Lan Xingye miraculously didn't cry, in front of everyone, in front of Zhang Sisi, in front of Shao Mingyang, and even in front of her grandfather's tomb, until the tomb was finally sealed, she didn't cry. It's like a faucet, someone has twisted the valve, and not a single tear can be shed. But those eyes were very red and red, as if they were about to drip blood.

She just knelt in front of her grandfather's grave, clasping her hands weakly.

She looked at the picture of her grandfather, who had gray hair, but he was smiling at her.

She knew, she always knew, that her grandfather actually loved to laugh.

But since my mother left, my grandfather's smile has decreased. Later, as soon as Ah Chen left, he didn't like to smile even more. Many times, Lan Xingye will feel sad when he looks at his grandfather's smile, and at this moment, the sour feeling is even more reads();. She lowered her gaze and fixed it on the plate of mung bean cake.

In my ears, I suddenly remembered my grandfather's last words before he died.

I don't eat...... I'll take it to your mom and your brother...... They love to eat...... They...... Favorite to eat......

Grandfather.

He was always like this, thinking only of them.

In this life, all the worries and worries are for them.

She suddenly remembered that she had forgotten what she had told her grandfather.

She always wanted to say it herself, but she was embarrassed to say it.

She has been waiting, waiting for the day when he will no longer be able to walk when he is old, his eyes are drooping, and she wants to count the gray hair for him, review the interesting things in the past, and accompany him to walk all over the famous mountains and rivers, and see the scenery everywhere. Also, I want to tell him that sentence, that sentence that has been buried in my heart for a long, long time.

That sentence Grandpa, I love you.

That sentence, when Lan Mu left, she didn't have time to say it.

I don't think about it now. When her grandfather left, she didn't have time.

At this moment, it has become a bone-eating pain, a mark that can never be passed away!

Lan Xingye bent down and kowtowed, heavily, on the ground, but it seemed to be on the tip of his heart. So painful.

Shao Mingyang stood behind him. He suddenly felt that the bow seemed to be on the tip of his heart!

Zhang Sisi was even more relieved, she wanted to say some comforting words. But I don't know what to say.

"Ah Ye, you have to be good, you still have a grandmother, don't you?" After a long time, Zhang Sisi said this.

Blue Star nodded his head. She watched as the people in the cemetery painted her grandfather's name black, and she just gave a dull "en".

After the funeral, it rained profusely. Adults say that this is wind and rain, which is a sign of good luck.

Shao Mingyang held up the umbrella and accompanied Lan Xingye and his grandmother, while the two supported his grandmother. Slowly walked out of the cemetery.

When she returned from the cemetery, her grandmother was exhausted and immediately fell asleep in bed.

Blue Starry Night was by her side. She sat quietly and went to shake her hand. Look at my grandmother's old sleeping face. She muttered, almost to herself, "Grandma, I'll be with you all my life......"

Her voice grew softer.

Finally, she bowed her head and said in her grandmother's ear, "Grandma, I love you." ”

In the corridor outside, Shao Mingyang stopped quietly. He leaned against the wall and smoked without saying a word, and at this moment, he felt so helpless.

What could he do for her?

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After my grandfather's funeral, Lan Xingye would send the tablet to a nearby temple to offer incense. My grandmother believed in gods and Buddhas, but she was already too sad and had no intention of going out.

It was a temple not far from my grandmother's house, and it was very quiet and located with reads();. It's not a big temple, and it's past the peak season of burning incense, so there aren't many pilgrims, just a few sporadically. After entering the temple, the little monk saw that there were pilgrims coming, it was Amitabha.

After adding some sesame oil money, the little monk took them to walk quietly in the temple.

It's October, and the morning is still a little cold, the air is cold, and the bamboo forest is verdant.

I came to the small pavilion where the tablets were placed, and the eyes were full of black and white, all of which were deceased.

Lan Xingye stopped and watched as the little monk embedded the tablet in one of the small pavilions.

Suddenly, she heard his deep male voice.

"Xingxing, where do you say people go when they die?" He spoke quietly, the voice seemed close, but it also seemed far away.

Lan Xingye's heart was silent at this moment, and the sour feeling lingered in his heart again.

She shook her head, who knows where they will go when they die?

"I always feel that I'm not dead, I'm just leaving." Shao Mingyang stood beside her, and said in a deep voice, Lan Xingye's heart was a little blocked, and he became sad, he slowly turned his head sideways, the tall figure was half sunny and half dark, and said silently, "It seems that he is just leaving." ”

Lan Xingye frowned, only to feel as if his heart had been torn open, and something was about to flow out.

After her grandfather's sudden death, she didn't like to talk much, and at the moment she desperately wanted to keep something.

So she consciously reached out and grabbed his sleeve!

As soon as she spoke, her voice was already choked, and she muttered, "You know, my grandfather used to take me and my brother to play when he was a child, and he would buy us popsicles, and we could buy two for one yuan, but he was reluctant to buy them for himself." Actually, I know that it's not that he doesn't like to eat mung bean cake, it's just that because the family didn't have money at that time, he was reluctant to eat it. Every time he buys it back, he will leave it to his mother and his younger brother......"

Lan Xingye still remembers his grandfather's words before he died, and in this life, he can't forget it no matter what.

"I'm really useless, I really want to make money as soon as possible so that my grandfather won't work so hard...... In his life, he has not had a few good days...... I'm either worried about my brother, or I'm ...... Before leaving, I didn't give him anything......" Lan Xingye blamed herself like that, she had already burst into tears, but she still couldn't hold back her tears.

"If you know it's the last ......"

"If, I knew that he would be gone that day, I should have said to him, grandfather, don't worry, I'm grown up now, I'll take care of myself! But why didn't I say it at the time! I didn't even say it! Why didn't I say it! Lan Xingye was hoarse, and she clutched Shao Mingyang's clothes tightly.

Shao Mingyang saw that she bit her lip and stubbornly did not cry, so he hugged her into his arms.

"Cry!" He commanded domineeringly, but said in a low and gentle voice. "I don't sue anyone else."

It seems that he has been forgiven by ****, as if he has been relied on, as if he has found a safe haven, and he did not continue to forbear, and Lan Xingye finally howled and cried in his arms.

"It's me who's not good—" Blue Star Night cried, muttering the words.

Those tears soaked his shirt. As if through clothing. Penetrated into his chest, into his heart.

Howling and crying, Blue Star asked hoarse();. "What about you?"

Shao Mingyang didn't know why, but he heard her ask, "Will you leave me too?" ”

Suddenly he felt a sharp pain in his heart, and he didn't speak. Just whispered, "What a stupid thing." ”

He pulled her out of the pavilion. When they came to the gods and Buddhas, they both knelt on their knees.

Cigarettes curled up, rising and white mist was hazy, and the great monk was chanting and meditating. With the unknown murmuring of Buddha words and the sound of wooden fish knocking, the sky and the earth are big. But it can't reach this temple, so quiet and so divine.

Blue Starry reached out to shake his hand. Pious kowtow.

Bending her waist close to the ground, she silently said: I want to be with him forever.

……

The two got up hand in hand, left the temple, and rushed back to their grandmother's house.

On the way, they passed the wooden bridge, and the two of them walked forward, while someone came in front of them.

I looked at it, but I froze.

Shao Mingyang's eyes stared, staring at the person in front of him.

Lan Xingye had already cried and her eyes were red, and she kept her head down, feeling that his pace was slightly slow, she was a little suspicious, so she looked up.

Just at a glance, I met the figure.

He was wearing a crisp suit and fresh short hair, and he was a familiar figure.

It's Li Jun!

Li Jun ran all the way, but he didn't expect to bump into them halfway. His gaze swept over Shao Mingyang, and then fell on Lan Xingye's body in a hurry but quickly. He was already anxious, and at this moment, when he met her red and swollen walnut eyes crying, his heart suddenly felt unspeakably uncomfortable, as if he had been tightened, and the whole person was tightened!

Blue Starry Night.

She is so strong, she is always smiling, has she just cried.

At the moment, the three of them are at opposite ends of the bridge.

It's like meeting on a narrow road.

Li Jun stopped for a while, and could only freeze in place.

Shao Mingyang's eyes quickly flashed a touch of profundity, he was silent, just gently helped the blue starry night and walked towards the wooden bridge.

Seeing them walking forward, Li Jun took a step forward and approached them.

The two of them approached each other, and finally reached the center of the wooden bridge.

In S City in October, the weather has begun to turn cold, and autumn here is always cold quickly, and the woods here are lush and green. The bridge is turbulent water, and the sound in my ears is tinkling, and the flowing water seems to have fallen into my heart, with a hint of cold autumn coolness.

This time, without waiting for Li Jun to speak, he saw him bow his head again and whisper to Lan Xingye, "I'll wait for you in the woods in front." ”

He said a word, and Li Jun instantly stared.

Lan Xingye didn't speak, just silently "en" reads();.

Shao Mingyang retracted his gaze at this time, and his gaze fell on Li Jun, he gave a glance, and then walked by.

Lan Xingye stood in front of him, Li Jun felt Shao Mingyang's departure, but he didn't speak.

When the footsteps were gone, he was convinced that there were only two of them left.

Li Jun moved his lips and asked in a low voice, "I ......" He paused, and then added, "I just heard Grandma Lan say that you went to the temple." ”

Since the incident at the law firm that day, occasionally, Li Jun would come here to visit the two elders. This weekend, he also came to visit, and bought a fruit basket and some of their favorite pastries. But who would have thought that after coming over, he would know something amazing.

It turns out that Grandpa Lan has passed away!

In that bungalow, Grandma Lan was still guarding the black and white photos in the hall.

When Li Jun heard the news at that time, he couldn't accept it at all, and the fruit basket and things in his hand fell to the ground.

How is this possible?

Obviously, when I came here last time, it was still good, and when I came last time, it was still fresh.

He even said to him: Xiaojun, come often when you are empty.

He stood in front of the portrait of Grandpa Blue. took the incense candle handed by Grandma Lan and knelt down and bowed.

But what about the Blue Starry Night?

And where is she?

Why didn't you sue him, why didn't you tell him in the first place?

Why?

At this moment, seeing Lan Xingye nodded, Li Jun's fists were clenched, and there were countless words to tell in his heart.

But Zi, but he couldn't find a breakthrough, he was so flustered.

Such panic. It's like going back to the old days!

"Blue Starry Night! Grandpa Lan passed away. Why don't you sue me in the first place! Li Jun shouted, his eyes were filled with countless emotions, whether it was annoyance, anger, guilt, and self-blame. But more than that, it is reluctant to feel distressed.

Why do you have to bear it alone?

Or is it because you already have another person by your side?

That's why you're so strong?

"Even if you don't plan to sue me, what about my grandfather? Why don't you sue Grandpa? Don't you know. Has he always been Grandpa Lan his brother! Li Jun roared again, he didn't know what was wrong. My heart is twisted, and I have nowhere to tell about those boredoms!

Blue Starry Night was silent, she spoke hoarsely and replied softly. "Grandpa is old and can't stand the stimulation, so grandpa leaves. He's going to be sad. I'm sorry......" Her voice choked up, so she even spoke staccatoly. "I want to wait for the matter to pass, and then tell him slowly...... Sorry ......"

She stood in front of him at a loss, and she lowered her head and muttered "I'm sorry".

But why, at this moment, the person who said sorry, why you?

Li Jun's heart was even tighter, he gritted his teeth, and he didn't know what to say, so he could only snort, "Blue Star Night reads();!" ”

However, as soon as he shouted, in an instant, he saw Lan Xingye's eyes bowing his head, and suddenly there was a transparent liquid, quietly falling!

It was too fast, but it was real, and it was captured by Li Jun!

Although she lowered her head, although he didn't see her tears, he knew, he knew clearly, it was the tears of the blue starry night!

Li Jun panicked so much that he couldn't help himself for a while, he was stunned, he could only stand there stupidly!

The memory was suddenly wiped away, and Li Jun clearly remembered that the year Lan Mu died, he was actually like this.

Riding a bicycle that year, he felt the tears of Lan Xingye, and now that she was standing in front of him, he was still at a loss!

"Blue Star Night ......" for a long time, he trembled, his hands trembled, and he wanted to wipe her tears.

But he couldn't reach out at all, he was even scared to touch her tears!

Because that would burn him!

She said suddenly, which made Li Jun dumbfounded, and he didn't say anything more, "It's all my fault!" ”

It's all your fault, obviously telling you to hold me tight!

It's all your fault, obviously telling you to come to me if you have something!

It's all your fault......

Li Jun's throat seemed to be blocked, his eyes were also hot, he let go of his hand weakly, he looked away, looking at the flowing water in the river, it was still so turbulent. His voice was blown away by the wind, and he muttered in a low voice, "You, are you alright?" ”

Lan Xingye hurriedly wiped away her tears, and she hurriedly replied, "I'm fine." ”

"Really?" He muttered again, but the voice was very low and filled with countless sorrows.

"It's really ......" Lan Xingye responded again, and she looked up.

Immediately, Li Jun finally saw her clearly, her haggard face, and she didn't know how she had spent the past few days. Her eyes were even redder than before, and there were still undried tears in her eyes, which made him feel extremely stinging. But suddenly, she smiled.

"It's really fine, I'm fine!" She laughed.

That's what she said back then.

Blue Starry Night, you said you were fine, you were fine.

You always say that.

"Yes." He couldn't laugh anymore.

Lan Xingye nodded, such a serious appearance, so serious that it made him ache, "Thank you for coming to visit grandpa, I think he must be very happy to see you, don't be too sad." ”

She was still the same as before, talking in such a gentle voice, and even comforting him in turn, Li Jun suddenly felt that the pain in his heart was magnified a hundred times, and he was all piercing.

"Do you have anything to do with me, reads();." She asked softly.

Li Jun was silent, staring into her gaze, he couldn't face it, and his clenched teeth loosened, and he whispered. "It's gone."

"Then, I'll go back first." Lan Xingye whispered again, and then she stepped forward and walked past him.

Li Jun heard her departing footsteps, but he felt that every step was stepping on his heart!

His eyes were blurry, and he couldn't see clearly.

Suddenly. He jerked his head back. saw that the blue starry night had already walked towards Shao Mingyang.

In that blurred line of sight, he looked at them and slowly walked away. It's going farther and farther.

No.

Blue Starry Night.

Actually, I don't blame you.

Actually, it's to blame me, it's actually that I'm not good.

It's me, it's me who wasn't there for you, not when you needed it most.

But now. There are already others around you.

This moment. Li Jun seemed to have tasted the bitterness of his own suffering.

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"Grandma, will you move to the city and live with me?" Lan Xingye thought about it for a long time, she was really relieved that her grandmother was here alone. She's already thought about it. Rent a small apartment so that there will be no delay in working and taking care of grandma.

Grandma shook her head, she said so stubbornly and stubbornly. "No, Night. Grandma doesn't leave, grandma has to stay here all the time. Ah Ye, my grandmother knows that you are worried about me, but you see, there is someone here to accompany me. There are Uncle Wang next door, Aunt Zhang, and the village chief, and so many people, grandma is not alone, can you rest assured? ”

"But ......" Blue Starry Night is still relieved.

Grandma got up and wiped her grandfather's portrait, she smiled and said, "Grandma has lived here all her life, and I want to stay with your grandfather......"

Blue Starry Night's tears almost fell, and she quickly blinked away.

She secretly told herself: Blue Starry Night, you must make a lot of money, and you must let your grandmother live a good life!

……

Four Seas Company

On this day, Shao Luochuan came, and when he passed by the printing room, he finally saw the figure that he hadn't seen for a long time. She was standing in front of the printer, looking at the materials very seriously. He suddenly stopped his steps and couldn't help but call out to her, "Assistant Lan." ”

Lan Xingye turned around in response, only to see that it was Shao Luochuan, and she smiled, "Director Luo." ”

Lan Xingye naturally knew that Shao Luochuan was now working at the headquarters and was the head of the financial department.

"Ah, I'm really not used to hearing you call me that." He joked, but his eyes were slightly condensed, and he paused, "I heard that you took a leave of absence a few days ago, and now it's all right, right?" ”

Blue Starry Night just smiled, "It's okay, thank you for your concern. ”

"It's fine, but ...... What are you doing with me so politely! Penalties! Shao Luochuan pretended to be displeased and glared at her.

"Yes! How to punish that? Blue Star smiled at night.

"Brew me a cup of coffee!" Shao Luochuan smiled and turned to leave.

On the sofa in the office, Shao Luochuan and Shao Jiaying are there.

Shao Mingyang sat across from them.

The atmosphere is not suffocating, but it is also strict.

"This time, the British Bodo company intends to enter the S market, and their cooperation project is a big hit recently!" Shao Luochuan smiled.

Shao Jiaying stared, "There are also many competitors, such as Zia!" ”

"Zia? Who is in charge this time? Shao Luochuan asked.

"Mr. Li of Xinyi."

Shao Luochuan nodded clearly, but looked at Shao Mingyang, "That Mr. Li, what kind of relationship did you have?" ”

He didn't know the entanglements in this, but the only thing he knew was that these days, Zia's eldest and youngest people have been fighting with Shao Mingyang in private.

Shao Jiaying was cold and silent, in the past six months, Xinyi and Sihai can be said to have been fighting openly and secretly, and they have never stopped. And Xinyi's decision-makers were too impatient and aggressive, so they were repeatedly defeated by the four seas!

Shao Mingyang smiled and said softly, "Shopping malls are like battlefields, and winning and losing, the same thing." ”

"So, who is responsible for following up on this project?" This project headquarters is very important, and it is also very important for entering the headquarters at the end of the year, Shao Luochuan asked.

At the right time, Blue Star Night brought the coffee and put it one by one, "Please use it slowly." ”

Shao Luochuan's gaze swept to Lan Xingye in an instant, and he suddenly smiled, "Hey? Mr. Shao, why don't you take over the follow-up project with Assistant Lan? ”

Lan Xingye was stunned, and she was suddenly a little dazed. But deep down, there is a desire to rise.

Looking at Shao Mingyang in an instant, she suddenly became a little nervous.

I saw that his gaze was calm, but there was a hint of thoughtfulness in his eyes, Shao Mingyang looked at her silently, just when Lan Xingye thought that this time she was impossible, he said-

"Assistant Lan, you will follow up on this project."

She was suddenly overjoyed, and raised the corners of her lips happily, "Yes!" ”

Shao Luochuan asked again, "So Mr. Shao, who is the main person in charge of this project?" ”

Shao Mingyang's gaze looked at Shao Jiaying unhurriedly, and said in a low voice, "Director Jia, you are in charge." ”

"Yes!" Shao Jiaying replied coldly.

"Director Jia, then I need to take care of it!" Shao Luochuan was sent by the headquarters to take over the British Bodol enterprise at the same time, he joked.

Shao Jiaying's beautiful eyes were still cold, and she immediately said, "Director Luo, now you can hold a group meeting." (To be continued.) )