Chapter 136: Is it so difficult to believe in me unreservedly?
Chapter 136: Is it so difficult to believe in me unreservedly? Looking at the little woman who was close at hand, looking at herself with black and white eyes, she wanted to get the truth urgently, Fang Xinqi's inconspicuous and undewy face looked at her indifferently.
The smoke continued to burn between his fingers, and the two people did not see each other's eyes clearly because of the layers of smoke, on the contrary, the two people at this moment seemed to be not looking with their eyes, but looking at each other with their hearts.
"What explanation do you want? With me, you may not get an explanation that satisfies you! ”
After a long time, Fang Xinqi gently lifted the corners of his mouth.
"Even if I can't get an explanation that satisfies me, I want you to give me an explanation!"
He gave her an explanation, she could choose not to believe him, but he gave her at least an attitude, she just had an attitude, an attitude that he gave to himself, to the loss of his loved ones.
Xia Fan's clear gaze boldly greeted Shang Xinqi.
The two gazes, in different states, one like fire and the other like ice, converged in the air.
Between his fingers, the scarlet cigarette butt burned all the way to the cigarette butt, and before it was about to burn his finger, it was extinguished in the ashtray beside him.
Fang Xinqi opened his eyes, and Xia Fan asked again, "Is it really that difficult to get an explanation from your mouth?" ”
"There's no explanation here, I've never done anything I thought was wrong!"
"Fang Xinqi!"
Xia Fan said angrily, he had never done anything he thought was wrong, so he always thought that the death of her relatives was right?
The curvature of Xia Fan's jaw is tight, even if it is a bow and arrow full of strings.
Raising her chin, she repeatedly moved her throat with difficulty, and only after her emotions calmed down a little did she speak-
"Let's go!"
She didn't want to see him again, since a man who stabbed his relatives and ruined his own family, and refused to give him even an explanation, what else could she want.
The voice was as thin as a mosquito fly, but Fang Xinqi still listened carefully.
Without any intention of leaving, Fang Xinqi casually took out another cigarette.
Just before he could light it, Xia Fan's eyes were red, and he snatched his cigarette and lighter from his hand.
"If you don't leave, is it interesting to stay here?"
Fang Xinqi pursed his lips because of Xia Fan's words, and looked at the little woman in front of him silently.
Seeing that the man in front of him was silent, Xia Fan's heart was desolate.
Can't get around, can't avoid it, they have to accept the arrangement of fate and continue to entangle each other.
Holding the lighter in her hand tightly, Xia Fan, whose whites of her eyes were gradually bloodshot, picked up the cigarette she snatched, lit it with the lighter, and then took a hard breath.
Different from women's cigarettes, men's cigarettes, Xia Fan, who no longer touches cigarettes after successful drug rehabilitation, immediately coughed, because the smoke choked into her respiratory tract, and tears were forced out of her eyes.
"What are you doing?"
Fang Xinqi's voice was cold, with a dark face, snatching the eye from Xia Fan's hand.
"Ahem...... Let me go! ”
She has always felt that she is a big woman who doesn't need anyone to appease her, but she will inadvertently use some childish behaviors from time to time to make a little woman emotional.
"What's the fuss?"
Fang Xinqi let out a displeased voice, and then snatched the cigarette and lighter in Xia Fan's hand directly, and then threw them out directly along the open window.
With a strong hand, controlling Xia Fan's two shoulders, Fang Xinqi's gray eyes were dark and deep, like a bottomless lake, with an indescribable cold owl.
"Have you made enough trouble?"
The force he pinched Xia Fan's shoulder was a little strong, which made Xia Fan, who was weak in his body, a little painful.
"You let me go, or you get out of here right away, I don't want to see you now, I don't want to see you at all!"
Xia Fan's tone became bad, and her eyes became angry, staring at the man in front of her who could think of what he looked like even if she closed her eyes.
"Explanation is so important to you, or is it?"
didn't let go of her because of Xia Fan's words, Fang Xinqi instead buckled her tighter, and with a pair of hands, it meant to crush her bones.
He never explained what he did to anyone, and the same was true for Xia Fan.
"Yes, it's important, it's important for me to explain!"
Xia Fan replied firmly.
There is a bias between men and women in their perception of the problem, and the man will never know how important his explanation is to the woman.
Fang Xinqi stared at Xia Fan's eyes, listening to her non-negotiable and wanting to explain to herself, his already thin lips were tightly pursed into an arc.
"What? You just won't explain it to me, will you? In that case, I ask you to leave! ”
Before Fang Xinqi could say anything to himself that could calm his emotions, Xia Fan broke free from his confinement and pointed to the door, his intention to let him leave couldn't be more obvious.
Xia Fan's shoulder was detached from his palm, and Fang Xinqi wanted to hold her down again, but he lost his strength inexplicably.
He raised his eyes to look at her, and under the silent gaze, Fang Xinqi clenched his fists, passed by Xia Fan, and walked towards the door.
Fang Xinqi walked away from his side, and Xia Fan instantly heard the sound of his heartstrings collapsing.
The finger pointing at the doorway was weakly withdrawn, and her already weak body swayed as if she was in the cold wind.
couldn't support it, Xia Fan pressed his hand on the edge of the table, and then, there were tears, like beads with broken threads, flowing down uncontrollably.
The tears flowed more and more, because after he and Fang Xinqi met again, they were still here in their own apartment, and they couldn't get a word of explanation from him, Xia Fan felt that his heart was about to be torn apart, and hot blood was gushing out.
The feeling of powerlessness in her eyes was like thousands of knives, hard to her heart, she had no strength to continue living now, and the sunshine she wanted to hold at the end was so cruelly disillusioned in her palm, and she was so sad that there was unspeakable despair in her heart.
Walking to the door, Fang Xinqi's heart was not comfortable.
He had just walked past Xia Fan, and with every step he took, he could feel that he was not walking on the floor, but on the blade, on the blade.
As if it were the most fatal blow, he looked at the door in front of him, and his heart hurt as if something was pulling hard.
Clenching the hand at his side, his rough fingertips unconsciously rubbed against his own flesh.
Lowering his eyes, he glanced at the double "F" ring, the ring that represented him and Xia Fan.
Because of the dazzling light of the ring in his heart, Fang Xinqi turned his head suddenly, and saw the little woman with her hands on the table, shrugging her shoulders and moving her head, and the whole person was completely confused.
Without any further hesitation, he turned around and walked in front of Xia Fan as fast as he could, followed, grabbed her waist, let her face him, and then sealed his lips with a kiss, holding her moist lips.
I haven't touched her sweetness for a long time, as soon as Fang Xinqi touched her lips, the whole person was like being poisoned, and he was turned upside down, without any intention of letting go.
A tenacious kiss was attached to his lips, and Xia Fan was trembling.
Deprived of breath between her lips and teeth, Xia Fan instinctively wanted to open her mouth to breathe, but Fang Xinqi wrapped around her tongue at the fastest speed.
The long tongue swept over the shell teeth, and Fang Xinqi pressed against Xia Fan's crown of teeth, occupying everything that belonged to her domineeringly.
Xia Fan didn't have much strength, because Fang Xinqi repeatedly barbarously plundered, and the whole person was very groggy.
"Is it so hard to believe in me unreservedly?"
Fang Xinqi let go of Xia Fan slightly, but his handsome face was next to her without separating from her.
Holding his head against her, he opened his mouth with a somewhat messy breath.
"Torture me for so long, and torture yourself for so long, do you want the two of us to continue this endless torture?"
He would never compromise because of anyone or anything, but this woman gave him the urge to give up his principles.
"Do you think I want that?"
As he spoke, the tears in Xia Fan's eyes flowed uncontrollably.
"I don't want us to go on like this, so you explain to me that it's the best way to get out of this situation between us, isn't it?"
Gray eyes, staring at the cheeks in front of him that will reverberate thousands of midnight dreams, there is an indescribable throbbing in the bottom of my heart.
"It's not something that can be solved by explanation, it's trust!"
"Heh......"
Xia Fan chuckled, very softly and ethereal.
"Fang Xinqi, do you want me to trust you? Then I ask you to tell me, how do you want me to trust you? My relatives, my home, and my friends around me have left me again and again because of you! I don't have anything left now, you still ask me to trust you so domineeringly, Fang Xinqi, if you have experienced so many things like me, will you still ask me so domineeringly? ”