153 Or do you like this kind of rebellious feelings?
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Su Qiao nodded, Lewen Mobile Network
They went to the café opposite Mingsheng, whether it was in the elevator or on the road, the two of them did not speak.
After Yuan Qing said those words, Su Qian couldn't deceive himself like before, and couldn't treat him as an uncle with a smile on his face, Yuan Qing told her that he loved himself, but he still married Yuan Qing.
He has been married for three years, and she has trapped herself in stubbornness for three years.
She doesn't understand, they are not related by blood, why can't they love each other like ordinary men and women, why should they be so concerned about the world's eyes?
Coming out of Yuan's house that night, Su Qiao sat in the car and only felt that her heart hurt.
If this is love, it hurts too much.
He thought it was for her best to do that, but he never asked her what she thought, not every woman didn't have the courage to face those finger-pointing criticisms, as long as he was the one who deserved it, she wouldn't back down, no matter how many years had passed, she wouldn't regret any decision she had made.
It's a pity that he never gave her a chance to make a decision from beginning to end.
In the café, the waiter left with the price list, and soon came over with two more cups of coffee.
Unlike last night's stormy day, it was a fine day, with rays of sunlight streaming in from the window and falling on the top of her hair and shoulders.
Su Qian probably guessed what Su Yanting called her out for.
Last night, Lu Jing asked her to go upstairs first, she had a chaotic mood that she didn't know how to face, so she really left without looking back, as for what happened downstairs later, whether they left separately after saying hello, or finding a place to sit down and drink something to greet and talk, she didn't know nAd1 (
And now, Su Yanting's unhappy and angry expression makes it impossible to guess what he thinks in his heart.
Su Qian didn't want to think about it deliberately.
This kind of pondering will make her feel very tired.
Su Yanting, who was opposite, broke the silence: "Working in Hengfeng, are you uncomfortable?" ”
"It's good." Su Qian replied.
She is not the kind of lively girl who talks a lot, and after saying these three words, they fell silent again.
In the past, when they were in London, they were also like now, sitting on the sofa drinking coffee together, he was flipping through the newspaper next to him, she was playing cross-legged with her mobile phone, she wouldn't feel bored, the two of them could sit for an afternoon without talking, for Su Qiao at that time, as long as he was by his side, it was the best companion.
At that time, the tacit understanding was self-evident, and no matter how silent it was, it would not be as embarrassing as it is now.
Su Yanting picked up the coffee cup, didn't take a sip after all, and put the cup back, he looked up at the young girl sitting quietly opposite him, she was wearing a smoky gray sweater, a loose black and white checked scarf around her neck, a short coat in the Korean version on the edge of the sofa, chocolate-colored hair combed with a loose ponytail, when she lowered her head and lowered her eyelashes, under her bangs was her beautiful nose bridge and pale red lips, because of light makeup, her facial features looked more and more delicate and three-dimensional.
25 years old is the transition period between girls and women, and it is also the best age.
The appearance is beautiful and lightly cooked
Women, the easiest to attract, I am afraid that the mature man who has a successful career and has passed the stand.
Because of this realization, she felt both self-irony and helplessness.
The mobile phone in Su Qiao's bag vibrate, and she took it out, it was Hao Bin's phone.
"I'm outside, well, I'll go back in a while, master, you send things to my mailbox, I'll deal with this first when I get to the company, and I should be able to make nAd2 at noon ("
Ending the call, Su Qian was about to speak, but Su Yanting asked, "How did you and Lu Jingshen meet?" ”
“……”
Su Qiao's fingers clenched the phone slightly, and after a little silence, she replied truthfully: "I went to the gym with An An, and I met a few drunk troublemakers, and he helped me out of the siege." ”
Su Yanting looked at her white features, and his dark eyes looked into her eyes: "Do you know how old he is this year?" ”
"33, I saw it last time in Baidu." Su Qiao said.
She held the porcelain cup in both hands, and the heat continued to spread to the palm of her hand, and she heard Su Yanting ask herself: "Then how much do you know about him?" You have been back to Haicheng for a while, and you are working in Hengfeng, you should have heard about him. ”
Su Qiao: "Hmm. ”
"He has been married for a while, and he has a 15-year-old son at home, do you know this?"
"Yes, his son is a classmate of Zeyang's school."
Su Yanting's throat moved lightly, and he asked again: "What about other things?" How much do you know? ”
"There are a lot of them on the Internet, almost all of them."
"When he was young, he gathered with others
Poisoning, going out to play and paralyzing people and going to jail yourself, these, you know? ”
Su Qiao snorted, her expression very calm.
Su Yanting took out the cigarette case from the inner pocket of the suit, did not smoke a cigarette, just held the cigarette case in his hand, his heart was a lingering irritability, his voice was low and low: "Since you know everything, how," some words were difficult to say, he took a deep breath, and continued: "Don't deal with him again, I can see that he is to you, he is eight years older than you, he was married before, and now he may not have anyone else around, a prodigal son with a chaotic private life, one day because of the woman's reform, does not exist in real life nAd3( ”
Su Qiao said: "Everyone has the past, the past, and he didn't hide it from me. ”
Nor did he justify his absurd past.
When Su Yanting heard her say this, his brows furrowed, and the blue tendons on his forehead were highlighted: "Su Qiao, do you know what you are doing, Lu Jingshen is eight years older than you, and he is in the wind."
When you were hugging left and right, you were still reading the four famous novels in the elementary school classroom, what were you thinking in your heart, I am afraid that he could guess with a look, and he knew what words to use to coax you, what kind of reputation he had in the circle, do you want me to find a few people to tell you. ”
"Needless to say, I know exactly what I'm doing." Su Qian interrupted him softly, but her tone was firm.
"You understand?" Su Yanting's Adam's apple rolled even more, and his emotions were a little uncontrollable: "Why do I only see that you are so dazzled by an experienced old man that you can't even tell the least right from wrong?" ”
Su Qiao didn't want to quarrel, even if his words were like a needle in her heart, she just said in a peaceful tone: "I'm 25 years old, not a child, I have the right to decide who to associate with, the man is unmarried and the woman is not married, we have no reason why we can't be together, if he is really pretending, the future will be long, there will always be a day when he can't pretend." ”
"You're already with him?"
Su Qiao did not deny it.
Su Yanting closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he looked at her with a sharp gaze: "Still, you like this kind of rebellion."
On moral feelings? ”
Su Qiao was stunned for a moment, and her eyes gradually moistened.
Some words are hard to take back.
Deathly silence.
Su Qiao took the coat and bag from the side, she stood up, her lips pursed, and finally she didn't say anything, because she felt that it was no longer necessary, she forced her composure and said: "I have to rush back to the company, let's do this first." ”
Su Yanting watched her leave, he wanted to catch up, but thinking of what he had just blurted out, he closed his eyes, his long body nested in the sofa, rubbed his handsome face with both hands, and said that no matter how much sorry he was, he couldn't make up for the damage caused at that moment.
He didn't know what was going on with him, or if it was because jealousy and anger had turned into flames, burning his reason.
……
Su Qiao stood by the traffic light, looking at the passing vehicles in a daze, and her vision became blurred.
Back in Hengfeng, she still felt desolate in front of the computer.
There are unread text messages on the phone.
Su Yanting sent only a few words: "Buckwheat, I'm sorry." ”
After a long time, there was another text message: "I just don't want to see you hurt. ”
Su Qiao looked at this text message, tears could no longer be controlled, didn't he know that it was him who hurt her the most, at her most hesitant age, it was he who appeared by her side, it was he who accompanied him through the most difficult years, she once gave him love and affection, but he was unwilling to accept it.
Still, you like this kind of rebellion
On moral feelings?
She closed her eyes, and the sentence still had in her mind.
The phone vibrated on the table.
Su Qiao saw the caller ID, she took out two tissues, and left the office area with her mobile phone.
In the stairwell where no one was around, she sniffed, wiped away her tears with a tissue, and only answered the phone after making sure there was nothing unusual, she didn't speak at first, and heard a man's deep voice over there: "Answering the phone for so long, busy?" ”
"It's okay, I was in the bathroom just now." Su Qiao made a nonsense reason.
Lu Jing paused deeply and asked, "What's the matter with your throat, you have a cold?" ”
"It's just a little uncomfortable, but it'll be fine later."
There was no sound over there.
After a while, Lu Jingshen said, "Go to work." ”
It wasn't until she hung up the phone that Su Qiao remembered that she didn't ask him why she called her, she returned to the design department, her mood was not as low as before, she opened the mailbox, pulled out the email sent by Hao Bin to herself, took a deep breath, and began to concentrate on dealing with things at work.
After a long time, a figure leaned in front of Su Qiao's office screen.
She only came over as a colleague to see what she was doing, she was busy with work, she didn't pay much attention to it, and calculated the area on the design draft by herself, but the person stretched out his hand, picked up a signature pen in the pen holder and played with it, just when she was about to use the pen to record the relevant data, she looked up and said, "I'll use it first-"
Seeing Lu Jingshen's handsome face that wanted to smile or not, Su Qiao was stunned.
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