Baird stroked the purple bracelet in his hand, affectionate and affectionate. It's really charming~ It's as charming as his Ah Hua when he was young~ No, even if Ah Hua is seventy or eighty now, in his eyes, it's just as charming.

His Ah Hua will always be that beautiful, strong, brave, intelligent, and witty woman~ She has the advantages of all women!

As long as his Ah Hua lives well and lives freely, he is willing to do whatever he wants!

At the beginning, in order not to make Ah Hua sad about his death, he chose to desperately survive and chose to flee.

But as Ah Hua often said, life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, how can everything go well?

He originally planned to hide for a few years, and when the limelight passed, he would find a chance to reunite with Ah Hua.

But that's forty-five years! Forty-five years!

He could only hide in the shadows secretly, quietly watching his Ah Hua, not daring to let anyone find out! Except for his die-hard Bernie.

Bernie he was relieved how many times the tribulations of life and death remained. And Carlson, his adopted son, he is not at ease!

Every time he saw Ah Hua staring into the distance, quietly contemplating, he knew that it was Ah Hua missing him. How he wanted to run over and hug her, tell her that he was here, right next to her!

But he couldn't. He couldn't

God can't save him.

At the beginning, he had no choice, if he didn't take that road, he would die! And if you die, it's really a hundred.

But how could he die? If you die, you'll never see Ah Hua again! Dead, Ah Hua knows how sad it will be? Think about what if Ah Hua died. He felt suffocated by the heart-rending pain.

How could he let Ah Hua suffer this pain?

So, he wants to live! Live no matter what! Even if he has no shame to face and can no longer face his Ah Hua, he will live!

He believes that as long as he is there, his Ah Hua can feel it and live with hope!

"Master, I heard that Madame is going to visit Jones's house tomorrow." Bernie knew Mrs. Chen's place in the master's heart, so he kept calling Mrs. Chen. And the host is really happy with this title.

"Good. You should also take the opportunity to go and find out the news. ”

He couldn't meet Mrs. Chen, nor could he directly send someone to find out about her, so he could only approach her circle of friends in a roundabout way. In order not to arouse suspicion. He can only choose those who are qualified to associate with him.

Thanks to his Ah Hua. Make friends wide enough. Really let him find someone who is barely qualified!

The next day, Bernie brought back news that Mrs. Chen wanted Jones to introduce her to Angus, the president of the International Jewelry Association.

His Ah Hua. There must be trouble! Otherwise, with Ah Hua's temperament, he has nothing to know the chairman of the jewelry association?

It's Zifei and the Jewelry Association, what is she going to do? Or what is the person behind her doing?

"Master, you better see Madame." Bernie persuaded.

Over the years, he has also persuaded his master many times. Although they didn't see each other at the beginning for fear of bringing danger to their wife, this is not what it used to be, and the current owner no longer dares to let anyone move!

On the road, borrow their courage, they only dare to listen, if they really want to start, they have to discuss for decades!

The above, the owner is now whitewashed, just an invisible rich man. It's clean on the surface, but it's actually clean. The dirty stuff is left to Carlson.

It is useless for them to catch the master now, but they have lost a philanthropist!

"Master, Madame must be in big trouble, and we don't dare to investigate, just guessing can't help at all! When I understand Madame's purpose, I'm afraid it's too late. ”

Baird hesitated.

"And master, do you really plan to never see Madame for the rest of your life? Gone for the rest of your life? Bernie's tone was sincere.

He said this sentence countless times, but this was the only time that Baird listened.

At the beginning, they were all young, and they always felt that their lives were still very long. However, in the past fifteen years and three months of separation, he has been thinking about and regretting all the time, why didn't he see each other at the beginning? Why didn't he let Ah Hua know that he was still alive!

He always recalls in the dead of night, what was the last time he saw Ah Hua? That side is goodbye, right?

Now, perhaps, God took pity on him and gave him one last chance to let Ah Hua return to country M.

He, perhaps, really deserves to meet.

Baird is also a man of action, just do what he says. The next night, when Mrs. Chen came back from going out, she found an uninvited guest in the room.

At first glance, she recognized him.

I haven't seen him for forty-five years, and the handsome young man at the beginning has become an old man. But she recognized him from the wrinkles on his face.

How could she forget? How could she not recognize it! O person who haunts my heart all the time! She knows it when it turns to ashes!

"Ah Hua, are you okay?" Baird asked softly.

"It's great that you're alive." Mrs. Chen muttered.

After that, there was a long silence. Both of them have a thousand words, and they don't know where to start.

'How can you count the past?' There are thousands of bundles of affection in the heart, but there is a wisp of loneliness left. The joys and sorrows are separated from the suffering of the world, but how can they be close to the end of the world. ’

Isn't this just the two of them~

Mrs. Chen sat on the sofa and asked softly, "Where did you flee to that year?" This is the bottom of her heart, always confused.

"I went to Hungary, then to Bhutan, then to Laos, where I stayed for five years. After that, I went to many places, and ten years later, I came to the United States. Baird's voice was low and slow, as if he was talking and reminiscing about local life.

"Ten years, you only came to country M ten years later than me," Mrs. Chen's voice was uncertain.

"I've been by your side all these years, but I don't dare to come to see you! I don't dare! I can't! Baird lowered his head, his voice mournful.

Mrs. Chen looked at him, and there was something she didn't understand. They all know each other more than they know themselves. He didn't come, he didn't dare, the reason why he couldn't, she guessed it at a glance.

Back then, they knew each other and fell in love with each other for many years, and they both felt that each other was the harbor of their lives and people who could spend their lives.

Agents can also get married, and agents also have to live a normal life! However, organizational approval is required.

Baird proposed to Chen Hua many times, but she delayed him. Because it was a decade of catastrophe, she had lost contact with the organization.

Fate makes people!

By accident, they discover each other's identities, and it turns out that they are both agents! One is loyal to country Z and the other is loyal to the United Kingdom.

What can I do? How do you live? No way! However, they were reluctant.

Baird hid the matter from the organization, and Chen Hua had no organization at the time. So, life goes on. It's just that the peace of the past will never be restored.

At the bottom of their hearts, they all have deep uneasiness.

How huge the state apparatus is, they know better than anyone else. Paper can never contain fire. It's only a matter of time before it is discovered.

This sooner or later time is three years. Three years later, the darkest period of her life, she was expelled, banished, and barred from returning to her country. He fled in a hurry, without even saying a word of farewell.

But for three years, they loved each other as if it were the end of each day. Those short three years supported the two of them to spend most of their long and torturous lives alone.

Her Baird~ didn't dare to come to her, she must have done something dirty. I can't come to her, I must be afraid of bringing danger to her.

Her Baird, good and upright Baird, must do those dirty things to live, to live for her! (To be continued......)

PS：

"The past, how to count it" This is the lyrics of Yiren's dream