Chapter 68: Don't Cry (6000+) Turning his head, Xia Fan endured the feeling of pantothenic swelling in his eyes, and looked at the man he had loved for four years with clear eyes.

In my mind, it was like a movie rewind projection, repeatedly showing the beauty of their four years together, and finally froze Fang Xinqi's gloomy and delusional eyes.

A nightmare face flashed away and she bit her lip with her teeth—

"Yi Nan, go back to the army! I...... We...... We don't fit! ”

Because of herself, Nian Yinan's future has been repeatedly affected, and even the relationship between him and the Nian family has begun to show a white-hot state, she doesn't want to be this sinner, not only the impact of the things between her and Fang Xinqi now, but also the fact that everyone in the Nian family treats her very well, she can't let herself have such an excellent Nian Yinan with a crippled body, let alone let the Nian family who is good to her, complain.

A sentence that we are not suitable makes Nian Yinan's heartstrings tense.

"Xiaofan, what stupid thing are you talking about, what is inappropriate? Just because we have my family in the middle, are you going to say that we are not suitable? ”

This woman has inexplicably broken up with himself once, and he really can't accept this woman breaking up with him again.

For her, he didn't live like himself anymore, and in the end, he still got such a sentence that they were not suitable for.

Nian Yinan's emotional appearance fell on Xia Fan's eyes perfectly, making her already messy and numb head, and she trembled again when she thought of the first time she told him to break up, his bar drunk look.

Holding the small hand hanging down at her side, Xia Fan's heart was really uncomfortable, she never thought of hurting Nian Yinan, even if she wanted to break up with him, all she thought about was to break up with him peacefully, leaving the other party a memory that didn't hurt.

Doing psychological struggles again and again, in the end, she still endured the feeling of being Ling Chi at the top of her heart, and said the heartless words-

"Yi Nan, you ...... Will find a better girl than me! ”

"I don't!"

Breaking free of the four special forces who were holding him indiscriminately, Nian Yinan stepped forward like crazy and grabbed her wrist with one hand.

With the speed of the wind during the training in the army, he pulled Xia Fan and walked directly to the door of the ward.

Seeing his son becoming more and more unfilial and disobedient to his will, Nian Zhendong immediately turned a face.

"You four go and get this rebel back for me!"

A rough order was given, and four special forces chased him out of the ward.

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Nian Yinan pulled Xia Fan and hurriedly got into the elevator.

Unlike Nian Yinan, who had received long-term training in the army, Xia Fan quickly became out of breath.

After getting out of the elevator, Nian Yinan led her to the parking lot and forcibly stuffed her into the car.

The car drove away until it reached the outskirts.

After making sure to avoid the people sent by his father, Nian Yinan stopped the car.

Although he knew that he couldn't get rid of the fate of returning to the army, he just wanted to find Xia Fan and talk about her wanting to break up with him.

"Xiaofan, you...... Did you really break up with me? ”

Nian Yinan's voice trembled and asked Xia Fan, the relationship between the four years together is not something that can be put down at all, he is gambling, betting on her unbearability, and betting on her cherishing of their four-year relationship.

Sitting in the co-pilot's seat, because of Nian Yinan's direct questioning, she grabbed the seat belt with her little hand and had to break the seat belt.

In the degree of intense psychological struggle, after a while, she moved her white lips slightly-

"I ...... It's not suitable for you, break up, it's good for you and me! ”

"What do you mean by inappropriate? After four years together, you didn't feel that it was inappropriate between us, and now you are saying to me that it is not suitable, Xiaofan, how can the relationship between us be so fragile? ”

If it hadn't started, maybe none of them would have been in pain, and they had managed to survive until today's relationship, and he couldn't believe it or accept it.

"It's not that our previous relationship was fragile, it's because ...... Because I'm not worthy of you! ”

"Not worthy of me? Xiaofan, you are not such a person with hierarchical differences, you suddenly said to me that you are not worthy of me, do you think that the disparity in identity between us is also a problem? ”

"No, I'm just ......"

Nian Yinan's questioning made Xia Fan feel bad in her heart, she really wanted to tell him the truth, but what could she do if she told him, let him and Fang Xinqi work hard, and then ruin their good future?

"Since you don't, Xiaofan, why are you telling me that it's not suitable, that you're not worthy of me?"

It was difficult to talk about being questioned, Xia Fan bit her lip, even if she broke a layer of skin, she couldn't answer the question that Yi Nan asked her last year.

"Don't ask me, I've made it very clear, it's not suitable between us, we can't be together!"

Not daring to look at Nian Yinan's eyes, Xia Fan's eyes moistened slightly while he spoke.

"Clear? Xiaofan, did we really make it clear to each other? Don't lie to me, and don't lie to yourself, okay? ”

“……”

"Are you just thinking so badly? On my father's side, I didn't go to be jealous, why should you be jealous? Is it really that hard to be my girlfriend and stick with me and not care about other people's eyes? ”

"Don't say it, don't say it again!"

Tears "Let's go, let's go!" Xia Fan covered his ears with self-deception.

She was powerless, as if she had been stripped of her cocoon, and her weak limbs trembled instinctively.

took Xia Fan's pain into his eyes, and couldn't bear to use words to stimulate her Nian Yinan, stretched out his long arm and hugged her in the co-pilot's arms.

His chin rested on her little head, and he sighed weakly—

"Xiaofan, don't break up with me, we have to stand firm, anyone who wants to break us up, don't break up with me! These two words are really too heavy for me to bear! ”

The muttering voice sounded above her head, and the corners of his thin mouth kissed her hair inch by inch, then her forehead, eyelashes, Qiong's nose, and finally, it was imprinted on Xia Fan's two cherry blossom-like lips......

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Sincerely can't let go of such feelings, Xia Fan once again failed to break up with Nian Yinan.

"Xiaofan, wait for me, you must wait for me, I will take the rest of the training in the army, you--you must wait for me as always, wait for me to come back and marry you!"

With the last sentence frozen between the two people, Nian Yinan got on the train back to the army.

waved his hand to Nian Yinan, seeing that he didn't continue to make trouble, he returned to the army with peace of mind, and Xia Fan's hanging heart was also relieved.

It's just that the moment she turned around, she bumped into Jiang Jing's resentful eyes, looking at herself viciously.

"Miss Xia, how much do you like my family Yi Nan that you test him with this childish game three times or twice?"

Wearing a women's suit and narrow skirt, Jiang Jing stood on the platform with Xia Fan in a sassy posture.

has been busy working in the company, and at noon I heard that my son escaped from the army for Xia Fan.

Hearing such news, she no longer had the energy to continue working.

"I didn't!"

Questioned in such an unfriendly tone, Xia Fan instinctively denied that she didn't want to play such a childish game, you know, she didn't want to break up with Nian Yinan more than anyone else.

"Miss Xia, even if you deny it, you can't change your heart of wanting to join the Red Gate and become the eldest daughter-in-law of the Nian family!"

According to such a girl who has been cleaned out of the house, because they can't stand the mediocre and bleak voices of the common people, they want nothing more than to live in high society, so in order to achieve their goals, they will do whatever it takes.

was counted by Jiang Jing in a slanderous tone, Xia Fan's already complicated heart was not a taste in every way.

Tightening the small hand that fell to her side, and then raising her clear eyes, she fell on Jiang Jing's face without fear.

"Mrs. Nian, if I wanted to live the life of the Red Gate, ten years ago, I would not have left the house with my mother from the army compound!"

Xia Fan smiled shallowly at the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were indifferent and abnormal, without any warmth.

"Mrs. Nian, compared to you accusing me of being a money-worshipping girl, I think you should thank me more, if I hadn't persuaded Yi Nan'an to return to the army with peace of mind today, what kind of scene do you think would be now?"

"You ......"

Xia Fan's words of counterattack made Jiang Jing move his mouth, but he couldn't say a word.

"Mrs. Nian, I love Yi Nan's people, even if he is not a member of the Nian family, I will love him. Compared to the aura of the Nian family on him, I hope he is a boy from an ordinary family, because of the life of the red door, I am not rare! ”

The corners of Xia Fan's mouth were sharp, she saw with her own eyes what kind of confrontational relationship her mother had with her grandmother in the life of the red door, and she thought that the life of ordinary people was a difficult scripture to read, but the life of these wealthy families and red doors was more sad and difficult than the life of ordinary people!

Thinking that his mother, who didn't know the truth, was still waiting for him in the hospital, Xia Fan didn't plan to stay with Jiang Jing for long.

After politely bowing to Jiang Jing, she straightened her back and walked outside, leaving Jiang Jing standing alone as if she was stupid.

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Coming back from the train station, Xia Fan went straight to the hospital.

She has always been secretive about Nian Yinan's identity, not only because she didn't know much about it before, but also because after she knew Nian Yinan's true identity, she didn't dare to tell her mother.

She and her mother came out of the Red Gate family, and her mother didn't like her to have too much contact with the Red Gate family at all.

Pushing open the door, Xia Fan walked into the ward with anxiety in his heart.

When she looked into it, she saw her mother standing by the window, smoking a cigarette with and without a pair.

Knowing that her mother had a lung disease and was not suitable for smoking at all, Xia Fan hurriedly ran up-

"Mom, what are you doing here? The doctor said you can't smoke, you ......"

"Break up!"

Twitching the corners of his mouth, Ruan Yi spoke coldly.

The two words "......" suddenly popped out, making Xia Fan frown subconsciously.

"Mom, I'm ......"

"I'll let you break up with Nian Yinan!"

said decisively and resolutely, Ruan Yi did not give Xia Fan any right to resist at all.

The people closest to her also denied her relationship with Nian Yinan, and Xia Fan had mixed feelings in her heart.

The little face was twisted together painfully, Xia Fan buried his head, and couldn't say a word.

Unable to wait for Xia Fan's answer to herself, Ruan Yi's heart was filled with anger, so she took out a cigarette again, lit it, and smoked sulked.

The smell of tobacco lingered in his nose, Xia Fan frowned, raised his hand and grabbed Ruan Yi's hand-

"Mom, stop smoking, you have bad bones, smoking is ...... to you"

"Leave me alone, if you still admit that you are my Ruan Yi's daughter, you will break off the relationship with Nian Yinan!"

Speaking viciously, Ruan Yi was determined to break up with Nian Yinan.

Although she knew that Nian Yinan was a child from the army, she never thought that he was the eldest grandson of the Nian family, if she knew that Nian Yinan was a child of the Nian family, she would not agree to the interaction between them at all.

Hit his eardrum hard by his mother's non-negotiable words, Xia Fan closed his eyes in pain.

"Mom, why are you forcing me?"

If the Nian family doesn't want them to be together, she can understand, then her mother doesn't allow her to have such a hard-won happiness, she is really uncomfortable.

Faced with the situation that no one in this world admits her relationship with Nian Yinan, she can't tell what it feels like in her heart, just like a child with dreams who has been broken off her wings by evil and no longer gives her any possibility to fly.

"I'm an adult, I have the right to choose who I like, why don't you even let me exercise such a right?"

"I said no, it's not okay, don't you understand?"

"Mom, your marriage is already unhappy, do you really want to see me in the same situation as you? You didn't like your dad the same at the beginning, you liked it to the point of madness, so you went against the wishes of your grandfather and grandmother and married my dad, since you had such an experience, why can't you put yourself in my shoes? ”

"Smack!"

Xia Fan's words made Ruan Yi slap her fiercely and forcefully, and it was scraped on her face.

A crisp slap sounded in the ward, and the entire space immediately presented a state of tranquility.

Because of the impact of the slap on Xia Fan, Ruan Yi's hands were trembling and trembling.

Five finger prints appeared on the little face, and Xia Fan, who made his head "buzz", silently shed tears of sorrow.

The red palms were numb, Ruan Yi reacted, and a trace of pain crossed her heart.

After five seconds of silent contemplation, she suddenly withdrew her hand and clenched it into a fist—

"I said no, it's not okay, you and Nian Yinan are together, there is no room for negotiation!"

"Why?"

Sadness rendered all her thoughts, and Xia Fan roared loudly.

Everyone is not optimistic about this relationship, she wants to know what is the reason why she and Nian Yinan are not favored!

"Is it wrong for two people who love each other to walk together? Why are you so stubborn? Just because your love is not smooth, do you also think that if I marry Yi Nan, I will follow in your footsteps? ”

The messy words overflowed the corners of her lips, and all she could think about now was what she could do to defend her love and get all those who opposed it to support her instead.

"I don't want to listen to so many big truths, I just know that I am so much for your good!"

Twisting the cigarette butt in his hand, Ruan Yi threw the cigarette butt in the trash can on the side, and then walked outside with a step.

"For my good? Mom, do you really think it's good for me to break up your daughter's love? ”

"I said I don't want to hear any more from you, you want to be with Nian Yinan, I ...... I...... I ...... adamantly."

"Mom!"

Seeing that his mother's body suddenly shook, Xia Fan hurriedly rushed forward.

As soon as she caught Ruan Yi's body, she fainted as soon as she planted her head.

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"Rescue the patient!"

As the door of the operating room was closed again, Xia Fan's heart, like a drum, beat uncomfortably.

Covering her face with her hands, tears slid down her eyes.

She really didn't expect her mother's situation to be so fragile now, so fragile that the slightest disobedience would irritate her.

Thinking about the last time the doctor told her that her mother's condition could no longer be stimulated, Xia Fan realized that she had made a fatal mistake, and she should not have done things against her mother's wishes so unfilially.

As the results of the test report came out, Xia Fan was called to the attending physician's office.

changed an internist, he held his eye socket and handed the report to Xia Fan-

"Miss Xia, this is your mother's physical examination report, when you gave your mother a physical examination before, you should know that your mother has a big problem with her heart and lungs!"

"Well, I know, my mother has heart failure and bronchiectasis."

Truthfully tell everything he knows.

"Doctor, how is my mother doing? She ......"

"Miss Xia, your mother is not suffering from bronchiectasis, but lung cancer!"

"What?" Hearing these two words like the top of Mount Tai again, her heart trembled.

"What's going on? Didn't you say it was a misdiagnosis before? How could it be ......"

Xia Fan sat on the chair with a fart, and in disbelief, her breathing suddenly stopped.

"Miss Xia, your mother is now in the terminal stage of cancer, she has missed the best treatment period, in the next few days, we will regularly give chemotherapy to your mother, hoping to save your mother's life!"

Coming out of the attending physician's office, Xia Fan's whole mind kept circling the word "cancer", and those two words were like a cancer growing in her head, so that she couldn't pull it out at all.

She came back to the door of the operating room in a trance, and with tears in her eyes, she was caught by Fang Xinqi who walked towards the operating room at a glance.

When he heard that her mother had fainted again, he didn't know what was wrong with him, so he hurriedly threw away the work he was doing and drove to the hospital.

Seeing that there were tears in Xia Fan's bright eyes, he stepped forward and pulled the report sheet in Xia Fan's hand.

Looking at the report sheet full of various analysis data, the corners of his already thin mouth were pursed into a gap.

When I saw the diagnosis report, it was written "Advanced lung cancer!" At the time of the four words, his deep eyes reflected a dangerous light.

Damn it!

cursed viciously in his heart, he has been trying his best to hide this little woman, but he was still exposed by the doctors of the pig brains!

Before he could withdraw his gaze from the report, Xia Fan's two soft white hands tightly encircled his arms-

"Fang Xinqi, I beg you, even if I beg you, you will save my mother, please save my mother!"

In the current situation, she is really in a situation where she has nowhere to go, she can't go down to find the Xia family in a low voice, according to her mother's attitude that she would rather die than be at odds with the Xia family, she will not allow herself to beg the Xia family at all.

As for the Nian family, she didn't have a reason to ask the Nian family for help.

She could only beg Fang Xinqi, begging this devil who had torn her up.

Only if this man with one hand is willing to help her, her mother will have a chance to survive.

Being held tightly by two small hands as if grasping a life-saving straw, Fang Xinqi pursed his lips tightly.

After a while, he moved his lower lip—

"Don't cry!"

Without any verbal rendering, he only said these three words in the calmest tone, but it gave Xia Fan peace of mind that he had never had.

"You promise me!"

didn't get Fang Xinqi's promise to herself, she still opened her mouth with a little uneasiness.

As if the man's answer to himself could make her feel at ease, she looked at him with longing in her eyes.