Chapter 221 Atonement for Love

Huangfu Yehan didn't answer, and his silence was almost a disguised affirmation of Yun Xuan's death.

Luo Ziqi suddenly didn't know how to react. Just now, she was still talking to him just now, and just now he was ready to face the ups and downs with her, the empty Shuyu Palace still had her breath, and this room still felt her temperature, and his ears could almost hear her voice, how could it be, how could she die......

No, Huangfu Yehan won't kill her! He didn't know how to do it before, but can't he do it now? If he doesn't kill her for anything else, can he tolerate this kind of thing?

It seems that yesterday he saw her holding Shangyuan, who was crying in the middle of the night, wandering helplessly in Xuanhua Palace, as if he only saw his appearance in the pile of painting paper yesterday, as if she was still avoiding his gaze when she saw him off yesterday......

He shouldn't have come to her. He had told himself more than once that he was far away from her, she was not someone he could touch, and he had indeed insisted on it, not daring to take a step beyond the thunder pool. He avoided her from afar, didn't think, didn't listen, didn't care about everything about her.

But Yuan Chengcheng's death stimulated him. The brutal and willful princess, he once loved deeply, but the identity of the master and servant made him only worship her as a god, so that he could only silently bless her and Huangfu Yehan.

But she died, for the country, for the emperor's cold night. He never gained, and he couldn't lose. But after all, he loved her deeply, and at the moment when she fell into the water, he still felt the tearing pain in his heart.

He searched along the river bank for a day and a night, sleeplessly, until he found the territory of Ningguo. Then he thought of Yun Xuan, and couldn't suppress his thoughts. He has been deliberately suppressing this unruly love. He told himself countless times that she was the master, and that he was just a sentry at her door, and that he should not have the slightest delusion about her.

In the past, when Aiyuan fell into the city, he realized the danger ahead as soon as he fell, so he was able to withdraw as soon as possible. But not for Yun Xuan. She was like a swamp, he didn't realize the danger at first, and when he realized it, the more he struggled, the more he fell. And Yuan Chengcheng's death was like a boulder, which instantly buried him in the mire and could not be returned.

He rushed into her palace almost all the way and hugged her. She didn't understand what was going on, but she didn't push him away. He didn't know what he was thinking at that moment, maybe it was the pain of Yuan Chengcheng, maybe it was the love for Yun Xuan, he only knew that the only one he couldn't afford to lose in his life was her......

She was originally a demure and self-loving woman, but he was romantic, the two were incompatible, and there was a huge difference between master and servant, and he should not have any entanglement with her in this life.

Knowing that she is famous, knowing that one step closer is the abyss, knowing that once it starts, it will end with death, but he still falls in love with her.

He shouldn't have provoked her......

Yun Xuan is not guilty, Luo Ziqi thought in a panic, Yun Xuan has always been in love with Huangfu Yehan, she may just be confused for a while, just because he happened to give her warmth when she was lonely, she was like a drowning person grasping a life-saving straw to send love to him. She is not guilty, yes, it is all his fault, Huangfu Yehan shouldn't have killed her, the real damned person is him, she shouldn't die!

But what's the use of saying this now, she's dead, she's dead......

"It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's my sin that deserves death...... Luo Ziqi was discouraged, in the vast world, he only felt that there was no attachment, and he only hated that he couldn't die with her immediately, and he was vain and lonely in this life.

"What sin have thou hast sins? No matter how tightly the yard looks, it can't stop spring. When the red apricot blooms outside the wall, is it to blame that the wall is not high enough? Huangfu Yehan sighed and said, "What should happen will always happen, and no one can stop ......."

"Yunxuan is a good girl, if the person she married was not me, but a husband who could love her wholeheartedly, she would definitely be able to live a very happy life. And if she is not a woman in the harem, and I am not the master of the world, maybe I will also give her a chance to choose......"

"But she is the imperial concubine of Ningguo, my wife, although she is not as good as the queen's mother, but her words and deeds also represent the dignity of Ningguo. I can't be like a normal husband who tells her to let go and let go. ”

"She never said the name of that person, and I promised not to bother with this matter for the sake of the state of Ningguo. I gave her three choices, and she made her choice. I have forgiven that man's sins, but what about her sins? And who will bear it for her? ”

Recalling Mrs. Nangong, Huangfu couldn't help but feel a little sad at night.

"She has served me for nearly ten years, and in my impression, she always stands there quietly, not saying much, but every sentence and word is warm. I never imagined that one day I would see her so determined, she was almost bent on death. ”

"I was her master and her God. But for the sake of that man, in front of me, she would rather be turned into a stone. Then I realized that she was really in love with that person. ”

"It's nothing to do with **, nothing to do with loneliness, nothing to do with revenge, she just met the right person, fell in love with her, and was willing to die for him. I don't know what to do with her, and in fact, no one has the right to stop her from devoting her whole life to this love. ”

There are too many similar things between Yuan Chengcheng and Yun Xuan, the same gentleness and affection, the same dedication to love, and the same righteousness. It is precisely because of their shadow-like resemblance that Huangfu Yehan will never be able to kill Yun Xuan, but fate makes him unable to refuse anger, so this kind of self-resentment can only transform anger into widespread anger, so he can only torture Luo Ziqi.

Huangfu Yehan knew that the adulterer was Luo Ziqi, but he pretended not to know. He just wants to keep him alive, he wants to torture him, he wants to torture himself by torturing him......

Knowing that Yun Xuan was dead, Luo Ziqi was discouraged, and he just wanted to go with her immediately. But Huangfu's cold words reminded him that he couldn't die. No matter how much Huangfu Yehan disappointed Yun Xuan, he and Yunxuan were always sorry for Huangfu Yehan. Yun Xuan absolved him with a death, and he could only wash away her stigma with a lifetime of loyalty.

From now on, Ziqi has no other heart. But I want to fight on the battlefield, do my best for the country, and die! ”

Whether it is self-abuse or abuse him, all his love and hate, sorrow and joy in this life are only loyal to the emperor......