife like her in Qin Fen's heart? If so, how could she so easily forget that she was waiting for him at home and worried about him? Outside the gate, there was a sudden sound of a key opening the door. Qin Fen came back, and the time was twelve thirty. Yawen got up from her seat, and Qin Fen just pushed the door in. "Hey, wife, you haven't slept yet." Qin Fen smiled and waved at her. "You're pregnant now, why haven't you slept yet?" "I'm going to sleep." Yawen replied indifferently, and then walked towards the bedroom. "Wife." Qin Fen suddenly stopped her. Yawen looked back at him expressionlessly. "Did something happen?" Qin Fen asked with concern, feeling that Yawen seemed to be different from usual. "You should be tired, right? Let's go take a shower first, and after we're done, we'll talk. I don't know if I'm glad that he noticed his emotions, Yawen sighed lightly. It's okay, I'm not tired, what's the matter. Let's just talk about it now. Qin Fen pointed to the sofa in the living room and motioned for her to sit down. Yawen stared at him quietly for a while, then suddenly exhaled lightly and walked back to the edge of the sofa and sat down. At this time, Qin Fen chose the seat opposite her and sat down. "What's going on?" Qin Fen asked straight to the point. But Yawen was still looking at him silently at the moment, and did not answer his question immediately. "Wife?" Qin Fen couldn't wait for a response, so he shouted urgically. "You didn't call me tonight to come back late." Qin Fen was stunned for a moment. "I'm sorry, I forgot again." Well, he also knew that he had forgotten again. Yawen suddenly felt a sense of tiredness that she had nothing to say. "Are you just angry about it?" Seeing that Yawen was silent again, Qin Fen asked with a frown. "I'm not angry." "If you weren't angry, you wouldn't be the way you look now." Qin Fen's brows furrowed a little tighter in an instant, "This is not a big deal, is it necessary for you to be angry about this kind of thing?" "Yawen doesn't know what kind of expression she is now, she only knows that she doesn't even have the strength to force a smile, if Qin Fen thinks it's not a big deal, then there's nothing to talk about." Let's go take a shower, I want to sleep. "Yawen wants to get up after she finishes speaking." Wait, you haven't answered my question yet, why do you keep getting angry about such a small thing? Seeing that Yawen didn't want to pay attention to herself at all, Qin Fen asked a little angrily. Since he wants to talk, let's talk. "If it's just a small thing, why can't you do it?" Yawen asked him sharply. "It's not that I can't do it, it's just that sometimes I forget when I'm busy." Qin Fen is temperamental explanation. "You don't forget sometimes, you forget a lot!" "So?" Qin Fen looked at her intently, "Do you have to lose your temper with me for this kind of thing?" "You can also call me if I forget." "I called you, Qin Fen, will you answer?" "When did I not pick up?" "You often don't answer!" Yawen is also a little hot. "I didn't answer because I was talking to my partner about business at the time, and it was inconvenient to answer the phone at that time, didn't I always reply to your call afterwards, and you were still dissatisfied." Qin Fen was both angry and tired, he didn't understand that he was so busy, so tired, why did his wife have to show himself when he got home. The two uncompetitive cousins of the Qin family turned their faces with Qin Shuyuan and left the company one after another, leaving a lot of work on his head, making him so busy that he couldn't wait to break one day into three days. In fact, he was very envious of the other brothers in the family who could be so free and easy, and he couldn't do it if he said he would leave, because he was the son of the long house, not only because of the Qin family's brothers, he was the only one left in the company to help Qin Shuyuan. What's more, because he also has to take into account his wife's maiden family and the Qin family's cooperative relationship, this is the main reason why he really can't move. So, whether she knows his hard work or not, half of it is for her! Yawen doesn't understand him, even if he is still awkward for such a small thing, is he not tired and busy enough? "yes, what am I not satisfied with?" Yawen tugged at her lips weakly and muttered to herself like a self-deprecating one. "What else are you resentful? Say it" Hearing Yawen's mocking tone, Qin Fen asked with an angry and calm face. "Nope." Yawen didn't want to say that it was not early, and he still had to work tomorrow. Yawen laughed self-deprecating in her heart. She was really useless, she was already in a terrible mood, and she was still thinking about him. "Let's go take a shower and sleep, it's already a little bit." "I still have work to deal with, you can go to sleep first." Qin Fen said with an expressionless face. Yawen glanced at him, didn't say anything, just nodded, turned around directly, and walked back to the room to sleep. Yawen lay on the bed, not sleepy at all. In fact, as long as he comes back safely, it is enough, and she doesn't need to quarrel with him about this kind of thing, but she doesn't know why she is like this? No, maybe she knew, she just didn't want to admit it. She felt that Qin Fen didn't care about her at all, and he didn't love her. He doesn't love her, which is the real reason why she is most dissatisfied and powerless. If you really love someone, you will always keep her in your heart, you will want to listen to each other's voice, and you will want to know what the other person is doing now, just like she misses him at home every day, but the feeling he gives her is not like this at all. When Qin Fen went to work, he never took the initiative to make a phone call to Yawen, maybe he thought that he could see her when he got home from work, so there was no need for that, but what should he say when he was on a business trip? In the past few months of marriage, Qin Fen has traveled a total of four times, twice to Hong Kong for five days and four nights, and twice to the United States for two weeks. Maybe love shouldn't judge who loves each other more by who pays more, or who doesn't love whom, but he always forgets that there is still her wife at home, which really makes her unable to let go. In addition to the phone call, there were too many other things, which made her feel that Qin Fen didn't care about her at all and didn't love her. And when he ran to Italy to recover her before, it was just because he didn't want to lose to his students. Which one gets married without a honeymoon, far or near, they all go, Yawen thinks that their honeymoon trip has become a dream that can never be completed. This is one of them, Qin Fen always forgets what he once said to her, and it is the second one. He said, "I will come back sooner; This weekend we went to the movies together; Eat out together in the evening; I will be able to go abroad next month, and when we go to Qin Fen, we are always giving her promises, a lot of promises, but after giving her hope again, she broke her promise again and again, which made Yawen full of expectations, and became full of disappointment and sadness. Maybe he was unintentional, because he was too busy with work, and he couldn't help but fail to fulfill his promise, but he should at least give her a word of apology, and he shouldn't take it for granted as if he hadn't made an appointment with him at all, or promised himself at all. After marriage, Qin Fen gave Yawen the feeling, to make it clear, there are really only the words I don't care and whether I love her or not. In fact, having said that, he really never said to himself, that he cared about her, or loved her, that she was stupid, stupid, and fell headlong into the whirlpool, believing him again and again, and then giving everything to him without reservation. But Qin Fendu is already her husband, can she not give everything to him? What's wrong with her loving husband? She only hopes that Qin Fen can care more about herself and love herself more, as long as she can feel a little bit is enough, she can be satisfied. As long as it was a little bit, as long as it was a little bit with such a prayer, Yawen slowly sank into a dream with a chaotic consciousness.

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