43. In all aspects, Li Nian is not considerate enough

Realizing that his actions aroused Lumia's disgust, Li Nian felt that he was not treated well by her.

I could feel her resistance to herself in a little contact.

So he thinks that the other party probably doesn't want to say something to himself.

Based on this, he decided to take a step back from his side, and planned to take the initiative to avoid contact with Lumia in the past few days, let her be quiet, and wait until she was relaxed before talking to her.

But now, it was the woman who took the initiative to bring up the topic.

Active, expressive, and want to talk to Li Nian.

This shows that Lumia did have a change of mood.

This is naturally a good thing.

First of all, facing Li Nian sitting on the sofa, Lumia bowed solemnly.

And then said.

"I'm really sorry for what happened before."

Li Nian narrowed his eyes slightly.

“…… What do you mean? ”

Lumia maintained a bowed position, bent over, looked down at the floor, and replied in a voice that sounded rather serious.

"It refers to all my faux pas, including the harm I caused to you, Mr. Li, because of my resistance to eating human flesh, and my willfulness to not obey your arrangement this morning."

"Then don't be free, you have your own attachments, I can understand, if you want to say something, I should apologize for using strong means to force you to do the things you hate the most."

She didn't look up, she just said.

"But as you say, I trampled on your good intentions."

“……”

"I'm very sorry for that."

Li Nian frowned.

"This kind of scene ......"

"It's not a scene!"

Lumia shouted loudly.

“……”

"Really, I'm so sorry!"

Lumia apologized again in a deep voice.

Li Nian couldn't do anything with her, and habitually stroked the bridge of his nose.

"Ah, how can I say it, I don't really care about it here."

“……”

Li Nian said this, but Lumia didn't give a reply, stubbornly not looking up at him, as if she felt that she couldn't be forgiven, and she didn't have the qualifications to straighten up.

Li Nian couldn't help but exhale a turbid breath.

That's why it's a stupid monster.

But she put on such a look, but Li Nian felt that she couldn't simply say forgive you and fool the past, it would be her own rudeness.

He thought for a moment, organized his language, and then spoke slowly.

"If you're going to say anything, you have to admit it, I did feel that my good intentions were trampled on, which made me feel quite angry at that time."

"It's my fault. Mr. Li had already given an explanation, given the reason, and said that it was the best way to do it, but I-"

But Li Nian interrupted her and said categorically.

"No, it's not."

“……”

"Here you got the key point wrong, didn't I say, you have your persistence, I understand, but I feel that you trampled on my mind, the reason is not there."

“…… So, where is it? ”

"It's your escape."

Lumia raised her head and looked at Li Nian in confusion.

"My ...... Evade......? ”

"I've said enough about the necessity that you have to eat human flesh, if I can quickly find a way to separate the darkness in people's hearts, I won't try to trample on your obsession, I will do such a thing, it is precisely because I can't do it, I'm not sure, but you still have some doubts, and you think you'll be lucky enough to wait until I find that method before starving to death, that kind of naivety is unbearable."

“…… Is that so? ”

"Yes, that's it, to be honest, I'd rather you couldn't understand what I'm saying, and keep resisting and not compromising at all, so I'll respect your attitude, and then willingly bear your resentment in that situation and force you to eat."

“……”

"But the attitude you showed today was not dry. Obviously shaken, it was recognized that it was necessary, and promised to compromise, but when it was really time to face it by itself, but it still retreated, and felt that I could not do it, I could be lucky not to pay more, crying and saying sorry, but like a victim, as if it was me Li Nian who made a mistake, which made me very unhappy, because this is not optimistic, it is to put it aside when I have realized the problems that I have to face in front of me, this kind of I hate very much. ”

“…… I'm sorry. ”

That's all she can say.

Li Nian waved his hand.

"No, it's better to say, therefore, I can forgive you now."

“…… Alas? ”

"Isn't there some introspection? After I'm gone, eat it yourself, the flesh, though it's not a good face. ”

"Why do you know!?"

"I see."

When Quilokin Kada came over, Lumia didn't know that Li Nian had returned and was sleeping upstairs, thinking that he wasn't at home.

"I came back at that time......

"It's just to go out and say hello to the neighbors, it won't take long, but when it comes to this, you must know that the residents around me, in addition to Huangquan is a child of the exorcist family, the family surnamed Si Bo seems to be too, you should also pay attention to this."

“…… Either way, I'm sorry for you. ”

As he spoke, he lowered his head again.

"It's not too much trouble, well, that's it anyway, forgive you, so straighten up."

"Yes."

Lumia straightened up slowly.

Li Nian chuckled.

"You took the initiative to talk to me, it seems a good thing here, I still feel that I am hated by you, I wonder if it is better to avoid you for a few days and let you be quiet."

"No, I've figured it out, about eating, and I won't bother you anymore."

"You don't need me to pinch my mouth anymore, do you?"

"That's really free ......"

Lumia smiled wryly.

"Hehe, I don't think I have to do that kind of thing anymore...... Then in the future, we should be able to get along well. ”

"Ah, please take care of me."

"Of course, I will help you in all aspects, and if there is any inconvenience, just mention it, and I will help you in everything I can.

"Thank you."

"So don't be a flood beast anymore, okay? Isn't it a relationship between looking up and not looking down? It's not good to put on a bitter face when you see someone. ”

"Huh? Do I have one? ”

"I didn't realize it...... You have, oh, you don't give me a good face when you see me. ”

“…… I do have some fear of Mr. Lee. ”

"It's my own fault."

Li Nian shrugged his shoulders and continued.

"Well, after a while, naturally, I can almost know who I am."

"I think so too."

"You don't have to be too restrained, as you can see, I'm here and I live alone, there are no rules, you just do it. As for the rest, if you need anything, just mention it, and I will definitely help you as much as I can. ”

"I appreciate the kindness, but I have already received too many favors here, and I will be careful not to cause trouble to you, Mr. Li, in the future."

“……”

Her eyes were quite resolute and she shook her head.

"I've done too many stupid things before, and I'm really embarrassed to be seen as unsuccessful. However, I will not be depressed forever, and I will fully cooperate with you in the future, Mr. Li. ”

"It would be great to have that in mind...... But seriously, it's better to say what is inconvenient. ”

"So, I'll pay attention to ......"

"You think things are still too idealistic, for example, at least a change of clothes should be bought, right?"

Li Nian pointed to the clothes of Huang Quan that she was wearing.

"The main thing I'm referring to is this kind of life problem, except for you, Yakumo Purple didn't send anything over."

"Hmm......"

"Don't think too much, here, you can just rest quietly, compared to how to save me, I think what you need most is to take advantage of this time to think about the future."

“……”

She was stunned.

"Wanting to get back to someone, don't you? And it's not just for a while, but you want to be with you for a long time, right? If you don't want to be forced into a miserable situation like you are now, then there are many things to think about, and I will find a way to separate the darkness of people's hearts as soon as possible, so you can prepare from now on. ”

Li Nian said as he slowly stood up, walked over to Lumia, patted her on the shoulder, and then walked past her and stepped up the stairs.

"That's all there is to it, don't go out casually, you just feel free to do anything else, alas...... I need to get some rest. ”

Li Nian's footsteps gradually faded away.

Leaving Lumia standing in place, her expression complicated.

People who naturally look directly at the road in front of them, think about the solution with all their might when the problem is present, and are always ready to put it into practice, will say this, just point out the important things.

I probably didn't think it would mess up Lumia's state of mind again.

When it comes to fear and confusion about the future, humans and youkai are no different.

Lumia took a deep breath.

Then, pat yourself in the face.

Talk to oneself.

"Mr. Li is right."

She really should, think about the future.