Chapter 189: Death is also without regrets

Unexpectedly learned that Jin Yijun was infected with HIV, Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo were both worried about Jin Yijun, especially Chu Chen, who didn't know how to tell Zhuo Shuang about it.

Zhuo Shuang now hates Jin Yijun to the core, and she doesn't want to mention this man at all, she is active and pretends to be extremely enthusiastic about preparing for her wedding with Xiao Hongwen.

In Jin Yijun's situation, Hengzhu can't escape death, Hengzhu must say goodbye to Zhuo Shuang in the end, maybe he should obey Jin Yijun's will and let Zhuo Shuang live with hatred, instead of telling her: He won't live long, so Zhuo Shuang will be in pain for the rest of his life.

At this moment, Chu Chen could feel Jin Yijun's good intentions, and he understood Jin Yijun's love for Zhuo Shuang more and more, such a deep love, and it was really deep.

Zhuo Shuang found that today's early morning was very different, obviously absent-minded, and told her a lot, but she didn't react at all, "Hey...... What are you thinking? ”

As soon as she was reminded by Zhuo Shuang's voice, Chu Chen also realized that her emotions were exposed too much and too quickly, which would definitely make Zhuo Shuang feel suspicious, and she didn't know whether to tell Zhuo Shuang the truth or not.

"I ...... No, yes, you've heard of it. Chu Chen's heart was weak, and she didn't even dare to communicate with Zhuo Shuang, Chu Chen's heart was so frightened, afraid that seeing Zhuo Shuang's eyes would make her even more weak.

But Zhuo Shuang is also a sensitive person, and it is impossible not to notice that something is wrong with Chu Chen today, but she didn't think that Chu Chen's absent-mindedness had something to do with her.

Even, at this time, she was still ridiculing the private affairs of the early morning, "It's Nie Lingzhuo who overindulged in overindulgence after returning from a business trip, and tired you stupidly." ”

With the relationship between Nie Lingzhuo and Chuchen, it is so sweet that it can't be dissolved, how can it not be ruthlessly in love several times after a few days of separation, Zhuo Shuang has always been outspoken, even if it is such a private matter, when facing Chuchen and Zhuzhu, she will not hide it, usually so straightforward.

When I heard it at the beginning of the morning, I didn't blush before, after all, this thing between husband and wife is also normal, and it is also normal for friends to talk about such things.

Chu Chen denied, "It's not what you think!" Moreover, Nie Ling Zhuo has been abstinent for a long time! ”

"......" Zhuo Shuang was stunned for a few seconds, and a person with a smart head like her immediately opened up in the next moment, "Are you pregnant?" ”

It must be like this, so that Nie Lingzhuo must abstain, otherwise, according to Nie Lingzhuo's momentum of attachment to Chuchen, it is absolutely impossible to abstain.

"Well, it's been two months." Chu Chen nodded.

"Two months? Didn't you know before, you, you, you're really confused, you haven't eaten anything you shouldn't have eaten in the past two months. ”

Zhuo Shuang asked anxiously.

Chu Chen thought about it and shook his head, it seems that there is no, he has just eaten a lot of candied fruit with Zhuzhu recently, and he has eaten a lot of plums and snacks.

"Great, Shanshan has company, this baby must be a son, don't worry." Zhuo Shuang seems to be quite sure, but in fact, whether it is a man or a woman, none of them can be sure, and some people who want to identify the sex of the fetus will also make mistakes when doing B ultrasound, so it is impossible to determine the sex of the child 100% until the moment the child falls to the ground.

But the gender of the child, this is not Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo's concern, boys and girls are the same, they are all their own children, there is no difference.

However, now Zhuo Shuang couldn't help but be envious, "Chu Chen, your life is so good, I want a child, but I haven't been long after the operation, and I need my body to recover slowly, but when I am born, I will be even older, and when the time comes, I am afraid that Xiao Hongwen will also dislike me." ”

A man like Xiao Hongwen, Zhuo Shuang actually knows that he is unreliable, he just hasn't found a suitable woman for the time being, and he is barely making do with her, at least he is not such a careful and satisfactory man.

If you have to have a comparison or something, the care and attention to her, Xiao Hongwen and Jin Yijun are compared, one heaven and one earth, it is simply incomparable, although Jin Yijun is a scumbag, but only when she is with him, Zhuo Shuang can clearly fall in love and feel pampered.

However, there is no such thing as Xiao Hongwen at all, even if Xiao Hongwen may have a good character, but the alienation and distance between Zhuo Shuang and him are there, and there is a world of estrangement.

When Chu Chen listened to Zhuo Shuang talking about children and Xiao Hongwen, Chu Chen's heart became more and more anxious and swayed.

Knowing that Zhuo Shuang and Xiao Hongwen can't be good, it must be inappropriate for them to be together, do you still want to watch her continue to be so obsessed?

"Zhuo Shuang ......" was hesitant at the beginning of the morning, and she was difficult to talk about Jin Yijun, as if no matter what she said, it would make Zhuo Shuang very painful.

"You're weird today, what's going on? A pregnant woman is really so emotionally unstable, even if she is emotionally unstable, you have to adjust, for the sake of the child, you have to take care of it, otherwise it will easily affect the fetus. "Zhuo Shuang is an obstetrician and gynecologist, and she knows best that the emotions of pregnant women can affect the fetus and cause bad effects.

"Zhuo Shuang, something happened to Jin Yijun."

After Chu Chen made a very difficult decision in her heart, she still decided to tell Zhuo Shuang the truth, she had the right to know the truth, and she couldn't let Jin Yijun leave with such a black pot and be hated.

If Jin Yijun is really about to die, then at least in the period before he dies, if Zhuo Shuang can accompany him and accompany him, at least Jin Yijun will not be so desperate.

In particular, Chu Chen also believes that if something like this happens to Jin Yijun, Zhuo Shuang will not dislike him, after all, Jin Yijun is not wrong, he has not done anything wrong, let alone done anything sorry for Zhuo Shuang.

Zhuo Shuang listened to Chu Chen's words and didn't believe it, "Don't mention him, no matter what happens to him, it has nothing to do with me at all." ”

Yes, it doesn't matter.

Zhuo Shuang comforted herself so much in her heart.

Now that he has spoken, Chu Chen has to say more unswervingly, "Jin Yijun is not empathetic at all, he did something sorry for you, when he was providing free medical support in the countryside, he touched a syringe with HIV, he was infected with HIV, he was about to die, and it is for this reason that he chose to leave you and snub you......"

"No, don't say it, Chu Chen, don't lie to me, I won't believe it. I said that I have no relationship with Jin Yijun anymore, and this kind of thing can't fool me, and I won't have any sympathy. ”

Zhuo Shuang denied it, hurriedly and panickedly denied it, and didn't believe it, but in fact, it was like setting off a huge wave in his heart.

Impossible, Chu Chen must have been lying to her, but the affirmation in Chu Chen's eyes completely dispelled Zhuo Shuang's idea of escaping, "Zhuo Shuang, actually, think about it, Jin Yijun loves you so much and loves you, how can he say let go and let go, and say empathy and don't fall in love, if it is not a last resort, if it is not desperate and thorough, how can he give up on you, watch you marry someone else, and watch you be with other men." ”

"The most painful thing now must be him, not only do you have to bear such a blow, but you also misunderstand him like that, and marry someone else......"

"Don't say it, Chu Chen, I don't want to listen to ......"

I don't want to hear a word.

Zhuo Shuang shook her head, her heart was already torn violently, and the severe pain spread out in her heart.

Chu Chen knew that what she said must be cruel, but these facts had to be made Zhuo Shuang realized.

Zhuo Shuang was very chaotic at this time, very scared, endless panic rushed to him, and he also recalled in his mind that in Jin Yijun's office, his expression when he and Dong Jiaying were together, not like happy, but so heavy that he was about to suffocate, could it be that they were talking about this at that time! Talking about such a heavy topic?

AIDS......

Zhuo Shuang's mind is getting more and more confused, she can't believe it, and it is even more difficult to accept the facts.

She went to Dong Jiaying's office so impulsively and violently, at this time, only Dong Jiaying knew Jin Yijun's situation best, and they went to free medical support together.

"Dong Jiaying......" She entered Dong Jiaying's office unceremoniously, without knocking on the door, and yelled politely.

Dong Jiaying was in the rest time, and she was silently thinking about Jin Yijun's condition in the office, AIDS must be incurable, the only thing is to watch him die slowly, Dong Jiaying will tremble when she thinks of such a picture.

When Zhuo Shuang was so angry and angry, she knew that Zhuo Shuang must know the truth.

"Jin Yijun...... Is he really infected with HIV? Zhuo Shuang's emotions were out of control, and her loss of control could be understood in Dong Jiaying's eyes, no one could calm down in such a thing.

Dong Jiaying was silent, and her silent expression was telling Zhuo Shuang that the answer to her question was yes.

When Chu Chen said that Jin Yijun was infected with AIDS, Zhuo Shuang would still think that Chu Chen's news must be inaccurate, but when she saw Dong Jiaying's expression at this meeting, she knew that everything was true.

In an uproar, tears rushed out of Zhuo Shuang's eyes, tears flowed wildly, I don't know how to describe my mood, like despair, like suffocation, as if the end of the world, everything is going to be destroyed, unprecedented despair and pain.

"How is that possible...... It can't be ......" She still chose not to believe it, Zhuo Shuang's face was pale, tears were overflowing, she rarely cried, and even the number of times she cried in the past thirty years was almost a handful, especially when she cried hysterically like she was now, as if she was about to turn her back on her breath.

Even Zhuo Shuang herself was undergoing surgery, when she was facing great danger, she was never afraid, let alone crying, it was Jin Yijun who was by her side at that time, it was Jin Yijun who gave her great energy, as long as he was there, she didn't have to worry about anything.

However, at this moment, all the power that supported Zhuo Shuang collapsed, as if the world was destroyed, and it was a mess and devastated in an instant.

"Go find him, he must need you the most now, Jin Yijun really loves you, no matter what kind of ending Jin Yijun ends up with, in this life, Zhuo Shuang can meet such a good man, you are really the luckiest woman, even if Jin Yijun has to leave you one day, you are worth it."

Dong Jiaying clearly saw Jin Yijun's love for Zhuo Shuang, her unswerving, unswerving feelings until death, there is such a man who loves and loyal, even if he dies, he has no regrets.

Some women have lived a lifetime, but they can't feel the slightest sincere love from men, but Zhuo Shuang has known Jin Yijun for a short time, although the days are short, but they are spoiled by God, indulgent, full of happiness......

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