Chapter 098: The Melancholy of Sanae in the East Wind Valley

Moriya Shrine,It's been four days since that unsuccessful visit to the world.,The shrine after losing human believers seems to be very deserted.,Yokai aren't a regular visitor here.,Except for the tengu who can only write lace news.,Almost no outsiders come here.。

And at this moment, the only wind zhu of Shouya Shrine is sweeping the open space in front of the shrine with a broom.,Contrary to the situation in the outside world.,There are two gods here that can be seen as real existence.,But as the spokesperson of the gods, the witch wind is the only one in all counts.。

Sweeping, expanding faith, and serving two unreliable gods, Sanae's burden can be said to surpass that of the shrine maidens of Shouya Shrine, and it is difficult to have such a strange treatment throughout the entire annals of history.

There is no one to use the gods, which was a joke at all in ancient times, but now it is a portrayal of Moriya Shrine.

But Sanae is very satisfied, and she likes her life very much because she lives with Kanako-sama and Suwako-sama, and it is great to be able to share the duties with them.

As the last descendant of the country of Suwa, Sanae can be said to be a descendant of Suwako to some extent, and there is nothing wrong with looking at the two gods with the eyes of their elders, although Suwako-sama is very undignified.

Little children are eager to grow.

Little children crave independence.

Little children crave recognition.

Sanae, who has always been regarded as a child, also has her own rebellion, and she hopes that her own gods can see her as an equal being, the kind of companion who can discuss problems and face difficulties together.

Instead of being protected by the little children, do greenhouse flowers for a lifetime.

Therefore, in Gensokyo, the most enthusiastic about faith sales is not the Hakurei witch who lives in poverty, not the Meiren Temple who hopes that the shemales will live in peace, and it is not the temple of the gods who wants to build a head in this regard because of a grudge with the former.

It is the Moriya Shrine, the Moriya Shrine that does not lack faith.

Under the mediation of Yakumo Murasaki, the source of faith at Shouya Shrine is very stable, although it is not as good as the peak period in the past, but this era is enough to make all other beings who want to believe in drool.

It stands to reason that this kind of treatment should be very satisfying, but don't forget that this is a paradise for youkai, and although the relationship with youkai is not as incompatible as imagined, there must be unwillingness in the idea of containing all kinds of complex emotions.

Sanae, who is keen, senses this, Suwako-sama and Kanako and Kanako-sama are distressed, she can help, and Sanae, who is very happy, is actively carrying out her own actions.

For this reason, he did not hesitate to test the bottom line of the monster sage step by step, after all, the strength of the gods depends on faith, and after having the human world, the strength of the Shouya Shrine will be closer to the lost house, which is difficult to tolerate for Yakumo Murasaki, the manager of the Great Enchantment.

Even if it was possible to face the youkai sage who always smiled at the banquet and looked extremely harmless, but knew that it was terrifying when he thought about it, Sanae was not afraid.

But it didn't go well, it didn't go well, there was no external force to interfere, there was no urban management law enforcement, and even this kind of missionary composition was still very unsmooth.

For example, Moriya Shrine is even less well-known than Alice, who occasionally comes to perform puppet shows in the world, although the latter does attract a large number of people with and without things to do because of her outstanding appearance and excellent puppet skills.

In Sanae's opinion, this is her own dereliction of duty, for which she has been disappointed, sad, and even has no appetite to eat for several days.

And Kanako and Suwako, who were concerned about this matter, chose to be permissive, at the wrong time, and chose the wrong method.

In their eyes, Sanae is old enough, and it's time to start going through some setbacks and storms, and these things are not enough to break her will and break her heart.

As gods who have been wise for thousands of years, the two gods made a mistake in judgment on the same thing at the same time.

They liked Sanae too much, far more than the gods liked their own shrine maidens.

Thousands of years of difficult survival have smoothed their edges and corners, making them cherish the people around them even more.

Their attitude towards Sanae has reached the level of doting.,In the previous years of growth, I tried to avoid Sanae's setbacks.,After arriving in Gensokyo, because of the change in the environment, the mentality has changed.,The policy of education has also changed slightly.。

Although it is peaceful, Gensokyo is not the outside world of the rule of law after all.

So get the right experience.

It stands to reason that there is nothing wrong with this choice, but the premise is that it is not in such an important matter.

Faith!

Before coming to Gensokyo, Sanae had seen more than once that a part of Suwako-sama's body began to become transparent, and although there was no precursor to death, it turned into a point of light, but it was enough to scare her at that time.

Although Kanako is better, as a Yamato god, she will not die without faith, but the slumber in a thousand years is almost doomed.

Where will Sanae be in a thousand years?

At that time, she was very scared before she became a living god, and in order not to worry the two gods, she was happy and optimistic on the surface, carefree, but in fact, from that time on, Sanae's heart had been hollow.

So she didn't find enough faith in the world, and the impact on her was even greater than she imagined.

Kanako and Suwako-sama will not disappear because of this, but the guilt caused by their incompetence has not diminished at all.

And now everything is triggered.

Sanae, who was still sweeping the floor, had dark eyes, and looked extremely unenergetic, and she was almost like two people a few days ago, even if she was sweeping the floor, she was a little absent-minded, and often some fallen leaves flew out from the broom when she swept it, and she was doing useless work all morning.

Even after doing these little things, Sanae stopped several times, and she didn't know what she was thinking about by the red torii.

It's all because of Sengoku Nadeshiko.

After the snake god from another world came to Gensokyo, he was quickly picked up by Kanako-sama, and even used part of his divine power to erase the traces.

These are not nothing, being able to find companions, even if they are very young and come from different worlds, Sanae will only be happy about it.

But then things weren't so pleasant.

Kanako-sama even did not hesitate to instill her divine power into Sengoku Nadeshiko, although it would not hurt her own origin, but this kind of treatment even Sanae herself had not received, she was only taught by the two gods that only the divine power obtained by good cultivation was valuable.

Why is this happening?

Finally, the conflict between **ji and Nadeshiko a few days ago shattered Sanae's last illusions.

The attitude they take towards Sanae and Nadeshiko, who are almost fighting, is incomprehensible and treats them equally, and no one punishes or favors anyone.

Is it the same treatment as yourself?

Sanae felt not something called jealousy, but from the deep uneasiness of her heart.

Kanako-sama doesn't like to talk to herself about anything, she jokes and talks about things from the past, but when it comes to big things, Sanae is often the last to know.

But in this incident, she smelled a different smell from the gods who got along day and night.

Guilty, sorry.

Is it to yourself?

Kanako-sama won't dislike herself, Suwako-sama won't love herself, Sanae can be sure of this, and they both see each other as family-like beings, the one they cherish the most.

Having someone you like more is not a reason to abandon it.,And depending on the situation, even Nadeshiko is only to the same extent as Sanae.。

But thinking of her recent performance that is not too brilliant, Sanae's breathing became a little rapid, and her face became more and more pale.

Not abandoned, but not said irreplaceable.

For the sake of Sanae's health, he handed over the missionary task to Sengoku Nadeshi, making her a shrine maiden and even the new Kaze, while Sanae was hidden in the snow and obediently stayed at home to enjoy Qingfu and be a carefree mascot.

This is extremely fatal treatment for a young girl of her young age.

Maybe there are people in this world who are willing to stay at home and play and sleep with nothing to do (Kaguya suddenly feels a heartache), someone who is willing to live a life of being served without having to run around anymore (Hakurei Reimu sneezes), and someone who wants to take a good rest (Youmu looks back).

But Sanae is definitely not included among these people.

She was still at an age of adventure, and this was not the age to retreat to the port when she saw strong winds and waves, thinking that all the wind and waves would rush over recklessly should be the weather she deserved.

Because of personality and gender, it is not the same as the above, but the enterprising spirit is definitely there.

So she couldn't take it.

Being occupied by too much of his mind is too much, and his reaction to the outside world is a little sluggish, and Sanae at this time looks stupid and stupid.

She's brewing her emotions, she's waiting for a better opportunity, she's awakening her courage.

This is also the biggest difference between her and the same kind and weak Reizen, she still has a strong side in her heart, and when she encounters such a problem, her choice is to go to a showdown with Kanako-sama, rather than obediently locking the problem in her heart alone, and secretly hurting until the end.

That being said, it won't break out until it reaches the limit, so Sanae, who is still in a state of unfounded worry, is in a very bad mental state, and it is poor to a certain extent, although it won't fall on the ground, but the simple job of sweeping the floor can't be done well.

Still, there are some things that haven't changed much.

For example, there are two people coming up the thousand-shelf steps of Moriya Shrine, and she knows it.