Chapter 658: Just be yourself
readx;?? Listening to Mu Zao's words, Lei Ruanqin's mood gradually stabilized a lot. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"How?" Lei Ruan Qin felt a little sick and rushed to the doctor.
She really didn't know what to do. I have been very arrogant for so many years, and when I was a child, I played with this group of boys with Mu Zaozao, and even regarded myself as a man and became Mu Zaozao's guardian messenger. Although she also has the delicate thoughts of a little girl, she doesn't mind too much about things between men and women. Otherwise, An Yichen was so attentive and slept with so many women, Lei Ruan Qin would definitely not be able to accept it.
Regarding the affairs of men and women, Lei Ruan Qin can be regarded as open. She couldn't understand that nothing had happened to her and An Nan, why An Yichen still couldn't let go. Is it really like Mu Zao said earlier, this time An Yichen has a junior, not because he likes the new and hates the old, but because the problems between the two of them have not been dealt with well?
"If you still want to live a good life with him, find an opportunity to communicate well." Mu said early.
"How to communicate? Everything is obvious, and what should be said has been said a long time ago. Should you call An Nan up, the picture is replayed, so that An Yichen can be sure that there is really nothing between me and An Nan. ”
The corners of Mu Zao's mouth couldn't help twitching. She is naturally biased towards Lei Ruan Qin in her heart, and now that An Yichen has done such a thing, if she is Mu Zaozao, there is nothing to say at all. Divorce is divorce, since the relationship between two people is no longer pure, there is no point in entanglement. If Su Yanzhi had a junior, even if he didn't need to send a text message in person, Mu Zao would definitely wave his sleeves, and he would never have anything to do with him from now on.
It's just that she is different from Lei Ruanqin. The bottom line of what they can accept is also different. Before Lei Ruanqin and An Yichen got married, he already had several women, and the relationship between them was already based on the body. Mu Zao couldn't ask Lei Ruan Qin according to his own standards.
She thought for a while and spoke again: "You stay with me for a few days first, and don't contact An Yichen for the next few days." ”
"What if he contacts me? Now it must be that little biaozi urging a divorce. Maybe seeing that I'm not home tonight, he'll take that little biao home again. As soon as Lei Ruan Qin thought of this, his temper came up, and he really wanted to kill him back immediately and beat An Yichen. But when she thought of divorce, really divorced, her impulsive courage wilted again.
"Now you're not even sure if your marriage can continue, and you still have the leisure to care about other people. This is a matter between you and An Yichen, so don't worry about others for the time being. ”
"I can't just let that little biao get away with it."
"I'll talk about her later. When you stabilize your position as the mother of the main palace, it's just a wildflower, and you won't step on it with one foot. Mu Zao's voice was a little quieter.
When Lei Ruan Qin heard this, his mood slowly stabilized. I have known Mu for so many years, and I have never seen her so firm and wise. It made Lei Ruanqin a little unsure of how to face her, but said: "It's rare that you didn't persuade me to divorce directly, in the past, you would definitely scold me, saying that such a man is useless." ”
"He's useless, he's also your husband. Marriage is not child's play, a lifetime is so long, you always have to go through some things, how can you think about breaking up as soon as something happens. Who knows what the next man will look like. Besides, we're really a bit of a loser this time. ”
"I didn't do anything wrong." Lei Ruanqin has always insisted on this.
"It's not a question of right or wrong, there is no right or wrong in a relationship. An Yichen is so machismo, you let him see with his own eyes that his half-brother he hates so much, bullying his woman in public, let alone An Yichen, put it on any man, I don't feel happy. Besides, you know better than anyone what he went through when he was younger. ”
Although Lei Ruan Qin understood what Mu Zao said, he was still a little unwilling.
Su Yan was silent all the way and drove the two sisters back to the Su family's villa. I consciously gave up the master bedroom and decided to sleep in the room tonight.
Lei Ruan Qin was a little embarrassed and disturbed the two-person world of Su Yanzhi and Mu Zaozao. Because I was in a bad mood, I didn't have too much politeness or anything.
Seeing watching cartoons in the room from time to time, Lei Ruan Qin thought of Dan in the hospital, and asked Mu Zaozao in a low voice: "How do you handle your affairs?" ”
"On the way back, I have already made a decision, and I respect the ideas of the time." Mu said early.
"You're going to let know that Dan has woken up?" Lei Ruan Qin asked.
Mu nodded early.
"Don't be impulsive, there are some things that you don't regret once you've done them. What if Dan brings Shi Shi back to England? "Lei Ruanqin didn't have much trust in the British man.
At this time, Su Yanzhi entered the bedroom from outside and came to look for clothes. Lei Ruan Qin asked Mu Zaozao: "Then have you discussed it with Yanzhi?" Does he agree? ”
"Didn't he say that he would support whatever I decided?" Mu Zao looked at Su Yanzhi's figure standing in front of the closet.
"Say that, but you can't really ignore his feelings, after all, you are two people." Lei Ruanqin persuaded.
Mu Zao didn't speak, just withdrew his gaze and looked at Lei Ruan Qin in front of him.
Lei Ruan Qin didn't feel any difference in Mu Zao's gaze at first, the air was silent for a moment, and she seemed to understand something. When you persuade others yourself, everything is true. But it was his turn, and he ignored all the truth.
For Mu Zaozao, she and Su Yanzhi are husband and wife, and Mu Zaozao can't ignore Su Yanzhi's thoughts. But Lei Ruan Qin and An Yichen have been together for so many years, how can they really stand in An Yichen's perspective and understand his feelings?
She always keeps saying that she loves An Yichen, and her so-called love is just to accompany each other. After all, it's a kind of selfishness.
After dinner, Mu went downstairs with Su Yanzhi for a walk as usual. Lei Ruan Qin stayed at home to play with him, leaving the small light bulb at home.
Mu was walking with Su Yanzhi under the dim street lamp early, she looked at her footsteps, and said softly: "Yanzhi, I want to tell everything from time to time and let him make his own judgment." ”
"Hmm." Sure enough, as Mu said earlier, Su Yan didn't object at all, and didn't even ask why.
His attitude made Mu Zao hesitate. She looked sideways at Su Yanzhi beside her, frowning slightly: "However, I'm worried that I'm still too young and don't have such a rational ability to discriminate." Wouldn't it be a little too irresponsible for me to do this? ”
"If you want to make decisions for him, that's irresponsible. The moment he was born, he already had the ability to think for himself. Besides, even if he really makes a not very rational decision, there is still us supporting her behind him, what are you afraid of. ”
"What about you? What do you think? Mu finished asking early, and added: "Don't say that you respect my thoughts, I want to hear your truest thoughts." ”
"Get Dan out of Earth." Su Yanzhi said something serious, not like a joke at all.
But this sentence is obviously a joke.
Su Yanzhi's dislike for Dan is obvious to all.
Mu remembered what Zhang's mother had said to her in the morning, and always felt that she would be a little too selfish to think like this. She stopped and stopped with Su Yanzhi under a street lamp. Looking up at Su Yanzhi in front of him, the dim light of the street lamp reflected Mu Zaozao's face, plated with a layer of warm yellow light, which looked extremely gentle.
"In other words, if you always follow me like this, I will think I am too willful." Mu said early.
"There's nothing wrong with being willful."
"But I don't want people to think I'm a wayward woman, I want to be mature and rational, like many wise women, who can handle everything perfectly. It doesn't cause you trouble, but it can also help you share your worries. Mu Zao's eyebrows were furrowed, and it could be seen that this matter was still quite troublesome to her.
Su Yan subconsciously raised his hand and rubbed her head: "Then why are you marrying me, you can get it yourself." ”
"I ......" Mu was blocked by Su Yanyi's words early and didn't know what to say. It's not close to each other at all, she thought about it for a while, and changed her words: "I want to make myself as calm and smart as you, I think this is worthy of you." ”
"According to you, when you calm down and be smarter, shouldn't I be worthy of you?" Su Yanzhi asked rhetorically.
Mu was stunned by his question, what kind of logic is this?
"Haven't you heard that there is research in psychology about low self-esteem. If a man is not worthy of a woman because he has no money, then when he has money, he will have a sense of superiority. If a woman feels that she is not beautiful enough to be worthy of a man, if one day she feels that she has become very beautiful, it may not be far from her abandoning that man and finding a new love. Su Yanzhi said.
"Really? You're not kidding, are you? Doesn't it mean that only true love feels unworthy? Mu Zao was a little confused whether Su Yanzhi was joking or serious. Psychologically, is there really such a statement?
Su Yanzhi didn't take Mu Zao seriously, rubbed her head again, just smiled and didn't speak.
The two men quieted down and continued to walk forward in the light of the street lamp. Mu Zao was still thinking about Su Yanzhi's so-called psychological theory just now, and wanted to find a few examples in reality to prove how credible it was.
Su Yanzhi was silent for a moment, and then spoke again: "In my place, you can grow wantonly, like an elk in the jungle, running freely." There is no need to think about so many irrelevant rules and put pressure on yourself yourself. You are my wife, not an assistant or an employee, you just need to be yourself, and you don't need to work hard to pass the assessment. Got it? ”
Mu Zao stopped again and looked up at the man in front of him-