Chen Wei's movements stopped for a while, pursed his lips and lowered his eyes: "You're tired, it's time to rest." ”

He probably knew what I was going to say and tried to stop me from speaking.

"Chen Wei, I don't know if I can chat with you like today tomorrow, can I chat with me for a while?"

After a moment of silence, Chen Wei put me on the chair again.

He sat next to me, and I looked at him, and his hands and feet were completely unconscious, and I couldn't do it with such a simple gesture as reaching out and holding him.

The original thousand words suddenly stopped talking when he looked at Chen Wei like this.

The words of comfort are useless for me to say now, and the rest is important?

I know that I am in danger this time, the ending has been written, and no one can save me.

Chen Wei was silent for such a long time, maybe he had no choice after all kinds of helplessness, I understand him now, he didn't have such an expression when I was sick because he knew how to save me, and now he doesn't know, he can only quietly watch with me as the word life gradually leaves from me, he is punishing silent.

For a long, long time, I asked Chen Wei softly: "When we first met, why did you help me?" ”

Hearing this, Chen Wei looked at me, stared at my eyes for a while, and then he reached out and gently pushed my hair aside: "There's no why, if you want to help, you can help, anyway, I didn't have anything to do at that time." ”

Laughing, I said, "If you hadn't helped me at the time, you would have faced much less trouble since then." ”

Chen Wei's breathing stagnated, and the movements of his subordinates also stopped.

I continued: "Without me, you would have had a much easier life, and you could live quietly every day without worrying about anything, and you wouldn't have to face so many troubles that you shouldn't have to face. And I"

I smiled bitterly: "And I may also experience a different life, I may work hard every day to take my parents and them to survive, or I may find a small shelter and live peacefully in it until now, or I may die in that hospital and become one of the walking corpses inside." ”

After speaking, I looked at Chen Wei, there was a trace of cowardice in his eyes, and then his tone was inquiring, and he spoke: "He Mo, do you regret meeting me?" Like you said, if it weren't for me, you probably wouldn't have to face your current life at all. ”

Subconsciously wanted to shake his head, but he didn't have the strength to do so, so he could only give Chen Wei a negative answer with his eyes: "Chen Wei, I have always been your trouble, don't blame yourself for the current situation, after all, these have nothing to do with you, right?" If it weren't for you, I might have died a few months ago, and where would I have had the opportunity to talk to you in this quiet place. ”

Chen Wei did not answer my words, and it was clear that he did not listen to my words.

"Chen Wei." I called him.

He looked at me.

"I miss my children so much, I'm really not a good mother, I'm always not by their side, and occasionally my grandpa is taking them, either sick or suddenly disappearing, I don't know if they will blame me."

Speaking of the child, a glimmer of light flashed in Chen Wei's eyes, but it quickly went out, and at this time, I am afraid that only children can enter his heart.

"They're very well-behaved and won't blame you." Chen Wei was comforting me.

I smiled: "Chen Wei, although they are well-behaved, but after all, they are children, in the future, I mean that I can't be with them in the future, you must make up my share with them, after all, parents are old, and they can't always give their children the sense of security that only their parents can give." ”

Chen Wei turned his face away, looked into the distance, and nodded softly after a long time: "Okay." ”

"Am I being too selfish? Keep you on a leash with a child. ”

Chen Wei pursed his lips: "It's you who tie me up." ”

After that night, I didn't have a detailed chat with Chen Wei, and it seemed that not only did the chat fail to have the desired effect, but would make both of them sad.

Chen Wei still didn't speak much, he was by my side every minute, and from the moment I lay down and couldn't move, he was very resistant to anyone approaching me, especially Dr. Min.

Although he didn't stop Dr. Min from coming over every day, he definitely didn't allow her and the researchers to come near me anymore.

Therefore, the daily routine blood draw and some tests have become the most headache for Dr. Min.

Although I know that Dr. Min is also involuntarily, and the current situation is the best one of all the situations I can meet, Chen Wei is still very childish and hostile to everyone, but unlike before, such hostility can only stay in hostility, he can't do anything, and things have come to this point, even if I do something, it is useless, I can't recover anymore, and Chen Wei's only hope is, This research island can quickly develop a universal serum that can fight the existing virus, and it is not a medicine that can be cured by that kind of coincidence, like the Mark Six lottery, but the kind that can directly fight the virus.

I've been chatting with Dr. Min a lot these days, and I've asked her how many people I've met before who have been bitten by walking corpses and don't get infected, one of them is a child.

Dr. Min's explanation for this is that no matter how powerful things are, there are special cases, and viruses also have helpless things, and those people may have genes in their genes, and the immune system is born with something to resist this virus, but this probability is pitiful, they have dissected two people with antibodies, but they found that the things extracted from those people's bodies are useless to ordinary people, the creator is magical, everyone is different, and it can only be said that they are born lucky.

I didn't say anything about it, I just remembered that they had dissected two people with antibodies, presumably they couldn't have been dead.

Living people are dissected because of their own particularity, and they can still be called lucky, where is the luck?

I'm lucky, at least I wasn't dissected, right?

Many of the problems that once bothered me were solved in the air-conditioned living room in the afternoon, and the two of them talked quietly.

For example, why did the appearance of the so-called Yaoqing in the Wuhan shelter have the walking corpses that really restored human sanity, and I have also been with those walking corpses who have regained their sanity for a long time.

Dr. Min said that it was only the temporary suppression or resistance of the drug to the virus, which could not last long, and was very unstable, and each walking corpse needed one-on-one long-term injections and various experiments, and the cost and cost were very high.

As for the other questions, most of them were answered by Dr. Min and I almost forgot about them when I turned my face.

When people are dying, the questions that bother them and feel that they need to know the answers are not so important.

In fact, it is also true that people live for a lifetime, so why should they understand everything so well?

People are different, everyone always has their own purpose when they do something, and the purpose is often the last thing and constantly changes in the development of things, so it is almost impossible to figure out everyone and everything.

It even feels absurd to say.

But many people don't understand this all the time, like me

However, now, I am out of those things, and my time is not much, everything seems to have just begun but it ended suddenly because of the end of my life, but I feel extremely relaxed, if it were not for the reluctance to Chen Wei, I think I would have used a more relaxed mood to face the situation in front of me.

On the road of life, there are white and fragrant words, there are also dark and sharp thorns, when you have a healthy body, you will see more sharp thorns, and keep seeing more thorns, and when you have to lie down and can no longer stand healthy, you will only think about flowers, only want to see more flowers.

At dusk, before Dr. Min left, I asked her about the woman who had appeared in my mind from her previous experiments.

I thought it was my secret, and no one knew, but Dr. Min looked like she already knew it, and she said, "Do you remember those overexposed photos I showed you?" ”

“？ Remember. ”

"Those are actually part of the experiment, to test whether the machine works for you, you don't actually see those images, but they appear in your mind, which is also proof that the experiment works."

Nodding, I wasn't too surprised: "Who is she?" ”

"It's the so-called walking corpses that have been trained and regained their sanity brought over from the Wuhan Shelter, and it has been proved that with just a simple stimulation, they will still easily recover into irrational walking corpses, and the efforts made by the Wuhan Shelter can be said to be meaningless."