Chapter 321: "Silence"
"Uncle, can I beg you? You let me go. I'm also sleepy, and I want to sleep too, can we both sleep separately? ”
Sun Yuzhen begged Lin Zaishan weakly.
She really couldn't move.
When people are unconscious, the joints of the body are very hard, and Lin Zaishan has a strange force in his body, he locks Sun Yuzhen as if he is locked in a big iron cage, no matter how hard Sun Yuzhen tries, he can't get him open, Sun Yuzhen is almost tired to death.
If this was a stranger bullying her like this, hugging her from behind, Sun Yuzhen's elbow would have knocked the other party's stomach a long time ago.
Even if she picks the other party's eyes, she has to wake up the other party.
But for Lin Zaishan, where did Sun Yuzhen do this?
She is reluctant to pinch the forest in the mountain, how can she go to pick the forest in the mountain, to fight the forest in the mountain?
She was afraid that Lin Zaishan would wake up.
She is looking forward to Lin Zaishan waking up, don't bully her;
But she didn't want Lin Zaishan to wake up, and wanted Lin Zaishan to sleep comfortably.
She was psychologically conflicted.
was already tired, and was tossed so much by Lin Zaishan, Sun Yuzhen was really haggard.
She wanted to make a final effort to see if she could secretly move Lin Zaishan.
This time, she used a more careful movement than just now, and very slowly moved Lin Zaishan away from her legs.
After that, he was more careful to carry Lin Zaishan's right arm.
I didn't even dare to breathe, as if I was doing spy work, Sun Yuzhen had a nervous expression on her face, her eyes stared straight at Lin Zaishan's hand that was removed one centimeter by centimeter, and her attention was all on Lin Zaishan's hand.
Probably, when Lin Zaishan's arm was raised and there was a space of 10 centimeters away from her body, Sun Yuzhen took a deep breath, ready to take the opportunity to escape from this gap.
But just when she was about to exert herself, Lin Zaishan found out that she was going to run away! -- Arm down. Deprived her of all her efforts, he hugged her tightly!
This time, Lin Zaishan not only hugged Sun Yuzhen's waist and abdomen with his right hand tighter, but his left hand under Sun Yuzhen's neck folded back, locking Sun Yuzhen's shoulders and chest!
Sun Yuzhen's upper body was locked motionless, and she was angry and wanted to scold the three-character scripture!
She couldn't even talk to Lin Zaishan anymore.
Lin Zaishan didn't give her a chance to escape at all!
Is this holding her today?
"Uncle, let me ask you one last time, are you awake or not?"
Sun Yuzhen really didn't have the strength to fight with Lin Zaishan, and asked this question that could not have an answer at all.
After waiting for a few minutes, Lin Zaishan did not hear back at all. Sun Yuzhen closed her eyes for a while, wanting to rest and try to escape again, but she almost didn't fall asleep this time she closed her eyes.
In a daze, Sun Yuzhen suddenly felt as if her right chest had been rubbed by someone!
It woke her up all at once!
Looking down at her chin, Lin Zaishan locked her left hand on her chest, and sure enough, through the thin fabric, he was kneading her right breast, which was as soft as a marshmallow!
Lin Zaishan kneaded not very hard, it was a kind of grasping and kneading power intentionally or unintentionally in his sleep. But this kind of grasping and kneading has changed the shape of Sun Yuzhen's ****.
Sun Yuzhen's breasts are very big, but Lin Zaishan's hands are bigger, so he rubs them. almost grabbed all of Sun Yuzhen's chest in his hands.
This is not the first time Lin Zaishan has grabbed her chest, the last time she helped Lin Zaishan step on her waist, she accidentally fell down, and Lin Zaishan helped her fiercely. I grabbed her breasts, but that time it was unintentional.
This time, Lin Zaishan is obviously deliberately playing with her ****!
This makes Sun Yuzhen too embarrassed!
It is intentional to say that Lin Zaishan is in the mountains. It's not quite accurate.
Lin Zaishan was indeed deliberately rubbing the breasts of the woman in his arms, but his subconscious made him think that this was the breasts of his lover Li Xiaoni.
If he had a subjective consciousness and touched Sun Yuzhen's chest, he would immediately be able to distinguish that this milk was as soft as milk. Son, it's definitely not Lee Hyo-ni's.
Li Xiaoni's breasts are elastic, the milk is very Q, the touch is full of elasticity, and the meat is very porcelain, which is by no means this kind of soft and easy to sink feel.
But now he has no subjective consciousness, he just feels that the soft chest in his hand is particularly easy to touch, so he gently rubs it when he falls asleep to satisfy his primitive desire. Hope.
Sun Yuzhen saw that her chest was flattened by Lin Zaishan, and the roots of her ears almost didn't burn red!
A tense and exciting heat current in the stomach exploded all at once! It's like being blown up!
She's never been rubbed like this before!
Even the female doctor didn't rub her **** like this when she examined her!
Unexpectedly, without warning, her. The son was rubbed by her favorite man!
This should have been a very exciting thing, but thinking that Lin Zaishan had a lover, Sun Yuzhen felt that what she was going through was so ashamed!
"No, that's not the case! Uncle! Don't mess with me! ”
Sun Yuzhen screamed aggrievedly, and hurriedly pulled Lin Zaishan's hand away.
She wanted to get up angrily, sat up from the sofa, and stopped hugging Lin Zaishan.
But Lin Zaishan's unicorn arm locked her upper body, and she held on to the sofa a few times, but she couldn't sit up!
Sun Yuzhen is really going crazy!
As soon as she struggled, Lin Zaishan immediately increased the strength of locking her, his right hand tightly hugged her waist and abdomen, and his left hand pressed on her chest, this time it was not rubbed, but completely flattened her chest! Just pressed and grabbed her breasts, not allowing her the slightest room to withdraw.
Sun Yuzhen really wants to scream! But she knew that even if she shouted hard, it would be useless. Lin Zaishan didn't know why, and completely entered a state of demonic shock.
He is definitely not sober now, otherwise he would never have done such a thing to bully her!
What the hell should I do now?
Sun Yuzhen is really out of line.
She didn't want to struggle anymore, the more she struggled to be hugged by Lin Zaishan, the more she died, and before Lin Zaishan woke up, she would definitely not be able to break free from Lin Zaishan's arms.
She didn't struggle, Lin Zaishan was still loose, and she was comfortable lying down.
She simply stopped struggling, completely complied with Lin Zaishan's strength to hug her, and gently leaned on Lin Zaishan's arms, so that Lin Zaishan and her were lying comfortable.
She became gentle. Lin Zaishan's hand strength also became gentle, that is, he hugged her intimately and slept in the most intimate posture.
Sun Yuzhen closed her eyes tiredly, with a wry smile on her lips.
She's done spring before. Dream, I dreamed that Lin Zaishan hugged her to sleep, and I also dreamed of OOXX her.
That dream made her so refreshed, and she couldn't get enough of it when she woke up.
For several days later, she looked at Lin Zaishan with tenderness in her eyes, and even had the idea of secretly going to Lin Zaishan's studio to sleep at night.
But this kind of thinking is just her own secret thinking, a little inferior. She definitely did not dare to put it into practice. But she really wanted to experience what it was like to be held and slept by Lin Zaishan.
But she didn't expect that in such a bizarre situation today, she experienced it.
What a shame it is!
It's not as sweet as in dreams at all.
In her dreams, she wouldn't think about Lin Zaishan having a better half at all. In the dream, she is the other half of Lin Zaishan.
But in reality, it is impossible for her not to think about Lin Zaishan's other half.
When she thought about this, she felt so ashamed! It's like stealing with Lin in the mountains behind someone else's back. It's the same.
She didn't want to be like that!
She's never been that kind either!
But this society is so cruel that it always changes the original intention of our lives.
The more we struggle and resist, the more it ravages.
Ravaged and ravaged. We succumbed and became sophisticated, sophisticated, and sophisticated, which of course is a nice way to say; To put it mildly, we have lost our unique selves.
Now. was rubbed by Lin Zaishan, Sun Yuzhen was a little about to lose the self in her heart.
Lin Zaishan's left hand, which was originally pressing her chest, slowly rubbed Sun Yuzhen's chest after Sun Yuzhen stopped struggling. But he doesn't rub it all the time. Instead, he rubbed it every two or three minutes, as if he was dreaming about something, and he rubbed it when he thought about it. If you can't think of it, just put it away.
Sun Yuzhen was angry for a long time before, and found that she couldn't change anything at all, and she was not excited now, so she let Lin Zaishan knead it. Anyway, Lin Zaishan was not awake. I guess he won't remember anything when he wakes up.
Since life is going to be irreversibly strong. Rape us, we have no way to resist, and we can only pose and enjoy.
Sun Yuzhen didn't think much about it, and she didn't toss anymore.
It's a dream, just think it's a dream.
After calming down, Sun Yuzhen felt a little enjoyed.
In a few days, on February 2nd, she will turn 26 years old, and although she has not yet tasted the forbidden fruit, she is already a fully mature woman.
She has never been by a man like this - the top is rubbed, the bottom is topped, although they are all separated by clothes, but she is not wearing underwear inside, the nightdress is very thin, Lin Zaishan's T-shirt and pajama pants are also very thin, and they are not much different from each other through the clothes.
This kind of too intimate contact is so exciting for Sun Yuzhen that it can't be more exciting.
After being rubbed by Lin Zaishan for a while, Sun Yuzhen's lower abdomen gradually had a hot current surging, and her whole body was itchy, wanting to scratch, but she didn't know where to scratch.
Lin Zaishan can help her scratch this itch, but Lin Zaishan doesn't do it, he just provokes her with his boots, which is really a bit torturous to Sun Yuzhen.
When she closed her eyes, she seemed to be sleepy, she was very tired, she wanted to sleep, and she didn't want to think about anything; But I want to hold on and continue to enjoy this irresistible but helpless thrill that I experienced for the first time in my life.
If it were another man who was doing this, Sun Yuzhen would definitely be very uncomfortable, and it would be impossible to give the other party such a chance to her.
But for Lin Zaishan, even if she hurts herself, she doesn't want to hurt him, and she can't refuse him. It wasn't until this moment that she finally determined that she was really in love with this man.
Not to mention that Lin Zaishan only got her hysteria now, even if Lin Zaishan didn't have hysteria, if she really came to force her, she probably wouldn't be able to refuse.
She can reason with Lin Zaishan, but if Lin Zaishan doesn't listen, she won't have any way to stop the other party.
In the face of love, what woman will not get dizzy?
Alas......
Silent enjoyment, but also silent bearing.
Sun Yuzhen was thinking in a daze, and she was about to fall asleep.
In a moment before falling asleep, she suddenly remembered that Lin Zaishan played Liu Mengmeng's piano at home after Christmas, and sang a song to her and Liu Mengmeng - "Silence".
That night, Lin Zaishan was in high spirits and wanted to give them some benefits, so he played the piano and sang several songs that they had never heard.
Among them, they were the most impressed. The most flavorful, and the most heartfelt, is this "Silence".
This song was silenced for both of them at that time.
Lin Zaishan's solid and magnetic voice, with a kind of vicissitudes of stickiness, firmly glues them to the artistic conception of this song.
This song uses simple metaphors and renderings to outline the theme of fate and calamity.
The melody maintains an emotional restraint in the tone of "silence", and the chorus is only a few strokes from suppression to promotion and then from promotion to suppression in just a few bars. But it well reflects the crossing and interlacing of fate and calamity.
When Lin Zaishan sang this song, in terms of rhythm, syncopation and control of broken sentences, it showed a sense of the annual rings of the years, which made people sound desolate and vast, but still full of forbearance and insight. Through the rendering of emotions, he vividly interprets the gray mood of a man's loneliness and loneliness after the silence of the years.
The huge sense of spatial depth he created when he sang this song was like a black hole, every time Sun Yuzhen heard this song. I felt like I was going to be sucked in.
After listening to this song for the first time, she immediately asked Lin Zaishan for the audio and put it in her music list, becoming one of her favorite tracks.
Lin Zaishan always said that there was a fate between them. Sun Yuzhen was ignorant, and she couldn't understand what the "fate" between them that Lin Zaishan emphasized meant.
Now, the strange but irresistible is loved by Lin Zaishan. Ravaged, caressed, hurt. Sun Yuzhen finally figured out a little bit - the relationship between her and Lin Zaishan, perhaps as written in this song, has been sentenced to lifelong loneliness just by meeting and thinking -
……
I was condemned to lifelong loneliness by love~
Don't fight back~
Don't let go~
The circle that can't be drawn under the pen ~
The heart is filled with dissatisfaction~
It's you~
……
Why does love sentence all beings to loneliness~
Can't break free~
Can't escape~
The knot that can't be untied on the brow~
The hit can't be solved~
It's you~
……
Recalling these two heartbreaking choruses sung by Lin Zaishan, Sun Yuzhen was not sleepy again, but wanted to cry uncomfortably.
She didn't dare to think about what she looked like now lying in Lin Zaishan's arms and being rubbed by Lin Zaishan.
Why did she intervene so humbly in the relationship between Lin Zaishan and that aunt?
Why did she become such a person?
Could it be that she is really what Lin Zaishan sang in the song "Silence" - she has turned into a stubborn fish and swam alone against the current?
She didn't want to be like that.
She doesn't want to disturb other people's happiness.
But why did Lin Zaishan "force" her to be such a person?
Lin Zaishan woke up, maybe she didn't remember anything, she Lin Zaishan was still an insignificant junior and friend who needed to be taken care of.
But in her own heart, is she still the pure girl she was before?
Can she still hold the bottom line between her and Lin Zaishan?
Does she dare to pat her big chest and say that there is nothing between her and Lin Zaishan?
I want to be like a dream, but who can really treat life as a dream?
What happened is what happened, and it's useless to make excuses!
The more Sun Yuzhen thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and the more she thought about it, the more humble and confused she became.
She really didn't know what to do.
She didn't want to turn her back to Lin Zaishan, twisted her body, she looked at Lin Zaishan and lay down, squeezed her big breasts to Lin Zaishan's chest, put her hands around Lin Zaishan's neck, buried her little face in Lin Zaishan's arms, and took the initiative to put her body in Lin Zaishan's arms.
If, as sung in "Silence", she is destined to lose this man, then she will try to cherish every minute, every second, every hug, and every interaction now.
If you don't cherish it in this life, you don't know which life you can meet again.
Since she will have to endure the loneliness of sinking to the bottom of the sea alone in the future, then now while she can still swim on the surface of the sea, she, a stubborn fish, will take one more look at the dazzling sun and enjoy the warmth of the sun. (To be continued.) )