In the years that followed, this image remained a lingering nightmare for Gu Zhen.

"Little Seven!" Gu Zhen hugged her and kept shouting: "Xiao Qi! ”

The pain in her lower abdomen made Ji Qiyue unable to support it anymore, and she cried in despair, she grabbed Gu Zhen's clothes, "Child, save the child......"

Suddenly picked up Ji Qiyue Daheng, dragged her palm and felt sticky.

He didn't dare to think, he didn't dare to think what it was.

Rushing out of the apartment, he hugged her into the elevator and kissed her sweaty forehead, "Xiao Qi, don't be afraid, it's okay, don't be afraid." ”

"Guoguo, save him, he is our child, promise me, will you leave him behind? Please......"

"Good, Xiao Qi, don't speak." Gu Zhen's mind was blank at this time, and he couldn't think of anything.

But Ji Qiyue still stubbornly muttered: "Guoguo, please, is it okay to keep the child?" ”

"Little Seven." Putting Ji Qiyue in the co-pilot, Gu Zhen finally saw the red liquid in his palm.

It was like a treacherous mandala flower, which stimulated his eyeballs fiercely.

Gritting his teeth, he stroked her hair and said word by word: "I never thought of beating him!" I want him, and I want you! ”

Hearing Gu Zhen's firm assurance, Ji Qiyue gave up and closed her eyes tiredly, but she felt that something was rapidly losing in her body.

Please, child, hold on a little longer.

Mom loves you so much.

Please, don't leave Mommy.

Please—

*

The red light in the operating room is on.

Gu Zhen sat on the bench with his head bowed, his hands hanging on his knees, and he kept trembling.

The viscous red of his palm wafted with a faint smell of blood.

He knew that it was his and Ji Qiyue's child.

A life that has not yet taken shape has just turned into blood.

Minutes and seconds passed.

Gu Zhen has always maintained this posture and has not moved.

When Zhao Rui, who got the news, arrived, he saw Gu Zhen's figure Xiao Suo.

"Guoguo." Walking over, Zhao Rui sat beside Gu Zhen, stretched out his hand and squeezed his shoulder, "July will be fine." ”

Gu Zhen raised his head in confusion and looked at him with eyes that Zhao Rui had never seen before, "Child, will there be none?" ”

His voice was hoarse, as if it had been smoked.

Zhao Rui opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything after all, so he could only be silent.

Gu Zhen seemed to have known the result, closed his eyes, and smiled bitterly.

After nearly three hours of waiting, the lights in the operating room finally went out.

The door opened, and the doctor stepped out of it.

"Doctor!"

Standing up suddenly, Gu Zhen rushed over, grabbed the doctor's arm, and asked urgently, "How is Xiao Qi?" What about children? ”

"You are?" The doctor frowned and asked in a low voice.

Gu Zhen gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "I am the father of the child. ”

When the doctor heard this, his eyes darkened.

Glancing at Zhao Rui, he shook his head and said in a sad tone: "I'm sorry, we have tried our best, but the child was not saved." The adult's body has also suffered a lot of trauma, just now we removed the remnants of her child/uterus, she has suffered a lot, take good care of it. ”

The doctor's words fell, and he looked at Zhao Rui: "Dean." ”

Zhao Rui waved his hand, his face calm.

The doctor sighed and stepped aside, and the nurse pushed out Ji Qiyue's bed.

On the bed, Ji Qiyue's face was as white as paper, his eyebrows were frowning very tightly, and his lips were bloodless.

Gu Zhen's heart was full of pain, and he held her hand tightly.

"We're going to take patients to the ward." The nurse whispered.

……

There is light patrolling the eyelids.

Ji Qiyue seemed to have fallen into a dream that he couldn't wake up from.

White, white everywhere, pure white scenes.

She wore a long white dress and walked barefoot on the soft ground.

She didn't know where she was going, or just moving forward mechanically.

Her brain was even blank and she couldn't remember anything.

Suddenly, a colored light appeared directly in front of her.

Ji Qiyue's eyes widened in surprise, and under the halo, a small figure slowly appeared.

It's him.

It's her child.

"Ahh

The babbling baby is wearing white pants, and her fleshy little face is completely a combination of her and Gu Zhen.

The long, dense eyelashes cast a shadow under the eyelids, and her lovely heart was full.

"Baby, baby." Ji Qiyue shouted, speeding up and walking towards the child.

But no matter how she walked, she couldn't go.

Eventually, she started to run, running towards the baby under the halo.

"Baby, baby!" The more she wanted to get closer, the farther away she became.

The light is slowly fading.

The child is slowly disappearing.

"Mommy......" The child whispered vaguely in the direction of Ji Qiyue.

She could clearly hear him calling his mother.

That's her child.

Suddenly, she fell.

Without any obstacles, the season fell in July.

When she stood up, the light in front of her was gone, and the child was gone.

Then, she felt something run down her thighs and down to the top of her feet.

Slowly lowering her head, she saw red blood stains winding, staining the long white dress red—

"Ahh

In his sleep, Ji Qiyue's constant murmuring later turned into screaming.

An Ran threw himself on the hospital bed and called her anxiously.

"July! July! Wake up! July! Doctor! Nurse! ”

The doctor rushed in from outside the door, and two nurses helped An Ran to press Ji Qiyue's body together.

The doctor opened Ji Qiyue's eyelids with one hand, shone a small flashlight into her eyes, and found that she showed signs of waking up.

"The patient is awake." The words fell, and the doctor withdrew his hand.

Season July woke up slowly.

She didn't know if she was unconscious or how long she had been asleep, but she was greeted by the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital, and the white ceiling in her eyes.

"July, did you see me?"

A familiar female voice sounded in my ears.

Ji Qiyue knew that it was Enron.

Her head slowly turned in Enron's direction, and she raised her hand slightly towards Enron.

Immediately, An Ran's tears fell, sobbing and holding Ji Qiyue's hand, she cried and said, "What's the matter with you! I've only been gone for a day and you've tossed yourself into the hospital! You want me to worry about death, don't you?! ”

Ji Qiyue licked her dry lips, something instantly poured into her mind, her eyes suddenly widened, and she held An Ran's hand tightly.

"What about the kids? An'an, is my child still there? ”

An Ran was stunned, biting her lip, she smiled and said softly: "Good July, you have a good rest, can you sleep again?" Are you tired? Don't think about anything, you ......"

"Kid!" Ji Qiyue shook her head frantically, tears welled up in her eyes, she struggled to get up, and pulled the infusion tube on the back of her hand.

"July! July! You lie down. An Ran held down Ji Qiyue, and the doctors and nurses also stepped forward to help.

Ji Qiyue caught a glimpse of the male doctor in a white coat, and immediately grabbed the other party's sleeve, "Doctor, where is my child?" Did you save him? He's still there? ”

The doctor looked at An Ran in embarrassment, and was about to speak, but An Ran stopped him.

"I'll tell her."

The doctor nodded and patted Ji Qiyue's arm.

Ji Qiyue let go of his sleeves.

The doctors and nurses left, and only Ji Qiyue and An Ran were left in the ward.

An Ran sat on the edge of the bed, his fingers gently caressing Ji Qiyue's hair, "July, promise me, don't be excited, okay?" ”

"Hmm." Ji Qiyue nodded, his fingers clutching the sheets under him.

"Child, he, he went to heaven ......"

At that moment, the light in Ji Qiyue's eyes was all extinguished.

The whole world fell silent.

She stared at the ceiling in amazement, her eyes no longer moving, as if her soul had been taken away.

"July!" An Ran screamed at her in horror, biting her lip fiercely, she held Ji Qiyue's cheek and roared.

"Cry out! Season July! You cry out! Cry out loud! ”

But no matter what An Ran called her, Ji Qiyue was like a puppet, and there was no reaction at all.

An Ran panicked and was afraid.

She stood up and rushed to the door of the ward.

Opposite the ward, Gu Zhen stood quietly.

He's been in this motion, I don't know how long.

An Ran vigorously opened the door, and he immediately looked up.

"Look at July!" An Ran pointed to the ward and roared.

Gu Zhen was stunned for a second, reacted, and strode into the ward.

On the bed, Ji Qiyue still looked at the ceiling like that, and he didn't move.

Gu Zhen rushed over, picked her up, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"Little Qi......" His face was full of irrepressible pain.

At this moment, being hugged into a familiar embrace, Ji Qiyue finally reacted.

Raising her hand, she pressed her hand against Gu Zhen's arm and pulled herself out of his arms.

Staring at his handsome face, she opened her mouth and said word by word: "Guoguo, our child is gone." ”

"Little Seven."

"Child, it's gone, it's gone...... Yes! ”

Leaning back, Ji Qiyue cried out heartbreakingly.

"Child, my child!"

After crying enough, she fell asleep tired in Gu Zhen's arms.

Gu Zhen reached out to wipe away her tears and put them in his mouth to taste them.

The astringent bitterness follows the taste buds directly to the heart.

"In the future, don't bother her anymore, I don't care why you broke up, you don't see her, it's best for her." An Ran was behind Gu Zhen and said softly.

Gu Zhen was silent, turned to look at An Ran, "Take good care of her." ”

"Of course I will." An Ran clenched her fists and said: "She has always been afraid that you will know the existence of this child, she loves this child very much, but she is afraid that you don't want it." ”

How deep does it have to be fear and hatred for her to have such thoughts?

How could he not want her children, that was part of her and part of him.

But An Ran's words were clearly telling him how afraid she was of him.

The thin lips hooked up a wry smile, Gu Zhen nodded, and said in a deep voice: "I know, I won't come again." ”

She wouldn't believe him anymore.

Seeing Gu Zhen walk out of the ward, An Ran suddenly frowned.

His back is obviously so lonely, so painful, and obviously in love.

Why do two people who love each other so much come to such a step of hurting each other today?

What went wrong?

"July, am I right?" Touching Ji Qiyue's face, An Ran muttered.

……

When Ji Qiyue woke up again, she didn't cry or make trouble, and the whole person was quiet like a glass doll.

An Ran let her eat, she obediently ate, let her sleep, she closed her eyes and slept.

Such obedience made Enron worry in his heart.

Chen Yongning called, and An Ran only told her that he had taken Ji Qiyue out for a trip.

Fortunately, Chen Yongning was very relieved about Enron and didn't ask too much.

Later, An Ran simply turned off Ji Qiyue's mobile phone, so that if she had any important calls, she would call her if she couldn't find Ji Qiyue, and she would hide it from the other party.

After two weeks in the hospital, Ji Qiyue's health is better, but he is mentally -

The doctor can only say that she will go back and have a good rest, pay attention to her mood, she is still young, and she will have children in the future.

Apartment.

An Ran helped Ji Qiyue to enter the door, and a white meat dumpling immediately burst out of the living room.

"Whew." Matsuko rubbed Ji Qiyue's ankle excitedly.

I haven't seen it in such a long time, and it misses Ji July very much.

When Ji Qiyue saw Songzi, her empty expression finally reacted a little, and she bent over and touched Songzi's head.

"Matsuko, how are you doing during this time?"

"You didn't see that the pine nuts are fat again." An Ran chuckled.

"yes, I'm a little fatter again." Ji Qiyue scratched Matsuko's chin.

An Ran took Ji Qiyue's arm, and the two walked into the living room, she asked, "Are you tired?" Would you like to go back to your room and take a break? ”

After asking, he didn't wait for Ji Qiyue's answer.

An Ran looked at Ji Qiyue's line of sight, and his eyes darkened.

Ji July was watching the empty place of the TV cabinet.

There used to be a photo frame on it, and inside was a picture of a mixed-race baby.

Ji Qiyue and An Ran saw this cute treasure on TV and liked it very much, so they printed his star photos and put them at home.

An Ran also joked that after seeing too many mixed-race babies, maybe the children born are also a bit mixed-race.

But now, it's empty.

In fact, not only the photos are gone, but all the things that the two people bought about the baby, clothes, shoes, socks, toys, and Enron have all been put away.

Retracting his gaze, Ji Qiyue smiled: "I'm a little tired, I'll go sleep." ”

"Okay." An Ran nodded, watching Ji Qiyue walk into the bedroom, she picked up the pine nut and said to it: "Something unhappy happened in July, since you are back, just accompany her and coax her to be happy, you know?" ”

Songzi "whooped" twice, as if promising Enron.

Putting down the pine nuts, he rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen.

She was going to boil some porridge for Ji Qiyue and make another soup.

After a busy afternoon, the porridge was boiled and the soup was cooked.

An Ran took off his apron and walked out of the kitchen, ready to call Ji Qiyue out for dinner.

Pushing open the bedroom door, the room was silent.

On the big bed, there was only a small bulge bulging.

"July? In July, you won't breathe well if you sleep like this. An Ran said and walked over.

As she approached the bed, she heard a tiny sobbing sound coming from under the covers.

In a panic, she reached out and lifted the quilt violently, and then, stunned.

Under the quilt, Ji Qiyue's body was curled up, covering her face and crying.

"July." hugged her gently, and An Ran gritted his teeth and whispered in her ear: "Good, July, don't cry, don't cry." ”

*

Another week has passed, and even if An Ran changed her way to make food for Ji Qiyue, the meat she lost weight did not grow back.

On the Huidu side, Enron helped Ji Qiyue submit a letter of resignation, and if he didn't work for so long and kept asking for leave, no matter how strong his ability was, he would not be able to continue.

On this day, Ji Qiyue was lying on a chair on the balcony basking in the sun, and Songzi was quietly lying at her feet for a nap.

An Ran glanced at Ji Qiyue and was about to go out to buy groceries, when his mobile phone rang.

took out her mobile phone and looked at the caller, she was slightly stunned.

"Hey, Cheng Zhao?"

"It's me." Cheng Zhao responded, "Enron, can you contact July?" I can't get through to her phone. ”

When he returned to the United States, Cheng Zhao buried himself in his work, deliberately not contacting anyone, including Ji Qiyue.

However, the longer it passes, the more irrepressible the longing becomes.

Just when he finally made up his mind to call Ji Qiyue, her phone couldn't get through.

"I'm with July." An Ran whispered.

Cheng Zhao immediately sensed the problem sensitively, and asked urgently, "Is something wrong?" ”

"Uh......" An Ran was speechless, not knowing whether this matter should be sued.

Cheng Zhao was already in a hurry, holding his phone tightly, he begged: "Please, Enron, is something happening in July?" Can you please sue me? ”

Taking a deep breath, An Ran glanced at Ji Qiyue, biting her lip, she said, "In July, she had a miscarriage—"

For a long time, there was no echo of Cheng Zhao.

Just when An Ran thought that he would not speak anymore and was about to hang up the phone, Cheng Zhao's voice finally came.

"Enron, take good care of July, and I'll go back to China immediately."

After hanging up the phone, An Ran hesitated, but walked to the balcony.

Squatting beside Ji Qiyue, she put her hands on her lap.

"What's wrong?" Ji Qiyue opened his eyes and asked softly.

An Ran looked at her porcelain-white and even almost transparent cheeks, and whispered, "Cheng Zhao called just now, and he said that he was coming back." ”

"Oh." Ji Qiyue's love did not fluctuate, she responded lightly, she looked somewhere, and said quietly: "An An, I want to leave here." ”

……

"Hey! I don't care about you! Picking up the women who came up, Zheng Yan frowned and stared at the drunken unconscious man on the bar.

"How long has he been like this?" He Siyang asked the bartender.

"It's been three days." The bartender said with a frown.

Zheng Yan and He Siyang glanced at each other, picked up people from left to right and walked out.

finally stuffed people into the car, Zheng Yan drove, and He Siyang sat in the back seat to take care of it.

The sword eyebrows are frowned together, and the clothes are all stained with wine, and he is a wolf bèi to the extreme.

"It's rare that there are times when there are such gaffes." He Siyang sneered and patted Gu Zhen's cheek, "Are you dead?" ”

It's just that the tentacles go up, but it feels wet.

His first instinct was that it wasn't going to be liquor.

But if not, what would it be?

……

Xuanda, gymnasium.

Another three-pointer, Zuo Jue perfectly defeated three with one.

"Damn! Don't fight! Liu Chao whispered, walked to the side of the court, and picked up a towel to wipe his sweat.

"You kid, if you lose, you'll be cowardly?" Tao Yuan sneered.

Liu Chao pouted and said: "There is not even an audience, Lao Tzu is not bored to play!" ”

"That's right." Yue Fengran said, frowning and looking at Zuo Jue, "Our handsome guy Zuo is here, which time is it not a group of girls chattering and cheering, why is it so quiet today?" ”

"What are you talking about!" Zuo Jue snorted coldly and walked towards the lounge.

The three of them looked at each other, confused.

It's weird.

When the four of them walked out of the gymnasium, they saw a lot of girls running towards the auditorium in groups.

Liu Chao grabbed two of them and asked, "Why are you going?" ”

"There's a new student playing the piano in the auditorium, he's so handsome!"

"It's cute!" Another girl added, "It's a Korean doll!" ”

After speaking, the two walked away quickly.

Liu Chao raked his hair and cursed in a low voice: "Chong/Yang/Flattery!" ”

Yue Fengran and Tao Yuan laughed, "Let's go and have a look?" ”

"Gone." Zuo Jue had never been interested in this, and said goodbye to the three of them, and he walked in the opposite direction of the auditorium.

As he passed by the road leading to the school gate, he suddenly noticed a man hiding in the corner.

The man and Zuo Jue looked at each other, and immediately put their fingers to their mouths and made a silent gesture.

Zuo Jue was silent, watching a large group of girls running over.

"Hello Senior Zuo!"

"Hmm." Zuo Jue nodded lightly.

The girls left, and the hiding-hiding people walked out.

"Hello." The man was a head shorter than Zuo Jue, with blond hair, wearing a blue shirt and brown trousers, and showing two tiger teeth when he smiled, which was very cute.

It may not be good to use the word cute to describe boys, but Zuo Jue does feel like this.

Looking at the other party's outstretched hand towards him, Zuo Jue politely shook it back, "Hello." ”

"I heard them call you Senior Zuo?"

"Well, my name is Zuojue."

"Zuo Jue. I'm a new international student from South Korea, my name is Kim Jung-ho. ”

Zuo Jue showed a clear expression on his face, it turned out that this was the Korean student who caused a sensation.

Nodding, Zuo Jue walked away.

Jin Zhenghao followed him and said with a smile: "I just came to Xuancheng and don't have any friends, I have the fate to meet you today, can I be friends with you?" ”

Zuo Jue stopped and looked at Kim Jung-ho-

End of this chapter-