Chapter 350: Jin Xin, I Can't Marry You (Second Watch)
Feng Feng didn't reply, just lowered his head and twisted his hands together, looking a little embarrassed. Romance debuts
When Jin Xin saw him like that, he understood in his heart.
It's unexpected, obviously this kid has expressed his support before, why did he change his mind after only one night's work?
She looked at Feng Feng and asked patiently, "Can you tell SΓΉ Niang why?" You don't like Daddy Xing. β
"No......" Feng Feng replied lightly and shook his head.
"Why is that?"
"Because ......," Feng Feng said with a snort.
Seeing Fengfeng's hesitant appearance, Jin Xin sighed, and then, pretending to be angry, raised his face and asked, "Fengfeng, are you still so young, do you hide a little secret from your mother?" β
"Mother......
"Don't twist and pinch like this, manly, be generous, how can you be a little family like this?"
It was the first time for Jin Xin to talk to Feng Feng so strictly, Feng Feng couldn't help but be a little frightened, his eyes widened, and he looked at Jin Xin in a daze, his always quiet and cool face showed signs of grievance, he grabbed Jin Xin's knee and pushed: "Mother, mother, are you angry?" Mother, I was wrong, mother, if you want to be with Daddy Xing, let's be together. I don't talk nonsense anymore. β
Jin Xin frowned: "Fengfeng, my mother is not angry about this." My mother is angry that you are not happy to talk to your mother. You're a boy, you have to say one thing and say two things, or you don't say anything at all, and you have to say it thoroughly, don't be like that. β
Feng Feng flattened his mouth and lowered his head: "Mother, I was wrong." β
In the end, it was his own child, and he couldn't see his grievances, Jin Xin looked at Fengfeng's appearance, and his heart softened immediately, but he still held on to the Yan sΓΉ on his face, and asked: "Then tell your mother, what do you think in your heart?" β
Feng Feng blinked, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry, and said softly: "That beautiful sister said that Daddy Xing is hers, not ours." She said that her mother robbed her father Xing, saying that her mother was a bad person. β
When Jin Xin heard this, he was stunned, beautiful sister?
After thinking about it in her mind, she thought of Sha Feng who broke into the wedding scene last night, how could she say such a thing to Feng Feng?
"Who said that Daddy Xing is hers, how come I don't know?"
At this moment, Qiao Qixing's warm voice sounded, and when he looked up, he saw him slowly walking in from the outside, looking gentle and elegant, still with that faint smile on his face, he walked over, bent down and scooped Feng Feng up directly, put it on his shoulder, and asked: "Feng Feng, why did you listen to other people's nonsense, but you didn't come to ask me?" β
Feng Feng was startled by his movements and screamed, but in an instant, the person rode firmly on Qiao Qixing's neck, and his hands were grabbed by him in the palms of his hands, Qiao Qixing's hands were very large, and his fingertips were warm, with a little coolness, but they were very gentle, and he squeezed Feng Feng's little hands so gently, so that Fengfeng's original panic was all gone.
Feng Feng lowered his head, looked at Qiao Qixing's black hair, and forgot to react.
Jin Xin hurriedly shouted: "Eh, put him down quickly, how can you let him ride on your neck?" The child is older, and it's not Jojo, I'm afraid I'm going to tire you. β
Qiao Qixing smiled disappreciatively, "What are you worried about?" I'm a Jianghu person, and I can't afford a four-year-old child? Besides, it's still my son. β
As he spoke, he glanced over his head: "Isn't it, son?" β
Feng Feng's eyes blinked as he heard the "son" he called, as if he was dazed, but when he realized what he was calling himself, he immediately smiled flattered again.
The child is introverted and embarrassed to express anything in words, but the expression on his face is enough to see his joy now.
Qiao Qixing said again: "Fengfeng, don't you call me Daddy like Qiao Qiao?" It's not Daddy, it's Daddy. β
Feng Feng looked at Qiao Qixing in a daze, was silent, and finally called out shyly: "Daddy......"
"Haha." Qiao Qixing laughed out loud and took Feng Feng to run a few steps around the house, "Good son." β
Feng Feng grinned, and for the first time, his face, which had always loved to put on the expression of a little adult, revealed a childish expression that a child should have.
Jin Xin quietly looked at the picture in front of him, looked at the shy but joyful smile on Feng Feng's face, his heart suddenly hurt a little, his eyes were moist, and there was a relieved smile on his face.
She knew that Fengfeng had always longed for his father's love, and Qiao Qixing really loved Fengfeng, not only Fengfeng, but also Lei Lei and Qiao Qiao, as if they were really his biological children.
Saying that she was not moved, it was fake, not to mention that she was moved, she was almost full of gratitude.
Qiao Qixing rode Fengfeng for a long time, spinning in circles, until Fengfeng was a little happy and dizzy, and then carefully put Fengfeng down.
Feng Feng grabbed his hand, with a little apprehension in his worried eyes: "Will you really be our father?" β
Qiao Qixing raised his hand and scratched his nose: "It's true." Fengfeng, in the future, there are some things that you don't believe unless my mother and I tell you in person, otherwise, you don't believe what others say. You know? β
Feng Feng got the answer he wanted, where did he care about the rest, only his heart was full of joy, he hugged Qiao Qixing, and called crisply: "Daddy!" β
A call from the bottom of his heart made Qiao Qixing's heart move, and it also made Jin Xin's heart ache.
This kidβ
The two adults looked at each other and smiled in unison.
Qiao Qixing rubbed Fengfeng's little head and said, "Okay, you go and watch Qiao Qiao." Daddy and Mom talk about something. β
Feng Feng looked at Jin Xin, his eyes fell on Qiao Qixing's face again, and nodded solemnly, his well-behaved appearance was really cute.
Qiao Qixing looked at Feng Feng lying on the head of the bed and watching Qiao Qiao sleep, smiled, looked at Jin Xin, and gestured his chin to the outside.
Jin Xin nodded, and the two went out one after the other.
Outside.
Jin Xin spoke first: "Qixing, thank you very much." Feng Feng he ......"
"Jin Xin, they are already my children. I do everything for them, and you don't have to thank them all the time. β
"But...... "But, after all, they are not your biological children.
Before Jin Xin could say what he wanted to say, he was stopped by a look from Qiao Qixing.
He said: "Jin Xin, since you have decided to marry me, if you look forward and backward like this and be polite, don't you think it's a bit too hypocritical?" β
Jin Xin was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "It seems to be true." β
Qiao Qixing smiled lightly, looked at him, and hesitated to speak: "The wedding matter ......"
"It doesn't have to be." Jin Xin took the lead and said: "The reason why I wanted to do it before was because it was difficult to refute Yunxi's face, and I was also worried about your identity, I think I still had to cooperate with you." However, after last night's events, I feel that it will be too much effort to do it again. Not necessarily. β
Qiao Qixing listened to her words and smiled: "Even if we want to do it again, it is estimated that my sister-in-law should not be as enthusiastic as before." β
When Jin Xin heard this, he also smiled: "It's true." β
Zhang Yunxi is extremely smart, but she is also extremely lazy, and most of the reason why she is enthusiastic about some things is because she is in her head, but once the head is over, she really doesn't dare to believe that she will not be perfunctory.
"Although my marriage is a big deal, in the eyes of my sister-in-law, it is not enough for Cheng DΓΉ, who she doesn't like and takes seriously. So...... If it is really held again, I am afraid that it will be as simple as it can be. β
"It's better not to do it." Jin Xin opened her mouth, and when she saw Qiao Qixing's gaze, she shrugged her shoulders and explained with a smile: "After all, I don't want to go through another period of dizzy days of preparing for marriage. β
When Qiao Qixing heard this, he chuckled again, and there was a smile between his eyebrows and eyes, which looked really happy.
After a pause, he said: "However, although it is tired, a simple wedding still has to be done, otherwise this position will not sit properly." β
Hearing this, Jin Xin nodded and agreed.
Qiao Qixing turned his head sideways and looked at Jin Xin, with doubts in his eyes.
Jin Xin noticed it and asked, "What's wrong?" β
Qiao Qixing smiled slightly, pointed to his neck, and said, "You ...... here"
Jin Xin was surprised and touched it puzzled: "What's wrong?" β
Qiao Qixing smiled and looked at her: "You can't tell me, what happened last night?" β
Jin Xin was stunned, he didn't question, but he asked lightly, as if he was asking about the most ordinary thing, but when Jin Xin listened, he felt empty-hearted, thinking that he was talking about marriage with him now, but he was entangled with Yu Zijing last night, although it was forced by Yu Zijing, but in the final analysis, it was all ......
She didn't want to admit Yu Zijing's existence, and she didn't want to get involved because of him, so she originally planned to hide that incident completely, but now looking at Qiao Qixing, she was full of guilt.
Like this, is it fair to him?
She wanted to expose the past as if it hadn't happened, but now, she felt that the established facts, how could she deceive herself into revealing the past as if it hadn't happened?
Suddenly I felt that I was like a demon who had just continued to talk to Qiao Qixing about marriage as if nothing had happened.
Jin Xin lowered his head, and the various emotions in his eyes were complicated and difficult to distinguish, as if they were pulling each other, which was very painful.
Qiao Qixing looked at it, stunned, and then said: "Forget it, it's not a matter of urgency, and it doesn't have to be answered." β
These words gave Jin Xin invisible pressure.
She pursed her lips and raised her head, her clear eyes were extraordinarily serious, and she asked, "Qixing, I really can't hide it from you." β
The look on Qiao Qixing's face did not change, he just looked at her calmly, patiently, as if waiting for her answer.
Jin Xin's mind was now full of thoughts about how to confess frankly, so as to wipe away the guilt in his heart, so that he didn't pay attention to his subtle look, and continued: "Last night, ......"
She paused, as if she had made up her mind, and her eyes were certain: "Last night, I was with Yu Zijing." β
Qiao Qixing expected to think about many situations, thinking about various reasons that she didn't want to say, but, after thinking about it, she never thought that it would be such an answer, she was with Yu Zijing last night, that is to say, Yu Zijing came to Mingcheng?
Jin Xin looked at his surprised expression, gritted his teeth, and simply explained: "That's right, he did come to Mingcheng, I don't know how long he came, last night was the first time I saw him in three years." I thought I would never see him again in my life......" Jin Xin suddenly felt that it was unnecessary to say that, paused, and said directly: "The person who took me away last night was him." β
Qiao Qixing frowned, looked at Jin Xin quietly, looked at it for a while, and seemed to slowly digest what Jin Xin said just now, and his expression gradually regained his calmness, and he smiled: "Yes, if it is Yu Zijing, he does have the ability to take advantage of the chaos to take you away from Longfeng Villa silently." β
Jin Xin looked at his expression and speculated about his thoughts at this time, but he only waited for such a sentence, and for a while, he didn't know what to say, thought about it, and remained silent for the time being.
Qiao Qixing was also silent for a moment before he looked at Jin Xin again and asked, "He came here specifically for you this time?" β
Jin Xin remembered what Yu Zijing said, and said lightly: "According to him, that's right." β
"So what? He came to you on a special trip, what do you think? Go back with him? Qiao Qixing looked at Jin Xin: "Although I haven't been in contact, I have also heard a lot of rumors about him, except for the incident many years ago when he openly provoked the emperor regardless of his future and wanted to seek justice for his fiancΓ©e who died in vain, it seems that he has never bothered about any woman again." If you really follow what he said, this time you have traveled thousands of miles to find you back, it proves that you are very special in his heart. You, not going back? β
Jin Xin smiled: "Just because of this, should I be flattered?" Gleefully follow him back? β
Qiao Qixing looked at her and smiled: "Isn't it?" β
Jin Xin smiled, didn't make any extra explanations, just looked at him, and said, "Qixing, I'm sorry." I didn't want anyone to know that he was coming, so I was going to hide it from you at first. However, others can hide it, and I think I can't hide it from you. Now, I'm honest with you, I was with Yu Zijing last night, and we ......"
She was embarrassed to say some things, some words, she was embarrassed to say, thought about it, and felt that he should understand, so she didn't say it so plainly, she only sighed and said, "This is the case I am in now." It just so happens that our wedding yesterday was not completed, and you still have a chance to regret it. You should think about it, whether you want to continue our marriage. Of course, I also know very well what I have done, whether it is my intention or not, I am at fault for what happened at this moment. If you propose to cancel the marriage, I will gladly accept it. β
Qiao Qixing didn't have any too much affection, quietly listened to Jin Xin finish speaking, looked at Jin Xin, and asked, "Do you want me to cancel?" β
Jin Xin was asked, his face blank.
After thinking about it, she replied to him apologetically: "You also saw how Fengfeng felt when he got along with you just now, not only Fengfeng, but also Lei Lei and Qiaoqiao, they are all a little dependent on you. In the past three years, Yu Zijing, the father, has been missing from their lives, and the only person who gives them fatherly love is you. Seriously, I didn't really have anything else in mind at first, but just now, seeing how happy Feng Feng was when he called you Daddy, I changed my mind. You may look down on me and think I'm thick-skinned, but I still want to say that even if it's for the sake of the children, I personally hope that you don't cancel the marriage. β
Jin Xin finished speaking in one breath, as if she had a breath of turbid breath in her heart, she admitted that she was selfish, but how many people in this world are not selfish? She didn't hold a knife against Qiao Qixing to force him to marry her, she still respected his choice, but if he didn't mind, he was still willing to marry her, she thought, she didn't mind marrying him cheekily.
Qiao Qixing looked at Jin Xin and asked: "You are willing to choose to marry me because the child has a father, why are you not willing to return to Yu Zijing's side for the child, after all, he is the biological father of your child, and I think he naturally loves these children very much, if he is looking for a father for the child, isn't he more suitable?" β
Jin Xin's pupils shrank suddenly, but he still lowered his eyebrows and didn't look at him.
With a faint smile on his face, Qiao Qixing asked, "Because you love him, don't you?" β
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Jin Xin's face turned pale suddenly, but he tried his best to hide it, pursed his lips and said nothing, but the tense look was like a sign that he had been poked in his heart.
Qiao Qixing saw it in his eyes and showed a look of understanding.
He looked at Jin Xin, his eyes were still staring at her neck, and he was silent for a long time before he said, "Jin Xin, I'm a man." β
"Huh?"
Jin Xin raised his head in confusion, a little puzzled by his sudden words.
He stretched out his hand and gently touched a part of Jin Xin's neck, his expression was difficult to grasp, and he said: "I have guessed many other situations, if it is any of my guesses, I will not mind." However, I really didn't expect that it would be such a situation for Yu Zijing. I don't care what love-hate entanglement happened between you and Yu Zijing three years ago, and I don't care if you have any thoughts about Yu Zijing, but, judging from the current situation, despite the regret, it is still ......"
He was silent for a long time before he sighed regretfully: "Jin Xin, I can't marry you." β
Jin Xin's eyes widened, even if he was mentally prepared, but when faced with this answer, he was still a little indigestible. After a long while, she came back to her senses, and she smiled gloomily: "Really? Well. I understand. You ...... such a decision."
"Nope. Jin Xin. Qiao Qixing interrupted her words and said seriously: "I don't mind your body, what I mind is that there is ...... between you and him."
As he spoke, he suddenly retracted, his eyes moved, and he silently withdrew his hand, and he smiled: "Forget it, you should take it as the reason." Anyway, the marriage between the two of us is blown. β
He said it with a sad look, but also with a bit of ridicule, as if the weather was not good.
Jin Xin looked at him for a while, and suddenly smiled: "Hmm." It seems that it was blown. β
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