112.112 Are you so boring in front of everyone, or are you just in front of me?
Su Qiao listened to him talk about this past, and didn't know how to answer the call.
I didn't expect him to talk to himself about such a personal topic.
She felt that Lu Jingshen shouldn't like to make such an exclamation, so she chose to remain silent.
After a while, Lu Jingshen turned his head to look at her: "Are you so boring in front of everyone, or, only in front of me?" ”
Su Qiao: "......"
Although he is aware of his character flaws, he is in a different mood when he is directly picked out by others in front of him.
She took a deep breath in embarrassment, trying to find a sharp word to refute him, but Lu Jingshen had already withdrawn his gaze, he squinted his eyes and looked at the searchlight on the screen in the distance: "Three sticks can't beat a ......" said for a while, probably thinking that this was indecent, and swept her with the afterglow: "Talking about you, it seems that I am narrow-minded." ”
Su Qiao said in her heart, if you don't care about me, your mind is not very broad.
As soon as this thought passed through his brain, Lu Jingshen's voice came from the side: "If you want to scold me, don't hold it in your heart, just face to face." ”
"Nope." Su Qiao denied it very quickly, but the roots of her ears were a little hot.
Lu Jing glanced at her deeply, and then his gaze fell on her lap.
On the high bridge by the sea, Su Qiao was wearing a skirt that was not more than her knees, her two white legs were inevitably cold, and her left foot was still a little painful, so she subconsciously stepped on the instep of her right foot and closed her legs to reduce the area blown by the sea breeze.
Su Qiao noticed that the man next to him suddenly left, and saw him cross the driveway and walk towards the Maiba
He, thought he was going to leave.
He didn't call herself, and she didn't want to be cheeky enough to let him give her a ride.
was thinking about whether to let Liang Muzhen or An An pick it up, over there, Lu Jingshen had already closed the car door and walked back, carrying a suit in his hand.
Seeing him hand the suit to himself, Su Qiao looked up at him in confusion.
"On the legs." He said.
Su Qiao didn't expect him to see that his legs were cold, and his legs shy back, wanting to pick up the clothes, found that he was still holding a pair of high heels.
Lu Jingshen soon realized this.
He took the cigarette to his lips and opened his free hand to her waist.
Su Qiao instinctively stepped back.
Sensing her rejection, Lu Jingshen took the cigarette in his mouth and raised his deep eyes to look at her: "Or, do you surround yourself?" ”
"......" Su Qiao's face was hotter, but she no longer avoided it casually.
Lu Jingshen's hands wrapped around her, the suit covered her waist, the two were close to each other, Su Qiao smelled the wine on his body, mixed with the faint smell of smoke in the air, when he leaned down, the man's Adam's apple was less than 5 cm from the bridge of her nose, and his chin seemed to touch the collar of his shirt.
Her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and Su Qiao unconsciously held her breath.
Lu Jingshen stepped back slightly, and the right and left hands of the cigarette were knotted in front of her.
His expression was as usual, and it was even more like he was thinking nonsense.
Waiting for him to tie the knot, Su Qiao moved to the side by plucking his hair with his hand, but the distance was still not large.
The phone in the bag rang suddenly.
Su Qiao took the opportunity to turn around and walked to the side to pick up the phone.
The call was from Liang Muzhen, it was ten o'clock, and I asked her why she hadn't gone back yet.
"There was something wrong with the car on the road," Su Qian didn't want Liang Muzhen to know that she was with Lu Jingshen, because of lying, the roots of her ears were hotter, she couldn't help but raise her cold hand to touch her ears, and this action also happened to block Lu Jingshen's body in her field of vision.
Liang Muzhen asked, how is the situation now, do you want to come and pick her up.
"I've already called the insurance company, I'll wait a little longer, and I'll call you again if I can't get a car."
After collecting the line, Su Qiao turned around, thinking in her heart, whether to let Lu Jingshen take her off the bridge, or let him go first, and then call Liang Muzhen to pick her up.
The sea breeze blew from behind her, brushing her hair even more messy and obscuring her vision.
Su Qiao subconsciously grabbed the flying hair with her hands.
The next moment, the wrist was caught.
A dry warmth covered her cheeks, and realizing that it was a man's big hand, she turned her head to dodge, shame spreading from her cheeks to her neck.
Lu Jingshen brushed the hair from her face for her, and then kissed it.
I don't know if it's because of the wine, the temperature on the man's thin lips is higher than hers, because of this sudden kiss, Su Qiao's back is not lightly attached to the fence, he kisses very gently, but she can't resist, the smell of smoke between his lips and teeth is very strong, as if it wants to melt into her blood and bone marrow through saliva.
At the end, the man's slightly rough breath sprayed on her face, and a low and restrained voice sounded in her ears: "Every time I see the hair tucked in your ears, I can't help it, are you deliberately sultry?" ”
The voice of a mature man, stimulated by hormones, becomes deeper and more magnetic.
Su Qiao listened to his beautiful voice, all her strength was draining, and her mouth seemed to be full of the taste he left.
His hands were still clutching the shirt fabric on his shoulders.
Her brain went blank briefly.
Lu Jingshen's charming eyes looked at her emotional appearance, he clasped the back of her neck with one hand, and the big hand holding the cigarette pressed against her waist to himself, and lowered his head again to kiss the corners of her mouth, jaw, neck, a little bit, burning her fair skin.
"Do you feel it?" His voice made her shudder.
Aware of his body
Su Qiao's face was so hot that it could steam, but the man made more violent waves, grabbing her hand and probing down.
As soon as she made contact, her heart beat intensified and her wrists struggled.
Lu Jingshen didn't force her anymore, she loosened the force on her wrist, Su Qiao's hands were free, and her first reaction was to raise her hand to slap him, and remembered his warning in the car, and she would encounter similar harassment in the workplace in the future, and it was impossible for her to slap the customer, so the movements of her hands hesitated.
Seeing that she didn't dislike her move, Lu Jing looked at her with shy eyebrows: "Go to me or ...... Hotel? ”
Su Qiao relieved himself, and when he heard his words, a piercing chill rose up his spine.
The suicide of a colleague from Mu An'an Newspaper was replayed in her mind, and the words of those colleagues from the design institute lingered in her ears over and over again.
The person in front of him, Li Xun will be his wife in the future, so what about her, what will she be, it's just a pastime when he's bored, after he gets tired of her, he can kick off any random woman who can be kicked off with a sum of money, and when he has dependence in the future, he has to kneel on the ground and hold his legs and cry, just to let him look at himself more than other women.
She suddenly remembered what Liang Muzhen once said: "...... What doesn't belong to you, never think about it, you are impossible, he can only be your uncle forever, Yan Ting understands this truth, so he chose to get married, he is now in love with his husband and wife, and you are the only one who can't come out. ”
And the night before, Su Yanting said: "When people reach a certain age, they always have to get married and have children, and if you meet someone who suits you, don't miss it." ”
She didn't know why she remembered this, she just felt that her nose was pantothenic and her eyes were a little swollen.
Not getting what you want is not a reason to fall.
Lu Jingshen saw a strand of hair stuck to the corner of her lips, and he raised his hand to help her remove it.
Su Qiao avoided it indifferently, and she heard her own low voice: "Don't touch me." ”
Lu Jingshen didn't expect her attitude to change, his deep eyes looked at his hand that was slapped away, the tiger's mouth was a little red, enough to see how much strength she made, his brows furrowed slightly, and he turned to look at her face, Su Qian didn't look at his gaze, only said what he wanted to say: "You have helped me a few times, I am grateful, but this does not mean that I have to sell my body." ”
"You didn't feel it just now?" His voice was deep, as if he had been displeased.
Su Qiao raised her head and looked into his eyes: "I'm an adult woman, and it's not normal to have intimate contact with men, isn't it?" But this doesn't mean anything, being able to kiss doesn't mean that two people must love each other, and play a lot of nights
I don't deny that sometimes I am attracted to you, but that attraction has nothing to do with heart-warming love, just because of the appreciation of an excellent character. ”
He looked at her and didn't speak.
"With your status and status, you can get any woman at your fingertips, but I never wanted to be anyone's favor
People, maybe when I reach a certain age, I will find a good man to marry, but this man, it is absolutely impossible for you, and you can't marry me as a wife, and besides, you have a 15-year-old son, I don't want to be a stepmother at all, you still have so many girlfriends who can't be confused, I don't want to be with you in the future, and I am afraid all day long about whether I will get sick. ”
Su Qiao took a deep breath, calmed down her churning emotions, and forced herself to continue: "No matter what you think of me, I have no thoughts about you, so please don't come to disturb my life in the future." ”
As soon as the words fell, a loud bang was heard in the distance, and bright fireworks rose to the sky one after another, blooming brilliantly in the night sky.
Against the backdrop of the firelight, Lu Jingshen's complexion was not good-looking.
Probably, it was the first time in his life that he was rejected by a woman with such a face.
Su Qiao had already put on her high heels, she took off the suit around her waist, and wanted to return it to him, but she didn't dare after all, and put it on the protective fence next to her.
Lu Jingshen saw her series of actions, but he showed no signs of anger, just looked at the fireworks one after another, and slowly spoke: "My father is a gambler, my mother is a foreigner, I didn't know these things when I married him, not long after my mother gave birth to my sister and me, my father was beaten to death in an argument with someone when he gathered to gamble, and it took several years for the police to dig up the body in the deep mountains and old forests. ”