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"Just stop here, I'm here!" Jiang Yao skillfully pinched off the half-lit cigarette with her fingers, then stuffed it back into the cigarette case, and said to Zhang Yuntian with a smile, "Won't you send it to me?" ”

"Send, of course send!" Zhang Yuntian got out of the car as if he came back to his senses, wondering in his heart whether this Jiang Yao was drunk or not, sometimes sober and sometimes confused, which was unpredictable.

The shantytown has almost no supporting facilities, only a few dusty dim street lamps at intersections and roadsides, and only a few open-air wells at the outlets, and many families pour sewage directly into the small canal leading to the sewer at the door, and a lot of sewage seeps into the mud, emitting all kinds of strange odors.

In such a society now, there are still people living in such a humble place? If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Zhang Yuntian wouldn't have believed that this was true at all, and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

"What? You've never seen a living environment like this, have you? Jiang Yao smiled bitterly twice, "I grew up in this environment since I was a child, the houses here have not been touched since my grandfather's generation, this is not as good as the red brick buildings built decades ago, and even the rural compounds are more spacious than here... When I was a child, I always dreamed of living in a clean and fresh park like everyone else, so I was determined to get ahead from a young age, to be admitted to a good university, to make more money, and to take my parents out of here! ”

She looked up at the faint stars in the sky, as if recalling the age when she was full of vitality and longing, and after a while, she sighed softly.

"Alas, but some things are destined to be difficult to change, I don't have an extraordinary IQ, even if I put in one hundred and twenty percent of my efforts, I was only admitted to a second college in the end, and what's even more sad is that my family has no money for me to go to college, you may not believe it, my family can't even pay the tuition fee of a few thousand yuan a year!"

Zhang Yuntian silently lowered his head, quietly accompanied her side, and did not speak.

"In fact, it's no wonder that others, parents have no ability, mother does cleaning in the enterprise, 800 yuan a month, father drove a tricycle to deliver goods in the early years, because it is calculated according to the amount of goods, he in order to earn more subsidies for the family, as a result, the three-way car overloaded overturned, crushed the leg, lost money to others but no money to treat the leg, so it has been a limp, and finally found a factory to see the door work, only 400 yuan a month!"

Jiang Yao smiled, "One thousand two hundred yuan, maybe not enough for you to pay for a meal!" But they had to be busy for a whole month, the two of them never bought new clothes, never went to the restaurant, and only bought leftover rotten vegetables when buying groceries, even so, they could only save 10,000 yuan a year! And I have a younger brother, and this money is saved for his daughter-in-law! ”

Zhang Yuntian also sighed, such a poor family had only heard about it from his friends, but he didn't expect that there would be a living example by his side!

"Later, I didn't go to college, but I found a job with a few good sisters to accompany the wine in KTV, and I drank every day, and I had to prevent being violated by those men with bad intentions, I got off work at two or three o'clock in the morning every day, and got up at two or three o'clock in the afternoon, so I got back four thousand yuan to my family in the first month, and I will send money to my family every month after that, sometimes more and sometimes less, I just hope they don't have to work so hard!"

"I also know that this industry is very despised, and it can't be done for a long time, but I'm a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, I have to have no education, I have no ability, what can I do besides this?" Jiang Yao suddenly cried as she spoke, like a wounded deer, trembling in Zhang Yuntian's arms, tears falling down, after a while, she stopped crying, pushed Zhang Yuntian away violently, and continued:

"Then one day, there was a rich boss who said he liked me and wanted me to be his girlfriend, let me live in a big house in a high-end community, and give me 10,000 yuan a month for living expenses, I didn't like that man, he was almost my dad's age, but I really wanted to try what it was like to live that life, so I agreed without hesitation!"

"At the beginning, I felt very good, I felt the joy that my childhood vision had finally come true, I could live in a spacious and bright house, I could turn on the faucet and have hot and cold water that could be adjusted at all times, I had a big TV to watch, I could surf the Internet, I had money to buy my favorite clothes, bags... Boyfriends are changing one after another, and the standard of living is improving year by year, but my heart is getting more and more empty, looking at the so-called boyfriends who only want to vent when they come to me for the night, it's like looking at strangers one by one, sometimes I can't even remember what they are called, they are simply called baby, so that they will never be called wrong! ”

Jiang Yao's face was still full of tears, but the corners of her mouth were smiling, as if she had finally thought of a good way, as if she had chosen a path of self-loss, and as if she could finally say what she had in her heart, and the whole person could finally be liberated...

"I know, today I drink with you, you may think that I am going to sell you financial products, to make your money, in fact, you are wrong, my current job is just a fictitious position arranged by my current boyfriend, the customers are all negotiated by him, I just need to go over to sign a contract to make a show, the most important thing is to play the role of his girlfriend with peace of mind, so that I can keep this decent job, and there will be a lot of income every month..."

"I'm tired, I just don't want to lie to myself anymore to play any other role, I want to figure out guò my hard work to get paid, I want to be myself again! So I kissed you in the car, without any purpose but because I wanted to! Do you understand? ”

Zhang Yuntian nodded, his heart was like knocking over the five-flavor bottle, it was very unpleasant, he stared at Jiang Yao's eyes, and said slowly: "I can give you a chance to let you be yourself!" Would you like to? ”

A hint of surprise flashed in Jiang Yao's eyes,

Zhang Yuntian smiled and shook his head, "You misunderstood, I have a lot of job opportunities to provide you, as long as you are willing to learn, I will find someone to teach you, in the future, you don't have to pretend to be who it is, and you don't have to look at other people's faces, your life is in your own hands!" ”