Chapter 751: You don't have to be good
Mu listened to Lei Ruan Qin say so much early, and his heart was a little confused. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info81
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Hearing footsteps outside the room, Lei Ruan Qin said, "I'll look for you again tomorrow." ”
Mu glanced out of the bedroom door early.
Lei Ruan Qin patted the back of her hand: "Okay, what a big deal." I haven't seen any big winds and waves, but don't let this affect your relationship. ”
Mu nodded early.
"I haven't shopped enough today, continue to shop and eat tomorrow, and I will make up for what I owe you this year." Lei Ruan Qin had already walked to the door as he spoke.
opened the door and saw Su Yanzhi standing at the door, stretching out his hand and preparing to open the door.
Lei Ruan Qin smiled: "I have to go home to see the children, you should go to bed early." ”
Su Yanzhi said: "Mother Zhang cut the fruit. ”
"If you don't eat, you don't eat, you go to sleep. Don't send me anymore. Lei Ruan Qin turned around, winked at Mu Zao, and stepped downstairs.
Su Yanzhi glanced at Mu Zao, didn't speak, turned around and walked outside the room.
Mu Zao wanted to reconcile with Su Yanzhi, but now people don't seem to want to pay attention to her at all, and Mu Zao can't find a step to go down.
Fortunately, when he went to bed at night, Su Yanzhi did not go to the study. Although he still didn't want to pay attention to Mu Zaozao, he still lay quietly on their bed.
The lights in the bedroom were off and the surroundings were quiet.
Mu Zao tossed and turned on the bed, and the man next to him remained motionless.
In the end, Mu Zaozao couldn't help it and opened his mouth: "Don't be angry. ”
Su Yanzhi didn't continue to be silent, but his words were still cold: "I'm not angry." ”
Mu Zao's belly slandered: What is the point of quibbling about such an obvious matter? However, Su Yanzhi was willing to say so, and Mu didn't expose it earlier. Holding his waist from behind the man, he arched his legs and pressed against Su Yanzhi's body, like a female hooligan.
Su Yanzhi seemed to be a corpse, and his body did not react at all.
Mu Zao was not discouraged, and continued: "I am also worried about my father and want to do my best. ”
"You just do it, anyway, the people around you don't have any skills." Su Yanzhi's words had a sour taste.
Although it is very uncomfortable to listen to, Mu can understand it early on. The baby is gone, and the father has become like this again, the master is not the master, and he didn't even protect his wife. These things hit Su Yanzhi very hard, although he didn't say it or show it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist.
Mu Zaozao felt that he shouldn't say that kind of thing to Su Yanzhi in this situation, Mu Zaozao was not the only one who needed to recover and recuperate, and Su Yanzhi's mood was not much better than her.
"Husband, you're the best." Mu Zao leaned his face into Su Yanzhi's neck, and the familiar taste was reassuring. Although this sounds a bit hypocritical, at this moment, Mu Zaozao really thinks so in his heart.
Su Yanzhi is not a human being, he also has things he can't do, and he also has his own shortcomings and limitations. But so what? At least in this man's heart, Mu Zao is a particularly important existence. At least he will do his best to protect his family. For Mu Zaozao, this is enough.
There are strong winds and waves, and she is willing to accompany him to the top.
Su Yanzhi lay down quietly, and didn't say any more ruthless words, he should have forgiven Mu Zao.
Mu Zaozao said again: "But sometimes you are really incompetent. ”
Obviously, he felt that the body of the man next to him trembled slightly, and there was a chill around him, Mu Zao didn't want to provoke him anymore, so he continued to speak: "Otherwise, why would you let me rectify the Fa on the spot when you were a big man." And I was drinking at the time. You can't even match the strength of a drunken cat. ”
Thinking of that time, Su Yanzhi snorted arrogantly: "Anyway, it's not me who suffers, why don't you send it to the door." ”
"Roar!" Mu Zao was annoyed, sat up from the bed in an instant, turned on the lamp on the bedside table, and glared at Su Yanzhi: "So if the person who sent it to the door at that time was Mu Wanqing, you also wanted it?" Even if it's Qian Jing, do you want it? ”
As soon as the words came out, Mu Zao fell silent.
Damn, she originally wanted to go through the old accounts to ease the atmosphere, how could she blurt out that it was Qian Jing? What does it mean to not open which pot to mention, what is going on with her tonight?
Su Yanzhi continued to be silent and did not speak again.
Mu did it early and died, and now I don't know what to say. said that it was too wrong, she obediently turned off the light, turned her back to Su Yanzhi, and lay down on the side of the bed.
Despite not feeling sleepy, he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
I felt an arm behind me press against my body, and then a broad, warm chest pressed against me.
Mu opened his eyes early, but his body did not move.
The man behind him didn't speak, just hugged Mu Zaozao quietly.
In the end, Mu Zao couldn't hold his breath early and muttered in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”
"If you want to say sorry, I guess I won't be able to finish it in a few days and nights." Su Yanzhi's tone was much softener than before. This time, it seems like I'm really not angry.
Mu was silent early, afraid that if he said something wrong again, he would ruin the good atmosphere of finally coming back.
She didn't know when she was so afraid of Su Yanzhi getting angry. But if you think about it, I think it started when I was a child.
Su Yanzhi has always been indifferent and will not be too enthusiastic about the people around him. is not as eloquent as Lei Qiming, nor is he as pretentious as 6 Shen. Every time, Mu Zao couldn't see through what he was thinking in his heart from Su Yanzhi's face. At that time, there was no commitment between them, and Mu Zao also felt that a rich young master like Su Yanzhi would definitely marry a well-connected eldest lady in the future, and he would not be as unbearable as her, and even the elegance that a girl should have was a luxury.
Thinking of that time, in order to keep Su Yanzhi from hating him, she would use her own caution to curry favor, and she would not let Su Yanzhi obviously see that she was currying favor.
How much like now.
Su Yanzhi tightened his arms and hugged Mu Zao in his arms.
Neither of them spoke again, listening to the steady breathing of the man behind him, Mu Zao thought he was asleep.
Take a long breath and slowly close your eyes.
But I heard a man's voice ringing in my ears: "Don't love me." ”
Don't love him?
What is the meaning?
Could it be that Su Yanzhi was afraid that Mu Zao would not love him sooner? How is this possible, Su Yanzhi is Mu Zao's entire youth, or even her entire life, how can she not love her own life?
Su Yan was afraid that Mu would show the darkness in his heart early. Now he is not as strong as he seems on the surface, as if he doesn't care about anything, as if he can solve any problem. He was afraid that Mu would know early on that he was just an ordinary man who couldn't be more ordinary, and he knew that he also had things he couldn't do, and there were times when he was so desperate that he wanted to die.
At that time, will Mu Zao still love him as always?
Probably not.
Mu didn't say anything early, and his body didn't move. She knew that Su Yanzhi was in a very low mood now, and she also knew that this man had always been proud and didn't want others to see his fragile appearance. So Mu thought he was asleep early and didn't bother Su Yanzhi.
Feeling some dampness and heat behind his ears, Mu Zao's heart trembled slightly.
She moved slightly, turned around, and held Su Yanzhi in her arms.
"Words." Mu Zao gently kissed his forehead, like an adult comforting an injured little boy, holding his face, his voice was softer than ever: "I am very glad to have met you, and I am even more grateful to fate for making us a family." We've been through so much over the years, haven't we? ”
"I'm not as good as you seem." Su Yanzhi's voice was a little hoarse.
"You don't have to be that good." Mu Zao put his arms around Su Yanzhi's neck and patted him lightly on the back: "You don't have to be good, as long as it's you, it's fine." ”
The next morning, when Mu opened his eyes early, what he saw was still playing in the bedroom.
Mu Zaozao got up from the bed, heard movement from time to time, and turned his head to look at Mu Zaozao.
"Mom!" With a happy face, he put down the toy in his hand and ran to Mu Zaozao's bed.
"Why do you wake up so early?" Mu sat in the quilt early and didn't want to come out.
It was already cold outside, the heating was on inside the room, and there was a thin layer of hoarfrost on the glass.
From time to time, he took off his shoes and climbed into bed, got into Mu Zao's bed, and said with a smile: "Because my mother can see people as soon as she wakes up." ”
The corners of Mu Zao's mouth twitched slightly.
I will never forget how worried he was the last time Mu was pushed into the operating room early.
An Nan, a bad uncle, didn't treat him as a child all the time. I told me about the dangers that I might encounter during the operation, and my little heart was beating for a long time, and I was worried about it for a long time with the group of adults.
Later, although Mu Zao was pushed out of the operating room by the doctor, he never woke up. I was always worried that my mother would never wake up again, just like my dad who had a car accident.
Since then, he would wake up very early every morning, lie on the side of Mu Zao's bed, and never see his mother open her eyes safely before he could spend the day.
The warm body burrowed into the quilt, and Mu Zao hugged him and lay down again. The little guy is growing up very fast, maybe because Mu was distracted by other things early during this time, and he didn't have much time to pay attention to the time.
Looking at the cute little face nested in the quilt, Mu scratched his nose early, and half-jokingly: "There is no sister to compete with you for favor, are you very happy?" ”
He smiled and nodded.
Mu Zao glanced at him: "Then you have to listen to your mother in the future." ”
"Good mother." rubbed in Mu Zaozao's arms from time to time.
He wanted to say that if he could choose, he would rather have a sister to compete with him for favor, rather than his father and mother being so disappointed, and he didn't want his mother to almost lose her life because of his sister.
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