Chapter 35: Introspection

I still remember that two years ago, when he was not missing, although Song Qingxiang was busy all day, he would still find a little time to accompany his children every day, or teach them to read and write, or hold them to tell them stories.

I didn't expect that in just two years, the father and daughter were so unfamiliar, and today I saw that Wei'er tried her best to risk the crime of unfilial piety to leave this family, thinking of this, Song Qingxiang was very disappointed in Zhou and Old Man Song.

At this moment, he had never hated himself so much, how could he give up his wife and children to make them suffer such a sin, and he had never hated his parents so much, even though they gave birth to him and raised him.

But what else can he do but slowly make up for his wife and children in the future? Song Qingxiang sighed lightly in his heart.

"Get a good night's sleep, and you'll be fine when you wake up tomorrow."

When he came to another room, Song Qingxiang saw that Song Cailian had fallen asleep, so he lightly took off Song Caiwei's coat with his own hands, stuffed Song Caiwei into the quilt, and then whispered this sentence in Song Caiwei's ear.

turned back to the other room, and saw that the Su family had already laid out the quilt, Song Qingxiang took off his shoes and went to the kang.

Originally, he hadn't seen him for two years, and Song Qingxiang wanted to make love with the Su family, but he was glared at by the Su family, and then turned his head away and ignored him.

Song Qingxiang was confused, and he didn't know where to provoke the Su family, was it because when he split up, he was angry because he disliked too few things given by his father and mother?

Didn't you just say it, don't you care? Sure enough, it is a woman's heart, why is this mind so elusive.

Song Qingxiang was helpless, so he had to ask, "Yuqing, what's wrong with you?" It wasn't good just now, why are you throwing me face now? ”

The tone was almost pleading, everyone could hear the status of the Su family in Song Qingxiang's mind, if the Su family was coquettish again, it would be too hypocritical.

So after listening to Song Qingxiang's words, Su Shi sighed, "Actually, I'm worried about Wei'er, you said that she is still so young, how could she do such a monstrous thing?" ”

Sure enough, I said that Yuqing was a good one, and I didn't complain about my father's injustice, I was just worried about Wei'er, and after listening to Su's words, Song Qingxiang thought in his heart.

"Okay, you mother, why are you so worried about it, I see that Wei'er didn't do anything wrong today, and it's a good thing to be bold, otherwise it's like you, if you meet an evil mother-in-law like our mother in the future, she won't be pinched."

Song Qingxiang said, holding Su Shi gently in his arms.

"What's wrong with me? It's not what you liked at the beginning, and you still make trouble with your father and mother to say, if you don't marry, why will this son say that I am not, do you regret it? ”

After listening to Song Qingxiang's words, Su's face darkened instantly, glaring at Song Qingxiang, his mouth was unforgiving, but his heart was calm and unwavering.

"What do you regret, it's all old husbands and wives, okay, it's been a tiring day, let's go to sleep quickly, we have something to do tomorrow."

When Song Qingxiang saw Su's appearance, he knew in his heart that she had already put down Wei'er's matter.

So he scolded Su Shi, blew out the lamp, and unconsciously stretched his big hand into Su Shi's dirty clothes, and it was beautiful all night.

And Song Caiwei in the other room was lying on the bed for a long time.

On the one hand, Song Qingxiang's intimate behavior towards herself just now, and on the other hand, what she did today, she should reflect on it.

In her previous life, she suffered a lot in the orphanage, so she developed her competitive temperament, and later, she finished college with the sponsorship of well-wishers and entered the workplace, her temperament is still like this, so until she died, she didn't even have a close person around her, and some were just flattering and flattering to themselves for the sake of fame and fortune.

But in this life, she has a warm family, loving parents, brothers and sisters, and everyone cares about each other.

Although the days are a little harder and poorer, if there is a chance for her to return to modern times now, she is 10,000 unwilling, although she only has a few days of affection, but she has already sunk into it, she is reluctant, she is reluctant to give up everything here.

But the system here is different from modern times, no matter what you do, you have to consider a lot, courtesy, righteousness, honesty, filial piety and faithfulness, no one is missing.

It's not that Song Caiwei is afraid, but she already has scruples and weaknesses, so she wants to change and change her style.

She has to hide, but she has to endure it even more, and some things really can't be too showy, not to mention that she has a lot of things to do in the future.

So she can only avoid its edge and strategize things step by step before doing it.

Take today's Zhou family's matter as an example, she has a variety of ways to make Old Man Song open his mouth to split up, some light and some heavy, but she chose the fastest method, but this method is also the most tragic.

Although this tragedy can be ignored for her, but what about the Su family? What about Song Qingxiang?

Song Caiwei thought about it for a long time, and also thought about whether she would be a peasant girl in the future, guarding three acres of land, and marrying a son.

But is this what you're after? The answer is yes, no.

She Song Caiwei was not born to be a person who can guard an acre of square fields, she wants to stand on a high place, even if it is not the top, she has to look down on everyone.

This is what she was born with in her bones, and it is also cultivated in the past thirty years, because as long as she stands on a high place, she will have a sense of security, and those who want to embarrass her will regress.

This night, Song Caiwei thought a lot, and she didn't know when she went to sleep, anyway, when she woke up the next day, it was already three poles in the morning.

The spring sun is exceptionally warm, Song Caiwei opened her sleepy eyes, looked out the window, and felt that it was already the middle of the day (9 o'clock-11 o'clock), lazily stretching her waist, Song Caiwei continued to put on a chicken nest head, and quickly dressed and got off the kang.

When she went out, Song Caiwei was a little uncomfortable with the green vegetable field in front of her, but she was just stunned, so she went to the well to fetch water to wash.

After taking care of her whole body, Song Caiwei did not enter the house, but walked around the courtyard, because the courtyard was surprisingly quiet today, did they all go to the ancestral hall?

Song Caiwei was curious, but she still held back. She still thought that the promise she made in front of the patriarch yesterday was that she would kneel in the ancestral hall for an hour every day.

If she doesn't go, I guess the big guy will forget, and now she can't touch the mold.

After walking around the courtyard alone, Song Caiwei felt hungry, and then walked to the kitchen with her hands and feet.

Fortunately, there were still some steamed buns in the kitchen, although they were harder, Song Caiwei was still satisfied, and she didn't sneak out of the kitchen until she was full.

As soon as he slipped out of the kitchen door, he saw a man walking out of the door with a bamboo basket on his back.

PS: Two shifts tomorrow, 12 o'clock at noon and 8 o'clock in the evening! Don't ask me why I added more, willful!