Liu Liu rode his scooter and took me lightly through the streets and alleys of the city, his long hair like a woman was blown by the wind, and it always caught my eyes, and I hated to find a rubber band to tie it for him.

I finally couldn't stand it anymore, patted him on the shoulder from behind, and said to him: "Liu Liu, can you tie up your hair, like a broom, and sweep me in the face, I can't stand it!" ”

Liu Liu stopped the car, then turned his head to look at me and replied, "I don't want to talk to the bald head, or I'll tell you the ground, you can take a taxi yourself." ”

"Forget it, I can bear it!" I said and tied Liu Liu's long hair in a knot, and waited for it to stop floating so much, and finally put up with it, and Liu Liu rode the pedal, like the most merry person, leaving the bus and pedestrians behind us at a gallop.

After about 20 minutes, Liu Liu took me to the door of an abandoned factory outside the suburbs. I looked around the huge walls with graffiti and striped old tires, and in front of the door there were many bizarre locomotives parked with strange shapes. Looking at it this way, I probably know what kind of people Liu Liu is going to take me to meet.

I stepped off Liu Liu's scooter, and was just about to get closer to the graffiti to see the real thing, when the mobile phone suddenly rang in my pocket, and I took the phone out of my pocket while walking towards the wall, and then looked at the number and found that it was Qin Miao calling. Then I remembered that when she talked to me on the phone yesterday, she said that she was going to come to Shanghai to see my grandmother. She called me mostly about it, and I forgot.

I hurriedly answered the phone, and sure enough, she said to me on the phone: "Jiang Qiao, I've gotten off the highway, you can send me the number of grandma's room, and I'll go over." ”

"You take the elevator from the lobby to the 18th floor, and the second room that turns left after exiting the elevator door is ......"

"Okay, where are you now?"

"I just met a friend who plays music, and I'm with him at this time, have you had dinner?"

"Definitely not, I only set off from Nanjing at three o'clock in the afternoon...... However, I stopped at the service station and ate a rice dumpling. ”

I smiled, feeling that Qin Miao was finally able to have a conversation with others in a normal way. She even told me that she ate a zongzi at the service station, and this is the real her, if it had been some time ago, she would never have said these superfluous words.

Qin Miao's performance gave me a lot of confidence, since even she has come out of the haze of not being able to have children, then I will definitely forget these pains that happened to me.

I asked Qin Miao again, "You're not going back to Nanjing tonight, are you?" ”

"Not back. What, are you going to invite me to dinner? ”

"It's right to invite you to dinner, but I'll try to be as early as I can when I get back."

Qin Miao on the other end of the phone thought for a while and replied: "I still don't want to ruin your fun, so let's do it, if your friend thinks that it doesn't matter if you have an extra pair of chopsticks, then I'll go to you after reading grandma, anyway, I don't have anything to do in Shanghai alone." ”

"It's okay, I'll go back and use WeChat to send you my current location."

"Okay, I'll see you later."

……

After ending the call with Qin Miao, I finally stood under the wall with many old tires, lit a cigarette and looked at the graffiti on it, but when I looked at the real thing, I found that it was not graffiti at all, but the life creed written on it by many people, many of whom were already well-known in the music industry.

I watched it with great interest, because these musicians with strange personalities have very interesting life credos, and some of them are more extreme and make me feel like crazy......

Just as I was about to look away, I suddenly saw Yuan Zhen's signature in a corner, he was very low-key and plain, just comparing himself to a person chasing shadows. And under his signature, I even saw a line of familiar handwriting, although it was not signed, but it was really left by Xiao Ai. It turned out that she had also been in this place a few years ago.

My heart began to flutter for a moment, and I suddenly felt very close to Xiao Ai, even if I wasn't sure when she had left these words. I felt like I had entered an unknown world, and she acted for me in a stranger way......

At this time, Liu Liu finally walked to my side, he followed my gaze, and then smiled and said: "What you see is what Yuan Zhen left 3 years ago, that time he also took his junior sister, a little girl who just entered the freshman year in Nanyi, but it is already famous in this circle, Yuan Zhen held a small fan meeting here that day, this little girl played seven or eight musical instruments for him alone, and she was proficient in everything, which shocked us as old birds who thought they were playing music......"

I seem to have seen the picture from three years ago in Liu Liu's description, she was born to be the center of attention, but it is a pity that I still maintained a stranger relationship with her at that time.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath of the cigarette, as if my heart was blown away by the smoke in the wind.

Liu Liu said to me again: "Let's go inside, there is a photo wall inside, and all the photos of our activities here over the years are pasted." ”

I clicked, and walked with Liu Liu to the inside of the factory with a complicated mood.

……

At this time, there were already a lot of friends who played music in the factory, they were sitting on the sofa drinking beer and chatting, and there were many discarded musical instruments hanging behind the sofa, which looked very dilapidated, but they could feel an immortal faith.

On the other side of the sofa, I saw the photo wall that Liu Liu said. I didn't have time to say hello to Liu Liu's friends who played music as a newcomer, so I walked directly to the photo wall, and then stopped to stare at the ...... What I'm looking for is the photo that Xiao Ai left here that year.

After looking at it from top to bottom several times, I finally saw Xiao Ai three years ago at the bottom of the photo wall. She looked really energetic at that time, she was wearing a blue and white striped shirt, extremely rare white martin boots on her feet, and a pair of slim white slacks that framed her figure perfectly, and those who appeared in the photo were overshadowed by her rock gews......

My heart is bleeding, and I know that this photo will be the best memory of her life, and now she can no longer see a little color in her life, let alone perform...... So she must be having a bad time, definitely!

I gently put my hand on the photo, and shouted her name over and over again in my heart, and those obsessions that I didn't want to believe that she was married rushed to my heart in an instant, but it made me even more painful!

Finally, Liu Liu noticed my strangeness, he took away my hand from the photo, and then lowered his voice and asked me, "Do you know this girl?" ”

"It's not just acquaintance, she almost became the person who lived with me for the rest of her life."

Liu Liu looked at me with wide eyes, and only replied after a while: "You are a liar, right...... I just heard that she and Yuan Zhen are married some time ago! ”

I didn't like this kind of questioning, so I looked at Liu Liu, and my reason became more and more lost, and I couldn't help myself and replied loudly: "Before you said some time ago, she had been living with me...... The man she loves is me, you can see it clearly with your eyes wide open, it is me Jiang Qiao, not ****** Yuan Zhen. ”

At this point, the group of people who had been ignoring me put down their beer bottles and looked at me with the same gaze, maybe they all thought I was a fool who liked to talk nonsense, but this was a cry from the deepest part of my heart. Who ****** dare to stand in the position of Yuan Zhen's friend, and he can't question a word more!

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