I took a deep breath and finally rang the doorbell of Chen Yi's room, my heartbeat continued to increase, but there was no response from the room, there was a depressing silence in the corridor of the whole hotel, I didn't give up, rang the doorbell again, but still didn't get a response.

At this time, a uniformed security guard came to my side, he told me that the guest of this room, that is, Chen Yi, had gone out more than an hour ago, and I thanked the security guard, and then I was at a loss, not knowing whether to continue to guard Chen Yi here or leave.

I sat at the staircase of the safe passage and smoked two cigarettes in a row, and looked at the time, it was half past nine in the night, but I hadn't eaten a little, and the hunger in my body was getting stronger and stronger, so I finally decided to leave here for a while and go to the noodle restaurant opposite the hotel to have something to eat.

I took the elevator to the first floor of the hotel alone, and just as I was about to walk out of the door, a Porsche Cayenne with a Shanghai license plate stopped on the hotel corridor, and I once again saw the familiar but even more annoying face, which was Qiu Zi'an.

Qiu Zi'an walked out of the car first, holding a bouquet of purple roses in his hand, and then walked quickly to the passenger cab and opened the door, he very gentlemanly escorted Chen Yi out of the car, and then said something to Chen Yi.

Chen Yi put her hands in the pockets of her clothes, and looked at the small landscape fountain in the hotel square with some distraction, the colored lights around the fountain reflected the ground under her feet in color, she habitually pinned her long hair behind her ears, and then looked at Qiu Zi'an and said a few words that I couldn't hear at all.

Qiu Zi'an handed her the rose in her hand, and she shook her head, indicating that she didn't want it

Qiu Zi'an smiled gently, and then put the bouquet back into his car, and at this time, Chen Yi changed her standing posture and was already facing away from me, I couldn't see her current appearance and the expression that could see her emotions at all.

Qiu Zi'an opened the car door again, then took out a tissue from the car and handed it to Chen Yi, and then I knew that she was crying again, crying very sadly

My heart ached, and before I could go out to face all this, Qiu Zi'an had already held Chen Yi in his arms and whispered comfort in her ear

My world stood still, I closed my eyes, I lost even the mood to breathe, and all I had in my senses was the cold of winter and the faint light that swirled through the glass door in the darkness of my closed eyes

It seemed like a minute, maybe only 30 seconds, and when I opened my eyes again, the black Porsche Cayenne had already started, and then left the hotel, and Chen Yi was still standing in the cold wind, her expression was a little dazed.

I finally carried the document bag containing 90,000 yuan, as if I had been carrying a favor owed to Chen Yi for so many years, and walked out the door with a group of residents who had just come out of the elevator.

I just stood in front of Chen Yi, I didn't know how to say the first word, just looked at her

Her face was pale, and her lips were chapped, like a flower that had withered in winter, but spring was far away when it would bloom again.

I squeezed out a smile that I would only use to communicate like an actor, and finally opened my mouth to her: "I just went up to look for you, you weren't there, but I didn't expect to come down but bumped into it, it's a coincidence."

Chen Yiqiang's tears finally fell, but he refused to approach me or wipe away his tears, just biting his lip and looking at me resentfully.

I didn't want to cry at this time, but I no longer had the qualifications, so I just lowered my head and handed the document bag containing 90,000 yuan to her, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "This is the 90,000 yuan I owed you before, you can take it." ”

Chen Yi finally opened his mouth: "Who did you borrow so much money from?"

Subconsciously, I wanted to tell her that I borrowed it from Jin Qiu, but at the moment when I was about to say it, I changed my words, I lit a cigarette, squinted my eyes and took a deep breath, and replied, "I borrowed it from Xiao Ai." ”

Chen Yi's shoulders were trembling, and he asked: "Jiang Qiao, I really want to ask you, one day will you regret everything you did and said today, what did I do wrong and let you hurt me so much?"

"I don't feel like I've hurt you."

Her voice was already hoarse in pain: "You're really a complete bastard"

I looked at Chen Yi and didn't say anything more, just grabbed her hand, forcibly stuffed the document bag she refused to take into her hand, and then turned around and prepared to leave.

I really don't have the ability to face Chen Yi anymore, I'm afraid that I will collapse in her world that may be more painful than mine in the next second.

I'm really content, because I've been a couple with her all my life. I also realized that we can only come here in this life, I can't continue to carry my poverty and powerlessness in her world, she should embrace her own sunshine, and today will be the last rain I will fall in her world, for her, the pain will be over

In the distance, the bell tower rang 10 o'clock, and the sky that had been gloomy finally began to fall with a light rain, and I didn't have a car, so I walked outside to the road in the rain, and then waited for a taxi with no passengers to take me out of here.

The taxi broke through the rain and carried me through the sometimes familiar and sometimes unfamiliar city, where a road roller was still working on a road in need of renovation, and the engine roared heavily; Bar Street was a good time to open, and some heavy metal music mixed with the sound of rain shattered my grief; Under the overpass, the wanderer lit a cigarette and looked sadly at the city, which would never have a foothold

It seems that no one dares to say good night to Nanjing easily this night, and insomnia with pain will become my fate in this rainy night, I shouldn't have gone to Chen Yi so rashly, but I just can't control myself, I want to know her current situation, I want to see what she looks like

Listening to the increasingly strong sound of rain outside the car window, I knew that I had really collapsed at this moment, and I simply collapsed in a state of madness to the end, and then no longer gave myself a little hope.

I resolutely took out my mobile phone from my pocket, then found Chen Yi's father's mobile phone number, and then sent him a message, telling him the fact that I had broken up with Chen Yi, hoping that he could go to the hotel to pick up Chen Yi, and stop letting Chen Yi wander in this city where she was born and raised

I know that when this message is sent, I will completely destroy everything between me and Chen Yi, but I don't regret it, because I have seen the world too thoroughly, and I don't want to dream anymore, let alone be trapped in the swamp of fantasy with a fluke mentality

The moment I left the taxi, I ran frantically on the tulip road, I wanted to throw away all the pain that entangled me in this stormy night, and I wanted to run to escape all the harm that the world gave me, I ran faster and faster

I don't know how long I ran, but I finally stopped the steps that I didn't know if it would take me to heaven or hell. I bent down and put my hands on my knees to gasp, but the heavy rain could not extinguish the burning pain in my lungs, and my pain fell between reality and illusion, but the rain blown by the cold wind became more and more real, and I finally fell to my knees in the wind and rain without strength, and cried bitterly