"Although your mother's appearance is the same as that of her, her temperament is very different. When she entered the palace with me, she asked me to swear that there would never be any other woman in my life except her, and I promised her at that time, thinking that I would be able to do it. ”

"Your mother is suspicious by nature, and there are many beautiful women in the palace, so she always feels at ease with me and repeatedly tempts me, and I didn't take it to heart at first, but when she actually killed the two heirs of Huaguo one after another because of her suspicions......" Yuan Kejin didn't want to expose her mother's fault in front of his daughter, sighed and turned his mouth and said, "I have only betrayed your mother once, but this time I broke your mother's heart." ”

"That palace girl gave birth to a daughter who was known to your mother, and your mother has a strong temperament, and she never has a grain of sand in her eyes for this kind of thing. She was seriously ill at the time, and she was furious when she learned about it. Yuan Kejin thought of Dugu's resentful eyes, and his heart hurt like a knife, it was he who indirectly killed the person he loved the most, if it wasn't for the Dugu clan he harmed, maybe Dugu wouldn't have left him so early.

Yuan Kejin didn't seem to be willing to mention much about the palace maid and the child, and Yuan Chengcheng didn't ask about the fate of the mother and daughter, because from her father's words, she had already expected what her mother, who was extremely gentle in memory but vicious in reality, would behave.

"When your mother died, she was facing the wall, and I begged her to look back at me, but she never looked back until she died. I know that if I hadn't broken her heart, she wouldn't have died and wouldn't even look back at me! Yuan Kejin remembered the scene at that time, and he could still feel the pain in his heart, "Before she died, she asked me if I had ever loved anyone else in my life besides her." I lied to her for more than ten years, and I didn't want to continue to lie to her when she was dying, so I said, yes. ”

"I want to explain to your mother, tell her that the person is long dead, and that I have only loved her since I met your mother, but I left before I could say anything about your mother. I held her hand that was getting colder, my mind was foggy, I didn't know why I wanted to tell her the truth, since I decided to lie to her, why could I lie to her for the rest of my life, but I had to say it at the last minute! She left with regret, and your mother also left with regret, is this the punishment given by Heaven for the murder I committed? I've only loved two people in my life, but no matter how ruthless or attentive I was to them, I didn't have time to let them know my heart when they left. ”

Yuan Qingcheng clenched his father's hand, which was a wordless comfort. Her father's life was in the midst of slaughter, and two short loves ended in the same tragedy, and she tried to comfort him, but found that she couldn't find any suitable words at such a time.

Just when Yuan Chengcheng was secretly sad for his father's life, Yuan Kejin suddenly asked: "Although I live longer than other monarchs, the result of my long life is to bear more loneliness than others. Cheng'er, do you also think that your father's life is actually very pitiful? ”

Yuan Chengcheng comforted: "If the little palace maid and the queen mother have knowledge, they will definitely be able to understand the heart of their father!" No one wants to see the unhappy life of the person they love, my father and at least my sister and me, don't be so pessimistic. ”

Yuan Kejin chuckled: "Cheng'er, my father told you at the beginning that the Huawang Palace is not as clean as you think. Those occasional little warmth are just the occasional meteor gliding in the boundless night, maybe beautiful, but also short-lived, most of the time we are still facing the boundless darkness. You've heard so much, just feeling sad for those short-lived warmth, haven't you ever thought about why it's so short-lived? And after that brief moment of brightness like a shooting star, how did those people survive the long night? ”

"Living in the court is like falling into a sea of blood, if you want to survive in it, who can be alone without getting bloody? You are too weak to be their opponent. My father always thought that he could protect you for the first half of your life, and that he would find you a good colt in the future, so that you could continue to live in a comfortable environment when he took over the rest of your life. But now that your father is like a candle in the wind, the day is precarious, but you are still thinking about giving up your own happiness for this country that you have no ability to protect, do you think you are contributing to the country? But it's just a mantis arm as a car! ”

"My sister was able to change her husband for Hua Guo back then, and now she can not marry for Hua Guo for life, and the position of the prince is undecided, even if my father can really make a hasty decision, how can I guarantee that he can really take on the responsibility of Hua Guo, I can't watch the new monarch ruin the country of Hua!" Yuan Chengcheng knows that she doesn't have the ability to govern, but her identity and status can always play a balancing role for the new monarch and ministers, and her sister can marry for the country, why does her father think that she can't defend herself for the country?

"Your sister?" Yuan Kejin sneered, "Do you think that things back then were really that simple?" Even if things back then were really as simple as you thought, if you sisters were reversed, I wouldn't let you marry Ningguo! ”

"Why?" It's also his daughter, why can't her sister do it?

"I agree with your sister to marry but not with you, not because I prefer you, but because ...... Your sister's mind and means are far superior to yours. ”

Thoughts and means are far superior to hers? Does Father refer to his sister's means of dealing with Ning Guo**? Yuan Chengcheng suddenly felt a fear in her heart, she had been deliberately avoiding everything she didn't want to know, I am afraid that she will know it completely from her father's mouth today. Will Queen Hu's death be related to her sister?

"The first time I saw Huangfujing, I had the feeling of looking in the mirror. Looking at him is like seeing myself when I was young, arrogant, empty-eyed, ambitious, and most importantly, lonely. After many years, when Yuan Kejin recalled Huangfu Jing, there was still an unconcealed appreciation in his expression, "I admire him, and I am even more jealous of him, he is familiar with the art of war, invincible, seeing him continue to devour the border neighboring countries around the transit of Huaguo, I am more and more worried that sooner or later according to his progress, one day will fight Huaguo, his father-in-law is the Zhenguo Gong who held the military power of Huaguo at that time, and his brother-in-law is the monarch of Anguo, once the war starts, how can I deal with the enemy on my back?" Just when I was at my wit's end, your sister had already figured out a solution to this dilemma. ”

"She wants to use beauty tricks?" Yuan Chengcheng asked, according to the later development, she had already guessed her sister's plan at that time.

"Yes, it's a beauty plan, but this beauty plan is far more complicated than you think."