Chapter 551: Do You Love Me
This cemetery is divided into areas, and each part is separated by a low wall. Although it is a low wall, it is also two meters high, and standing outside the wall, you can't see what is inside the opposite purpose. Su Yanzhi walked along the wall, and not far away was Qian Jing's tomb. Thinking of the messy things that had happened recently, he suddenly wanted to go and see Qian Jing. Although he doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, he still hopes that Qian Jing will forgive Mu Zaozao and stop letting the woman he loves the most suffer these pains.
Mu sat on the ground in front of his mother's tombstone, and the morning sun was very good, reflecting on the purple lilacs, and the dew was shining.
"Mom." As soon as Mu Zao opened his mouth, he felt very aggrieved in his heart. It felt like she had been alone for so long, and now she finally had someone to reach out for her fragility. Although this person can't actually do anything for her.
Mu didn't look at the photo of the woman on the tombstone early, looked at the sky in the distance, and fell silent.
Zhonghai City is full of high-rise buildings, and in this city, it is rare to be able to see a whole piece of blue sky. The clouds were lined with more and more white, and Mu's heart, which had been chaotic for a long time, seemed to be soothed.
Su Yanzhi stood not far away, looking at Mu Zaozao, who was sitting in front of the tombstone, with a somewhat depressed expression. On the other side of the low wall, he vaguely heard someone saying 'Qian Jing'. Someone came to see Qian Jing? Is it her parents?
Su Yanzhi was a little curious, walked to the entrance, and saw the back of a man in front of Qian Jing's tomb. His voice became clearer.
"Quietly, I have now taken their most beloved child away. Now their family is not at peace. As long as I don't admit it for a day, they can't do anything about me. ”
Su Yanzhi's face turned blue in an instant.
The person who spoke was Lin Yuan, he didn't know that Mu Zaozao's mother's grave was also nearby, and he didn't know that Su Yanzhi would come with him so coincidentally, and he didn't expect him to stand behind him at all. At this time, Lin Yuan was still immersed in the pleasure of revenge, and continued to talk to Qian Jing as if no one was around.
"I was really frustrated when I first found out you liked him. Later, when I learned that you couldn't be together, I was secretly glad again. Quietly, I didn't spoil you well when you were there. I regret why I couldn't have been a little more domineering and imprisoned you in my arms at that time. If I had a little more patience and a little more love, you wouldn't have left. ”
"Jingjing, do you remember when you were a child, when you were in Little Sun Kindergarten, you asked me for the candy in my mouth, and I kissed you. That was the earliest memory of my life, and I remember you. I thought I would never lose you in this life, but I didn't expect that your life would be so short, and it made me panic. ”
"Don't worry, I won't let you leave this world in vain. I will make everyone who hurts you pay, especially the Su family. ”
In the end, Lin Yuan's tone was full of hatred, and he secretly gritted his teeth.
Su Yanyi stood in place motionless, watching Lin Zhi bend down and drop a kiss on the photo in front of the tombstone.
He turned around, his eyes fell not far away, and he saw Su Yanzhi standing at the entrance, and his body was stunned.
I guessed in my heart that Su Yanzhi heard what he just said.
The surprise on his face was only for a moment, not even panic. He stepped forward with a smile and did not have the slightest fear.
"Doctor Sue." He spoke slowly: "You also come to see Jingjing?" ”
Not far away, Mu Zao felt that he was in a much more relaxed mood when he talked with his mother, and when he remembered it, he didn't stay here too much. I got up and looked for a long time before I saw Su Yanzhi standing at the entrance not far away. Inside, is Qian Jing's tomb.
Does Su Yanzhi still miss Qian Jing?
Mu Zao's feelings, which had just been relieved, tensed up at this moment. Standing still, I don't know if I should walk over and disturb him.
In fact, until now, Mu Zao was not sure what kind of feelings Su Yanzhi had for Qian Jing. The affection between siblings? It's still the love that hasn't ended. Su Yanzhi misses Qian Jing, or can't he get used to losing a woman who cares about him so much?
If you want to say that you care, Mu Zao thinks that he cares more about Su Yanzhi than anyone else in this world. Even so, because there is no way to get a man's heart 100%?
I unconsciously remembered the time when they first got married, at that time, Mu had not recovered his memory, and Su Yanzhi seemed to have said a sentence at that time, she became his wife, and he would be a qualified and good husband.
remembered that Qian Jing once said that Su Yanzhi had never loved her, and the reason why he married her was just to atone for his mother who had made a mistake, but he was pitiful for Mu Zao who was a person who lost his mother.
Thinking of Su Yanzhi, he bears everything alone, and he has never consulted with her. remembered Lu Ming's phone call in the morning to conceal the truth......
Those things that turned the river and the sea in Mu Zao's heart, I originally thought that I could not care too much. But at this moment, it all poured out. has always been firm, but for a while it became a little unpredictable.
She was very reluctant to admit it, but she had to be sure that she was now doubting Su Yanzhi. Doubting his feelings for himself, and wondering if the reason why he was so good to her was really just pity that she was a child without a mother.
Turning his head and seeing his mother's tombstone, Mu Zao suddenly lost the courage to walk towards Su Yanzhi. Turning around, he sat down in front of his mother's tombstone once more.
Su Yanzhi saw Lin Yuan and wanted to go over and give him a punch. I'm afraid that I'm not going to see him, and Mu will be anxious sooner or later. In the end, he didn't move his footsteps, and let the impulsive feelings come down.
"Hand it over all the time." He said to Lin Yuan.
Lin Yuan smiled: "It's hard to have a handle that makes Dr. Su care, how could I hand it over so easily." ”
"As I said, as long as you hand it over, I can promise you one condition. As long as I can do it, I will do it with all my might. Su Yanzhi stared at Lin Yuan with gloomy eyes: "Now you can still talk to me about the conditions, if you miss it, you may not have such an opportunity." ”
"Yes." Lin Yuan didn't care.
Su Yanzhi saw that he was soft and hard, and thought of a feasible strategy in his heart.
After the silence, Lin Yuan spoke again: "Do you know how much Jingjing loves you?" ”
Su Yanzhi did not speak.
"You can't bear to hurt a woman who loves you so much, how can a vicious person like you be worthy of being a psychiatrist? I've done less than a tenth of yours. It's hard to lose a loved one, right? It's right to be uncomfortable. Jing Jing is suffering this kind of discomfort every day and every night, and it is a hundred times more uncomfortable than this. Lin Yuan snorted, glanced back at Qian Jing's grave, and continued to speak: "Have you seen the wounds on her thighs, one after another." Do you know how painful a person's heart is, so he is willing to cut the flesh and face that kind of bleeding? You don't know. ”
Su Yanzhi frowned, he didn't know that Qian Jing still had a tendency to masochism.
When the counselor goes to a psychologist for consultation and treatment, he or she must pay 100% trust in order to have a safe environment to release himself, let the doctor help find the root cause of the disease, slowly soothe and heal, and finally become normal.
But for Qian Jing, because she had feelings for Su Yanzhi, she never completely exposed herself to this top psychiatrist. The symptoms in her heart, Su Yanzhi found very few, and Qian Jing didn't want to be cured, so her symptoms could only become more and more severe.
Now listening to Lin Yuan say this, Su Yanzhi suddenly doubted himself. Is he really a competent psychiatrist?
"If you die of this heart, I won't give it back to you." Lin Yuan's voice became cold: "Even if I die, I won't give it back to you from time to time." From now on, you can go to Jingjing as your precious son. It was the best tribute to my unborn child. ”
The expression on Lin Yuan's face gradually distorted, and gradually filled with a triumphant smile.
He bypassed Su Yanzhi and left the cemetery without looking back.
Su Yanzhi stood in place in disappointment, looking at Qian Jing's tombstone, his eyes full of resentment. He hated himself for being soft-hearted and didn't let Qian Jing get the lesson he deserved. If he hadn't been hesitating, he wouldn't have been so sad early on, and he wouldn't have to bear this at a young age.
Mu Zao was silent for a moment and took a deep breath. Now that Qian Jing is dead, she can't compete with a dead person and be jealous. Even if Su Yanzhi really has special feelings for Qian Jing, does he want to be martyred to find her? It's better to think about a dead person than to like a living person. Mu Zao is not an immortal, not an angel, and has no mana to control others, so he can like her for the rest of his life.
For a lifetime, such a childish word should not appear in her reality.
"Mom, please be sure to bless us at all times, and bless our family to be happy."
She turned around and walked towards Su Yanzhi.
"Anyway, let's go back." Mu spoke again, his voice as calm as usual.
Su Yanzhi nodded, didn't look up at Mu Zaozao, and walked in front silently.
The courage that Mu had just mustered up was a little cowardly at this moment.
How much Su Yanzhi misses Qian Jing, doesn't he even have the mood to stage a love scene with Mu early?
The two of them sat in the car, and Su Yan drove quietly without saying a word.
He thought in his heart, what happened to Lin Yuan just now, should he sue him early. If she knew that Lin Yuan was not ready to hand it over at all, she would definitely despair. But Su Yanzhi really wanted to talk to Mu early.
I was very frustrated in my heart, feeling that I was an incompetent husband and an incompetent father. He really wanted Mu to comfort him early and find some sense of memory from the woman he loved the most. Although he is a psychiatrist, he understands that this sense of existence is false. But he just needs it now.
"Words." Mu Zao was silent for a long time and slowly opened his mouth.
Su Yanzhi let out a soft 'um' sound, not having the courage to look into her eyes.
Mu hesitated early and asked in a low voice, "Do you love me?" ”――