There is a large temperature difference between the outside and the inside of the hotel, so that the glass is covered with a thick layer of fog. Qiao Ye wiped it with his hand, and that small area suddenly became crystal clear, and we finally saw Su Han and the baby she was holding in her hand clearly through this place.

I looked at Qiao Ye, whose expression was constantly changing, and then asked, "How did Su Han find here?" ”

"I told her we were here just before I had a drink, but I didn't expect her to come because she had always refused to see me when I contacted her...... It's all about seeing this sentence in court. ”

I nodded, then replied, "Looks like someone is not good!" ”

"How?"

"Intuition...... She won't come to you for no reason, and since she came, she must have made something big or made a big decision...... I think you have to be mentally prepared first. ”

Qiao Ye's face was gloomy, and then he said "um".

"Do you want me to avoid it?"

"Sit down, I'm sure you're here...... There's also nothing between us that you can't know. ”

I nodded. Then he poured him a full glass of liquor, signaling that he could drink it to strengthen his courage. Qiao Ye really drank it in one gulp, and Su Han also pushed open the door of the private room and walked in at this time.

The child suddenly cried out with a "wow".

Qiao Ye froze in place like a fool, and he didn't know whether to talk to Su Han first or coax the child first.

I knew that the role of my stay was to adjust the embarrassment between the two people, so I hurriedly pulled out the chair and said to Su Han: "You sit down and talk first, I'll hug the child for a while." ”

At this time, Qiao Ye finally reacted, he walked in front of Su Han in one step, and then looked at the child who was still noisy...... His lips opened and closed several times, but he couldn't speak.

After staring at Qiao Ye for a while, Su Han said in a low voice: "The child doesn't have a Chinese name yet, you can give him a name." ”

Qiao Ye looked at Su Han not so confidently, and then asked, "Is your surname Qiao?" ”

Su Han nodded and replied, "You are the child's father, and you should be surnamed Qiao, I have no objection to this." ”

Qiao Ye stretched out his hand to hug the child, but Su Han subconsciously took a step back. As a result, the child cried even more fiercely...... He seemed to be protesting what Qiao Ye had done all these years...... Qiao Ye is indeed at fault. If he hadn't insisted on going to Lijiang to find Su Han, who had already made up his mind to leave, he might not have brought so many tragedies today...... And all this stems from the fact that he takes love too seriously, but the tragic consequences far exceed the acquisition of love itself.

Perhaps, this statement may tarnish the love in the hearts of the Virgins, but the tragic reality cannot be ignored. Therefore, the twists and turns of the love between Qiao Ye and Su Han are very meaningful to me.

Su Han took a lot of effort to coax the child, and then said to Qiao Ye: "Give the child a name, the surname is Qiao ......."

Qiao Ye came back to his senses in the child's crying, he nodded quickly, and then entered a state of thinking. Gradually, all that could be heard in the private room was the "tick-tock" sound of the clock hanging on the wall, but I didn't know if it was the prelude to a storm brewing.

In this process, I clearly saw that the second hand rotated five and a half times, that is, five minutes later, Qiao Ye said to Su Han: "Just call Qiao Youlu." ”

Su Han didn't say anything, and I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't laugh at all on this occasion, so I said to him: "Is your name a little too casual?" I think the feeling of the eighties is too heavy...... will call the child old. ”

Qiao Ye defended: "If it's only called Youlu, it's still quite fashionable." Instead, he asked Su Han again, "What do you think of this name?" ”

Su Han nodded and replied, "It's pretty good...... The roads in this world can't go on, either because there are no bridges, or the roads are too bad...... If people have bridges and good roads in this life, life can be considered smooth...... This is a good life wish, although it sounds a little simple, but it is also beautiful. ”

I looked at Qiao Ye, and he looked at this child very tenderly, his face was full of expectation, just like a bird that he had no ability to fly high, facing his offspring, expecting it to fly higher than himself.

Su Han kept looking at him, and this kind of interlacing of eyes made me realize in a trance that the three people in front of me, big and small, were a real family.

Just when I thought that everything would be very peaceful, Su Han handed the child into Qiao Ye's hands, this sudden happiness caught Qiao Ye off guard, he held the child a little stiffly, and released the mood of being a father in an instant, his eyes flashed with a hot light, and tears fell out of his mind that he couldn't tell what mood he was in.

Su Han is the same......

This scene looks helpless and sad, after all, this clear family can't live together clearly, how much human desire and secular black and white there are, only Qiao Ye and Su Han know best.

Qiao Ye's emotions suddenly got out of control, and he hugged the defenseless Su Han into his arms, and then couldn't help crying. And at this moment, in the eyes of me, a bystander, they are like flames in the world, facing the gentle wind, fluttering without roots. Perhaps, when the next gust of wind blows, they will be completely extinguished.

However, certain longings become more real and important in this fear of life and death, and the people in it become extremely irrational because of this, and they desperately want to do things that they usually only dare to think about, but dare not do.

I didn't go wrong with my feelings!

Su Han also sobbed, and she said to Qiao Ye intermittently, "Come with me...... We take ...... Going to live abroad with children...... Only when we are together can we be like a family......"

Qiao Ye looked at Su Han, and then at the child in his arms, his expression was very distracted, but he was full of struggle.

At this time, I was also waiting with bated breath for Qiao Ye's reply, which seemed to be another choice that could "kill people", and the one that I didn't understand the most was Su Han. Why did she come up with this decision at this time?

Is it because this year, living as a single mother has made her realize how important it is to have a complete family? Or, Qin Miao's aggressiveness made her feel that there was no way to retreat, so she simply took the initiative to attack?

No matter what the truth is, this is a choice made by hovering on the edge of the bottom line of human nature, but as a bystander, I am not qualified to take a stand. Because compared with Qiao Ye, there are many scenes similar to this moment in my life, but I have not been able to make the right choice.

After being silent for five minutes, Qiao Ye, who had been held by Su Han, finally replied in a low voice: "You give me some time to think about it, okay?" ”

Su Han closed her eyes, she nodded, and replied, "Okay...... I know that such a choice is difficult for you...... But I still want to tell you that my children and I are willing to wait for you to form a complete family. ”

After Su Han said this, he took the child from Qiao Ye's hands, and then left the "Wutong Hotel", Qiao Ye kept watching her, but his expression became more and more distressed...... I can understand his mood at the moment, because abandoning Qin Miao and the career he just took over is not a decision that can be made casually.

After being quiet with him for a while, I finally asked him, "This time, will you go with Su Han?" ”

Qiao Ye's expression was sluggish, and suddenly he became very resolute again, he shook his head and said to me, "No, I won't go with her." ”

"Then why did you lie to her just now and ask her to give you a little time to think about it...... In fact, you already have the answer in your heart! ”

Qiao Ye looked in the direction where Su Han left, and replied for a long time: "Can it be delayed for a day...... Wouldn't it be nice that I would be able to see my child more often? It's better than watching her go and never come back. ”

I patted him on the shoulder and said no more. But there are still fluctuations in his heart, because even Qiao Ye has become a lie to Su Han.

So, the lies in this world are really everywhere...... I just don't know, is there a lie like this between me and Xiao Ai?

When I thought about it, I almost slapped myself in the face. Because I shouldn't think about her anymore.

……

This afternoon, Qiao Ye and I were both a little drunk, and when the two of us separated, it was already dusk. When I was standing at the intersection with the traffic light on the east side of Tulip Road, I remembered to send a message to Jin Qiu. This afternoon, the person who was blamed by Lao Jin was not only me, but also her.

I asked her, "Where are you?" ”

After a while, Jin Qiu came back with a message: "I don't have a place to go, watch the old man and the old lady play cards in the park next to the community." ”

I couldn't help but sigh: "You are really becoming more and more down-to-earth now, and you actually have this leisure!" ”

"Otherwise, what should I do? …… What about you, what have you been doing all afternoon? ”

"I made an appointment with Qiao Ye to have a drink at the Wutong Hotel, and the two of them just dispersed, and they were dangling on the tulip road at this time...... Would you like to come and take a walk together? …… Although it was quite cold, the sunset was good! ”

"Okay, if the road is not blocked, I'll be there in half an hour."

……

Jin Qiu was a very punctual person, and I sat in front of the convenience store for exactly half an hour, and then she drove the Wrangler to the small parking lot diagonally opposite me, and I looked at her from afar, and found nothing unusual.

Come to think of it, when it comes to getting married, we are all forced to get used to it by Lao Jin...... But unfortunately, neither of them thought of any good way to deal with it, so that Lao Jin became more and more extreme, and finally said something like "Grace and righteousness" to me today.

After parking the car, Jin Qiu came to the opposite of me, she sat down next to me, crossed her left leg on her right leg, and then straightened the thicker white woolen skirt on her body.

I smiled and said to her, "The first time I saw you in a dress, it was in winter. ”

Jin Qiu looked down and replied, "This is the benefit of more time, and I can now spend some of my energy on dressing up." ”

"Does that show that you're still enjoying the way you are?"

"Why not? …… But this is only a phase, and people still have to return to their normal life track so that they will not feel empty. ”

I nodded in agreement, because I was lost from the normal track of life for a while, and I felt at a loss. But now it's what I like the most.

After a moment of silence, I changed the subject and asked her, "Do you think your father said such cruel things to me today, is it a real thing, or is he dizzy for a while?" ”

Jin Qiu smiled and replied, "Do you want him to tell the truth, or are you dizzy?" ”

I looked up at the sunset in the west, and I felt a sense of melancholy in my heart, "It's hard for me to tell what kind of feelings I have for your father, sometimes I think of him as my master, and sometimes I feel that he is an elder I can rely on." Even, I will feel that he is my nameless father, and this kind of affection is difficult to let go...... So the more this is the case, the more I can't understand how he thinks about the problem......"

Jin Qiu shook her head and motioned for me not to say any more, she whispered, "Don't talk about this...... Tired! also lived up to such a good twilight. ”

I looked at her, and the look of exhaustion on her face was a little heavier. But her eyes kept looking at the "Tulip Wedding Theme Hotel" under construction, as if there were still her unfinished dreams there.

Suddenly, she pointed to the open space next to the hotel and said, "Do you see those two people playing chess?" ”

I looked in the direction of her finger and there were two pickup trucks parked in the clearing, one selling apples and the other selling bananas. The two bosses, both wrapped in military coats, were sitting next to the wheels of the car playing chess. They seem to be indifferent to the whole world, so much so that several customers who ask for prices are absent-mindedly dealt with.

I replied, "See, what's wrong with them?" ”

"It's nothing, just looking at them, I feel that happiness is so simple...... And our unhappiness is not because we want too much? …… In fact, the ultimate mystery of life only comes from seeing through and looking down on ...... Therefore, it is much happier to be able to set up a stall and play a game of chess at dusk than if we hold a lot of money in our hands but our spirits are empty...... I can imagine that these two old brothers may go to the restaurant opposite to ask for a plate of peanuts and a bottle of Erguotou later! ”

The picture described by Jin Qiu immediately made my mood feel smooth, I smiled, and said: "I think: this chair we are sitting on has a kind of magic, there was once a woman, sitting on it, to see through the mood of life, and said something similar to me......

"That must be Xiao Ailuo."

I nodded, then smiled a little helplessly, and the cigarette in my hand lit up without realizing it. I don't know if it's sad when it's dark, or because I can't get the happiness of the two fruit bosses, I'm sad.

Jin Qiu also lit a cigarette, and she said to me: "Actually, it's not that this chair has magical powers, but that there are always some ordinary but touching pictures in this place...... I think the biggest charm of this tulip road is that it rarely shows the gap between the rich and the poor. Everyone can make ordinary money here, and then live an ordinary life, just like those small stalls and vendors on both sides of the road...... This kind of atmosphere is very tolerant, and it will make people want to blend in unconsciously...... At least, at this time, I don't think about what kind of social elite I am, and put a lot of pressure on myself. ”

I looked at her with a strong sense of resonance in my heart, and she said what I had always wanted to say, but couldn't express. I said to her, "This is the best definition of Tulip Road I've ever heard, and you are the one who knows the Tulip Road best...... I'm even more glad that I've lived here since I was a child. It was the ordinariness here that diluted the pain that life gave me, so that I didn't deviate from the direction of life...... Hehe, no matter what others scold me, I don't think I'm a bad person. ”

Jin Qiu nodded. After a while, he said to me, "Lend me your leg as a pillow and let me lie down for a while...... I don't think there's a better position than to lie down and look at the golden sky and the sunset...... If I take another puff of cigarette, perhaps, I will become the envy of someone, because I have also enjoyed the ordinary on this road, which has nothing to do with money, but is very comfortable! ”

"Lie down......"

Jin Qiu lay down naturally, and I didn't feel any discomfort...... I just think that if you don't think about it, there are some things that definitely won't happen.

At this moment, we are just two people who are desperately running in life, wanting to stop and rest.

However, she did not smoke...... But the sunset, which hangs in mid-air and is about to set, is even more moving than just now!

At this moment, my people seemed to be suspended, and beneath me was a place of tranquility, with all the people and buildings dressed in golden clothes, talking, trading, standing, and immortalizing on this tulip road......

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