6-17. If you don't come, I'm not old (7) – then let's try, whether we love it or not

"Mom!" Seeing Mo Fei come back, he was surprised and delighted, and ran up to hug his mother.

Murphy crouched down and hugged her, then took her little hand and entered the inner hall. Sitting on the sofa with her mother, she suddenly looked up and asked, "Mom, can I call Dad?" Can I still eat cake today? ”

"It's a pity, didn't you eat it yesterday?"

Not only did she eat the cake yesterday, but An Bai personally sent her back.

"But, I'm ......" Mo Fei looked at her aggrieved appearance with a small mouth, and said thoughtfully, "Dad has a job, and he is very busy, so he can't always play with you, understand?" ”

"Oh!" Regretfully agreed, like someone who had seen through the secret, he lowered his head in shame.

After dinner, Mo Fei and Xi Xi were playing a game of knotting ropes in the living room, Mo Nan was looking through the newspapers of the day, Liu Jinling was writing in the study, and An An was building his own battle base, which was a very complicated project, and he had been doing it for two days.

On the sofa, the mother and daughter were very interested, and the little hands were very clever, and Mo Fei saw that the daughter had learned how to dismantle these ropes, and couldn't help but praise a few words, "It's so amazing!" ”

Xi Xi smiled happily, and knotted the rope for Mo Fei to unwrap, and when Mo Fei just lowered his head to look, Xi Xi suddenly muttered, "Dad! ”

Father?

When Mo Fei turned to look, he saw a figure dressed in white outside the window!

That is, in the few seconds when she lost her mind, Xi Xi had already run out barefoot, "Xi Xi! Mo Fei's shout alarmed Mo Nan, "What's going on?" ”

"Dad, yes...... It's Ann Bai outside! ”

Mo Fei's footsteps paused, answered his father, and followed out closely, outside, Xi Xi had already shouted that his father ran to An Bai's side...... Seeing her daughter come out barefoot, An Bai picked it up with pity, and used her fingers to help her brush off the dust on the soles of her feet, "It's a pity, are you on your feet?" ”

"No," she shook her head in her father's arms, and suddenly said very seriously, "Dad, do you know? The floor in the living room is cool and the floor in the yard is hot! ”

An Bai smiled - it seems that the child has unexpectedly increased his knowledge by going barefoot once!

"Daddy, you...... Are you busy at work? ”

"I'm not busy, my father is the president, and the president is in charge of big things, only those special and important things have to be decided by me!"

When Mo Fei came to the courtyard, she happened to hear the conversation between the father and daughter, she stood quietly for a while, turned around, lowered her head and prepared to leave, "Mo Fei! There was a man's reluctant voice behind her, she sighed softly and said softly, "Let's talk at home!" ”

Hearing my mother say let my father come home, I was happier than anyone else, "Dad, let's go home!" ”

"Good!"

Entering the hall, An Bai greeted Mo Nan respectfully with his daughter in his arms, and An An heard his father's voice in the activity room on the first floor, ran out, and pulled An Bai to see his battle base.

The living room was quiet again, Mo Nan looked at his daughter standing aside, and said with emotion, "The children love Anbai very much!" ”

"Dad!"

"Mo Fei, Mom and Dad are old, and they no longer look forward, but backward! In the days to come, I hope to see you and your children live happily ever after...... You are happy, and your mother and I can enjoy our old age in peace! ”

After listening to his father's words and remembering all the things in the past, Mo Fei said sadly, "Dad, my daughter is not filial!" ”

Mo Nan saw her daughter's pain, waved her hand at her, and motioned for her to sit beside him, "Mo Fei, do you know what the Chinese often mean by 'filial piety' to their parents?" ”

Mo Fei silently stretched out his hands, held his father's hand, and shouted, "Dad! ”

"When parents are old, serving left and right is filial piety, and everything is filial piety! When you just said the word 'unfilial piety', you thought of the worries, troubles and pains that your parents have endured because of your actions, but have you ever seriously thought about how to make your parents happy now and in the future? ”

"Dad, the children and I will always be with you and Mom!"

"No, that's not enough...... You and An Bai are separated like this, the two children are unhappy without their father's company, and you, you have never been really happy, all this, your mother and I see it, can you be happy? You have been bored in the house this afternoon, and your mother and I have been sitting in the living room all afternoon, and then Anbai called and said that he had proposed to you that he wanted to get engaged, and you did not agree...... Mo Fei, I know that you still have a lot of reluctance in your heart, but, do you know, with the form of marriage, your relationship can be well repaired, so I discussed with your mother and wanted you and An Bai to marry directly - you already have An An and Xixi, so you don't have to go through other forms...... Getting married, for you, for the children, and for the old people of the two families is an explanation! ”

"Dad!"

"I've told you what my parents mean, what you think, how you do, it's up to you!"

After speaking, Mo Nan brushed away his daughter's hand and went upstairs without looking back.

……

When An Bai left, he asked his mother to send his father off as usual, and Mo Fei had to agree.

On summer evenings, when there were insects chirping in the grass and occasionally seeing fireflies in the lights, Anbai stayed by Mo Fei's side not far away, not saying a word. When they walked to the tennis court, the two men stopped and sat down in their chairs.

Finally, An Bai said, "It's me who is not good today, I told you so much on the phone, and my hand holding the phone is tired!" I knew it early, and I had something to say at night, and I said it face-to-face, how good! ”

"Anbai, you said something wrong today!"

“……”

"You say, I forgot that I still love you—actually, it's me...... It's that I'm used to loving you anymore! At the beginning, I was very unaccustomed to it, I would think, it would hurt, but after a long time, I thought it would be good without you...... You let it go, I don't want to ......"

"It's fine without me, isn't it?"

"Yes, my heart is calm without you...... I can tell you that from the time I fell in love with you, in my heart, I felt like a third person, first a third person in your love, and then a third person in your marriage......"

"No, Murphy, there is no third party in love, when the feeling of heartbeat is gone, when the enthusiasm is gone, love is gone! There is no third party in marriage, there is only love in marriage, people who cherish not cherish, if you love, no matter how fragile the marriage is, it will last, if you don't love, then you will get divorced! People make mistakes, and those who don't make any mistakes at all are saints! Before, I have never dared to face my heart, I dare not face our love, I thought, I am Arya's, even if, when I hold her, my heart is as calm as water, even if we sleep in the same bed...... I didn't feel anything at the time, I still stubbornly clinged to the love that had disappeared, the marriage that had no love, but, in fact, it was the pain of two people, no, it was the pain of three people, and even the pain of the relatives around us - think about it, because of me and Leah, the An family has never been calm," Speaking of this, An Bai turned around, put his arm around Mo Fei's weak shoulders, and continued to say affectionately, "Mo Fei, after I divorced Liya, I once wanted to come to you, but I felt that my heart was chaotic at that time, and I didn't dare to face you, Now I'm determined, I'm not going to let go......"

"Anbai, you don't need to say it, you told your father about the engagement today, right? I don't want to, I don't want any wedding, I just want a peaceful life, a few years ago, I returned to City A with peace and pity, and I suffered from everyone's criticism...... Now, if I were to be with you again with my two children, what would everyone think, how would I say, I don't want to, I really don't want to......"

Mo Fei said bitterly, and finally couldn't cry, An Bai silently took her in his arms, his cheek pressed tightly against her hair, "Everything is with me, if there is a fault, it is also my fault, not you, as long as you stand by my side, I will block all the open guns and arrows, I am a man, it is my responsibility to protect you and the children, be good, don't cry......"

"No, Anbai, I don't want you to protect me, I will only be humiliated if I stand by your side, I don't want to, I don't want to!"

"However, I don't want you to be an An'an and cherished mother without any identity, I can't do that! As you said, you want to be my princess, my wife, and my president's wife...... I want you to stand with me at the head of Ann's! ”

"No, I don't want to, I don't want anything anymore......"

"Murphy, just tell me, do you still love me?!"

"I ...... I do not know...... I do not know! ”

"Okay, then let's try and see if we still love it!"

"Anbai, what are you talking about...... Not! ”

……

When the lips of the two people were stacked together, a meteor shower suddenly fell in the night sky, so dazzling, so spectacular, and so beautiful, and the two people on the ground, like biting each other with a night pearl, carefully tolerated, and slowly gifted, so sweet and hearty, like countless dreams to meet, like countless long sighs near the window, and like that long, leisurely, endless thoughts......

"Ahh When they finally separated, Mo Fei exhaled uncomfortably, she hadn't kissed like this for a long time, and at this moment, the qi in her chest had been exhausted, and the person had no strength.

"Murphy!" An Bai hugged the beloved woman tightly, the blue eyes that became unusually bright in the dark night, looked up at the starry sky, and looked at Mo Fei in his arms, and said emotionally, "Baby, we still love very much, don't we?" Our love is still so strong, isn't it? ”

"......" Murphy was tired, so tired that he didn't want to talk or argue.