5-16 Seeing and Not Seeing

After Leah finished writing two pages, she stopped writing and raised the rice paper covered with fly's heads with both hands, examining the ...... At that time, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, her long eyelashes were raised like stamens, casting two faint shadows on her pink face, and the girl's unique gentleness and pure temperament deeply attracted An Bai's attention......

"Poorly written!"

Liya's faint self-evaluation woke An Bai from his delusion, and he shouted anxiously, "How can there be!" It's obviously very well written! After saying that, he stood up, walked around to her, and took the rice paper with his hand, wanting to take it over and look at it carefully, but he didn't want to, her hand grasped the edge of the paper, and there was no intention of turning it to him, and in thought, his hand was falling on hers...... His warmth and her coolness were instantly transmitted to each other's hearts, and the wisps of touch touched the heartstrings of the young man! Suddenly, the faces of both of them were stained with a faint flush......

Now looking at the scene of An Bai's writing, Liya once again remembered the past when the two of them were young and had a love affair, and her heart swelled with infinite tenderness, and she couldn't help but murmur, "Ann! ”

An Bai was dipped in pen and ink and was about to move the pen in the lower right corner, when he suddenly heard Liya's soft call, he was distracted for a while, his hand shook, and the ink droplets on the tip of the pen fell on the rice paper, and an ink flower was opened.

Leah's gaze only stayed on his face, and she didn't seem to notice this, "Ann! I'm so lonely! ”

She sneered as she walked around the table to his side, her affectionate gaze locked on his graceful silhouette.

An Bai put away his pen, turned around in silence, and saw that her delicate appearance was better than that of spring flowers, and her bright eyes flashed like starlight, and finally sighed lightly, holding her soft arm and said dotingly, "Okay, let's go back to the bedroom!" ”

At that time, Liya, who was still immersed in happiness, smiled, took his hand and prepared to leave, but inadvertently, her eyes fell on the rice paper and finally stopped.

On the rice paper dotted with gold dots, An Bai Junya's line is written superbly, and the poem is even more far-reaching.

It's the song "Seeing and Not Seeing".

"If you see me or not, I'll be there, not sad or happy...... Whether you love me or not, love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing...... Whether you follow me or not, my hand is in your hand, and I will not give up...... Come into my arms, or let me dwell in your heart, and love one another silently, and rejoice in silence. 澉"

Originally, Cangyang Gyatso was recognized as the Fifth Sta. Lai's reincarnated spirit boy, after the enthronement ceremony in the Potala Palace, lost his free love, and it was through this poem that he expressed a feeling of not being able to love, and also expressing the rock-solid love for his lover in his heart.

Liya couldn't help but think that on such a night, An Bai left her and came to the study to write such a love poem, obviously, not for her.

She is his wife, the person who sleeps by his pillow every night, the person who is opposite him day and night, so he will not have such feelings for her at all, and his poem can only be written to another woman......

At that time, Leah didn't let herself think about it anymore, but pretended to be casual and asked, "Ann, why did you suddenly write this poem?" ”

An Bai followed her gaze, took a serious look at the poem he had just written, and replied calmly, "Yes, it's a bit sudden...... I woke up in the middle of the night and just thought about writing these lines...... Now that it's all written, I feel down-to-earth! ”

Words are heartfelt, An Bai's words made Liya feel scared, she didn't ask again, just silent, and followed him back to the bedroom.

In the bedroom, Leah lies quietly on the bed. , the bedside light was not turned off, and her emaciated body avoided An Bai from a distance, moved to the side of the bed and curled up in a ball, like a wounded kitten.

An Bai sensed her strange feelings, and only slowly reached over her hand, put it on her shoulder, and asked softly, "Honey, what are you thinking?" ”

Leah didn't answer, not even her body reacted to his hands.

In the past, when they were together, she would close herself off and refuse to communicate when she was angry and unhappy.

Now, she's probably angry about what happened...... If she is really angry, then he should make her happy, it is his responsibility!

An Bai pondered, his slender and warm fingers slid over her pajamas, gently caressing her back, her spine was very prominent, so thin that he felt distressed, and the pity in his heart increased, "Honey, have you forgotten...... You taught me this poem! If it weren't for you, how would I have known this poem? That time, I came back from a business trip, and you wrote this poem on a stack of paper! Why, are you only allowed to write, not me? ”

Listening to An Bai's words, Liya's body trembled, and her knees slowly loosened.

She remembered that she had written the poem...... That time, An Bai went on a business trip to Australia, and she was originally going to go with the two of them, but she happened to meet her menstrual period, so she stayed at home, but as soon as An Bai left, she regretted it, it was normal on the surface, but she was lonely and desperate in her heart...... When Amber returned from a week in Australia, she was already in shape, holding a ball of paper in her study, as stupid as a wooden man...... An Bai was angry and blamed herself, and immediately carried her to the hospital...... Later, he took her in his arms, read every page and every word of the poems she wrote, and read them carefully, and those words made his heart ache...... In order to make up for her, he even took half a month off to stay at home with her......

The tenderness of the past hit her heart, Liya's body softened, turned around, and fell into An Bai's arms, her slender fingers lightly pressed against his chest, "Ann, you wrote that poem because of me, right?" ”

After speaking, Liya poked her head out and looked at An Bai expectantly, maybe An Bai was because she finally woke up, and this lost and regained relationship made him feel emotional, so he got up in the middle of the night to write a poem, or perhaps, he wrote this poem just because he remembered the past and remembered her good ......

Seeing that she was no longer angry and depressed, An Bai's heart was relieved, and she said casually, "Little fool, you think too much!" Sleep! ”

"Ann, you haven't answered me yet!" Leah snuggled in his arms and didn't give up her doubts.

An Bai folded his arms, wrapped her in his arms, and said seriously, "I said it, but I suddenly wanted to write, and there was no reason!" ”

Is there no reason?

Leah was silent for a moment in disappointment because of these words, and then asked, "Ann, do you still have those poems I wrote?" ”

"It's not to keep it, it's to treasure it, I not only remember the poem, but also remember every word you wrote in my heart!"

Leah was kind to him, and he didn't forget it at all.

"Is it true?"

"Of course," An Bai bowed his head, met her gaze, and said firmly and affectionately, "In my eyes and heart, it is not only a poem written on paper, but also your love for me, your infinite attachment to me...... This love has soaked into my bone marrow, penetrated into my blood, and will be with me forever! ”

"Ann!"

Liya shouted stupidly, quietly closed her eyes, and hid her head in An Bai's arms.

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After the rainy weather, the weather clears.

Today, only Ah Xiu is left in the Mo family's villa. Mo Fei followed his parents to his uncle Liu Jinfeng's house to quit, and the other servants also took a day off.

"Xiaoyu, we are going to the United States tomorrow, in the future, I can't take care of you anymore, you have to take care!" Ah Xiu muttered to himself while wiping the fish tank, and when it came to emotion, her eyes were full of tears.

In the Mo family, she has always been happy and has never been worried about anything, until this time, Mo Fei took her abroad.

It turned out that she had thought more than once that it would be great if she could go abroad to see it! However, now that I really want to go abroad, my heart is full of infinite nostalgia......

Her parents died when she was a child, and she was introduced to the Mo family by her fellow villagers when she was twenty years old, and it has been twenty-one years now. Although she now wears a platinum necklace and wears fashionable fashion, her roots are still in the land of her hometown, and her hard-working and simple nature has not changed.

She didn't get married, not just because she was used to life here and could no longer accept a qiē from her hometown, including the men there...... The more important reason is that she has seen things between men and women from her parents, as well as from film and television dramas, and has already seen it through, so she doesn't care too much about getting married or not...... Actually, it's good to be alone, besides, the people of the Mo family have already regarded her as a family member, and she is not alone. Years have passed, this place has become her second home, and now she suddenly wants to leave, which is really a little reluctant!

With a rare loss, she walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, the sun was shining brightly in August, it was really a rare good weather!

At this time, she suddenly saw a girl in white sitting on the swing in the yard, it seemed to be Mo Fei!

Could it be that Murphy himself has returned?

Thinking of Mo Fei, Ah Xiu couldn't help but let go of his hands and feet, ran out, and when he came to the osmanthus tree, when he took a closer look, he found that it was another strange girl - white dress, long black hair, goose egg-shaped face, bright black eyes, but a little similar to Mo Fei!

"I'm tired of walking, rest in your yard!"

The girl's voice is like a graceful willow branch in spring, with a soft and charming temperament.

In the past, Ah Xiu only knew that Mo Fei's voice was as crisp as a warbler, pleasant to the ear, but this time I listened to the voice of a strange girl, so I had a comparison, although Mo Fei's voice is beautiful, but it gives people a shallow and bright feeling, and this girl's voice is more like an orchid in the deep valley of her hometown, the fragrance directly enters the hearts of the people, lingering and lingering!

"You're welcome! I saw you in the house just now, and I thought it was our Xiaofei! I also said that she obviously went to her uncle's house, why did she suddenly come back, and when she came out to take a look, she realized that you were not Mo Fei, although you look alike, but under closer inspection, there is still a difference, you ...... It's too thin......" After speaking, Ah Xiu's scrutinizing gaze unconsciously fell on the girl's small and pointed breasts...... - digression - Author: May I ask President An, oh, I'm sorry, I just listened to the conversation between you and your wife, oh, please don't be angry......

Amber: Say, what do you want to ask?

Author: It's just a little incomprehensible to what you said, you said that Leah's love has soaked into your bone marrow and penetrated into your blood...... So, what about Murphy's love? What is her love to you?

Anbai: ......

Author: If you don't answer, does it mean that your love for her has ......

Anbai: Don't ask, aren't you sleepy after writing the novel? Wash up and go to bed early! (.)